Tutoring colleagues - doomed

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Listening to this song while writing the next part is really full of inspiration!

I don’t know if you have the feeling of “Huh? How did this happen?” after reading the next part?I have it!It was written again and said "ah, why did it become like this"!The rampage outside the episode often makes me hurt my liver and lungs...

PS: I hope you will not be caught by the suspected collapsed Liudao Skeletal Thunder inside.

The episode is officially over!At least Togiri and Mukuro's extra episode is officially over!

If I want to write a side story later, I probably won't write about the two of them again.This article will not be marked [Completed] for the time being. If I think of something else I want to write in the past two or three days, I will write it. If I don’t think of it, I will mark it [Completed].

I finally ended up falling into a pit! >///

"Muku, I'm scared of my child..."

She was buried deep in his arms like a child, pouring out all the pain and sorrow that could not be told to others, screaming with all her strength, every tear seemed to condense the darkness in her body.

but--

"However, if it's Mukuro..."

The words terrified him.

And the next day, she had completely calmed down, as if nothing had happened, and she had returned to her normal state.

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"Speaking of which, what kind of people are your parents?"

Liudao Mukui, who was sitting next to Shiwu, asked, and the person being questioned looked at him in surprise, and found that his expression was actually very serious.

Liudao Mu raised his eyebrows, "What kind of expression is that on your face? It's very irritating."

"Tell me first, have you picked up some strange things to eat?" Ten Wu also asked him seriously.God knows what kind of nerve this person is wrong. He didn't sleep in the middle of the night and ran to her room to chat and watch the stars?

"Does it surprise you that I ask this?"

"No, it's because this question is so normal, and the questions you ask are generally not very normal."

"That's because I'm not interested in what you call normal questions. People don't want to hear about things they don't care about."

"That's right, then why are you suddenly interested in this topic?"

Liu Dao Muku replied very naturally, without changing his face: "I'm interested in my girlfriend, and that's why."

"..." Ten Wu was really amazed by his simplicity and brazenness.

Although they are a couple, it is normal for them to flirt with a little pink in their words, but why did things become so weird when things fell on Liu Dao Mu?All the things that normal people would do, Liu Dao Mukuo immediately became abnormal.She really wasn't used to his way of speaking, it was too intimate - even though they were a couple!

"Haven't you gotten used to it after so long?" Liudaokui knew what she was thinking when he saw her like that, "You were not my girlfriend before, but now that your status has changed, the way you get along is naturally different."

... Well, she thought it was wrong.

To be honest, she regretted it the next day holding Liudao Mukuo and crying bitterly.It's fine if he saw the miserable situation after the battle before, but to speak out all his inner thoughts like this time is simply as embarrassing as stripping himself naked for Liu Dao Mu's onlookers, even more embarrassing than confessing to him at the beginning.

But even so, there is a feeling of "ah, it's so much easier" in my heart.

Of course, it was still very embarrassing.

She managed to put on a nonchalant look so that she could face Liu Dao Mu, but it turned out that he was the one with the problem.At first, I thought that Liu Dao Mu's two-week unilateral cold war was because she was angry that she had been rejecting him for no reason, but judging from the current situation, it doesn't seem to be the case.Come to chat with her when she is about to sleep, let her doubts reach a peak.

——Rokudokoku seemed to be worrying about something else.

"Okay, let's get down to business, what kind of people are your parents?"

Ten Wu was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses.

Reconfirming that Liudao Muke really seemed to be asking seriously, Tougiri began to recall: "This... my father passed away when I was very young. I have almost no impression of him. Some things I know are Mom told me. It is said that I look a lot like my dad. My mom sometimes looks back with a smirk on my face and starts saying things like 'your dad was'. Oops, I blush now thinking about it , They really are a couple of fools."

As he talked, Tomogi did not have the rigidity and reluctance at the beginning, and gradually immersed himself in the memories of the past happiness.

"You also saw it 12 years ago. My mother is very cute, gentle and capable. Although the salary of the job is not much, I can have enough food every day. I think the reason why I was so thrifty in the past , careful planning, probably inherited from my mother. We live in a small place, but my mother arranges the house very warmly..."

The eight-fold living room has beige tatami mats, a TV playing an unknown TV series, and the table is covered with a tablecloth made by my mother, with funny dog ​​patterns sewn on it.The windows are very well lit, and every day at noon, my mother always lies by the window to bask in the sun.In the evening, the tick-tock-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick-tick pendulum-clock strikes the time at six o’clock, and the wind blows in through the window, bringing in the conversations of people returning home from work, the sound of rumbling trains, and the calls of children to go home. Voice……

As if to re-imprint these things in memory one by one, Togiri spoke slowly with a warm smile.Whether it's voice or expression, they are all deeply immersed in happiness, and even Liudao Mukuro who listens to her can clearly feel Togiri's love for his family.

She loves her gentle mother deeply from the bottom of her heart, and also likes her father who only exists in her mother's memory very much. She has always felt proud of the bond between them.

For this fact, Liu Dao Mu was already aware of it.

Although her father passed away long ago, and her mother also died later, she herself lived alone for more than ten years with happy memories of the past.However, it is really a happy family...

If it was her—

"So, what kind of people are your parents?"

At this time, Togigi said something that Liu Dao Mu absolutely didn't want anyone to bring up.

I don’t want to say—it was originally like this, but for some reason Liudao Mukuo replied in a strange way: “I don’t remember what my parents were like for a long time. I have been in Estoraneo since I can remember. If you talk about childhood It’s nothing more than human experiments, and then it’s murder and escape. But..."

If you have to say "family"——

Rokudoku remembered a mafia family in northern Italy many years ago.

The head of the family who adopted him and treated him like a son, and the man who took care of him like an older brother defended and taught his younger brother—if you have to say "family", these people are probably the closest to this concept.

only--

——"The mafia is a family, and we are a family. Even if there is no blood connection, the fate of the family cannot be severed. As long as you don't betray and are still alive, it will always be like this."

In memory, the family leader seemed to have said something like this.

"Unbreakable connection"... "Family" sounds nice, but it's actually quite scary.

——"As long as you don't betray, you will always be a family."

In other words, isn't it that you can't abandon it until you die, and you will be restricted by it throughout your life, bound by the unbreakable fate of "family"?

It's terrifying.

Rokudo Mukuro doesn't want an overly intimate relationship at all.The so-called parent-child concept, of course, does not exist at all.

Ever since Liu Dao Mu could remember, he had to learn to survive independently, whether he lived or died was all up to him.Because he is weak, if he wants to survive, he must find a way to become stronger. The stronger and colder the person, the better he can survive.For Liudaokuku, power means everything.This kind of concept is incomprehensible to people who have grown up in the normal world from birth.

What does it feel like to love someone?

It should be said, what is the so-called love?

Does it mean that you can trust the other person wholeheartedly?

Can you rest assured to entrust the responsibility to the other party?

Does it mean that it doesn't matter even if you are betrayed?

Does it mean... even if you die for it, you will not hesitate?

Liu Dao Mu had no choice but to doubt, so he came all the way.

You don't need anyone, you can live on your own.

However, since this is the case——

By his side, why is she still there?

"Why are you in a daze all the time? Did you really eat something strange?" Seeing Liu Dao Mu staring straight at him, Ten Wu couldn't help but pat him awake.

Liu Dao Mu regained his senses, pretending to be nonchalant and said, "I was just thinking about why I fell in love with you?"

Ten Wu was furious: "What do you mean?!"

"You are so stupid, you don't know how to resist when you are scolded and bullied. You are too easy to trust others, no matter whether the other party is good or bad, please use your brain before acting. You are so... weak and soft-hearted I can't be cruel, if I accidentally miss you, I don't know when you will die in a place I don't know."

Liudao Mu himself didn't know why, when he said "I don't know when you will die in a place I don't know", his heart felt like it was caught by something dark, and there was a dull pain.But he continued on.

"Didn't you say that you are afraid of the child like you? You cried so badly before, why is there nothing wrong now? Does it mean that if I overwhelm you now, you will not resist with a mournful face?"

Seeing Togigi's slightly puzzled and then thoughtful expression, Liu Daoku suddenly became alarmed.

How could he tell her these things?Tell her all the true thoughts in your heart?Moreover, he didn't have any rejection, so how could he talk about it so naturally?

After listening to Liudao Mukui's words, Tougiri was stunned for a while, feeling very puzzled by Mukuo's abnormality.Could it be that she was too narcissistic and had auditory hallucinations?I always feel that he seems to care about her and the child...

However, no matter what, Tomogiri first--rolled his eyes at Liudao Mukuro vigorously.

"Are you an idiot? You said such a stupid thing. Of course it's because it's me and your child!"

Liu Dao Mu blinked and looked at Togiri.

Seeing his expression, Shiwu knew that he must not have understood. Resisting the urge to roll his eyes again, Shiwu continued: "Actually, when it comes to children, I am still very scared, because I can't guarantee the future of this child. He will suffer as much as I do. But no matter what, I will definitely love him very much. Because he is the child of the man I love."

Ten Wu raised his head and smiled at Liu Dao Mu, that smile had a brilliance that people couldn't look directly at, because it was too dazzling, Liu Dao Mu couldn't help turning his eyes away slightly.

"I have always wondered why other people are living such a happy life, but I have to endure so much suffering. My mother once said to me that the reason we have to endure so much pain now is for the future. I get more happiness from heaven, and these pains are the price to pay for it. Now I finally understand...Although there was a lot of pain before, and the road ahead will definitely not be smooth, I think all the pain is very worthwhile. All of this is for the purpose of meeting this child... The pain until now is all to prepare for this. God has given us the opportunity to survive, let us understand what is happiness, what is misfortune, what is strength, what is The pain is to make us remember the pain of being hurt, to become stronger and more gentle in the future, and to protect important people..."

Liu Dao Mu didn't look at her, and there was no expression on his face.He just listened to Togiri without saying a word.

Shiwu looked at him, and the doubt deep in his heart suddenly disappeared.

It turns out that this is the case...

Knowing the reason for his abnormality, Tomogiri stopped hesitating and reached out to hold Liudaokui's hand, just like a mother holding a child's little hand, the warm and soft touch was transmitted to Liudaokui through the palm of his hand.Liudao Mu finally looked over.

As if wanting to pour his own thoughts into it, Tomogiri looked straight into Liudao Mukui's eyes, "I am indeed weak, maybe one day I will really die somewhere you don't know. Although I I don’t know how long I can live, but no matter what, I will always be by your side and will accompany you to the end. Of course, I will educate the child by myself, and if I leave it to you... Well, it doesn’t matter if it’s like you, It doesn’t matter if I’m like Fran, I’m afraid I won’t be able to bear to beat him up. Even if it’s for the sake of my child, I won’t allow myself to die easily. At least I have to see someone take over this trouble before I can settle down with peace of mind. Eyes."

"And I'm stupid. Except for you, the fat sheep that automatically came to my mouth and begged me to eat you, I couldn't find another one, so I had to hold on to you. Since I came After Peng Gelie, I was ridiculed by you, bullied by you, and even watched by you and refused to save me. What have I not experienced? Both body and mind have long been the incarnation of steel that has been tempered. Therefore, Even if there are more troubles and pains in the future, I will not let you go."

Liudao Mukuro had never listened to other people's voices so seriously.

The warm yellow light shone on her face, and the smiling face seemed to be stained with a hazy and soft feeling.Liu Dao Mukui had never thought about the visions of the future she was talking about.It seemed unintentional, but what she said answered his hesitation and bewilderment.

What Ten Wu is afraid of is that the child will be hurt because of her in the future, but what he is afraid of is the child himself.It never occurred to him that he would start a family with a woman and have children and continue his bloodline.

Perhaps a child of his blood would be born someday, a child that had never been imagined.

What is a family?What is blood connection?Estoraneo hadn't taught him that, and neither had the mafia world.Liu Dao Mu only knows that having close people means having weaknesses. Are there not many people in the world who died because of this?

Reminiscent of the situation of ordinary people he has seen countless times, beloved wife and weak children... Rokudaokuku couldn't imagine what it would be like to give everything for such a person.

It is unimaginable.

Therefore, Liu Dao Mu felt very -- dazed and afraid.

And this woman saw through his heart.

In the past, Liu Dao Mu would never allow a life who knew his true thoughts to exist in the world, but at this moment, he did not have any thoughts of killing her, but instead had an urge to let her continue .

If it was her...

——Actually, Liu Dao Mu has always been aware of this reason.

The reason why he was able to tell her about himself as if nothing had happened, asked her what she thought of him without any suspicion, and even wanted to confide his inner thoughts to her, all this was because—a long time ago, maybe in Liudao Before Mukuro realized it, he was convinced that she would never betray him.

Yes.Liu Dao Mu trusted Qian Si To Wu very much, just like he believed in himself.

Liu Dao Mu once thought it was just people's self-deception, but the appearance of Qian Si Shi Wu subverted this idea.This usually useless woman was always noisy by his side, but when he was in unbearable pain, she stayed by his side and held his hand with a gentle hand.No matter how hopeless, dark the road, lost direction, feeling alone, only she always smiled at him, held out her hand to him, and walked with him as he walked around the long road.Even if she disappoints others, is abandoned by others, and is hurt by others, she still uses all her words and actions to show that she will always stand by his side.

She will never betray—this certainty has been deeply rooted in Liu Dao Mu's heart at some point.

"What about you?" Tomogi suddenly smiled at Liu Dao Mu, and asked back, "Will you let me go?"

Liu Daoku was stunned.

The bewilderment in my heart was unknowingly blown away by her simple sentence. While feeling helpless towards her, there was also a trace of joy mixed with a little sadness.

What kind of problem is this?

Idiot, really an idiot, what an idiot that makes people want to kick to death!

Tell him what's on your mind, and don't hide your intentions, even asking him "Will you let me go"!In fact, it's okay if he doesn't answer, it's her wishful thinking, no one stipulates that if someone gives affection, he must use the same amount of affection in return, even if he abandons her in the future, it's completely okay to trample on her heart.

but--

- "Will you let me go?"

It was as if she had given him everything she had and let him decide whether to give or take.

She gave him such power.

Liu Daoku couldn't say anything negative, not even the usual sarcasm.

For her, is there more happiness or more pain at his side?

Just like what she said, she was ridiculed by him, bullied by him, watched by him with nothing to save her, and looking back now, he doesn't seem to have any good looks towards her, and sweet talk is rare .It's not that he doesn't like her, it's just that he's not used to expressing his kindness to others, and he's not used to accepting others' kindness to him, otherwise he wouldn't always be sarcastic to her.But beside him like this, she always smiled happily, as if there had never been any haze in her heart, as if such pain had never happened.

Maybe she is just used to being by his side and will always be with him, so no matter what he decides to give or plunder, she can continue to follow him without caring.

Thinking of this, Liu Dao Mu couldn't help but smile.

And then I was also surprised that I actually laughed.

No, perhaps for Qian Si Shi Wu, the question of whether it is painful or not is not worth considering at all.

He has always known.

She likes him very much.

"Why are you laughing suddenly? It feels so disgusting..." Shi Wu looked at him in horror.

Liudaomu didn't say anything at all, just continued to look at her with a smile, and couldn't bear to surrender when he saw Togiri.

"You better stop laughing, I'm getting hairy from your laughing... I see, you must think I'm stupid, right? But what can I do? That's what my brain thinks." Ten Wu didn't know what to think What, his cheeks were slightly red, and he muttered something in his mouth very quietly.

"Oh, you still have family dreams? Tell me to make me happy."

"What kind of ears are you? They are so smart!"

Liu Dao Mu leaned close to her, and simply smiled at her: "Then, are you going to say it or not?"

Tomagiri blushed, pursed her lips and stared at him reluctantly, but Liudaoku knew that she must be the one who surrendered.The thought pleased him immensely.

After a while, Tomogi really lowered his eyes first, his cheeks turned redder, his eyes drifted around, and finally made up his mind to lean into Liudao Mukuro's ear, and whispered.

"I have always dreamed of being like my parents, having a lovely son or daughter with the man I like, and living together as a family. Occasionally we quarrel over small things, but we will reconcile soon, and the children come back from school with us at the dining table. Talk about what you did today, what happened, and then the family sits together watching the sunset... until decades later, I want to live such an ordinary life together, which is not special at all."

Liu Daoku didn't understand what Shi Wu said at all, and he didn't think such an ordinary life was any good.

Liudaokuo listened quietly.

Her voice was not cloudy at all, it was very clear.Eyes narrowed slightly into a line, revealing a smile like melting honey.Her voice, smile and those words, like the spring breeze at night, slowly infiltrated warmth from his body to every corner of his heart.

He couldn't take his eyes off the smiling face.

If it was her—

"Hey, you... staring at me like this makes me want to kiss you."

When Liudao Mukuro was in a daze, a warm and soft touch suddenly fell on his lips.Liudao Mukuro was stunned, and then the soft touch came closer, and he began to suck and bite with a little nervousness and hesitation.The hands that were originally resting on his shoulders also slowly encircled the back of his neck, and the slightly cool fingers stroked Liudao Mukuro's back lightly, making his body temperature rise gradually like a flame.

Liu Dao Mu grabbed Shi Wu's hand and wanted her to stop first, but Shi Wu thought for a moment that she had been rejected on her own initiative, and suddenly became angry from embarrassment, so he jumped up and threw Liu Dao Mu on the bed, and then kissed again go up.

This time Liu Dao Mu was not polite, and directly reacted passively and took the initiative, and invaded her mouth while Shi Wu was panting, and the fragrance of lotus flower mixed with a masculine breath quickly filled her breath.Liu Daomui's right hand slipped into Tokugiri's hair, and the kiss gradually deepened, successfully making Touwu's brain go blank, like falling into a cloud, her whole body was limp, and before she knew it, her body was already tightly attached to Liu Daomu No gap.

Although it was early spring at this time and the weather was still cool, Shiwu was about to go to bed. How could the thin pajamas on his body separate him from the scorching temperature of Liudao Mu?But she didn't think about struggling, and just sank into Liu Daomui's deepening kiss.

After a long time, the two finally separated slightly.During the gap between the long kisses, the two of them stuck very close, and the scorching breath they breathed out was like a small cluster of flames, ready to ignite a raging fire at any time.

Liudaoku raised his eyebrows, "You want to overwhelm me? With your small body?"

"I've been itching for you for a long time, and I won't stop even if you resist." Shi Wu's cheeks were flushed, his eyes were moist, and he hummed with force.

"Oh, is that so? I've wanted to make you cry on the bed for a long time." Liudaomu also smiled half-truthfully, and began to slowly move the hands supporting Togiri on her body, "Don't be afraid anymore ?"

"It doesn't matter a long time ago." Ten Wu looked straight into his eyes without a trace of haze, and said firmly, "With you here, what am I afraid of."

There was a flash of intense emotion in Liudao Muku's eyes, and the smile on his face disappeared, but it immediately turned into a beautiful smile that made people want to spray nosebleeds, making Tomagiri's heart thump wildly.

Rokudo Mukuro caressed Togiri's lips, and pulled her into his arms violently.Shi Wu only felt that the world was spinning suddenly, and her whole body seemed to be swept into a fiery storm. The strong masculine breath surrounded her tightly, and defeated her fiercely and directly.

Tomagiri hugged Liudaokuo tightly, and smiled contentedly, as if he had embraced happiness.

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———Time back to the present———

"It's really embarrassing to face people... How could I do such a thing..."

With all the memories coming back, Shiwu just wanted to dig a hole and bury himself.

God knows how she would do such a tough thing as proactively seduce!Giving herself to him was exactly the same as the image Rachel had set for her without authorization!no!You have to leave now!

"Where do you want to go?"

At the same time as the male voice sounded, Shiwu's body suddenly became heavy, and she had no chance to struggle at all. When she recovered, she was pushed back into the bed.Tomogiri shot intuitively, just blocking Liudao Mukuro's kissed lips.The half-closed eyes of the man on top of him were dark, with some kind of dangerous light flashing, and Togiri felt his whole body ache again.

"Go aside!" Tomogiri blushed and pushed Liudao Mukuro's face away.

Liudaoku lay down on the side, sighed: "Oh, oh, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person. I used it before, so I threw it aside."

"Used, used you?" Shiwu almost spat blood on his face, what kind of shameless statement is this? !

But speaking of this—

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Liu Dao Mu didn't care, "I don't like to use that thing."

"The problem is that I don't like to use my medicine either! It's not good for my health!" Tomogi was so annoyed that he almost scratched the wall, but seeing Liudaokuo's appearance that he didn't seem to notice the point, Tomogi calmed down. "You don't look like you're nervous at all."

"Do I need to be nervous about something?"

"You still ask me?" Shiwu twitched the corners of his mouth, and looked away awkwardly, "What if... what if I get pregnant?"

"Didn't you figure it out?"

Who asked him this?What she wanted to know was his reaction!

How entangled was Shi Wu's heart, Liu Dao Mu didn't seem to care at all, picked up the clothes thrown on the ground by himself, and started to put them on.Seeing him seeming to have really not noticed, although Tomogi was not disappointed, he was still a little angry.

What do you think this person is thinking? She has said it so clearly, but she didn't express it at all? !Obviously last night she really felt that he was treating her too...

"When do you think it's better to buy?"

A question suddenly sounded in his ear, and Shiwu, who was thinking wildly, didn't hear clearly at all, "What do you want to buy?"

Liudaokuo looked back at her, "When is the best time to buy a house?"

Ten Wu was stunned.

"Are you still living in the employee dormitory of the consultant organization's fake company outside the door? That's just right. Although I have a few places to stay near here, they are all places where the puppets I manipulate live, and the safety factor is too low. And I I also don't want to rent a house, and it's very annoying to sign contracts or share rent with people."

Did she... have auditory hallucinations?

Tomogi blinked, and blinked again, afraid that something would come out of his eyes.He opened his mouth, trying to say something but couldn't say anything.

Liudaoku turned around and saw her stupid look, and couldn't help laughing, "What? Did you really become stupid?"

The first thing Shiwu came back to his senses was to quickly pinch his own face. After confirming that it was not a dream, he felt even more astonished than before, "You mean——do you want to live with me?"

"That's needless to say." Liudao Mu said as a matter of course, "'Family' all live together, don't they?"

Ten Wu was stunned for a few seconds, then jumped up suddenly, and rushed up from behind Liu Dao Mu, "Hey, tell me the truth, this is love! You have been fascinated by me for a long time, right?!"

The slender arms around her chest were trembling slightly, and there was a hint of choking in her pretendingly cheerful voice. Liudao Mukui pretended not to notice, turned around and hugged her, and replied as if joking.

"Well. It's love."

But God knows he meant it.

Give it a try...it's okay, right?

If it was her.

Although the smile on Liu Dao Mu's face was very shallow, it was as warm as the sunlight outside the window.

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Mom and Dad in heaven——

Thank you for allowing me to be born into this world.

In the past 25 years, I have met all kinds of people and experienced all kinds of things, happy things, sad things, happy things, painful things... I have also met and separated from important people.But now I don't say weak words anymore.Because I already have that person by my side.

That is your daughter, the man I like very much.

The inconceivable blood flowing through my body from the long past has made me hate, weep, and despair, but that is also the bond that connects me to him.

I have never regretted it at all.

Even though I have suffered a lot of pain and sorrow because of it, I am still very happy, very happy.

It was really great to meet him.

Hey Mukuro, let me tell you.

As long as I am with you, I feel that there is nothing in the world worth my fear.

Although I would occasionally be afraid of the unknown future, and now I seem to be a little uneasy, but it doesn't matter anymore.Because I met you, after that, I will definitely be able to keep smiling.As long as I think that I will spend every day with you in the future, I will feel very at ease.

Now that you are here, so am I.

We still have a long, long time.

Ah, right.

did i tell you

Thank you for being able to love me.

I love you deeply too.