shadow lover

According to the doctor's instructions, I will reduce the order quantity again and again in order to cooperate with Sen Miao's emotional counseling. If it is impossible, I will try my best to arrange in the morning and spare the whole afternoon to go to the store to accompany Sen Miao. Because of poor condition, Sen Miao and the company After taking a long vacation, Mr. Ying said that she didn't need to rush back to work, and it wouldn't be too late to go back to work when Sen Miao was in a calm mood.

Although the weather is getting warmer, the cold has not completely receded. When I went out in the morning, Sen Miao asked me to bring her some rice noodles when I went to the store at noon. I checked the time on my phone at [-]:[-]. I was a little delayed, so I hurried to take a taxi to the store Buy food from nearby restaurants.

"What time is it, what else to eat?"

"Sen Miao, take a bite at least, or your stomach will be starved to death. You see, if your stomach is ruined because you don't eat, you will have to go to the hospital to spend money on treatment. What a hassle, isn't it?"

"What do you mean, you cursed me."

"No, Sen Miao, don't worry too much, look..."

"Anyang, who bought you this dress, go take it off, hurry up."

"Ah... this... okay, I'll go, don't be angry, I'll take it off."

Persuading and persuading Sen Miao to suddenly point at me and ask me to take off the clothes on my body. Under Sen Miao's sharp eyes, I took off the inner clothes layer by layer, leaving only the last bra on, "Sen Miao, let's go back to the jacket." Can you change it at home again?" I looked at the person standing at the door of the storage room with pleading eyes, she took the clothes I handed over, looked at them for a long time, and three words came out, she said, it's not right.Then she took a solid-color T-shirt from the cabinet and threw it to me for me to wear. This is the work clothes she left in the store for the clerk as a spare. The clothes don't have any sizes and are about the same size, but they are short-sleeved.

"Come out when you're done, don't take your time."

"Sen..."

Sen Miao turned around and left after throwing the next sentence, and then I had no choice but to walk out with my arms folded, and Sen Miao took a few bites of the rice noodle and put it aside.At about four o'clock, Sen Miao got up and said to go outside for a walk, I followed her footsteps out of the store door, just opened the door, and a shock came, and Sen Miao walked in front and watched her go away. Quickly speed up the pace to follow. "I'll go, we haven't taken off our autumn clothes and long trousers yet. They have dressed up this summer, so they are really hot."

"Sen Miao, it's raining, let's go back."

The sky was sparsely covered with drizzle, and the wind was really blowing. I was shivering. I didn't know what Sen Miao was thinking and was so focused. She didn't seem to hear my words and continued to walk forward.It was about seven or 800 meters before Misenmiao came back to her senses. She flicked her palms and raised her face to stand in the drizzle. Just like that, I followed her back and forth on this road.

"Put on your coat, or you'll get sick, Sen Miao."

"Sen Miao, it's raining heavily, let's go back."

"Sen Miao, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you can't spoil your body, Sen Miao, uncle...uncle, auntie still needs your care, and... those friends who care about you also hope that you can cheer up soon, Sen Miao Miao, Boss Ying is still waiting for you to go back and help her solve her problems, Sen Miao..."

Although it was raining, I knew that Sen Miao was crying because I could feel the shaking of her shoulders and the rosiness of her eyes. Because of the long rain, I was worried that Sen Miao had a fever. After returning home, I quickly made ginger soup for her. Let her drink it, and then cover her with a thick quilt after taking a bath, but even after taking precautions, Sen Miao still had a fever the next day and was sent to the hospital for an IV.

"Anyang, Sen Miao has been a bit irritable recently, but how can you just watch Sen Miao get sick and leave him alone? Look at this person, he is in a coma."

"I touched her palm when I left in the morning, and the temperature is not high."

"37 degrees eight is not high. How high do you think is high? If you are angry, you can't vent your anger at this time."

Her friends thought that I deliberately left the sick Sen Miao alone, and they really didn't blame them for thinking this way. I don't know if people have a fever when they stay by my side.I called Xiao Zhang and asked her to go to work by herself. I stayed in the hospital to accompany Sen Miao to get an injection. After sending away the friend who sent Sen Miao to the hospital, I returned to sit next to Sen Miao, and slowly held him into my arms. Hugging her in her arms, the palm of her hand was pressed against the back of her hand, but she didn't feel the hot body temperature.

"Sen Miao, if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me."

"Sen Miao, I read such a passage in a book. It said that time is the most deceptive, but it can also make you understand that there is nothing in this world that cannot be lost. What is gone is the scenery. What is right is life, and the one who can accompany you to the end can be called the right person."

Senmiao, I didn't like reading books before, but when I was with you, I would flip through the books on your bookshelf. These words and sentences were all written there. I think you must have read them too.Sen Miao, sometimes I am thinking, why do people have emotions and desires, so why do torture make it difficult for themselves, I am stupid and can't figure it out, my wise Sen Miao, can you tell me the answer.

The disease caused Sen Miao to lie in bed for four or five days before he regained his composure. The fever subsided but the symptoms of the cold did not improve at all. Sen Miao's unstoppable cough at night made my heart ache.

"Sister An, the doctor said that you must be hospitalized because you have burnt pneumonia."

"No need, just prescribe the medicine."

"Sister An"

"Okay, it's okay. Of course the doctor has to be more serious. Otherwise, how can I make money, right? I'm fine, don't pout, and be obedient."

"If you haven't found out the inflammation, the doctor can still fool us. Sister An, why does Fu Senmiao make you so desperate?"

"Xiao Zhang, what are you talking about, don't say such things next time, do you hear me, take your things and go home quickly."

"Sister An"

"Go, don't make me angry."

If it wasn't for the dizziness caused by physical exhaustion, I wouldn't let Xiao Zhang send me to the hospital for an examination. The child frowned anxiously, staring at me with round eyes, and the strength in his hands remained unabated. All in all, I don't let go of life and death, and it's hard to say anything, which makes me feel like I've used my energy.

"What are you doing? You don't listen to Sister An's words."

"Sister An, get an anti-inflammatory injection. The doctor said that at least you have to have an anti-inflammatory injection."

"Hey, okay, let's go get an injection then."

"Um"

At Xiao Zhang's strong request, I got an injection in the hospital and got a hanging bottle. I didn't go home all afternoon and waited until I opened the door at night. The messy scene in the living room made me nervous.

"Sen Miao, are you hungry? I'll make whatever you want to eat."

"Where did you go in the afternoon? Why didn't you answer the phone when I called you?"

"Sen Miao, don't get angry if you're still sick, does your throat hurt?"

"Get out, get out, get out."

"Sen Miao"

"No, no, no, no, no."

"Okay, no more, I'll take it out and throw it away, okay?"

"what……"

"Sen Miao"

"I won't love her anymore, no more, I, Fu Senmiao, will no longer love Ke Feng from today, I will do what I say."

"Sen Miao, what are you doing, be careful."

"Let go of me, what are you, why do you care about my business, get out of here."

When all the emotions came together, Senmiao's backlog of emotions gushed out like a blowout, I watched her throw the things she bought for Sister Ke out of the door, I watched her tear those books to pieces, I watched She smashed the bottles and cans to the ground, and I watched her suddenly rush into the kitchen and draw a knife to slash her arm.

Blood dripped down the blade of the finger in an instant, when the clock stopped, when the space became quiet, when the excited Sen Miao was frozen in time and space, when she let go of the palm holding the knife and raised her head to look at my face, I opened my mouth to say goodbye. She said: "Sen Miao, it's over, all the bad things are over, let everything start from scratch."

I can't help but become a stubborn fish, swim to the end alone against the ocean current, sink in the deep sea silently and revisit the oath I made piously when I was young, the ending is still the same, losing you, I was sentenced to be lonely for life by love, no Fight back, don't let go, the circle that can't be drawn in the pen, the fate that can't be filled in the heart is why you love to sentence all living beings to be lonely, can't break free, can't escape, the knot that can't be untied from the brow, the calamity that can't be untied by fate, it's you.

Later, Sen Miao put all the books and broken things she had torn into big bags and threw them out, and she also packed all the items related to Sister Ke and threw them into the trash can. I looked at her Restoring the messy house to a clean and tidy appearance, watching her reborn and radiant, watching her return to the gentle and intellectual appearance in the past, watching her start her new life again.

A month later, Sen Miao went back to work. At the friend party, Sen Miao raised a glass to thank everyone for their help and support when she was at a low point in her life. Everyone was very happy that night. Looking at the people around me, it’s the season of blooming flowers again, and it’s time for us to say goodbye, my dear Sen Miao.

It's really fast to calculate the time. This year's deadline is coming to the last few days in a blink of an eye. On Saturday, Sen Miao took a break. Mr. Ying took us to Sister Ke's side. When Sen Miao was talking to Sister Ke alone, Mr. Mu asked I said if I plan to have a child with Sen Miao, I bowed my head and said nothing after hearing her words, then Boss Ying asked me, "Anyang, what are your plans next?" I thought for a while and shook my head, I think My life should still be the same, the only difference is that I have returned to the single ranks.

Sen Miao should have a good chat with Sister Ke, because when she helped Sister Ke downstairs, the loneliness on the corners of her mouth was still so obvious. When preparing dinner, Sen Miao went to help, and I sat on the sofa without moving.The right hand was held by a pair of cold fingers, and the palm was spread out to gently stroke, "It hurt at that time."

"Fortunately, I can't remember."

"Thank you for helping Sen Miao get out"

"It's still Senmiao's own decision, and I don't have any credit for it."

"Anyang"

"Um"

"are you OK"

"fine"

The sharp blade didn't hurt the bones or the meridians, but left a not long or short scar on the palm.

Sen Miao, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, remember to wait a while before turning on the air conditioner when entering or leaving the office.

Sen Miao, I put all the cosmetics that you said were good in the cabinet of the sink for you, and I left some spare ones for you.

Sen Miao, the girl who often comes to chat with you recently is very beautiful, and she is also cheerful and talkative and laughs very well with you.

Sen Miao, I have renewed the lease for another year. If you are not in a hurry to move, don't worry about moving slowly. One year is enough time.

Sen Miao, I'm leaving, see you tomorrow and hope you have a good life.

Senmiao, I love you, sincerely.