Cold violence

He Chu had done so much for him, Zhou Yu would be lying if he said he wasn't moved.

Leaving aside the fact that he still hasn't let go of He Chu, even if He Chu is a stranger by his side, if someone is willing to lower their posture in front of him for him, and is willing to give for him unconditionally, it's hard not to be moved by Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu is like this, on the surface he looks very cold, but in fact, as cold as he looks on the outside, there is so much love in his heart.

It's just that he never said it, he just put it in his heart silently, and he carefully hid it to prevent anyone from discovering his little thoughts.He didn't have this habit since he was a child, and he liked to hide his emotions because he knew from an early age that sometimes showing emotions is not a good thing, and not everyone will be willing to bear the emotions you bring.

But He Chu was that exception again.

He not only wanted to know Zhou Yu's true thoughts, but also wanted Zhou Yu to take the initiative to tell him.In the past, he was obsessed with this matter, thinking that only Zhou Yu told him would be a sign of trust in him, and later their conflicts arose because of this.He Chutai was too eager to know, but Zhou Yu was too cold.

Now that they have grown up, Zhou Yu is still Zhou Yu, but they will hide their emotions better, and find another way to convince the other party, and He Chu has also learned not to force, and blindly ask Zhou Yu what he wants. Got an answer.

The young man couldn't hold his breath, and now he wanted Zhou Yu to come back, the most important thing he lacked was patience.

You don't want to tell me, it's okay, I will wait slowly, until the day you are willing to speak, I will listen with all my ears.

"Who did you learn these things from?"

At that time, Zhou Yu was already sitting in He Chu's car, so he left his car to Chen Siyan and the others so that they could send the girls home. He Chu had the opportunity to spend time with Zhou Yu alone, and was happy to send Zhou Yu back.

In fact, he wanted to let Zhou Yu go directly to their house to stay for one night. After all, Zhou Yu's house was far away, but when he thought about it, the progress seemed a little too fast, and he beat him back before he had time to say his thoughts.

"what?"

"Those flowers."

Zhou Yu was still holding that delicate rose in his hand. When he was sitting in the car, he would unconsciously pluck those soft petals with his hands.

The thorns on the stems had been hung off, and he didn't feel uncomfortable resting his fingers on them.

"Have you been moved?" He Chu avoided talking, just asked with a smile, with a little complacency, like when he was a child when he stole candy hidden in a high place without telling his parents, because that little Sweet can feel very satisfying.

But there was still some expectation in his tone. Although he was looking ahead, his eyes were still shining with light.

"Yes." Zhou Yu admitted generously.

There is nothing to deny, I was indeed touched.

The last time when He Chu chased him, the kid didn't understand anything, didn't do anything, just relying on his own face to stalk Zhou Yu, Zhou Yu actually liked him.Now I don't know who I learned from, or who I chased after, and I even learned this fancy method.

He couldn't help asking: "Who did you learn from?"

"you guess?"

He Chu wanted to show off, but apparently Zhou Yu didn't have much interest in this matter, so he just shut up and didn't speak. Feeling his silence, He Chu was afraid that the atmosphere would cool down again, so he hurriedly explained:

"I actually... just talked to the girls in my company a few times..."

He was a little embarrassed as he spoke, he glanced at Zhou Yu hastily and then turned his eyes back. Zhou Yu obviously hadn't said anything, but his ears were already red, as if a little girl was talking to someone she liked. Like someone confiding in his heart, "Just... just ask them how they like to be chased, so that they think I'm going to do something... Hey, but it's okay, the important thing is whether you like it or not... ?”

"It's okay, too girly."

Zhou Yu glanced at He Chu, and saw that he was a little shy and embarrassed to speak, so he couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth.

The proud son of heaven, who has appeared countless times in the news, has immediately changed his appearance in front of his eyes.

"I, I don't have any experience in chasing people... I just chased you. You know... the girls around me are all girls, and I don't know much about this kind of thing... I haven't thought about it for so many years If you want to chase other people or something, just, just know what they say, if you don't like it, I will do it in a different way next time, do you think it will work?"

He Chu was actually a little embarrassed. He also realized that sending flowers was too sissy. Zhou Yu was definitely not a person with such hobbies. Maybe sending him some vinyl records would be more practical than sending flowers.

But judging from Zhou Yu's appearance, he didn't seem to be disgusted with this matter... Mr. He, who was always smart, had another difficulty.

It's also interesting to say that He Chu was the little bully in their yard when he was young, and everyone was his younger brother who was lawless since he was a child, and everyone had to look up to him when he got excellent grades in junior high school. It stands to reason that he is such an arrogant person, and Such a smart mind can do and learn everything quickly.

But as long as this matter is linked to the word "Zhou Yu", he feels that his brain is not enough.

Before doing anything, you have to think about "what will Zhou Yu like" and "what will happen if Zhou Yu comes to do it?" I don't have a good impression of myself... I have to think twice about everything, everything is centered on Zhou Yu, it doesn't look like He Chu at all.

"Did you only chase after me?" But Zhou Yu's focus was quite clear every time, and then he seemed to be talking to himself and said, "I feel that you are quite skilled at what you do."

It's more than proficiency, it's just handy.

It's fine to chase after him by doing something to make the little girl happy, and say a couple of love words in a very timely manner, which is simply a kind of critical blow to people, okay?

What's more... Zhou Yu doesn't have any immunity to He Chu himself, the effect of those words is better than that of other people...

"That must be proficient..." He Chu said with some pride: "When I miss you, I practice it once. I always feel that I will use it one day. Don't you think it will come in handy?"

"The words are nice." Zhou Yu nodded, and didn't reply to He Chu's "I miss you".

"It must be nice to talk to you. It's not good to get stuck if you can't speak half of this kind of words."

He Chu laughed lightly.

His voice was deep, as if someone was sitting behind the cello, slowly drawing the bow, and then gracefully moving the bow. The bow rubbed lightly on the strings, and the strings vibrated, making a low sound.

"Have you told many people?"

Zhou Yu seemed to be a little serious about this question, turned his head to look at He Chu, and saw that he was concentrating on driving, so he also turned his attention to the street.

Although it was late now, there were quite a lot of people on the street. Advertisements of various luxury goods during the New Year's Day holiday were scrolling on the screens of the shopping mall in turn, and the streets reflected were still as lively as in the evening.

He heard He Chu seriously say: "No, I only told you."

Zhou Yu opened his mouth, wanting to say something, when a text message happened to come into his phone.

"Who?"

Sending a text message to Zhou Yu at such a special time at such a late hour, the relationship must not be simple, He Chu's heart skipped a beat before he blurted out a question without waiting for Zhou Yu to speak, but Zhou Yu didn't care, and casually said, "Jingzhou."

"Is your relationship so good now?"

Zhou Yu bowed his head to reply to the message, and responded softly.

He Chu felt a little uncomfortable.

Although he knew that Yu Jingzhou was very important in Zhou Yu's heart, and Zhou Yu regarded Yu Jingzhou as a family member, but he always felt that when Zhou Yu called Yu Jingzhou's name, there was something faint about it. Intimacy makes him uncomfortable.

What Yu Jingzhou participated in was Zhou Yu's childhood and youth, which He Chu did not participate in. This is He Chu's lifelong regret.Since high school, he had thought that it would be great if he could be the one who was always by Zhou Yu's side.So he always has a feeling of jealousy towards Jingzhou.

He thought that everyone had graduated, and they would not have any contact with each other. At that time, he was relieved, but he didn't know until now that the two of them had such a good relationship until now.

The possessive desire in his heart was haunting him. He wanted to tell Zhou Yu if he could stay away from Jingzhou in the future. This was an idea he had had since high school.

But he never said it before, and he is even less qualified to say it now.But he couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart, so he asked, "What did he tell you?"

"It's nothing, just saying Happy New Year." Zhou Yu didn't take it seriously, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He has been abroad for so many years, and Yu Jingzhou has never lost contact with him in China. He will send him congratulatory messages as soon as possible during New Years and holidays. Occasionally, he will find time to find Zhou Yu to relax. mood, from time to time, he will send some postcards from China that he brought back from his travels.

For so many years, although Yu Jingzhou did not go abroad many times and Zhou Yu never came back, the communication between the two has never been broken.

With so many people around Zhou Yu, Yu Jingzhou was the only one who could let him confide his heart without any warning.

Yu Jingzhou is an existence that even Chen Siyan can't replace. Although they don't meet many times, every time the warm encounters brought by Yu Jingzhou are remembered in their hearts.

But in fact, everyone has a unique position in Zhou Yu's heart, and no one can replace someone else's existence.

He exchanged several text messages with Yu Jingzhou, and suddenly heard He Chu say:

"Oh, does he tell you every year?"

Seeing the smile on the corner of Zhou Yu's mouth, He Chu's tone was a little sour.

How good is the relationship that makes Zhou Yu laugh involuntarily when he mentions this person? !

"Yes."

Zhou Yu couldn't see, every time he answered a question, He Chu's face would turn black.

"Then he said it too late this year, I have already told you." He Chu said, and said angrily: "From now on, I will be the first to tell you every year!"

"What's the comparison to this kind of thing?" Zhou Yu finally heard something wrong in He Chu's tone, and felt a little funny.

He Chu is still the same as before... Even Jingzhou's flying vinegar has to eat a few mouthfuls, as if he hasn't grown up yet.

"Because he said 'Happy New Year' to you before, but I didn't!" He Chu said angrily, "Anyway, remember, I will be the first person to say this to you every year. Just let him line up at the back."

As he said this, he felt a little sad in his heart.

I haven't had any contact with Zhou Yu for so many years. In the final analysis, it was my fault. If I hadn't acted too unfeelingly at the beginning, Zhou Yu wouldn't have been so alienated from him, and it wouldn't have happened... I couldn't even say "Happy New Year" So many years late.

It was only natural for Yu Jingzhou to be by Zhou Yu's side, but fortunately, there was such a person by Zhou Yu's side to accompany him, so that Zhou Yu would not be left alone.

But it doesn't matter, in the future he will never let Zhou Yu be alone again, as long as Zhou Yu doesn't drive him away, he will always be by Zhou Yu's side.

In the future, I will be the first person to say "Happy New Year" to you, and I will be the first person to celebrate every festival with you, and the only person who will be by your side for a lifetime can only be me.

From this moment to the end of my heartbeat, I just want to belong to you alone.

I have made such a determination, can you accept me again?

He drove the car to the side of the road and stopped. Before arriving at Zhou Yu's house, Zhou Yu looked at He Chu in confusion.

He Chu turned around and looked at Zhou Yu's smile that hadn't dissipated, and before Zhou Yu could speak, he hurriedly said, "Didn't you just ask me why I was able to say those words so proficiently?" ?”

Zhou Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, noncommittal.

"Then I'll tell you now..." He Chu said in a low voice, he didn't know what had occurred to him, he avoided Zhou Yu's eyes, and stared at his fair hand holding the phone.

He took a deep breath, and then let it out long, as if giving himself courage, he clenched his fists before opening his mouth: "These years you were not by my side...all the things I want to say to you, I have said it to myself countless times, knowing that there may be no chance, but I just want to tell you that I can not make a joke... Can you understand me when I say this?"

I don't know what He Chu was thinking of, so that when he said this, his expression was almost lonely.

Perhaps it was due to the separation of so many years, He Chu also had some painful memories when he was alone, but the words he said were too heavy, so heavy that even Zhou Yu had a kind of time-traveling in his words. The illusion of nostalgia.

It was obvious that he was the one with the most affection and righteousness back then, but now He Chu seemed to be more uncomfortable than him.

In fact, he was in a good mood until just now, at least he could really feel that joyful feeling by saying "I'm very happy" to himself.

——If it weren't for what He Chu said just now.

"Yeah." He lost his voice for a moment, but couldn't make any response.

It was too difficult to open the box of words in front of him, let alone he had heard such affectionate words.

It's a pity that he actually remembered everything He Chu said.

If He Chu hadn't said those humiliating words back then, and hadn't impatiently asked him to "give way" when he finally mustered up his courage, he might have really taken it seriously.

At that time, I desperately wanted to say the last word to him, but he refused his humble request impatiently.

He won't forget.

"No other meaning, just to answer your question just now, what you want to say... just say it, just listen to it, don't take it to heart. Don't worry about me, I really have no other meaning..."

He Chu seemed to know how ridiculous what he said was to Zhou Yu's ears. The more he said the words, the lower his voice became, and in the end it was as if he was muttering to himself. He smiled wryly, and then Start the car.

Zhou Yu's indifferent reaction was actually within He Chu's expectation.

Anyone would do this... After hurting him so deeply back then, if he could easily forgive him, then he really wouldn't be like Zhou Yu at all.

He also seemed to feel that what he said was too sensational, so he didn't speak again along the way.

When He Chu took Zhou Yu downstairs, Zhou Yu had already fallen asleep before he knew it.

Looking at Zhou Yu's calm appearance, he suddenly wanted time to stop at this moment hypocritically.

The sleeping Zhou Yu's face was serene, and his chest heaved slightly.

The last time he saw Zhou Yu sleeping like this in front of his eyes... was ten years ago on Zhou Yu's birthday. Zhou Yu had a fever that day. He Chu waited for him to wake up while rushing homework. My heart will be melted at that moment.

It's the same now, but there's a little more bitterness in my heart.

He Chu parked the car and waited for a long time, but Zhou Yu didn't have any intention of waking up. Sleeping in the car for a long time in winter is too easy to catch a cold, and Zhou Yu's health has never been very good... Tomorrow he might get sick again.

He Chu sighed, got out of the car and walked around to Zhou Yu's side, carrying Zhou Yu on his own back.

Zhou Yu didn't wake up, his breath swept over the back of He Chu's neck with his breath, making He Chu's heart soft but distressed.

He Chu knew that Zhou Yu used to wake up easily when sleeping, and it was difficult to fall asleep when he woke up, but today, perhaps because of drinking, the road was too quiet, and he fell asleep just like that. Such a big movement on the back didn't wake him up, one can imagine how tired Zhou Yu must have been, but he was just holding on to his spirit so that he wouldn't fall down. Now his nerves relaxed all of a sudden, and he fell into a deep depression. in sleep.

The last time I recited Zhou Yu was when Zhou Yu was 15 years old...

He remembered that he went downstairs to fetch water that day, Zhou Yu was leaning on a tree and fell asleep while waiting for him, that day he went upstairs with Zhou Yu on his back, it was the first and only time that Zhou Yu said so many words to him , asked him so many questions.

He still remembered how happy he was at that time, and the words are still in his ears now, but He Chu knew that he had broken his promise.

He said a lot of things that he thought he could do, but he really didn't do it.

No matter what factors influenced him back then, the word "broken promise" was deeply burned into his chest. As long as he lowered his head, he could see the mistakes he made.

Just walking a few steps with Zhou Yu on his back, he remembered many small moments that he hadn't thought of before.

His chest was throbbing with pain again. It should have been a happy thing for him to carry Zhou Yu on his back, but he wanted to cry hypocritically.

Really... It was the biggest regret in his life that they broke up back then.

"He Chu?" Zhou Yu suddenly woke up and asked vaguely.

"Well, it's me." He Chu turned his head and found that Zhou Yu's head was pressed against his neck again, probably falling asleep again.

"The key is in my clothes." Zhou Yu nodded slightly, as if relieved, and fell asleep completely.

He was really sleepy, and he didn't even have any precautions, but if He Chu hadn't sent him back today, he might have forced himself to come back before choosing to rest.

He has always worked so hard, caring about everything, but never taking his body seriously.

It was like this when I was in high school, but in high school, as a "lover", I could sometimes do something for him, reminding him to take more care of himself, but I don't know if the current self still has the qualifications.