shadow lover

Anyang walked away quietly, the cabinet at the sink was the cosmetics she left behind, the refrigerator in the kitchen was the fresh ingredients she put in, the tea table in the living room was the fresh scented tea she had replaced, and the dining table was covered with It's a brand new tablecloth.

In the most chaotic and worst period of my life, she was by my side and accompanied me through it. When I couldn't control myself and couldn't look directly at myself, she always gave me support and made me persevere. Looking back, I want to meet and contact her. In the past two years, I was very annoyed and blamed myself more. What did I take her for? I put her by my side and ignored her, and I was full of complaints and even disgust. Fu Senmiao, you are simply Just a bastard, not worthy of the kindness people treat you.

One day, Sister Ying asked me if Anyang was still with me. I shook my head and said that I had been away for more than a month. The elder sister then sighed and said: "I met Anyang once in the hospital. We had a conversation once. The child was so hard-boned that you couldn't talk to him. At that time, she said that she would leave as soon as the time came, regardless of you. Whoever she was with after that had nothing to do with her, her neck bulged when she spoke, obviously that wasn't what she meant, but she still said that and ended up doing that."

One day I went to see Xiaofeng, and she asked me: "Sen Miao, are you sure that Anyang's hand really didn't hurt the bone, and it will be back to normal in a short period of time? Don't forget that she is famous. Makeup artist, it’s not impossible to camouflage wounds.” After I fell silent, I recalled the scene where the pool was full of blood, and suddenly my mind jumped.

Anyang, I hope you can meet someone who treats you well in the future, at least not as good as an asshole like me.

Anyang, I sold the original small shop, and now I opened a coffee shop on XX Road.

Anyang, when I went home during the Chinese New Year, my parents asked me why you didn’t come. I said we broke up. Later, my mother blamed me for losing such a good girl like you. sighed.

Anyang, I don’t know if your phone number and contact information have been changed. It’s been almost a year since you left. Many times I wanted to call you to apologize, but I really didn’t at the moment I pressed the number. I will contact you again, I owe you, and if there is an afterlife, I will repay it double.

The continuous drizzle for several days made the mood a little depressed, and few customers came to the store. They turned on their mobile phones and watched the news in the group, occasionally replying a few words.A friend asked me if I had a crush on a certain person, should I give it a try? I replied that she was not only suitable for being friends. Since I became single again, some people came around me one after another, and my friends around me would also match up to help make an appointment. When we met, we couldn't talk about liking or antipathy. In short, we just had no feeling and didn't want to talk about it.

Sometimes it is not easy to be cared by my friends too much. They always persuade me to stay together with those who meet the conditions. After all, even if we get along, it is not necessarily to talk about love, no, we can’t always Let's be single alone. In their thinking, I have the intention to die alone. I really don't have this, but I didn't meet the right one.

I glanced at the time and looked at the empty shop. I stood up and closed the door to go home. The car parked in front of the shop was the one that Anyang gave me. I got on the car and drove out of the street.Slowly driving the car on the road, the windshield was hung with the wipers down, stopped at the intersection of traffic lights and waited, two people walked past quickly in front of the zebra crossing, the one holding the umbrella for the person beside him should be Xiao Zhang.Push the door and get out of the car and look carefully to see that the two people who have just passed by have entered the alley. The car waiting behind can't wait to honk its horn, and the sound of beeps echoed in the night sky.

This city is so big, it is normal to occasionally meet an acquaintance on the street, but if I meet again, how should I speak.

Back home to wash and sleep, before Anyang left, he renewed his rent for one year, and it was almost the end of the lease, thinking about whether he should find a time to move, thinking about things over and over again, and couldn’t fall asleep, so he just sat up and watched Check out the file in your mailbox.

The company successfully completed an acquisition, and many business entrepreneurs came to the celebration banquet held. I was busy greeting the distinguished guests and didn't notice Ms. Han who was watching me all the time. I didn't realize it until the banquet was about to end.

"Hello, Miss Han."

"Boss Fu still remembers me"

"Miss Han is young and beautiful, which makes people unforgettable."

"No wonder Mr. Fu is so attractive to women, but he really knows how to talk."

"Thanks for the compliment"

"Hmph, no need."

This Han Mohan once came to me because of the Anyang matter, and I still clearly remember her scolding me for being inhuman and immoral for harming other girls. I don’t know if this Miss Han has that kind of meaning for Anyang. Have I been with her since I left?Seeing the figure of that person leaving, my heart tightened inexplicably, and then I raised the goblet in my hand and poured the remaining red liquid into my mouth. The bitter liquid spread on the tip of my tongue, and I couldn't tell what it tasted like.

On Saturdays and Sundays, when I had nothing to do, I went shopping with a few friends. There was a summer new style in a certain brand store, and the four of us went in to pick and choose.

"Sen Miao, look at this skirt, does it look good on me?"

"It looks good. It would be nice if the color was brighter."

"Sen Miao, what about this dress, Sen Miao..."

"Sen Miao, this dress of yours is beautiful, um, it looks good."

After buying the clothes that suit our wishes, everyone said, it’s too early for lunch, and we’re going to sing together in the evening. After hitting it off, we went straight to the KTV with our shopping bags. There were only four of us in the private room, and the microphone wasn’t enough for the three of them. I robbed it personally, and later Wang Shuang called someone to come over, and now the private room was even more lively, chatting and laughing very happily.

"Sen Miao, let me introduce one to you. She came back from abroad and works in XX. The 27-year-old girl looks good."

"Forget it, the age difference is too large to be appropriate."

"You are not waiting for someone, are you? People have been gone for so long, don't wait."

"No, I don't want to talk about it. Really, don't introduce it to me later."

Are you waiting, what are you waiting for? I don’t know. After singing, everyone came out of KTV to eat Japanese food. When going down the escalator, the elevator next door was also going up. I looked at it inadvertently and then turned my head to follow. , it should be her, she is being leaned on by another girl, she looks very intimate.

That's fine, of course it's the best way. In the Japanese grocery store, I poured the spicy liquor into my mouth one gulp. Some people and things are often like this.

How could I let go of such a sincere and down-to-earth person if I met him first, even in such an ordinary time? I only sigh that I am not so blessed.

The beginning of love is not falling in love but meeting. The pain of love is not falling in love with someone, but missing someone who should have fallen in love.

Anyang, I, Fu Senmiao, wish you happiness, happiness and health.