My Feelings Can Wait

After Jing Xiu left, Ji Youyan was stunned for a while.She reflected that she had made a slip of the tongue.

Whether it is from a work perspective, she and Jing Xiu are both mentors, and each has its own guidance style, or from a personal perspective, she and Jing Xiu care about Ruan Ningwei, and each has its own perspective of thinking.

She has no right to ask for such, or even blame Jing Xiu.

Because of Ruan Ningwei's cowardice and sensitivity, she saw her former self, so she instinctively sympathized and understood Ruan Ningwei.But what Jing Xiu said is not wrong. Blindly indulging in one's own emotions will not only make oneself suffer, but also make the people around you suffer.

Just like in her relationship with Jing Xiu back then, if she could be more honest with Jing Xiu, maybe they wouldn't end up so disastrously; if Ruan Ningwei could untie this knot, she wouldn't have to bear the abuse of the public like she did in her previous life, maybe Wouldn't she end up on a dead end?

Jing Xiu said that she was accusing her of being unreasonable, and asked herself, for a moment, she had such a thought.Jing Xiu has always been so confident and brave, with the moonlight and wind, so all the darkness and humbleness seem to have been isolated by her.

However, even if others can misunderstand her like this, Ji Youyan alone has no right to accuse her like this.

At the end of the competition that year, neither she nor Jing Xiu entered the debut position. Jing Xiu had no intention of forming a group, so according to the original plan, she signed a contract with the prestigious Guangyu.At that time, Jing Xiu suggested to her that if she wanted, she could sign with Guangyu together.

But Ji Youyan rejected Jing Xiu's proposal for the sake of self-esteem, and accepted the olive branch offered by Dingfeng.

In order to take care of Ji Youyan's self-esteem, Jing Xiu hardly interfered with her career planning and development.But many years later, when she broke up with Jing Xiu, Wang Junchan warned her that today is different from the past, and only when she repeatedly threatened and lured her to accept the unspoken rules of the high-level and investors did she realize that Jing Xiu had been silently taking care of her all these years. look at yourself.Without Jing Xiu's protection, she would not have been able to come to the present cleanly under the hands of a greedy villain like Wang Junchan.

Ke Jingxiu never mentioned this matter.It's like she doesn't understand why she gave up singing but still supports her acting, and she doesn't like her hype methods but has been silently enduring.Jing Xiu once put himself in her shoes to understand her pride, understand her cowardice, and tolerate her gently.

She clearly knew that Jing Xiu was a proud person, but not a selfish person.

But she still read her like that for a moment just now.Ji Yuyan clenched his five fingers, his nails sank deep into the palm of his hand, and regret flooded his heart.

Lin Yue called to urge her: "Sister Ji, Teacher Su is here, are you and Teacher Jing not over yet?"

Ji Youyan bit her lip, and answered Lin Yue in a low voice: "I see, I'll go there right away."

In the evening, Chi Dongqing arrived at the airport.Because Chi Dongqing needs to play against Ruan Ningwei at night, for convenience, Chi Dongqing did not stay in the five-star hotel where Gu Lingfeng stayed last time, but stayed in the presidential suite on the same floor as Ji Youyan and the others, which had been vacant.

The dinner was held at an old Lingzhou cuisine restaurant nearby, which is only a 5-minute drive away.

The rehearsal was over, and Ji Youyan was thinking about the improvement of Ruan Ningwei's script in the lounge. Lin Yue helped Ji Youyan take a cup of hot water to moisten his throat, and asked Ji Youyan: "Sister Ji, should I ask Brother Li to drive the car to the door and wait for you?" The work group informed that it was almost time to set off for dinner.

Ji Yuyan paused his pen, and said hesitantly, "No need."

"Eh?" Lin Yue rolled her eyes, and then said clearly, "Oh. I see, Sister Ji, do you want to rub Teacher Jing's car again?"

Ji Youyan put on the cap of the pen, stood up and tapped Lin Yue's forehead lightly with the pen, and said with a smirk, "You are the one who talks too much." After she finished speaking, she darkened her expression again, changed her mind and sighed: "Let Brother Li Get ready in the parking lot."

Ah Xiu may not be able to let her get in the car today.

She asked Lin Yue to pack up the documents, then went to the parking lot to wait, then took her bag and went downstairs to the entrance of the lobby, waiting for Jing Xiu.

When she reached the door, she realized that the sky was full of light, and there was actually light snow.

The first snow in Lingzhou.The howling north wind in the morning did not seem to have been blown for nothing.Ji Youyan couldn't help stretching her five fingers upwards, watching the snowflakes fall on her palm one by one, it was icy and cold, which was the touch in her memory.

If her mother was by her side, she should be scolded for not being afraid of the cold, and she deserved to have chilblains.When I was young, my health was not good, and my father disciplined me strictly.It snowed in winter, my mother was afraid that she would get sick, and my father thought that girls should be quieter, so she was never allowed to build snowmen and have snowball fights downstairs like other children.Every time it snowed, she could only secretly open the window, watch the children playing in the courtyard, and reach out to catch a little snowflake.But every time, he would be caught by his mother.

Yanzhou, is it snowing yet?How many years have not seen the winter in Yanzhou.Ji Youyan was slightly lost in thought.

There was the sound of the elevator ding-dong opening behind him, Ji Youyan held the snowflake in his hand, turned around and looked back.

As she expected, Jing Xiu and Yao Xiao came down.

Ji Youyan took a breath of heat on his hands, watched Jing Xiu approaching step by step, and smiled softly: "Mr. Jing, are you going to eat?"

Jing Xiu responded to her without emotion: "Yes."

"Today, is it convenient to take Teacher Jing's car to go there together?" Ji Youyan asked expectantly.

Jing Xiu looked at Piaoxue, her expression was as cold as the temperature outside, and asked her, "Did Lin Yue go to the emergency room again today?" She turned her head and stared at Ji Youyan lightly.

Ji Youyan felt guilty when she saw her, and she couldn't tell the nonsense anymore.She cleared her throat almost imperceptibly, and replied: "No." After a pause, she said in a hurry: "I just thought it was snowing, and the roads are slippery in snowy days, so it's not safe to drive. If it's convenient for you, Mr. Jing , we can be together."

Jingxiu's car has arrived.Jing Xiu watched the driver help her open the car door, and said indifferently: "There is a saying in investment studies."

"Huh?" Ji Youyan was puzzled.

"You can't put all your eggs in one basket."

"..." Ji Youyan choked.

Yao Xiao quickly realized, "Bah, bah, bah," said: "Mr. Jing, what are you talking about?"

Jing Xiu frowned, leaned on the car door and said to Ji You: "It's because I'm not good at Chinese, and I said something wrong. If Teacher Ji feels unsafe, you can consider walking over, it's very close." After finishing speaking, she closed the car door .Yao Xiao gave Ji Youyan a sympathetic look, and got into the car as well.

This time, the car really drove away without hesitation.

Ji Youyan was stunned in place, looking at the exhaust of the car, feeling sad and soft-hearted.Who dares to say that Jing Xiu's Chinese is not good.

Snow melted into water in the palm, freezing to the bone.Ji Youyan smiled wryly, dried his hands and called Lin Yue, telling her to ask the driver to bring the car over.

In the car, Jing Xiu was distracted by the street scene, his side face was clearly condensed.Yao Xiao sat in the passenger seat, looked at Jing Xiu several times in the mirror, and finally couldn't help asking carefully: "Mr. Jing, what's the matter with you and Mr. Ji?"

Jing Xiu came back to her senses, and said softly back to Yao Xiao, "It's nothing." Seeing Yao Xiao's concerned expression, she paused, and asked Yao Xiao, "Xiaoxiao, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?"

Yao Xiao was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously replied: "He is a good person."

Jing Xiu frowned slightly, and said with a smile: "Is this because you issued a good person card?" She smiled, her eyes gradually dimmed, leaning on the back of the chair, Xiao Suo said: "I was just thinking, I In her eyes, what kind of person is she?"

Who this "she" refers to is self-evident.Yao Xiao tactfully kept silent and did not express any opinion.

Jing Xiu was not really asking Yao Xiao, let alone expecting Yao Xiao to give her an answer.She thought of Ji Youyan's emotions and eyes when he defended Ruan Ningwei in the afternoon, and tiredness came to her heart.

In Ji Yuyan's eyes, what kind of person is she?Is it a person who can't be trusted, who is superior, who doesn't know the sufferings of the world, so he is unreasonable?So, like Ruan Ningwei, she closed her heart tightly, and didn't believe that she could find understanding and comfort from herself as a lover, right?

It's ridiculous to say that Ji Youyan hasn't even told her which university she graduated from or who her parents' surnames were after they dated for nearly six years.

Jing Xiu sometimes felt that she could truly touch Ji Yuyan's heart, and sometimes felt that Ji Yuyan was far away from her.Since the reunion, her emotions and reason have always been tearing her apart.Every time she starts to soften her heart, there will always be new problems popping up, reminding her that those unresolved knots and trust that have not been rebuilt still lie between her and Ji Yuyan.

How many times can they have the luck of starting again after ending like this?

Jing Xiu closed his eyes and rubbed the center of his eyebrows.

After calming down for a while, she remembered a serious matter, took out her mobile phone, and dialed Tao Xingruo's number.

At the end of the conversation, the car just passed the entrance of the restaurant.The restaurant is hidden in the simple and elegant garden, and vehicles are not allowed to enter, so diners can only get off at the gate and enter the garden on foot. If you are interested, you can enjoy the landscape in the garden along the way, which is also a unique flavor.

Ji Youyan didn't know which way to go, so he came first.When Jing Xiu arrived, she was already standing under the signboard of the restaurant and the garden arch.

Jing Xiu opened the car door, and the howling night wind and snow flakes rushed towards him.Yao Xiao got out of the car, and was about to ask the waiter who was guiding him if he had any extra umbrellas to provide.

Suddenly, a warm breath approached, a shadow fell, and it was a dark umbrella that blocked the wind and snow above Jingxiu.

Jing Xiu was stunned, and before she could say anything, Yao Xiao was rescued and said, "Mr. Ji, you haven't gone in yet? It's snowing a little bit, and I want to ask if there are any umbrellas here." While speaking , Lin Yue also held up an umbrella to cover Yao Xiao in.

Ji Youyan stood beside Jing Xiu holding the umbrella handle, and said softly, "I'm waiting for you."

Sporadic cars whizzed by on the trail, and suddenly a dazzling light flashed in the distance, reflecting the light from the thin snow on the ground, shining brightly.

Ji Youyan narrowed his eyes instinctively, stretched out his hands reflexively to cover Jing Xiu's eyes, and replied to Yao Xiao, "I think the snow is going to fall heavily, so I'm worried that you may not have umbrellas, so Yueyue took more."

During the change of light and dark, Jing Xiu opened his eyes, staring blankly at Ji Yuyan's delicate right hand blocking his face.For a moment, she felt that the surroundings seemed to be quiet. The sound of her heartbeat and the sound of the car running over snowflakes suddenly became clear and terrifying.

The car passed by Jing Xiu's slow speed, Ji Youyan naturally put down the hand covering Jing Xiu's eyes.As if afraid of being rejected, she smiled at Jing Xiu, and explained with some trepidation: "Let's go? It seems to be a long way to go in. It will be uncomfortable when the snow falls on your body."

Jing Xiu looked at her snow-covered shoulders exposed outside the umbrella, followed her arms all the way down to see her hanging catkins that had blocked the high beam for her just now, her throat choked.

"En." Jing Xiu heard that he agreed to her aloud.

She heard the sound of falling snowflakes.

Cooperating with her, the voice of reason once again faltered.

The author has something to say: Mr. Jing is sitting on the wheel of history, ruthlessly running over.

Sister Ji sat up tenaciously: I jio so much that I can still rescue it! !