shadow lover

After leaving from Sen Miao, I rented a single room by myself. Although the environment is generally good because the transportation is convenient, there are subway and bus stations opposite the community, and I have very little savings left, but now I am alone. Enough for life, convenient for work, or the old-fashioned statement and running work.Xiao Zhang had a girlfriend a few days ago, and I saw that she was so confused all day long that she simply reduced her business load. The cost of falling in love requires capital investment, so after she falls in love, I will start from my own compensation. I took out 1000 yuan to give her, which can be regarded as her reward for following me.The relationship between Mo Han and her girlfriend has gradually stabilized. Although they still bicker and get angry from time to time, fortunately, her girlfriend accommodates her bad habits, and after the quarrel, they reconcile as before.

After finishing work today, Xiao Zhang ran away in a hurry, saying that she was going to watch a movie with her girlfriend. I saw her running away from the back and felt that youth is really beautiful. I walked to the bus stop with a cosmetic box and waited. The 119 bus was just right. There was one stop at the entrance of the community where I lived. When the car arrived, people crowded into the car. There was very limited space for people to move in the car. When the car arrived at the station, get off and walk to the community.Walking to the entrance of the community, I looked up at the small restaurant downstairs, thinking that there seemed to be nothing to eat at home, should I go to the supermarket to buy something and go back or have a bite downstairs.

Walking to the door of a fast food restaurant, I opened the door and walked in to look at the food menu and prices above my head. The lowest price for a bowl of noodles was [-], and the lowest price for rice bowl was [-]. Forget it, go to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and go back and make it yourself. After leaving the noodle shop, I went to a small supermarket not far away to buy two handfuls of vegetables, which cost six yuan at the checkout.When I got home, I put down my things, put on my pajamas, and started cooking. I simmered some rice and made some spinach and egg soup. While eating at the small dining table, I pressed my phone to check the news on it.

I haven't changed my phone number or any contact information, and I haven't quit the group I joined. I don't read the messages in it occasionally. Sometimes I watch Sen Miao chat with them in the group, and watch them go out to parties. In the photos posted, Sen Miao's condition is getting better and better, her smile is as bright as the first ray of sunshine in the morning.

Recently, the sky is not beautiful and it is raining heavily. After finishing work in the morning, I received a call to cancel the invitation. In the afternoon, Xiao Zhang was happy when he didn’t have any work. , If you don’t work, what do you use to make your girlfriend happy, I feel satisfied with earning five or eight thousand.”

"No, it's all right this afternoon."

"Now we take two orders a day and you still don't serve snacks, so be serious when it's time to work."

"Understood, Sister An. I'm leaving. See you tomorrow."

I ran away from this guy before I replied to her, and I happened to go to the hospital to prescribe some medicine when I was free in the afternoon. I had electrotherapy twice after leaving Senmiao, and I didn’t do it anymore. First, the cost is not cheap. , Second, my mood swings have also returned to a stable state.The varicose blood vessels caused by electrotherapy required me to prescribe this convenient medicine as well as medicine to control the stomach pain.

Going to the hospital and prescribing a dozen boxes of medicine cost more than 2000 yuan. With the monthly salary, rent, water, electricity, medical expenses, daily life and interpersonal expenses, at least I can save 3000 to [-] yuan for urgent needs in the future.

On Thursday night, Mo Han sent me a video, and she said, "Look at it, there is a single leaf among thousands of flowers that doesn't touch your body. I don't know how kind she is, Fu Senmiao."

"If you have something to say, don't fix those useless things."

"Okay, let's get down to business. My girlfriend has a nice girl. After thinking about it, I think you are suitable. Do you want to get in touch with her?"

"Me, I want money now but I don't have money, who wants to follow me."

"You are down-to-earth and reassuring. You can't go wrong. That's it. I'll push your business card to add it. If you are young, you should take the initiative. I don't need to teach you how to chase girls. Come on."

Mohan introduced a girl to me, she looked pretty good in the photos, and then we added friends to each other and chatted for a while, she asked me what was my relationship with Mohan, I said friend, she asked me why I didn’t talk during the day, I said During the day, I was usually too busy to look at my phone. After chatting for a few days, she asked me out to meet, and I agreed and went to the meeting place.

When I saw the real person at the entrance of the shopping mall, I was still slightly stunned. There was still a gap between the photo and the real person. She looked behind me and asked, "Your car is parked in the underground garage." I smiled awkwardly and replied ,I do not have a car.It just so happened that Mo Han called me to ask about my dating progress. I turned my back and told her that I met you and I'll contact you when I get home.After answering the call, when I turned around, the girl's froze face returned to a smiling face, and she took my arm and took me into the mall.

In this way, I started the shopping mode with her. I had to buy several sets of clothes, shoes and bags, but I had no choice but to use my credit card instead of my savings card. Are you still happy? I think it's not suitable for us, so don't contact me in the future."

"What's the matter, they didn't spend much, why don't I restrain myself next time."

"Hehe, sorry, I'm leaving first, you go slowly."

Han Mohan, you wait for me, and when I got out of the shopping mall, I called. Before I could speak, the other party said to me in a cheerful tone: "Did you have a good date? Oh, I can watch Moments now, okay you, There is a way of chasing girls."

"Han Mohan, don't introduce girls to me casually in the future, I can't stand it."

"Yo, what's the matter, this is, there is no appointment."

"What are you talking about, Boss Han, you ask me, how did you introduce me to other girls, please remember for me, don't introduce girlfriends to me casually in the future, especially the circle of friends around you, do you hear me?"

"How much did it cost, I'll call you."

"No need, there are still a few days to start salary, and it can almost be filled. You can live your happy life."

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, next time I'll find you an unpretentious one."

"You go aside, no need, forget it, I'm too lazy to talk to you when I go home."

The date ended this time because I owed the bank 5000 yuan. On Sunday, Lili asked a few old clients out, and I also went to the meeting place as an escort.

"Bosses, these three are my main force. How many sisters and sisters like Wang Quan, right? Li Yan treats customers seriously and responsibly, but that's not enough. Anyang can handle the whole scene by himself, and he is skillful and neat. Thank you All of you love to take care of our business, and in the future we will have to rely on your help to make introductions."

"Hey, we are old friends now, don't be polite."

"Yes, what you said is true, but you see that my staff is short and the apprentices below will not be able to come out for a while. Can you please show your hands and stop playing with these three people? If the three of them After leaving my business, how can I still do it? Please do me a favor, and I will give you a [-]% discount on all business introduced by you in the future. Let's see if it works."

Usually, I only do my own job. After hearing what Lili said today, I realized that there are not many people left around her that I can use. The partners looked at each other, then got up one after another and went out of the store to light a cigarette and smoke.

"You don't know, XXX and XXX have left, only four of them have left in the past six months, and now the three of us are left here without moving. Then who asked me to ask for this amount before, and my heart is alive. After all, they are a serious company, unlike our small team with nothing to do, it's difficult."

"We have regular customers and new businesses, so we don't have to worry about making money. You can earn at least 2 yuan a month."

"Tired, sister, I have been working from three o'clock in the morning until eleven o'clock in the evening, who wants to do this every day."

"That's right, I'm exhausted too, can't I recruit someone?"

"What are you recruiting? It all depends on the treatment and salary. There are few people who talk about friendship. I also have friendship with Lili, so I didn't respond to her. Otherwise, I will leave too."

"What about Li Yan, I don't see her responding."

"Her, I can't help seeing her. She's so smart. If she doesn't implement it, she won't move. Lili probably sang this song to see her attitude, and she's going to tear herself apart with those bosses."

"How old is your child, do you want a second child?"

"I'm four years old. I want a second child. Can I afford it?"

When Brother Quan and I were chatting outside the store, a car slowly drove up and then parked in the parking space in front of the store. I was talking to the people around me and didn't care about the people who got off the car. When she approached and went up the steps, I Only then did I turn my eyes to look at the black high-heeled shoes in short skirts and stockings.

"Anyang, long time no see."

"Um"

"Anyang, you guys talk about it, I will go in and see the situation first"

"Okay, call me if you need something."

"Oh, I know."

Brother Quan threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out, then turned around and went back to the store. I watched the person in front of me freeze in place for a few seconds, and then continued to smoke.

"Come with friends"

"Oh, yes."

"How are you getting along with your girlfriend? One day I saw you and your girlfriend in the mall, and the girl was leaning on you."

"Oh, yes."

"Anyang"

"Um"

"I wish you happiness"

"Um"

"Anyang"

"Um"

"Anyang"

Sen Miao called my name over and over again. I looked at her red eyes and said goodbye. Lili's business was settled and everyone got up and left. I followed Brother Quan, Lili and Li Yan. A few of them went out to eat, and Lili was in a bad mood at the dinner table, and some of them talked a lot. After sending her home, I wandered the street by myself. Standing in front of the large transparent glass in a chic long dress, she never moved for a long time.

I lowered my head and walked towards the intersection, raised my head and looked forward, and the person walking towards me was full of tears. If we meet again one day, will time go back a little bit? Maybe we all ignore the feeling other than hurting each other , If one day we all find out that getting together and going away is just a cover, if we don't find out, please give each other more time.