Tutoring colleagues - doomed

The author has something to say: Recommended song: Kana Nishino——dear

As I was writing, it suddenly changed from extremely light to extremely heavy, and I really had a feeling of "Oh, that's bad".My original intention was actually just to write a light-hearted short story with the feeling of "the next morning"!How did it become like this? OTL

PS: Why do you feel so bloody when it comes to children?

On the snow-white sheets, the long dark blue hair spread freely, the slightly pale skin was even more flawless than the average woman, and the naked body line under the sheets was very graceful and powerful.The red and blue eyes were gently closed at this moment, and even in the deep sleep, they still couldn't hide the charm that penetrated into the bone marrow.

Anyone who reads it will sigh with emotion: men are seductive.

However, Shi Wu, who was lying on the same bed with him, was sweating profusely.

It's probably—it doesn't look like a dream.

Ten Wu lay stiffly on the soft bed, not only shocked by the scene in front of him, but also sore from the whole body as if falling apart.The waist was surrounded by Liudaomu from behind, his back was pressed against his chest, and the warm object on the side of the neck that had been showing its presence to her was probably Liudaomu's head.Because they are all rolling together, there is no doubt that both of them are naked.

God!Naked!

Alright, alright, calm down, Senji Tomu!This is the room of your boyfriend Liudao Mukuro, that is, the man in the back who is sleeping soundly.In fact, this kind of thing is really very common and often happens between lovers. You and him are also lovers, so it is only natural to go to this step——but—but!Although the truth is true, I still want to ask how this thing happened! !

——"It will be Valentine's Day soon, in case you don't like the gift I gave you, just ask now, what gift do you want?"

- "Your body."

—— "What's the matter with you, you, you?! Why can you say such a thing so simply, it's too bad!"

Huh?It seems that something like this is coming...

The cold sweat on Shiwu's head became more intense, and he continued to dig out the memory of being thrown into the corner because of the hangover.

-

———Time back to three weeks ago———

"Stop it...I told you no way..."

Tokagi was trapped in Liu Dao Mu's arms, her clothes were already messed up, and the scorching male breath was blowing from behind her neck and ears, making her body tremble involuntarily.Shiwu struggled, but was bound around the waist and pressed down on the back of his head, forcing him to entangle with his lips and tongue.

Shiwu kept trembling all over her body, and at the same time, she felt Liudao Mukuro's palm slide down from her neck, across the collarbone, and stop at the raised part.Shiwu was startled suddenly, and couldn't help calling out in a low voice: "Don't..."

Only then did I realize how ambiguous my voice was.The originally clear voice became hoarse, and the soft and fluttering ending rolled up tremblingly, no matter how it sounded, it was alluring.

"That, that, Muku? It's really not that I don't want to, but that my, that is here..."

"It was over a few days ago."

How do you know? !

Ten Wu was speechless, and became angry from embarrassment: "Can you stop thinking about such things?!"

"You rejected me last week and last week, right? Are you testing my endurance? Give me a little bit, my patience has a limit." The silky deep and mellow voice was posted on She whispered in her ear, flirting with her hands non-stop, "Or, do you hate me?"

Ten Wu was made a little unconscious by him, and replied vaguely: "How is it possible..."

Of course I like it.Otherwise, how could she take the initiative to confess to him, a vicious guy like him who has always taken pleasure in bullying her and was already at the bottom of hell with him?But……

Liu Dao Mu stopped her from speaking.What met Shi Wu's eyes was his gorgeous face softened by the night, and the smooth and tight skin under the open collar.At this time, Liu Dao Mu smiled more charmingly than ever before, and the beauty almost dazzled Shiwu's eyes.

"Anyway, I am also a 25-year-old man who wants to do this kind of thing in many places, or to be done this kind of thing. Of course, I will do a lot of things to the woman I like. I caress her whole body and hug her tightly. , kiss her like this, kiss her like that, and finally turn her into mine. It is very simple to do this, and it is several times simpler than you think."

... Should she thank him for not using strong methods?

It is natural and natural for couples to do this kind of thing, and both of them are physically mature adults, so it stands to reason that they should not resist this kind of thing.However, they hadn't done anything since they dated for more than half a year. Even if they had such an atmosphere, she poured cold water on them to extinguish the flames. Even the high school students made progress faster than them.

It seems... It's really her fault.

but--

Ten Wu was stunned, and her own face as a girl flashed in her mind.

The pair of eyes without any emotion, like glass beads, looked at her coldly.

"--don't want!"

Liu Dao Mu was pushed away violently, looking at the woman whose face was still flushed like drunk, but there was no trace of emotion in her eyes, instead there was a different kind of fear.

fear?

Liu Daoku's eyes flickered.

"Ah..." Ten Wu came back to his senses, and immediately became at a loss.But Liudao Mukuro didn't say anything, just looked at her like this, and Togiri became nervous under such a calm gaze.

A moment of silence fell between the two, neither of them knew what to say, or what they were thinking about in their own worlds.After a long time, Liu Dao Mu first broke the embarrassing atmosphere, but what he said made Tomogi stunned.

"I won't bother you these few days, and you don't come to me for the time being."

"Eh?"

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"That is to say, Master Mu really hasn't looked for you for two weeks after that day?!"

Rachel couldn't help shouting. Fortunately, she still remembered that this was a public place, so she needed to keep the volume down, otherwise, an hour later, Quan Pengo Lie might spread the rumor that Wushou had dumped his girlfriend.

The brown-haired woman sitting opposite Rachel nodded faintly. There were two dark circles on her pale face, and her lifeless pupils were bloodshot like dead fish eyes. When she looked up, she just happened to Another gust of wind blew, and a few brown hairs fell on his lips. The sad expression and classic posture were like a live-action wraith.

"However, yesterday I seemed to see a beautifully dressed woman with famous brands all over her body looking for Lord Mukuro. They seem to be quite familiar with the way they speak... Uh, I mean, maybe they are people that Master Mukuro knew before, Don't worry about it..."

Oops, wrong word!Hurry to remedy!

"Is that person? I probably know who she is... It is indeed someone Mukuro knew before..."

"Huh?" How do you know?She is not from Peng Gelie, is she?

"Her name is M.M. She was a companion who escaped with Mukuro before. She seems to have cooperated with him a few times. I don't know if the relationship is good or not, but that person likes Mukuto very much..."

"Ah." You also know this?

The translucent figure smiled weakly at Rachel, "Hehe, she came to look for me yesterday..."

"Oh..." It turned out that the rival in love came to the door to demonstrate, no wonder he smiled so desolately.Rachel looked at Togiri sympathetically, "Speaking of which, is this the reason why you quarreled with Master Mukuro this time?"

"What 'this'?"

"That's it. An ordinary woman who is unloved is most afraid of a man who is charming. Like Mr. Mukuro, he has a gentle personality, is handsome, and is good at communication. He knows how to laugh at the right time. Stand beside him , don't you think that your appearance is really clumsy to the point where you want to die? You don't think you saw a woman courting Mr. Muku or something, or felt inferior to yourself and so on. right?"

"How is it possible? I have already had this low-level awareness." And she really didn't think there was anything good about Liu Dao Mu.

Ten Wu was finally able to return Rachel with contemptuous eyes, and then deliberately looked around to see if anyone was around, and then leaned into her ear and explained the whole story in a low voice, "It's actually like this..."

After Rachel heard it, her eyes became "==".Tomogi looked a little shivered by her, and couldn't help shrinking back.

"Uh, am I wrong? It's just rejecting him a few times. How can you be so small as a man?"

Ten Wu's expression became a little tangled, but unexpectedly, someone knocked him on the top of the head with a chestnut, tears were about to come out.Rachel glared at her resentfully, "What the hell are you pretending to be in your mind?! You are a couple, why refuse? This is a great opportunity to deepen your relationship! You must know that understanding each other starts from the body !"

"You must have gotten into something weird..."

Ten Wu resisted weakly, but was firmly suppressed: "Do you know how old you are? You're already 25, and it's time for Christmas cakes to be auctioned off at a low price! Once a woman turns 25, she can't get married. Like Christmas cakes after the 12th of December! You know what happens to those Christmas cakes? Re-creamed and sold as regular cakes for cheap!"

What does it mean?Is it ironic that she is already an old cucumber that needs to be painted with tender paint to make it green? !

"It's rare to have such a good man who can talk to you, why don't you hurry up and say yes! Mr. Mu is your bird of happiness, and he looks like a fat sheep at first glance. If you don't eat him, it will be very cruel to him." no manners!"

"I never thought of it that way!"

"You are so naive! In this society, women live by preying on men. Don't you understand this wild law!"

Ten Wushui twitched the corners of his mouth, "I live under the laws of human beings!"

Rachel waved her hand and slapped her protest against the wall, "Regardless of what the future will turn out, you don't want to regret it until you become Obasan." ...'Right?! Well, I'll help you decide! On Valentine's Day, you can tie a bow around your neck and tell Mr. Muku, 'I give myself to you?'!"

So I have this style in your heart? !

Before Togagi had time to object, she was half-forced by Rachel into her room, and then there was a burst of rummaging through the boxes. Seeing the things she dug out, Togagi blushed.After a few minutes, Rachel suddenly cheered: "Found it!"

"What did you find..." After Shi Wu saw the thing forced into his hand, his face immediately flushed red, and he almost threw the thing back on Rachel's face, "What the hell is this!"

Rachel wanted to spurn her: "What else can it be? Sexy underwear! I didn't even have a chance to wear it once I bought it, so it's cheap for you!"

"What are you doing for me?" Ten Wu stared.

"Master Lu. Luaohu!" Rachel also stared, "It's fine if you lack charm, don't even refuse the props that enhance your charm. It won't kill you if you wear it once, let alone whether it's polysexual. Sexy underwear can only reflect its true value when it is taken off!"

Tomogi was speechless.

It's good to have an experienced friend who confides her bitterness in that area, but it's when she's fully excited that she really shows her super destructive power - especially for her pure type to say.

"Listen, the winning line is 'I don't want to go back tonight'!"

"It's strange that I can speak!"

Rachel was finally irritated by Tomogi's stubbornness: "Then what do you want!"

"I, I... can I say that I don't want to be treated like that?" Ten Mist faded away, and his voice became softer.

Rachel almost suffocated, she stared at Togiri in disbelief, "Please tell me clearly, what exactly do you want to be done?"

"It's about racial reproduction. Traditionally, it's best to save it for the wedding night, but more people's young bodies or hearts can't bear the temptation of passion. Sexuality. Desire. Every woman will have such a An act of painful experience."

After listening to Shi Wu's super long attributive, Rachel consciously grasped the point: "You are afraid of pain, right?"

Ten Wu did not say a word, and Rachel was even more sure that her guess was right, so she stepped up her firepower and tried to persuade her by combining real people and real events. Unfortunately, after more than an hour, Ten Wu still couldn't fart a single stick. No matter how high my enthusiasm was, it was extinguished by her indifference.

"...You really... don't know what to say about you." Rachel held her forehead weakly, "What are you afraid of?" Anyway, she didn't believe that people who could bear the serious injury of dying would be afraid at all. So a little pain.

Shiwu pursed her lips, lowered her head and said nothing for a long time, and finally, after Rachel couldn't bear the silence and patted her on the head, she choked out a few words: "This is only my problem, Just let me think about it myself."

"Really?" Rachel gave her a suspicious look.

Tomogiri showed a nonchalant smile, "It will be fine."

will be fine.

Weird.

I don't know if it was because of the conversation during the day, but Shiwu didn't sleep well that night, frowning tightly, and his face was covered with cold sweat.

The dream was complete darkness, without sound or light.As if being tortured, Togigi was trapped in this darkness alone, as if half cut off from the world.Without any hope, full of despair.

——"... woo woo..."

In a trance, Ten Wu heard the trembling sobs of a child coming from ahead.

——"...I'm not a monster, mom, where are you...I'm in so much pain..."

She saw a child crying, with bruises on his body, covering his face with his hands, tears dripping from between his fingers.

It was herself.

"Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee."

In the darkness, the laughter of children came from all directions.

"Look, that monster is crying, hehe."

"Can monsters cry too? Hee hee."

"She's so funny, hee hee hee..."

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee..."

The children's laughter pierced deeply into Togiri's body.

Memories and dreams began to synchronize, and many memories she didn't want to recall appeared in Shiwu's mind involuntarily.

The nasty memories that have accumulated since childhood and can no longer be erased.That little Qian Si Shi Wu who is always covered in cuts and bruises.That gray teenage years.

--monster.

Along with this disgusting slur came endless insults.Wherever she goes, there will be eyes of disgust or hatred or indifference or ignorance projected over, as long as she gets close to her, she will be avoided in horror.

At first it was just a small rumor——Qian Si Shi Wu was originally just the most ordinary elementary school student, the kind who would not be able to find the target in the crowd, if she hadn't specifically named her, probably no one would. Notice this girl who has been silent—it should be.But I don't know when it started, this small rumor became uncontrollable, and there were more and more rumors about Qiansi Shiwu. Rumored "hotness".

From pranks and nicknames at the beginning, to collective ostracism, and even violence later on, Ten Wushou once tried to resist, asking her classmates why they bullied her and why they hated her, but they didn't answer.Because almost everyone is involved, things are always left in silence, and then the atrocities continue to intensify.In the end, even Togiri himself felt empty.

Shiwu didn't want to cause trouble for her mother. After all, it is difficult for a single mother to live with a daughter, let alone this daughter is a child with special problems.If Ten Wu was injured, he would go home after treating the wound himself.If asked, he also insisted that it was just a fall.When Tomogi was at home, she kept smiling as much as possible, forgot about the school affairs, and just smiled because of happiness, because of happiness.

Therefore, even if it is difficult, even if it is painful, you must endure it.

However, there is always a day when paper cannot contain fire.It was too much trouble, and my mother finally found out.After that, they spent the only few years in constant transfer of schools, residences and jobs.

Ten Wu didn't know what his mother talked to the teacher that day when he was in the first school, but after his mother came back, he hugged her with trembling arms and cried for a long time.

"I'm sorry, Shi Wu, it's all mother's fault, but I didn't find anything... I'm sorry... There are some things my mother can't tell you, but Shi Wu, you have to remember that this is definitely not a monster's ability..."

"It's okay... I'm okay..." Ten Wu also reached out to hug her.

It doesn't matter.Even if everyone hates and dislikes me, as long as there is one person—as long as you love me sincerely, that's enough.As long as I love you love me is enough.

You don't need other people, as long as you have each other, you can live.

But why—

How could she be so sad?

Shi Wu woke up from the dream, and the pillow was cold.

Tomogi covered her mouth tightly, sobs escaped from between her clenched teeth, unable to stop the tears gushing out.What exactly was crying, Shiwu himself couldn't figure it out.

I don't know how long I cried, but when Shiwu came back to his senses, he realized that he was being held in someone's arms.Because of the familiar lotus fragrance wafting in the air, Ten Wu slowly calmed down.She turned around, hugged Liudaomu with her backhand, and pressed herself against his chest, "Why did you just show up now?"

"Being rejected so many times for unknown reasons, can't I live a clean life for a few days?" Liu Daokuo responded to her in a normal tone, while patting her back like coaxing a child.

"You have seen it all." Ten Wu said in a declarative tone, the voice was dry and sounded very empty.She didn't care whether Liudaomu answered, as if she was talking to herself, she continued, "I have lived such a life since I was a child. I didn't pretend to be myself when I was young, so I suffered a lot. When I grow up , although you can lie to hide yourself and pretend to be the same as a normal person, but this will make you even more sad..."

"It's the same with Yiya and Miss Juzhi...Miss Shizhi lost her lover, and in the end even she was swallowed up by the 'inheritance'. Yiya was bound by blood in that mansion, and her marriage was involuntary. For the glory of Murasaki's family And dignity, just present them as sacrifices to the family."

Tomagiri's voice was very calm, but she embraced Liudaomu with very strong arms, and her white fingertips almost sank into the flesh of Liudaomu's back.Liu Dao Mu just hugged her silently.

"Families, bloodlines, promises, etc., being bound by such insubstantial things is really...so stupid that it makes people feel boring...'Mura Zi' or something, it's just full of blood and pain It's just a cursed family... Is such a 'inheritance' really necessary to continue?"

She resisted doing that with him not because she hated or feared the thing itself.

But -

"I've always been scared...in case...it's the same as me..."

If, like her, she has that kind of power, is called a monster, and is feared, disgusted, and hated by everyone, then she will definitely suffer [-] times more pain than being hurt herself.

Because, that will definitely be the most cherished treasure in her life and the last thing she can lose.

Tomogi hugged Liudaoku tightly, with a little trepidation, a little hope, and also contained unspeakable fear, and said:

"Muku, I'm... very scared of my child..."