Cold violence

When He Chu received Zhou Yu's text message, he was ecstatic. He drove on the road without even replying to the message. Today was a holiday, and there was still some traffic jam on the road, but fortunately, he was not far away from his company, and He Chu did not. How long does it take to arrive.

But when he stood at the door, He Chu hesitated again.

Just go in like this?Will it be a little abrupt?What if Zhou Yu's company was discussing matters, and he suddenly passed by like this...

So he stood at the door, listening to the noises in the box, he couldn't help but frowned, but he secretly heaved a sigh of relief when he thought that Zhou Yu was not a person who liked to play outside.

Everyone is playing, so you'd better wait until you go in, so as not to lose people's interest.

The thought of Zhou Yu's willingness to meet him made his brain still agitated. He took a few deep breaths outside to calm himself down, and when he heard the voice in the private room suddenly quiet down, he raised his hand, Just when I was about to knock on the door and go in, I heard someone inside holding a microphone and saying:

"Okay, okay, be quiet, our President Zhou is going to sing. Let me tell you, we must seize this opportunity, record everything we can, and make videos if we want to. When the time comes, it might increase the number of people The company will always give you bonuses every week of performance.”

"Si Yan, don't make trouble."

There was another booing.

Then Zhou Yu's voice seemed a little embarrassed, with his usual coldness, he said: "It's not so exaggerated, just listen to it."

He Chu laughed, and said to himself that I have known him for so many years and I have never heard him sing twice, but this time I eavesdropped on you all.

He put down his hand that was about to knock on the door, and leaned against the wall to hear what Zhou Yu would sing this time.He heard Zhou Yu sing in the bar at that time, which is still fresh in his memory.

But when he heard the prelude, he was stunned, and even the smile on the corner of his mouth drooped.

Because Zhou Yu sang "She Far Away".

"Let the evening wind gently blow the sunset. I am used to thinking about her every evening. She is far away. Now I know that this broken love is in my heart, and I will always remember it. In the middle of the mountain... she is far away, as if borrowing the sound of the wind. Talk to me. If the passion hasn’t changed, don’t care about its vicissitudes. But today, I received a letter from her father. The letter said that blood cancer has taken her away. But I feel that my empty heart seems to have become rigid, and the past is like The shell exploded in the heart..."

Zhou Yu's voice was soft, completely different from the drunken "Youarenotalone" in Wang Zhi's bar.At that time, his voice was hoarse and magnetic due to drunkenness, and he deliberately dragged out every word for a long time, making his whole song a bit inexplicably lingering, but even though he sang every word clearly now, But He Chu heard that every sentence of his was filled with heavy affection.

——This song was the song that Zhou Yu said he couldn't learn when they had their first quarrel.

He Chu slowly leaned against the wall and squatted on the ground, his heart seemed to be held in the palm of an invisible hand, and then slowly and roughly rubbed by the five fingers of that hand, the pain made his tears almost come out of his eyes for a split second.

He clenched his fists tightly, as if this would relieve the dull pain in his heart.

Look... At the beginning, he said he couldn't learn the song, but he still learned it silently behind his back. He knew that he might not have the chance to sing it to you in the future, but he still hasn't forgotten the tune. Even if the promised things are fulfilled for you, they are put in his heart, but what about you?

What did you do He Chu?

You said you would always be by his side but you left, you said you wanted to be the one who spoiled him all the time but you didn’t want him anymore, you said you could do whatever he said but you didn’t do anything ...

His body trembled uncontrollably, and he hugged his body tightly, trying to shrink himself fiercely.

It hurts too much.

It hurt so badly that he wanted to tear himself apart.

He remembered that they quarreled at that time, and he was cold to Zhou Yu, but Zhou Yu came to apologize to him that day.

What did Zhou Yu do wrong?He just hid all his tenderness, and what was revealed was only one thousandth of all his tenderness.

And he used to claim to be the person who knew Zhou Yu best, but in the end, he also failed his love.

Zhou Yu is a very serious person, he is serious about everything, he is indifferent, but as long as you treat him better, he can't wait to give you everything he has, and multiply the kindness you show him Back to you.

If it wasn't for He Chu, how could they have come to where they are today...

In the final analysis, even if Zhou Yu was cold to him today, it was He Chu himself who was to blame.

In an instant, the past was like a tide, and He Chu felt dizzy for a while.

He stood up and rushed to the bathroom, slapping the cold water on his face.

It wasn't until his hands were frozen that he felt a little more awake, but the pain in his heart was also more distinct.

How can I describe the pain...

It's probably...the kind of person who wants to cut out his whole heart to show that person, but hates that person can't be more cruel to this heart, and finally puts two feet on it, but that person Indifferent, he was alone, holding the beating heart in both hands.

What kind of bastard did he do, and how did he hurt that person...

As long as he thinks of Zhou Yu these days, he only regrets that he can't go back to the past and start over again, or go back to that time and give himself a hard blow, or hug that person tightly, so that the current self can go back to the past. Go to the past and feel sorry for him.

But never that time, he was so sad like now.

What should he do to make up for the mistakes he made back then?

He Chu wiped off the water on his face, and then used the dryer to blow his hands so that they were not so stiff, and sent a text message to Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu's song had already been sung, and he must have sat back in his corner by himself, silently swiping his phone, so he replied quickly, and asked He Chu to go directly to their box to find him, He Chu was standing at their door Outside, he rubbed his face vigorously before pushing the door in with a not-so-bitter smile.

"Mr. He? Why are you here?"

Zhou Yu's assistant was the first to notice He Chu, and quickly stood up to make way for He Chu. He Chu glanced at Zhou Yu, and Chen Siyan understood in an instant.

The girls who were having fun at first exclaimed again when they saw He Chu coming.

"Hey, does the handsome guy want to come in and play together?"

Zhou Yu didn't say much all the time, some bolder and outgoing girls greeted He Chu.

"Thank you, but I'm here to see you Mr. Zhou." With a smile on his face, He Chu politely declined.

The girls were a little disappointed, Zhou Yu's orientation was tacitly understood by everyone, since this person came to find the boss, and at this time... probably... the boss's one, right?

But it seems a bit familiar, is it the one who has been to the boss's office before?

Zhou Yu was sitting in the corner playing with his mobile phone, but when he heard the sound, he raised his head and glanced, and couldn't help but be taken aback.

He Chu looked too good-looking today.

His usual hair is always combed neatly without any mistakes, but today his hair is combed casually, and his bangs are pasted on his forehead without any rules, revealing those beautiful peach blossom eyes.He was wearing handmade high-end customized casual suits all over his body, which added a bit of casual temperament to his whole body.

Zhou Yu was stunned.

He Chu's unrestrained yet mature feeling is exactly what Zhou Yu thought of He Chu when he grew up.

When he usually came to talk about business, he always seemed too prudent, but today he just stood there with a little smile, as if Zhou Yu went back to ten years ago, when He Chu stood in front of him with a flamboyant smile .

——It’s just a casual glance, but it’s like an old friend returning through time.

"I don't know if it's convenient for Fang to pick up your boss Zhou in advance?" He heard He Chu ask with a light smile.

Those below didn't dare to boo at Zhou Yu, they could only wait for Zhou Yu's actions.

Zhou Yu took his windbreaker and said in a low voice, "Excuse me first, you guys have fun."

He signaled to Chen Siyan again, and made a "go out" gesture to He Chu.

They asked for a seat facing the street at the Qing bar on the first floor and ordered two cocktails.

Zhou Yu drank too much before, and now he is still a little groggy. The first floor is relatively empty, not as warm as the private room, and he can feel the sharp contrast between the temperature of the air and his face.

He didn't speak, just propped his chin and looked out the window at the snow that started to fall again.

I was looking forward to He Chu's coming, but now that he really came, I don't know what to say to him, so I'm really conflicted.

But fortunately, when He Chu came, his song had already been sung, and he was not allowed to hear it.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

He Chu didn't know Zhou Yu's thoughts, so he waited for a long time before breaking the silence, and he was still talking about a topic that was obviously too much to talk about.

Zhou Yu's other hand was placed on the table and tapped to the rhythm of the music in the bar. He didn't look at He Chu, He Chu just stared at his slender, white fingers.

Zhou Yu just sat here, it was a scene in the bar.

The warm yellow lights created a warm atmosphere for the bar. Christmas hadn't passed yet, and the decoration here still kept a festive look. Zhou Yu sat here, and the lights cast a layer of warmth on his face. The color makes his expression look peaceful, even gentle.

In just two short weeks, Zhou Yu lost a lot of weight again.

He was already very thin when he first returned to China, and he was tall, making him look even thinner, but now when he saw Zhou Yu again, there was not only a faint black and blue under his eyes, but his cheeks were too thin to be seen With a little flesh, He Chu felt that if he pinched Zhou Yu's face, his fingertips would feel very thin.

He always carried a faint sickness about him, but He Chu didn't know where his illness came from.

But he thought that if he could be there all the time...wouldn't he be better than now?

"Well, it's been a long time." Zhou Yu seemed to like watching the snow very much, without looking back, he just responded lightly.

When he was in high school, he liked to stare out the window in a daze, and it hasn't changed for so many years.

"Zhou Yu." He Chu suddenly called out his name.

Zhou Yu slowly turned his gaze over, looked at He Chu and smiled happily as if remembering something, then motioned him to look at his fingers.

He tapped lightly on the table a few times, but Zhou Yu was a little unresponsive.

Then he repeated the rhythm just now.Zhou Yu suddenly realized that He Chu was typing Morse code, what he said was:

"I miss you so much."

Zhou Yu hurriedly turned his eyes away, but did not respond.

He Chu said from the side: "Do you remember when you were in the first year of high school, you didn't like to pass notes, and the two of us liked to use Morse code when we talked in class?"

I remember, of course I remember.

He wanted to say that he actually remembered everything that happened between them clearly, and those things he didn't want to forget, he couldn't forget them no matter what, but what he said was: "I can't remember clearly."

The first time He Chu spoke to Zhou Yu in Morse code, he said "I know I was wrong".

He remembered everything about this person clearly, but he forced himself not to think about it.

He Chu didn't care, and continued: "I saw you playing the rhythm just now and suddenly remembered it. My memory is actually pretty bad. Some things take a long time to remember. What did we always talk about at that time? Have breakfast It's still lunch, right?"

Zhou Yuxin said that you would not only ask me what to eat, but also say some nonsense without any shame.At that time, both of them were extremely young, and sometimes he would blush for a long time because of a certain sentence of He Chu.

But these words were still not uttered by him after all, he sat quietly opposite He Chu, without saying a word.

He Chu is different from Zhou Yu. He always speaks when he thinks about it. Unlike Zhou Yu, it is difficult for him to speak, and it takes a long time to think about a word, except for talking to people he is familiar with. , Talking to other people is simply the type that is too concise for people to understand.

He Chu babbled on a lot, most of which brought him back to his memories of the past. Zhou Yu was very patient, just listening to him talking non-stop, without any impatient look on his face, and from time to time Take a few sips of your cocktail.

But he was actually a little sleepy, and now he was listening to He Chu with all his energy.

He is a bit strange. When he is not working, he has no motivation to stay up late. Not only does he get sleepy very quickly, his work and rest time is completely different from usual, probably to make up for the severe lack of sleep during working hours.In addition, he actually drank a lot of wine today, so drunk he was more sleepy than usual, He Chu's voice was as low as a cello, whispering something in his ear, he could not hear clearly.

"Zhou Yu." Zhou Yu propped his head in sleepiness opposite He Chu, but He Chu suddenly called him.

"Ok?"

"I have something for you."

"Oh." Zhou Yu stood up, feeling that his eyelids were fighting, and then he walked out.

"Wait."

He Chu suddenly called to him, Zhou Yu stopped in his tracks, and the next second He Chu stood in front of him, the warm breath from his body rushed towards his face, Zhou Yu looked at his tall figure, squinted his eyes and looked up at him.

He was so sleepy that his eyes were full of water, and He Chu calmed down a little, then reached out to help him close his coat, and helped him button the coat one by one, whispering, "It's cold."

"I will."

Zhou Yu took a step back and wanted to button it himself, but He Chu held onto his clothes. He bent over and said in a low voice, "But I don't want to see you bowing your head in front of me. , if anyone must bow their heads, it must be because I bowed for you."

Zhou Yu was taken aback for a moment, until he was held by He Chu and walked to his car, and the cold wind outside blew his cheeks, and he felt a little more awake.

When He Chu arrived outside the house, he didn't move, as if he was waiting for something, he just held his mobile phone and didn't know what he was doing.

"What do you want to give?" Zhou Yu waited for a while, but before He Chu could speak, he raised his head, squinted his eyes and looked up at the falling snow. The snowflakes fell on his eyelashes, making his eyelids sink.

He Chu took back the phone without saying a word, walked behind Zhou Yu and covered his eyes.

"what are you doing?"

He Chu's height made it too easy for Zhou Yu to do this. At this time, he was very close to Zhou Yu, and the sudden darkness made Zhou Yu feel a little nervous. He Chu hadn't stuck to him yet, but he seemed to be He could feel the rise and fall of He Chu's chest.

He stretched out a hand to wrap around Zhou Yu's. The temperature of his palm made Zhou Yu feel a warm current pouring into his chest along the back of his hand.

He Chu opened the trunk with his hand. Zhou Yu heard a "click", and then the darkness in front of him suddenly disappeared. He Chu whispered in his ear:

"Happy New Year."

Zhou Yu lowered his eyes, and saw that He Chu's trunk was full of bright red roses, each of which was so beautiful.

Then the New Year's cheers and the chimes of the bells flooded his mind together.

It turned out that he came to the company to look for him today, did he want to celebrate the New Year with him?

Zhou Yu couldn't help but smile a little.

He is a person who has no feelings for the holidays. If he didn't want to give employees a holiday, he might not even think of the "New Year's Eve".

In the past, even if he was on vacation, he would make a full schedule of his vacation, and there was no moment of rest. When Chen Siyan called him, he would find various reasons to shirk.Then live this day like a normal working day, deserted and deserted.

But today, he suddenly felt something different.

From his point of view, he still feels that this is just an ordinary day, but there is one more person around him, and it seems that there is an extra atmosphere called "New Year" around him, which wraps his whole body and makes his whole body Also followed into this atmosphere.

He was speechless and turned his head to look at He Chu.

He Chuzheng was standing behind him and smiling slightly at him. The coat on his body was covered with snowflakes. He stood in the wind and snow, forming a painting by himself.

Then he raised his hand and gently wiped the snow off Zhou Yu's shoulders.

Zhou Yu remained motionless, watching He Chu's hand slowly lift up again, and finally landed on his head, sweeping away the snowflakes for him more gently.

The two were obviously very close, but Zhou Yu couldn't seem to see He Chu's expression clearly.

At that moment, he almost had an illusion, as if the two had been together for many years, and they had never been separated during these ten years.

It turned out that they had known each other for ten years.

It's just a pity that this is the second New Year they have spent together.

The faint fragrance of roses wafted through the air, and the couples on the street were hugging each other tightly.

This was the first time Zhou Yu felt the boundary between old and new so clearly.

Say goodbye to the old and welcome the new...

Thinking about it this way, spring is not far away...

He couldn't help but glance at He Chu again.

He saw He Chu take a step away from him, bent down, picked one of the roses, and stretched it out to Zhou Yu's eyes. His voice was also warm, and he said, "Every new year from now on, I will Spend with you, I will use the future to make up for those New Years when I was not around. Happy New Year, Brother Yu."

This is like a "courtship" gesture, and it is inexplicably similar to when He Chu put the piano in his hand ten years ago.

It's just that the heart at that time was extremely sincere, and now no one is like back then.

Zhou Yu just stared at He Chu for a long time, then took the flower in his hand, sniffed the fragrance of the rose, and replied softly:

"Well, happy new year."

The author has something to say: when I wrote this paragraph, it happened to be between Christmas and New Years, but I didn’t expect that almost half a year had passed since it was posted here.