Cold violence

Zhou Yu's "crazy thinking" is not without reason.

Every time He Chu lost his temper, he came and went faster. When he calmed down, he didn't know why he got angry at all.

As careless as Li Qi, he felt the abnormal atmosphere between the two of them.He went to ask He Chu, but He Chu evaded it with the excuse of "needing a monthly exam". When he asked Zhou Yu, not only could he not ask, but he couldn't even get an answer.

But what worried Li Qi most at the moment was not this, but Zhou Yu's attitude in class.

"Brother Yu, you plan to stay like this in class all the time?"

Zhou Yu's situation in class could really be called "embarrassing".

He will always be that isolated individual, except for He Chu and Li Qi, no one wants to be with him anymore, but he seems to be the only one in the class who doesn't notice it.

He seems to be a transparent existence in the class. Except for the teacher, he can't remember this person even if there is no major event.

He never expresses his opinions on group activities, and he even participated in very few physical education classes. In order to accompany Zhou Yu, He Chu never participated in group activities.

To put it bluntly, Zhou Yu was the one who didn't fit in in their class, and he even wandered away with He Chu, and even felt a little rejected.

A few times when He Chu talked about things in class, the people below seemed to ignore him. He Chuming didn't say anything on the face, but he definitely felt uncomfortable in his heart.

A dignified squad leader has to live by watching the faces of other people.Not only that, even a notice in class was ignored, and the situation couldn't be more embarrassing.

What's more, he used to live the life of a young master. His father was capable. Those people who wanted to curry favor with his father since childhood would first come to curry favor with He Chu, so that it would be easier for them to curry favor with He Chu's father. Communication will also be more convenient.

It was the first time that He Chu was ignored in this way in all the years since he was a child.

Li Qi didn't understand what was going on. He thought that Zhou Yu and He Chu were such good people, why they were so disrespected by those people.

This kind of "not waiting to see" was no longer just when Zhou Yu passed by, they deliberately avoided his figure, sometimes Li Qi could even hear them pointing at Zhou Yu when passing by other people's seats.

They also seemed to know that he had a good relationship with Zhou Yu, and when he looked over again, those people would avoid his gaze as if nothing had happened, pretending that they were just talking about some trivial things.

Li Qi wanted to ask, but those people seemed to have scruples about his relationship with Zhou Yu, and they always avoided talking about it.

Gradually, two factions formed in the class, the "Old Ninth Class" and the "New Ninth Class".

The "New Ninth Class" mainly isolates those who have met them, thinking that these "old people" think they are newcomers, and often look down on them, so they isolate them together in small groups.

In the end, some girls couldn't stand this state anymore, so they mixed with people from "New Class Nine". Although they didn't talk about it, they always had some scruples about them.

"It doesn't matter, whatever you want."

Zhou Yu's answer is always in a nonchalant manner, with a light tone as if she really doesn't care: "Let's do whatever you like." I'm used to it.

He has long been used to being coldly treated and rejected, these are things he has often encountered over the years, so that he has become immune to this matter, so that he has long been used to living alone, but He Chu just wanted to participate in it, but the current situation seemed to implicate He Chu.

He had long thought about not letting He Chu participate in such a life, that's why he was so hesitant when he was with him back then, and felt that he was not worthy of He Chu's liking at all.

But He Chu insisted on going his own way, and vowed to be with him.

When they first started, Zhou Yu believed that both of them were satisfied, but now?He can see He Chu's appearance, how long can he hold on?How long can you be by your side?

Every day they are still together now makes Zhou Yu feel like he is counting down the days.

The first monthly exam at the beginning of school is scheduled for the end of September.

Compared with Zhou Yu's usual attitude in class, he takes the exam very seriously. Even if the paper is simple, he will read the question from beginning to end, and write down every step of each question seriously.

But He Chu didn't take it seriously, he was used to being careless, the exam was not a difficult task for him, and the quiz was even more unnecessary in his opinion.

"What do you think of the language this time?"

Zhou Yu and He Chu were only two people away from each other. As soon as the papers were collected, He Chu walked to Zhou Yu's side and watched him slowly tidy up his stationery. Zhou Yu's stationery was well prepared, completely in accordance with the standards of the college entrance examination I brought two extra sheets of draft paper and a backing board.

He unhurriedly folded the papers one by one, and then asked He Chu: "What do you think?"

He Chu casually threw the pen he was only carrying into Zhou Yu's bag, and sighed, "I feel that the test paper this time is a bit difficult. Reading and composition are not very good..."

"It's not that the topic is difficult to write, it's that you didn't take it seriously." Zhou Yu said sternly, "I told you earlier that we should take the exam seriously. It's one thing to study well, but it's another thing to take it seriously."

Zhou Yu is a very smart person. He has finished his courses very early. He doesn't listen very much in class, but he still takes good notes. He completes every homework with heart, including holidays. Get up to learn English, and only use it for studying before 05:30 in the evening.

"Now that the paper is difficult, I feel that it is not easy to write? In fact, it is a problem that you are usually lax. You..."

Before he finished speaking, He Chu impatiently interrupted him.

He Chu's tone was even annoyed: "You have said this many times before and I don't want to listen to it anymore. Isn't the paper this time difficult? You have to talk about my problem when the two of us are discussing the paper ?”

As he spoke, he felt Zhou Yu's figure pause, and he retracted his stepping foot.

So he realized that his tone of voice was a bit too much. Zhou Yu himself was a very sensitive person, and this probably made him feel uncomfortable again.

He took a deep breath and changed the subject: "Forget it, how did you do in the exam? What is the composition?"

"I wrote about secularism and human relations. The debate on these two points is quite average, and the scores may not meet expectations."

Zhou Yu thought that the Chinese questions this time were extremely tricky, and if the composition questions were not careful, they would go off topic. It was really difficult to do, and it was no wonder that He Chu was in a irritated mood in the exam, but he continued to the previous topic earnestly and said: "You usually You will know what you have learned, but you still have to take the exam seriously, otherwise..."

He was inexplicably very stubborn on this matter, as if he would not give up until He Chu changed his attitude towards learning.

"Can you stop talking about this!? You have to blame me, don't you?"

But He Chu hated Zhou Yu's words very much. He was annoyed at first, but the anger that had just been suppressed rose up again, even more intense than the last time.

All of a sudden, the emotion was lost.

His voice was so loud that the candidates who were still in the examination room looked sideways. He frowned and glanced around. He shook his head vigorously and said "I'm going back first", then put Zhou Yu down. Straight out of the examination room.

I don't know why I am so angry.

It was annoying enough to fail the exam, but Zhou Yu still accused him of having a bad attitude towards study.

What's wrong with me?Do you have to accuse me like this?Saying it once is not enough, do you have to make everyone like you?Be a nerd who can only learn?

What good is that!How stubborn!

Zhou Yu was stunned for a long time because of He Chu's state and did not move. He only looked at He Chu's figure disappearing around the corner. When he lowered his head, he happened to be able to see the pen that He Chu stuffed into the transparent stationery bag.

Both of their pens looked the same, but Zhou Yu could tell which one belonged to He Chu, as if there was still the breath of the owner on that pen.

They are obviously already so close to each other, and they can even mix daily necessities in their daily life, but why are they unfamiliar with this kind of thing?

Let He Chu be serious, is it worth it for him to get angry at himself?

He remained motionless until the examination room was empty, and the neatly arranged desks looked even more lifeless in the classroom without the slightest human voice.

Zhou Yu took a deep breath before lifting his stiff fingers, as if he just felt his presence, and slowly sat down on his desk.

His fingers clasped the edge of the table firmly, until his fingertips turned white, but only with such force can he support himself from falling down.

He raised his head and sighed deeply, then smiled self-deprecatingly.

He Chu left again.

This was the third time they had quarreled in this month, but it was the first time that He Chu had lost his temper at him.

His temper has been terrible recently, and Zhou Yu's casual words can make him feel He Chu's emotional changes clearly.

Why?What went wrong? Even He Chu has become like this?

He asked himself, he had never felt sorry for He Chu in any way, and sometimes when he lost his mind, he hid in the room alone, for fear that what he said would hurt He Chu.

But why is it still like this?Did He Chu think he didn't confess enough?Or did He Chu gradually hate his character?

He thought of those past events buried in the deepest part of his heart, which were Zhou Yu that even he himself hated.

He was excluded again, and he seemed to be waiting for these days, waiting for He Chu to do the same to him.

It turned out that it was a coincidence that this day finally came, as if it came from my own expectation.

His eyes were dim, and he couldn't tell whether it was loneliness or sadness.

When He Chu returned to class at noon, there were not many people in the class present except Zhou Yu. He Chu regretted what he said just now, but because of face, he went out and was embarrassed to come back.Zhou Yu didn't come out after a long time, and He Chu turned his head and left just because of his youthful nature.

Now when he was standing by the seat, he felt an inexplicable guilty conscience. He had just sat down when he heard Zhou Yu say faintly from the side: "Next time, smoke less."

He Chu turned his head and sniffed his collar. The smell of smoke was so strong that even he hated it.

He took off his coat and passed Zhou Yu to put it on the window sill.

Zhou Yu didn't like the smell of cigarettes, and He Chu almost quit after being with him, but today he just wanted to smoke, and only nicotine could numb his nerves a little, allowing him to ignore those restlessness and anxiety.

Many people look down on "drinking and meat friends", but sometimes only by drinking heavily and eating large pieces of meat can you ignore some things you don't want to remember.

"I……"

When He Chu opened his mouth, he found that his voice was hoarse due to the smoke. He cleared his throat, and carefully said to Zhou Yu, "I'm... because of my bad attitude. Don't be angry, okay?"

Zhou Yu was silent for a while, his eyes were empty and he couldn't see what he was thinking.He had a lot of things he wanted to say to He Chu, but in the end he just said calmly: "I'm not angry, I just want to talk to you well."

But I can't seem to find a way to talk to you properly, and you don't want to listen to me talk properly.What exactly is going on?What is wrong?

"I'll be serious from now on, okay?"

When He Chu was talking, he just lowered his head and played with his fingertips. He even dared to look at Zhou Yu from the corner of his eye. He knew that Zhou Yu was not looking at him either. Yu said something that he couldn't accept.

In his opinion, no matter what Zhou Yu said, it was not surprising.

I just relied on Zhou Yu's good temper to make trouble for no reason. Thinking about it from another angle, He Chu himself would be angry.

But Zhou Yu didn't speak anymore.

Zhou Yu silently stared at the Chinese papers that he finished in the morning, and suddenly thought that if He Chu was there when he returned to work, what would happen if He Chu heard those words?

What would be your reaction when you heard what those people said was not only disrespectful to He Chu but also an insult to your own personality?