Cold violence

Zhou Yu didn't sleep all night that night because of He Chu's kiss.

He locked the door and sat alone on the bedside all night.

He Chu's sudden kiss made him lose his feet, and the little distance he managed to open was dragged back by his actions.

Zhou Yu returned to his room and sat for a long time before he felt his breathing calm down.But he couldn't tell whether his shortness of breath was because of He Chu's kiss just now, or because of his overly agitated emotions just now.

He hasn't had this kind of contact with anyone for many years. The closest person to him is Chen Siyan. The closest contact between the two of them is probably the kind when Zhou Yu got drunk and Chen Siyan sent him home. when.It was the first time in seven years that someone like He Chu came up with his mouth next to his mouth and his upper body next to his upper body.

Almost instantly, He Chu brought back memories of the past.

He Chu was the only one who had such a close relationship with him.

Zhou Yu licked his lips, and there seemed to be the smell of alcohol brought by that person between his lips and teeth.His body was hot, and his breath was hot, and when he was close to Zhou Yu, it seemed that he was going to burn him up.

His attack was so fierce that Zhou Yu couldn't react at the first moment, and couldn't break free the second time.

There was a tingling sensation on his lips, probably because He Chu bit his lips too hard just now, which broke his lips.Zhou Yu stretched out a finger, and gently groped for the wound that He Chu had bitten.

He still has feelings for He Chu, but it's not He Chu who carries his feelings.

His youth is sunny and clean, and the light on his body only needs to be distributed to Zhou Yu to warm his whole body, instead of being just a drunken alcoholic like he is now.

After all, he is still a person living in the past.

So he was unwilling to accept such a He Chu, he was unwilling to accept He Chu's change.

What's wrong with living in memory?He kept all the things that happened between them in his heart, so that no matter how many years passed, they would still look like teenagers, and their lives were still alive and well in his heart.No wounds, no scars, just live so happily.

Because I have experienced such a beautiful past, when I look at my own life now, I feel that the memories are more and more moving.

It's just that the touching existence cannot be touched, you can only watch from afar, you stretch out your hand, just lightly touch it, and it will be broken, unable to withstand the destruction.

The winter in Hainan is not cold. Even though the door was locked, Zhou Yu was still a little scared. He put on his clothes neatly, buttoned the collar of his shirt to the top button, and then opened the curtains.

I have to say that He Chuxuan's location is really great, it doesn't even look like he's here for inspection, it's more like he's here for vacation.The hotel is near the sea, and He Chu booked a three-bedroom suite. Zhou Yu chose a room with the best view, watching the waves rising and falling under the moonlight from a distance.

He likes to watch the scenery, and He Chucai's location is just convenient for him to watch.

He suddenly had a thought in his heart that it would be bad... He Chu chose this position just to let himself see the scenery... Forget it, maybe it's just a coincidence, don't make extravagant hopes that don't matter.

He was leaning on the deck chair on the balcony, looking up, he could see the faintly flickering stars in the sky, and the sea breeze was blowing across his cheek, which was a completely different force from the hand that held his cheek before.

From the moment he woke up the next morning, He Chu began to avoid Zhou Yu intentionally or unintentionally.

He would politely knock on the door and call Zhou Yu to get up, put breakfast at the door of Zhou Yu's room, and then leave silently. When Zhou Yu came out, He Chu had already returned to his room. An exquisite breakfast proves that someone has been there.The breakfast was exquisite, probably He Chu brought it back for him after he got up early.

He Chu probably also felt that what happened last night was embarrassing. Although he drank too much, he hadn't lost his mind. He remembered everything that happened clearly.

What did he do?When He Chu got up in the morning, he asked himself that he had planned to let that person accept him bit by bit, but because of a few words from the manager yesterday, he disrupted the rhythm like this...

Judging from Zhou Yu's performance, he was probably extremely angry, otherwise he wouldn't have said such things to himself... I managed to say a few words to him at the airport yesterday, but who knew I would have done such a thing at night.

Not only did Zhou Yu not want to see him, even he himself didn't know how to face him.He could only wake him up through the door, as if this was the only way he could breathe a sigh of relief, feeling that the relationship between the two of them was the same as before.

It's good for He Chu to know how to avoid suspicion, Zhou Yu said to himself, ignoring the little disappointment in his heart, and as if he was confirming something, he said, "Well, it's pretty good."

What are you missing?Everyone is safe and sound, isn't that what you want?

Looking at the carefully prepared breakfast on the plate, Zhou Yu sighed.

In the next few days, He Chu really didn't make any more cross-border actions, and he didn't even talk to Zhou Yu very much. Only when he was inspecting the construction site, He Chu and Zhou Yu knew what was on their faces. Put on an official and polite smile, communicate with the other party without any obstacles, as if it was agreed in advance, and make a harmonious appearance.

Every time he returned to the hotel after going out, He Chu was hesitant to speak, but Zhou Yu just glanced at him and didn't make any more moves.

He Chu's attitude towards Zhou Yu can be described as "cautious". The general eyes that treat rare treasures and pictures of peerless beauties all fell on Zhou Yu.

When he was not busy with work, he usually huddled in his room thinking about Zhou Yu, and sometimes he could hear Zhou Yu's voice calling or meeting intermittently.He Chu's heart relaxed a little bit - if he could hear Zhou Yu's speech, rounding it up, it could be regarded as being able to talk to others on the phone in front of him...

He felt like a big dog guarding Zhou Yu's door at all times, obviously the owner had abandoned him, but he insisted on guarding the door, waiting for the owner to open the door, and wagging his tail at him.But he didn't dare to face Zhou Yu. Every time Zhou Yu wanted to open the door, he would hide in the room alone. He had squatted at the door for so long, but he didn't want to be seen by him.

It was as if he had returned to his first love, and he clearly had that person in his heart, but he didn't want to let that person know his little thoughts, for fear that the other person would be frightened and afraid to stay away from him if he found out.

Although he didn't talk to Zhou Yu much when he was in the house, he had to knock on Zhou Yu's door before going to bed at night, just to say "good night".Even though Zhou Yu would never reply to him, he was not rejected after talking to himself like this.

His attitude made Zhou Yu a little helpless, He Chu always left in a hurry before he opened the door, and sometimes Zhou Yu had something to say but couldn't see him.

He and He Chu's rooms are actually not far apart, and Zhou Yu can walk there a few steps. He knows that He Chu must be sitting in the room. As long as he opens the door, he can see him and tell him what he wants to say. Too bad he didn't in the end.

He Chu treated him like this, so that he always had the illusion that he was being carefully protected by him.

The days when they lived in the same living room made Zhou Yu feel like he was back in a trance ten years ago, when they were not long together.This feeling is too warm, like the two of them studied together before, and no one disturbed the other, but as long as they know that this person is by their side, they will feel inexplicably at ease.

He had something to say to He Chu, but he didn't want to see He Chu's eyes when he opened the door and walked in.

No matter what the look is, the last time that year, the look He Chu gave him made him remember it too deeply, and he always had the feeling that He Chu would only look at him coldly. Even if he knew that He Chu would not now, he didn't want to. Take the initiative again.

He didn't want to give a little hope to the fire in his heart, but it would be extinguished by that cruel reality.If you have something to say, it is better not to say it.

He Chu made the breakfast, he knew it.

Even if it was different from so many breakfasts he had eaten before, he only had one bite to know that these breakfasts were made by He Chu.That person's breath has been integrated into life, and even the food he cooked cannot leave the smell of He Chu.

How can a person bring him such a deep memory?So deep that whenever something related to this person appears, Zhou Yu can immediately recognize whether it belongs to him or not.

When he was in high school, He Chu would cook him breakfast every day whenever he was free.At that time, He Chu's cooking skills were actually very good. He would give Zhou Yu his favorite noodles in the morning, and occasionally make supper for him in the evening. They ate the dishes, and then took them to school together, under Li Qi's envious gaze, he said boldly, "This is called a couple's set meal."

Thinking of this, Zhou Yu suddenly wanted to go outside for some air.

In the past few days, except when he went out for inspections, he would shut himself in the house to work as long as he was free, and would not participate in any entertainment activities.He is not very curious about the environment around him, and he has not even visited all the rooms of this huge house until now.

He gently pushed open the door, the light in the living room had been turned off, there was only a sliver of moonlight in the room, and a ray of light from He Chu's room.

The temperature in the tropics is not low even in winter, and the air smells of sea breeze, which is a bit fishy.

Zhou Yu sat on the sofa, inexplicably missing He Chu.In this dark room, it is always easy for him to let himself think about someone. Now there is only a little light from the moonlight in the room. Apart from himself, only this world knows that he is thinking about that person. He When he was not by his side at the beginning, his thinking began to diverge infinitely.

In fact, he didn't have to think about He Chu, but he knew that He Chu was in the room next to him, and with this knowledge, no one else could appear in his mind.

Sitting like this is actually a bit like the scene where he used to call his mother. At that time, he always wrote a diary, especially after the second year of high school, the frequency and length of the diary were much higher than before.

At that time, his diary was always related to He Chu, and he wanted to say too much, so he wrote an extremely long diary.After going to university, the company's affairs gradually increased, and his own time gradually became less and less. Up to now, he is always busy with the company, and his leisure time is basically gone.

He had heard people mention it before, saying that his mother's health was not very good in the past two years, but she never contacted him, as if the woman really believed that the two of them had nothing to do with each other after he finished the college entrance examination. I have no interest in letting this only son know.

is not that right?In the past, she wanted to get rid of her burden. No matter what achievements she has now, in her eyes, he is still such an existence that she doesn't want to take a second look at.

The disgust brought out in the bones cannot be changed.

Thinking of this, he suddenly became a little irritable.

For so long, there were only two people who could make him fall into this anxious state in an instant, one was his mother, and the other was He Chu.

He looked at the smooth table top, from which he could see the furnishings on the opposite side of the living room.

He frowned, and suddenly wanted to smoke a little.

In fact, he occasionally smoked one these years. He used to smoke very little, but two can easily paralyze his nerves, so that he will not think about things that disturb his thoughts.

This time he didn't bring a cigarette when he went out, but he remembered that He Chu smoked... Should he borrow one from He Chu?

Just as he thought of this, there was a sound of turning off the lights in He Chu's room, and then his door suddenly opened.

He Chu didn't expect that Zhou Yu was sitting in the living room, and he was going to say good night to him as usual, when he suddenly saw someone sitting in the living room, he was taken aback suddenly.

Zhou Yu heard the movement, and slowly turned his head to look at him.

His eyes were not very clear in the dark night, only the outline was traced by the moonlight, and the ends of his hair were coated with a layer of cold light in the light and shadow. He Chu could even see his curly eyelashes and stiff eyes clearly. The bridge of her nose became very clear under the moonlight.

He felt as if he had been hit by something.It was exactly the same as when he saw Zhou Yu for the first time many years ago, the feeling of being struck by this person's appearance was exactly the same. His appearance was so amazing that people just glanced at it and wished they could fix their eyes on him forever. in his body.

At that time, he was young and frivolous, and he always looked at Zhou Yu unabashedly. Now that he has learned to be reserved and steady, he only dares to sneak a glance at him when that person is not paying attention.

He inexplicably wanted to say "Long time no see".

The author has something to say: a whole chapter is too long, and the remaining half will come tomorrow, not the next day.