shadow lover

After the electrotherapy, I was helped by the nurse to get off the ground and put on my shoes. The swollen blood vessels on my arms were striking. At the door of the consultation room, the nurse said, "Wait for a while and wait until the blood vessels are deflated before leaving the hospital. Otherwise, you are prone to accidents. Come again and let the family members come and take care of them."

After buttoning up my clothes, I turned around and walked towards the elevator entrance. When the elevator door opened, I walked in with my head down, feeling the weight on my shoulders, and then raised my head.

"Mr. Ying"

"Anyang, I haven't seen you for a long time. Why did you have a conflict with Sen Miao? Let me go downstairs to get some medicine. Let's go out and sit down, okay?"

"Well, okay, please."

"You don't have to be so polite with me, walk into the elevator, you have something wrong with your body, does Sen Miao know?"

"It's nothing, just a small problem."

Unfortunately, I ran into Sen Miao's boss in the hospital. I wanted to leave but I couldn't refuse the other party's kindness. Obviously she had something to say to me. From the standpoint of Sen Miao's boss and sister Ke's friend, I probably know her I wanted to say something, but it was just some persuasive words.

I went with Boss Ying to get the medicine, got into her car, and was taken to a high-end club. Sitting in a private room, I stared at the table in a daze. All the food ordered was served. Boss Ying asked the waiter to close the door tightly. .

"Come on, try her dim sum, it's not bad, and try this ice cream."

"I'm really sorry, I don't eat these things, and I have troubled you, Mr. Ying."

"It's okay, Anyang, you are just like Sen Miao and Xiaofeng, you are children with me, don't worry about it."

"I don't have Mr. Ying, I really don't eat these sweets, sorry."

"Well, Anyang, to be partial, we really want to favor Ke Feng. Sen Miao asked my opinion about your matter before, so it's hard for you."

"It's okay, I will leave her when the appointed time is up, no matter who she ends up with has nothing to do with me."

"Anyang, Sen Miao, she..., there must be a process of forgetting, right?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ying. If there is nothing else, I will leave first. I don't want to hear anything about Fu Senmiao and Ke Feng. Mr. Ying, if Senmiao will never forget Sister Ke, I want to ask you Then do I have to wait for her for the rest of my life? I have not experienced those things with you, so I also hope that you will not ask me to accept the established result. I am sorry that I will leave first. You don’t have to pay me to pay the bill. Yes, goodbye."

I don't want to talk about any topic between Sen Miao and Sister Ke. When Mr. Ying just started, my hands under the table began to tremble. When she said, let me give Sen Miao a little more time. Arm cramps due to nervousness, pretending to say goodbye smoothly is not to show timidity.

After leaving the clubhouse, I didn’t go home and wandered around the road wrapped in a coat, because the blood vessels that burst out again in the cold felt slight pain, I rolled up my sleeves and looked at the somewhat horrified arm, I laughed out loud, Anyang, Anyang, you this monster.I don't know what caused my resentment and dissatisfaction with the world in my heart. I think it may be because I can't ask for it, or it may be because of negative emotions that cannot be resolved.

When I went home that night, I threw the perfume that someone gave her in front of Senmiao, and I said, "Fu Senmiao, you should have a spirit of contract anyway, do you think it's appropriate for you to be so casual and free?"

"Why are you crazy, Anyang, you have something to say, don't touch me."

"Hehe, Sen Miao, Sen Miao, who are you showing the worry on your face, me, heh, it's ridiculous."

"Anyang, speak well and don't move your hands."

"Why can't I touch you? Why, am I your girlfriend or is she your girlfriend? Ke Feng is your girlfriend. You love her so much. Didn't she follow someone else? I still have to touch you tonight."

"Anyang, let go, let go."

Impulsively, I pressed her under me, when she opened her mouth and bit my shoulder, when she yelled, when she gritted her teeth and told me Anyang, you bastard, I smiled and let go, Sen Miao, Sorry, I just hurt you.

Xiao Zhang's technique is getting more and more proficient. I saw that she was able to finish the makeup for the guests within half an hour, and I was really happy for her. Time passed by the last month. I asked Xiao Zhang what Christmas gift he would like to receive for Christmas. She Smiling, he said that he wanted a huge treasure chest, and I asked if Sister An would give you a teddy bear, then Xiao Zhang hugged my neck excitedly and said thank you Sister An.On Christmas, I gave Xiao Zhang a plush teddy bear that was about the same height as her. When I was buying a teddy bear for Xiao Zhang in the store, I saw a cute little doll, and I bought her back home After giving it to Sen Miao, she took a look and put it on the sofa to continue watching TV.

"Sen Miao, let's go to the New Year's Eve concert on the night of the 31st, I bought it..."

"Oh, I have an appointment, you can ask a friend."

"Who did you make an appointment with? Can you push me?"

"Wang Shuang and the others, I promise to spend New Year's Eve with them. Are you coming? If you come, I will send you the address and you will go directly after finishing your work."

"Can't it be changed? Will you be with them in a few days?"

"No, I've agreed, I don't want to go back on my word, you can do it yourself."

I asked someone to buy two tickets for the New Year’s Eve concert. It was the year when I met Sen Miao who took me to the concert. When the audience was cheering, I took her finger and opened my eyes to see the beautiful people around me. Man, at that moment I knew I was in love with this woman in front of me.

I didn't go to her friend's New Year's Eve with Sen Miao. I took Xiao Zhang to watch the star-studded concert. When everyone shouted five, four, three, two, one Happy New Year, I Read it softly, Sen Miao, Happy New Year's Day.

"Sister An, Sister An, XXX, Sister An."

"Well, as for being so excited?"

"This is the first time I've seen a real person, Sister An, next time you have such a good thing, you must think of me."

"Hehe, okay, let's go home."

"Sister An"

"Um"

"Are you not feeling well recently? Remember to go to the hospital."

"Okay, Xiao Zhang, can I ask you a question?"

"Well, you ask."

"Do you still like Sen Miao? When I separate from Sen Miao, you will still..."

"No, it's not worth it, and I won't be stupid again. Sister An, many things you said are not what they seem on the outside. You can only understand how complicated she is inside. I used to like her. That's because I don't know her well, I just look at her appearance based on my feelings, and now I don't like her, because that kind of love is too hard for me to bear, and it's not pleasant at all."

"You little brain, let's go."

At the beginning of the new year, the work is still busy, life is still cumbersome, and the relationship is still flat without any progress.

Later, no matter where I went, Xiao Zhang would go with me. I asked her if you don’t want to take care of the business alone, and she always smiled and said, it’s great to follow Sister An, and you don’t have to be scolded.In fact, Xiao Zhang's skills were faster than mine later, and more and more customers came to her, but she still followed me with a makeup case and asked, "Sister An, do you want to take the evening work?"

After Chinese New Year, my aunt made dumplings and made a large table of dishes. The Spring Festival Gala was playing on the TV. I sat beside Sen Miao and quietly listened to their family of three talking, holding my mobile phone and staring at the screen to grab red envelopes.

Anyang, happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai.Mo Han sent red envelopes eight times in a row, one time of 5 yuan. I asked her why she didn’t transfer the money and why did she bother to send it so many times. I'll hurry up and give me back five.It didn't take [-] minutes for Mo Han's call to catch up, and before I answered it, I heard her urging on the phone: "Anyang, pay me back, hurry up."

"I'll send it back to you after a while, and I'll give it back to you. Don't yell, it's only a thousand yuan for you."

"Anyang"

"what"

"happy New Year"

"Well, happy new year."

The money Mohan didn’t receive the system and automatically returned it to my account. On the third day of the Lunar New Year, Xiao Zhang called to pay New Year’s greetings. I asked her if she wanted to give you a bigger red envelope, and she smiled on the other end of the phone. , I hung up the call and transferred [-] yuan to Xiao Zhang, and then she sent a cute little emoji.

In the past few days during the Spring Festival holiday, Sen Miao has been staying at home. In the long-term quiet state, Sen Miao would occasionally stare at me. One day I heard her say to me, you are Anyang.