shadow lover

The sky was bright and I got up from the bed. As soon as my feet stepped on the slippers, Senmiao’s voice came from my ears. She said, "Wake up, I will do whatever I want to eat." She was on the dilapidated loveseat sofa, and Sen Miao gave up her comfortable and comfortable life to come to me to be wronged. I really don't understand what she means.

"No need." After uttering three words lightly, I went directly to the bathroom. We couldn't hide in the space of less than twenty square meters. After washing, I changed my clothes and put on makeup to go out.

"I'll take you there"

"No need, you are busy with your work."

In fact, we spoke peacefully to each other, and we started our second cohabitation life in a slightly awkward way of getting along.Or it’s really that my attitude towards Sen Miao is more or less cold, so in ordinary life we ​​are like the kind of people who live together, busy with our work during the day and go home at night, and there is no need to communicate with each other , No one will open their mouths first until they have to speak.Thinking about my age is not too young, the cost of breaking up seems to be getting higher and higher, no matter how bad the other party is, at least when I have a headache and heat, there is at least someone around me who can see whether I am alive or dead, Thinking about it like this, the day will come down soon.

After getting back together, I didn’t go to the company to pick up Sen Miao when I got off work like before, and I wouldn’t go to her shop to wait for her to close. She is busier and tighter now than before, and I am not trying to cater to her. She instead set aside free time to come out to her.Although there are her phone number and other communication methods stored in the mobile phone, I rarely take the initiative to find out the phone to contact the other party. Unless Sen Miao takes the initiative to contact me, they will lie quietly in the phone memory and will not be awakened by the owner.

At 08:30 in the evening, I received a call from Xiao Zhang. She faltered on the receiver and said, "Sister An, come over here, Sen Miao...she has been drinking, we can't persuade her."

"Let her drink it up, you just send it back to her, and I'll send you the address later."

"Sister An, you really can't come here."

"Well, I'm too tired today, so I hang up."

Xiao Zhang called and said that Sen Miao had drunk himself and asked me to go and see. When I got up, my stomach suddenly convulsed, and then I fell back on the bed without moving. After I hung up the phone, I put my hands on my stomach to relax , The sudden discomfort in my stomach made me cautious, wondering if it was caused by mental stress, psychological pressure and high work intensity in the recent period.

There was a knock on the door at about ten o'clock, and two women stood outside the door. They carried Sen Miao into the room and lay down on the bed.After they put Sen Miaoping down and looked around, one of the women got angry and said, "This condition is too bad, why would Sen Miao find such a bad person."

"Miss, please pay attention to your words, you can see clearly that this is my home, please get out of here for me."

"Hmph, hey, what are you talking to me like that?"

"Okay, don't say a few words, sorry, let's go now."

The picky person was dragged away by another person. After closing the door, I bent down to undress Sen Miao. When I took off her skirt and stretched out my hand to untie her bra, I heard her muttering the name of Sister Ke , took off all her clothes, took a nightgown and put it on her, and finally went to the bathroom to bring a basin of warm water to wipe her face and body.

That night I sat by the bed and watched her drunk until I went out to work at three o'clock in the morning, and at nine o'clock in the morning after finishing my first job, I called Lili, "Have you recruited someone, I really can't do it myself , the hand shakes too much for a long time, I will not do it if it continues like this."

"Don't, I'll find someone for you right now. Where are you going next time, I'll let her go directly."

An hour and a half later, I saw Xiao Zhang in the dressing room of XX Hotel. She said that Sister Lili asked her to come over, and then she put down the makeup box and started to work. I went outside to call Lili during the interval and said: " Why did you let her come here, there is no one else." Lili also said helplessly: "She doesn't care much about working with others, and she has changed three makeup artists in the past few days. If I don't want her, I can only let her go."

"Xiao Zhang has a pretty good personality, it's impossible."

"I don't know what's going on like crazy, she has a very bad temper, and she makes a bad face for others when you talk about it. Who do you think can make her follow me?"

"I see. I'm in touch. Hang up first."

Through a brief exchange with Lili, I learned that Xiao Zhang has been a little irritable and irritable recently. If it goes on for a long time, I am afraid that I will face the risk of being fired. Therefore, I stopped her after work and took her to a nearby restaurant for dinner.Xiao Zhang kept a gloomy face throughout the whole scene, and I asked after the waiter left after ordering.

"Xiao Zhang, I heard from your sister Lili that your work status is not very good recently. It will not work if you continue like this. It will affect your career prospects. Do you think so?"

"Why did you ignore her last night, why?"

"Xiao Zhang, are you mad at me?"

"Yes, Sister An, I don't understand. Sen Miao pushes away everyone and only wants to be with you, but why do you not care about her so much, and even say that you have a cold attitude? If you don't love her, why did you agree to her?"

Xiao Zhang’s tone was a bit off-putting, I saw her complexion getting worse and then poured her a glass of orange juice, I looked at her young face and thought for a while before opening my mouth slowly, I said: “Xiao Zhang, work and love cannot Confused, if you lose your career because of love, you may end up losing everything in the end, and you ask me why, then I will tell you, because I did that in the past, in order to set aside more time to accompany you Her, I can turn down any job, and I will show up as long as she can see her in order to accompany her. You are still in the stage where your concept of love has not been fully formed. Even if you have been in love before, adult love requires It's much more complicated than simple love as a teenager, only the two of us know about the grievances between me and Fu Senmiao, don't take your relationship too seriously when you are young, it will affect your future."

"But she drank a lot of wine last night, and it hurts me to see her lonely."

"Didn't there be other friends last night, Xiao Zhang, there are people who like her around the person you like, and the external performance doesn't mean anything. I'm not saying that Sen Miao is not good enough, but you didn't intervene." There are other things in place."

"Xiao Zhang, if you still want to follow me, you can still come and help me. If you don't want to, I can help you find other friends to take you with you, but there must be a premise that work efficiency cannot be affected because of feelings. , and as long as you face customers, you must control your temper, this is the principle of the service industry, you must keep it in mind.”

Before we parted, I told Xiao Zhang again that I would give her an answer after she considered it. She is still young and still has a long way to go. Who didn’t make such and such mistakes when she first entered the society? Sometimes I think it’s It’s not that when we are facing children, the cost of forgiving mistakes is much lower than the cost of making mistakes as adults.

Two days later, Xiao Zhang came back to me and continued to be my assistant. She said that she had made up her mind and was willing to follow me. The child can relax as soon as possible, and meet someone who is more worthy of her troubles, care, and care.