shadow lover

After the Spring Festival holiday, Valentine’s Day, the NO.14 of February, came. Xiao Zhang looked at the flower sellers all over the street and muttered, “Single dogs can’t afford to be hurt. I want to celebrate Double Eleven.”

"Why don't you buy one yourself, ten yuan is not expensive."

"I'm sick, buy it for yourself, don't."

"Okay, let's go or it's too late."

There are so many festivals nowadays, every festival in the mall will hold activities. On this day, Xiao Zhang and I changed the venue four times to work until [-] o’clock in the evening. Xiao Zhang said that she wanted to go to the mall and asked me to go home first. So I left with my makeup case, and when I got home, Senmiao was not at home. I wondered if she was in the store, so I went out and took a taxi, but the clerk said that Senmiao hadn't gone to the store.

"did not come"

"Yeah, the boss didn't come over this week."

"Oh, thank you."

The little girl in the store said that Sen Miao seldom came to the store after opening the store after the Chinese New Year. I quickly called her, and then the number you dialed was not in the service area.I thought about calling my aunt and asking, then I thought about the possibility of Sen Miao going there, whether she was alone or with friends, it was already late, where did she go.

After I went home and waited for another hour, I finally couldn’t sit still and put on my shoes and went out to find someone. While I was looking, I asked her friends in the group where she could go, and then a few people came out and came to find me with me. find her.As the time got later, everyone became more and more worried. Seeing that the pointer passed the position of twelve, I said to the friend who was driving in front: "Please, please take me there, thank you."

"Okay, let's turn around."

Sister Ke sent me a message after she moved. We only kept Sen Miao confidential about her new address. When I knocked on the door of Sister Ke’s house, the first thing I saw was the anger on Mr. Mu’s face. He asked me, "What are you doing here in the middle of the night? Don't you know Xiaofeng is weak?"

"Mr. Mu, I'm sorry to bother you. Sen Miao is gone. I want to ask Sister Ke where Sen Miao can go."

"The person is your girlfriend. Do you still need to ask others where your girlfriend is? You can find it yourself."

"Mr. Mu, Mr. Mu..."

I think Mr. Mu was afraid that I would do something offensive to Sister Ke again, so she pushed me out of the door. After hitting the wall, I continued to walk around in the city in the dead of night with several friends of Senmiao. Xun Mi, suddenly one of them spoke: "Sen Miao is talking in the group, look quickly."

Hearing this, I quickly turned on my phone and clicked on the chat software. Sen Miao posted in the group, thank you for your concern tonight, I have arrived home safely, thank you for another day, good night.

"Thank you everyone, you've worked hard. I'll treat you to dinner another day. Go back to sleep quickly. Thank you."

"We'll send you back"

"No, no, I'll take a taxi back by myself, please excuse me, thank you."

After seeing off the kind-hearted people on the street, I waited for more than 20 minutes and took a taxi back home. I unscrewed the door and pushed it in. The light in the room was not turned on. I saw Sen Miao sat on the sofa with her face in her hands.

"Why do you say in the group that I'm missing? Why do you mobilize so many people to find someone, just to express yourself, to show how much you care about me, how much you care about me and how much you love me..."

"where did you go"

"Do I need to tell you where I am going, do I have no space of my own, do I want to be controlled by you..."

"It's late, go to bed early, you have to go to work tomorrow."

"Anyang, don't take yourself too seriously, please recognize your position."

With a slamming sound, the door of the bedroom was slammed down by her. Perhaps it was not appropriate for me to hope that everyone in the group would help find someone, but she was so angry not only because of this incident.Sen Miao seemed to be beginning to distinguish me from Sister Ke. When she gradually realized that the person standing next to her was me, she didn't even bother to perfunctory me. Sometimes it was okay for me to move under her eyes. It’s not right to not move, it’s not right to talk, it’s not right to not talk, it’s not right to control it, it’s not right to ignore it.

Senmiao's parents are going back to their hometown, I was thinking of buying something for them, but Senmiao took a look and said, "You think my mom and dad are getting old, and they have to carry big things when they take the train?" Is it convenient to pack a small bag, can you send them back?"

A few days ago when Sen Miao had a treat for dinner, I went to the front desk to pay the bill. She snatched the receipt from me and said to me: "You really know how to be a man. I treat you to treat me. Use my face to buy your bill, right?" .”

Last night, Sen Miao went out to drink with a client. I happened to be in that hotel too. After finishing my work, I waited for her in the lobby on the first floor. When she came out, I hurried forward to help her, but she pushed her away. She said: " Did I ask you to wait for me, did I use you to help me, can't I go by myself?"

Today we went to send my uncle and aunt to the train station. There were too many people at the entrance. I ran to the special passage to tell the ticket inspector that my father had just had an operation and his legs and feet were inconvenient. Can you accommodate me? The man said that only one person can go in and the other is not allowed to enter. Since I just said that my uncle is my father, the elder brother pointed at me and motioned me to go in quickly, so I entered the platform and sent my uncle and aunt to the train to settle down. Come down after that.

"Sen Miao, don't be angry, I just saw that there were too many people over there, and I was afraid that I might squeeze my uncle's legs, Sen Miao, Sen Miao."

Sen Miao got on the car with a sullen face, kicked the accelerator and drove away. I stood in the underground parking lot and watched her disappear before my eyes. I went up the stairs and got on the subway. I got on and off the train and reversed at the station. There were too many people in the car. It made me a little uncomfortable, so I moved my body and squeezed to the door of the car and waited to get off.

"Sorry, sorry, I didn't meet you."

"no"

The car door was opened, the people inside hadn't gone out yet, and the people outside rushed in. I couldn't dodge before I was hit, and I got out of the car and waited for the number of people on the elevator to be reduced before I stood up and left the platform.

When I got home, Sen Miao was sitting at the dining table eating, I took off my coat and washed my hands and sat down next to her, "I'm still angry, I shouldn't have said that. .”

"Yes, I'm upset when I see you, it's annoying to death."

"Then let me go, so you won't be bothered."

"Go, I want to get away, I think I'm mean."

"Sen Miao, let's eat, don't be angry."

Sen Miao's irritability became more and more obvious, so that she would throw a tantrum before I even spoke. Many times I saw her angry and helpless, just like this cold winter passed and spring came again.

Sen Miao's store has a higher attendance rate when the weather gets warmer. I went there on Sunday night to wait for her to go home. Some people I knew in the store asked me about the brand and effect of the makeup products. I sent them a few bottles of lotion .When I was getting things for those people, I was seen by Sen Miao. She was so angry that she grabbed my collar and lifted me up. Then she walked to the door of the store and threw me out of the store. A series of actions That was done in one go, and everyone present was dumbfounded.The people who took my lotion put the things back into my box silently, and didn't dare to move them again.

Everyone said that Sen Miao was not the same as before. Gradually, many friends around her began to notice her changes. They asked me what was wrong with Sen Miao, and I could only shake my head. The things in her heart were never the same. I said, I can't ask, and if I ask, I will inevitably be scolded.

"Is it strawberry flavored powder?"

"No"

"chocolate"

"No"

"coffee"

"I said it all, no, no, are you deaf?"

"Sen Miao, what's wrong with you, please don't scare me, Sen Miao."

When Sen Miao's temper became more and more uncontrollable, Mr. Ying took Sen Miao to see a doctor. I sat with her in the consultation room and listened to her tell the story that had been buried in her heart. I should feel sorry for her. But for some reason, when she cried and said that I love Xiaofeng, I had the urge to hit the wall. The doctor said that he hoped that I could cooperate to appease her emotions and let her return to a normal state. I was silent and did not give exact answer.

Mr. Ying said that Sen Miao is now a critical moment, and she said: "Anyang, didn't you always hope that Sen Miao would let Xiao Feng go, this is the only thing that happened, why can't you take a step back first?"

Putting her down and dumping me, is there any difference in the ending? I raised my head slowly and said: "There are less than four months left, Mr. Ying, I have done my best to last a year, sorry I can't let it go, Feel sorry."

Although it is voluntary, please forgive me for not being able to bear it. Sen Miao, I love you, but I can only love you so far. I hope you will live well after you are reborn.