Cold violence

The few hours on the plane were very difficult for Zhou Yu, because He Chu was sitting next to him.

If Zhou Yu can still read the book under He Chu's scorching gaze, then his psychological endurance can be said to be extremely strong, but obviously he has not reached such a state, and he has been in a similar state for several hours. In a state of anxiety, if no one is around, he might just go crazy.

But fortunately, He Chu seemed to restrain himself a little because of the rejection in the waiting room, and just stared at him without verbally harassing him.

Zhou Yu turned his back to He Chu, and felt the thorns on his back along the way, which made him feel uncomfortable. It wasn't until he got off the plane that he breathed the fresh air and there were more people around him that he felt the thorns on his back. After being intercepted by the crowd in mid-air, I felt a little better.

As soon as he got off the plane, he walked towards Chen Siyan. After all, He Chu couldn't come and pester him in broad daylight.

He thought that he would be able to avoid He Chu at night and have a safe life, but...

He heard a knock on the door, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw He Chu standing at the door of his room with a smile on his luggage.

Zhou Yu almost wanted to throw that door in He Chu's face.

He couldn't think of anything other than describing He Chu as "the ghost lingers".

"Why did you come here with me, Si Yan?" Zhou Yu stopped He Chu from the door, and stiffly pulled out a "friendly" smile, which was a bit of a smirk.

"The two assistants must live together," He Chu innocently blinked as if it should be taken for granted, "So we should also live together, so that we can exchange feelings..."

"We have communicated with each other a long time ago." Zhou Yu said coldly, and he let go of the forced smile, "I can help you reopen a flat, I don't mind."

As he spoke, he tried his best to close the door. Seeing his movement, He Chu quickly closed the door with his hands, stuffed his suitcase into the crack of the door, and straddled the half of the suitcase outside the door.

He raised his head and smiled at Zhou Yu with a bit of a naughty, even a little rascal: "It costs a lot to reopen... You see, I will let you eat and drink for free, and if you want, I can also provide you with free sleep. Is it a good deal?"

"That's really embarrassing. Eating and drinking for free will never exist." He paused, and then smiled: "It's even more impossible to sleep for free. I don't like yours."

When he said these harsh words, he actually smiled very nicely. His smile became bigger and bigger, and the smile rippled all the way to the corners of his eyes and brows, making his eyes slightly curved.

"Don't like my style? Then tell me what kind of one you like? Is there something you don't like about me, huh?" He Chu took the opportunity to step over the suitcase, stood into the room, and looked at Zhou Yu He raised his eyebrows.

"Oh...I might like someone else." Zhou Yu smiled, his eyes full of sarcasm: "If you want to live with me, then live with me, as long as you are not afraid that I will not talk well."

"Why should I be afraid, huh?" He Chu pulled the suitcase in and closed the door behind his back, "Is this the first day we've talked? When have I been afraid, tell me?"

Zhou Yu laughed outright this time, the laugh was brief but full of mockery, he didn't even have to hide his emotions this time, and said slowly, "Haven't you ever been afraid? Then why did you Afraid? He Chu."

After he finished speaking, seeing He Chu's complexion changed drastically, he turned around Shi Shiran, looking a little lazy, and threw a sentence at He Chu: "It's getting late, go to bed early."

Then, with an emotion that could almost be called "pissed off", he closed the door behind his backhand.

He really didn't want to be with He Chu at all, especially in such a space.

Did He Chu do it on purpose?Living in one house, he could easily recall their previous lives together.What is he like?Help yourself remember?

Zhou Yu sat on the bed, frowning deeply.

Before He Chu had time to get close to Zhou Yu, he was stabbed by his words and took a step back, wanting to lean on his suitcase, as if there had to be something to support him at this moment, so that he wouldn't fall into a coma because of his heart being pinched. I fell down due to the pain from the hard blow.

But as soon as he touched the lever, the suitcase slid backwards due to the thrust of his hand.He staggered a few steps and slammed into the door hard.

In memory, Zhou Yu had never spoken so sharply like today.

Even if he is unhappy, he will only tell you something lightly, without pain, and cover up his emotions. He has never expressed his inner thoughts so clearly.

It's just that he finally opened his mouth today...

That year... that year... that year again!

What Zhou Yu exposed so nakedly was a wound that he had never dared to touch in all these years.The wound rotted and stinks in the passing time, exuding the bloody smell of the old past.He only dared to stretch out a little finger to touch Zhou Yu by himself in the middle of the night, when he was thinking about Zhou Yu, and told himself to treat Zhou Yu better.

Zhou Yu said that he didn't care, he already had this feeling, at least he didn't reject him from entering his house last time, he remembered the "I'm sorry" he said to Zhou Yu...

He lowered his head with a stiff smile on the corner of his mouth.There was a bitterness in that smile, so that he looked like a dog whose spine had been pulled out. Without the bone supporting him, he would immediately collapse into a puddle of mud.

It turns out that not all "sorry" has the weight it should have. If you say it, it depends on whether the person accepts it or not.

Zhou Yu didn't care, so he didn't accept it, so no matter how many times he said it, it was meaningless.

That was a situation he had never seen before.

The person in front of him is covered in thorns all over his body. As long as you get closer to him, he will show his sharp edges and force you to retreat. If you want to touch him, you must first let yourself become dripping with blood.

After so many years, it turns out that even Zhou Yu has learned to be sarcastic, to smile on the surface, and to reject others so straightforwardly.

What has he experienced all these years?

In the past, Zhou Yu was indifferent, but he never spoke harsh words to He Chu, even when he was angry, He Chu blushed when he saw Zhou Yu, but in the end he could only turn his head away sulkily. He Chu.

In fact, it's not that he has a good temper, it's just that he won't be angry with you, it's just that he won't be angry with you alone at that time.It's a pity that the time for him to be kind to you has long passed. No matter how much He Chu wants to firmly grasp the tenderness of the past, he will not be able to travel through time.

When he is willing to give it to you, you don't need to stretch out your hand, you can enjoy it easily. When he is not willing to give it to you, no matter how hard you try, you can't catch the shadow of him leaving.

Hearing the sound of Zhou Yu closing the door, he suddenly thought——if I didn't come to live with him and harass him, would he and Chen Siyan be chatting now, maybe they would talk to the end and laugh and laugh?

He took a deep breath, adjusted his emotions, and pushed the luggage into his room.

It was already late when they arrived at the hotel, but most of the colleagues accompanying He Chu were young. They heard that there was a very good bar in the local area, so they forced the boss to go out for a drink at night.

He Chu was very upset by Zhou Yu's words and his own thoughts, thinking that going out now is also a way to relax, so he agreed.

Unexpectedly, this time, I drank too much if I didn't pay attention.

The reason was that the manager who was traveling with him was too drunk, and seeing that He Chu didn't seem very happy, he asked him to care about him, but he just casually talked about He Chu's pain point:

"Mr. He, are you broken in love? Drink so much."

"What did you say?" He Chu raised his eyebrows high, looking at the flushed manager who was drinking in front of him.

When the people around heard this sentence, they didn't dare to say anything out loud, for fear that what they said would offend the boss.

This is the boss's private matter. The boss doesn't care, but they can't guarantee that the boss will say something when he thinks about it... So everyone in the corner seat, except the manager and He Chu, understood Xuan took the wine glass and sat aside, silently walking away from the two drunkards.

"I said... are you broken in love!"

"Where did you lose your love?" He Chu was taken aback.

I've already fallen in love, so what love is missing?

"You look... um, you look like you were dumped, right?" The manager spoke unrestrainedly, slurring his words with his tongue out, but He Chu miraculously heard every word he said clearly.

"You..." He Chu smiled slightly at him, wanting to say "Are you looking for death", but swallowed the sentence abruptly and changed it to: "How do you know?"

The manager is a fat man, and I heard that fat people eat it because of broken love and sadness.

——Because many people want to use something to vent their emotions as soon as they are broken in love, and most people will choose to "eat" to find sustenance for themselves, and by the way, they can also satisfy their appetite. People who have lost their minds are short, sad fat people.

He Chu's image in the company has always been very good, and he plays well with his subordinates. Now looking at this person in front of him, although he is not very familiar with him, he can see that he is "experienced", so he put on a " humbly taught".

"Look at your complexion, it looks like you have been dumped!" The manager spoke in a loud voice, and the people around him were frightened by this sentence, and they looked at each other, but seeing He Chu didn't seem to care. He didn't look angry, he could only watch his nose, nose, nose and heart in embarrassment and pretend that he couldn't hear anything.

"Oh yes, does that girl like you?" The manager suddenly asked.

He Chuxin said that the one I like is not a girl, and your question was wrong from the beginning.

Just as he was about to speak, he heard the manager say, "Ah, it doesn't matter if you're a girl or not. It's the same with anyone when you fall in love. If you like it, then go after it. If someone dumps you, as long as you don't marry someone else You have a chance together..."

He Chu: "...Are you from Taiwan?"

"I'm not, I'm a standard Beijinger. Oh yes, Mr. He, haven't you been dumped..."

He Chuxin said that you know that I am you, Mr. He, and you still say the word "dumped" without any shyness? !

"You and your partner, oh, what step did your ex-partner do? Did you hold hands? Did you kiss? Did you go to bed? What position do you like? Let me analyze it for you?"

As he asked more and more questions, He Chu's facial expression gradually changed from doubt to shock.

Although he sometimes said some irrelevant things to his friends, in fact his family education was good, and he was considered a conservative person in his bones, and Zhou Yu was also the kind of extremely conservative person. The most outrageous thing I've ever had was a kiss...

As a result, this guy asked himself such an explosive question as soon as he came up? !

He really didn't know how he should respond to this "fat man who is too sad". He felt that the more he talked about him, the more he had no idea. .

He poured himself a glass of wine, and heard the manager say again: "Does that person like you?"

This time, He Chu thought about it for a while before he frowned and said, "He... likes... like it."

"Then it's not easy to like you? Just confess! If you are a man, you can't be cowardly!"

"No..." He Chu hesitated to speak.

He wanted to say that Zhou Yu was not an ordinary person, and he couldn't confess his love if he wanted to.Zhou Yu was someone he had to put on top of his heart and carefully protect, how could he come as soon as he said it?

"But... If you really like that person, if you like that person to death, then force her. If her body follows you, what else can she do?"

Get stronger... get stronger? !

These two words made He Chu's brain explode with a "boom". Fortunately, the people at the table with them were all men. It's no big deal to hear such words. It stands to reason that normal men would actually have such thoughts. For a woman who can't get what they want, they will have such thoughts out of the desire to conquer, but it's fine if the person He Chu likes is a man, not an ordinary man...

That's Zhou Yu!

He Chu felt like two people were fighting in his mind.

One person said "Why don't you go up", and the other said "Aren't you afraid that Zhou Yu will kill you?"

He felt that these two thoughts could not exist at the same time in his mind, and any question related to aspects, as long as the object of his fantasies was Zhou Yu, he felt that it was a kind of blasphemy against Zhou Yu.

Do you like Zhou Yu?Undoubtedly like it.

But... did he like it to death?Can I resist the pressure of the outside world for him, block the eyes of the world, and stay with him regardless?

can heHe Chu asked himself, he let go of Zhou Yu because of this before, but now...?

Frowning, he refills himself with a glass of strong drink.

In the end, he didn't know how much he drank, he could only remember being sent to the hotel staggeringly, but unfortunately, Zhou Yu happened to be taking a bath.

As soon as He Chu changed his slippers, he heard the sound of water in the bathroom gradually stop.He didn't know why he could clearly hear the sound of water flow even though he didn't listen to his brain's commands when he acted.

The shower stopped spraying water, and the stagnant water in the bathroom flowed into the sewer, making a noise.

He Chu felt as if something poured into his heart. He suddenly remembered that before Zhou Yu's birthday ten years ago, Zhou Yu was also taking a bath. Came out without a shirt on.

At that time, they were kissing on the bed, and they almost shot each other... At that time, what he saw belonged to Zhou Yu's... white body... At this moment, it suddenly appeared so clearly in front of his eyes.

He could almost clearly feel that the hot blood in his body rushed to his brain, making the temperature on his face rise several degrees in an instant.

He couldn't control his pace and walked to the bathroom. All the things he had struggled with in the bar before were wiped out, and his mind was full of the manager's words, "If you really like it, you will die, then force it."

He suddenly thought - if I really did something to Zhou Yu today, is there any room for redemption between the two of us?I've waited for him for so long, why does he still hate me so much?Even if I have appeared in front of him with such a low profile now, why does he still treat me like this?

He obviously said he didn't care anymore, yet he said such harsh words to him today...

It was as if he had never suffered such a big grievance. He obviously hadn't seen Zhou Yu yet, but he felt so sad that he was about to shed tears.Just in time, Zhou Yu opened the bathroom door.

He Chu's staggering footsteps suddenly stopped, and his mind suddenly became bewildered.

They looked at each other through a bathroom door.

He saw Zhou Yu wearing a snow-white bathrobe, with a large white dazzling chest exposed under the skirt, water droplets flowed into his neck along his fever, and then flowed into his collar along his chest.The belt around his waist was only loosely tied, as if it could be pulled apart with a slight swipe, He Chu looked at his waist...

Much thinner than before.

At that moment, all the sorrows and sorrows in He Chu's mind disappeared, and there was only one thought left: If I really did something, then he would be mine, no matter what he said, he would already be mine ...

He was thinking like this, but his body took action one step ahead of his brain.His eyes were red, he grabbed Zhou Yu's wrist and pushed him into the bathroom, then turned him around and pressed him against the door.

There was a loud bang from the bathroom door.

Zhou Yu's expression cracked at that moment.

He was shocked and stunned, and there was even some disgust in his eyes.

He Chu narrowed his eyes, and then pressed down hard on the moist lips.

Zhou Yu didn't have time to react to all this.

From the first time they met, although He Chu sometimes said some frivolous words, his attitude was always gentle and he respected his ideas. Even when he was sick, He Chu stayed at home for three days. He didn't do anything out of the ordinary, and he was even used to He Chu's state, so much so that he completely ignored how aggressive the young man in front of him should have been.

When He Chu kissed himself, he inexplicably thought... He Chu didn't seem to be like this before.

Every time they kissed before, He Chu was careful, and every time, the feeling between them was tender and tender.

But this time his actions were rude. He Chu pressed him against the door panel, kissed his lips fiercely, and even bit him with his teeth, as if he wanted to eat him whole.

He first felt the strong sense of crisis in himself and the strong sense of aggression in He Chu, and then he smelled the alcohol on He Chu.

At this time, the first thought that came to his mind was: he actually drank.

Then he realized when He Chu was about to go further, and began to struggle hard.

He Chu's hands were like iron tongs, the bathroom was slippery, Zhou Yu didn't dare to act rashly, he could only raise his leg and hit He Chu's abdomen fiercely with his knee, trying to make him leave.

He Chu suffered from pain, stepped back a little, gasped heavily, stared at Zhou Yu fiercely like a beast, and then prepared to press up again.

"You're enough!" Zhou Yu suddenly shouted, "Why are you so crazy when you come out in the middle of the night!"

"Why am I crazy?" He Chu laughed, and the dangerous aura on his body was getting heavier and heavier, which made Zhou Yu startled, "Zhou Yu, you have been cold to me for so long, and you are not allowed to treat you Do something?"

"It's my freedom to do what I want, but do you think it's appropriate for you to do these things to me now?!" Zhou Yu struggled away from He Chu, turned around and was about to leave.

But He Chu put his foot on the door, blocking the door that Zhou Yu had already opened a little, kicked it back forcefully, and said with a smile, "Isn't it appropriate? We were together for so long back then, did we still do less kissing? Then Why didn't you say I was crazy, Zhou Yu?"

"We've already broken up! Can you learn to respect yourself!" Zhou Yu pulled the door open and kicked He Chu's foot against the door angrily, but He Chu's foot seemed to be stuck to the door , motionless.

"Get your feet off! What the hell are you trying to do?!"

"I want to kiss you."

He Chu's voice became a little ethereal: "Not only do I want to kiss you, I also want to sleep with you and do more things with you, do you think you can't accept it?"

"Go to sleep if you drink too much, why are you running to me?"

"I'm crazy?! Let me ask you, what do you mean by being cold to me for so many days! Is cold violence interesting? I'm so unworthy of your glance? What the hell do you want from me? Kneel down and beg you Cut my heart out for you to see, so you can forgive me, huh!?"

He almost yelled out the last sentence, and when he got emotional, his neck instantly turned red.

"I'm cold on you? He Chu, do you think you are qualified to say this? How the hell did I get in front of you back then? How the hell did you treat me at that time?! Don't I just not follow you now? When you talk, you feel that I am being cold and violent to you? Why didn’t you think of today when you treated me like that back then!?”

Zhou Yu suddenly questioned loudly, his face turned red due to too much force.

Cold violence was the cruelest treatment he had ever suffered back then. He asked himself that he had never done anything to apologize to He Chu, but now He Chu actually asked him why he was cold and violent to him because of his keeping a distance?

What a fucking joke.

Why, He Chu?He wanted to ask He Chu back then, and during his most painful month, he wanted to ask He Chu why.

"Now you know what it's like to be treated coldly? How did you treat me back then? Do you need me to help you remember? What am I doing now? I just want to stay away from you. Did I do something wrong? I just don't want to be with you anymore You start from the beginning, I don't want my sincerity to be ruined a second time, did I do something wrong?!"

He Chu froze when he yelled at him. It was different from before he went out. Before, he was sneering and sarcastic, but now he doesn't show him any sympathy at all.

Zhou Yu's words not only stabbed He Chu, but also pierced his own heart thoroughly. He showed the things in his heart that he had never revealed to others to the person he least wanted to know. There was silence, only a little sound was made when the water left on the bathroom floor flowed into the sewer.

They just looked at each other in silence, one dumbfounded, the other panting.

At this moment, both of their hearts were exposed to the air, dripping with blood, beating weakly.

Zhou Yu seemed to realize that he was too excited. He took a deep breath, forced his emotions back to the previous level, and said in a cold voice, "Have you realized it now? Go away when you feel it. Don't block me." .”

He Chu was so questioned by his class that he couldn't speak, and his mind was left blank.

Yes, why should he...

Then all his sanity seemed to come back into the body until now.

He suddenly realized what he had done just now. The moment he was questioned by Zhou Yu, all his drunkenness dissipated. He only knew that he had done something unforgivable just now. It was not only poking his own pain, but also exposing Zhou Yu. The scars I met.

In the end, both of them faced the wound on each other's chest covered in blood, unable to answer what the other said.

He took a slight step away in a daze, opened the door before Zhou Yu could go out, and staggered back to his room.

That figure was in a state of embarrassment, and he almost ran away.