shadow lover

Lili called me at seven o'clock the next morning and asked if there was any conflict between me and Xiao Zhang. She said that the child said that she wanted to be an assistant with someone else and didn't want to follow me. She also said that if she disagreed, she would rather resign. I heard Wait for Lili to finish speaking and reply to her saying let her talk to someone else.

I think it's not unreasonable for Xiao Zhang to make such a decision. Maybe she mistook me for Sen Miao's obsession. If we continue to work together, the atmosphere will inevitably be embarrassing.

Carrying the makeup case and going out to the event site, Xiao Zhang was away for seven hours and I only took two breaks in the middle, and the rest time was only seven or eight minutes to go to the bathroom. In fact, in the afternoon, I already clearly felt His wrist trembled slightly, and the sweat from the whole field made his shirt stick to his body.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face, then walked out step by step with a heavy suitcase, dragged my slightly tired body, opened the door, entered the room and lay down on the bed, I really didn’t want to move, even if I was so hungry, I didn’t want to get up to eat. In a daze, I don’t know what time I fell asleep until my phone rang suddenly. I was awakened by the phone, and I took the phone and swiped down the screen.

"Hello, who is it?"

"It's me, Anyang."

"what's up"

"I got your mobile phone number from Zhang XX. I made it clear to her after you left last night. She didn't bother you, right?"

"Xiao Zhang said that he was going to be an assistant for others, and that he was going to leave the job. You forced it, didn't you? Do you know what Fu Senmiao has become now?"

"I don't know, I'm in a mess."

"The child is only 21 this year. Have you ever thought about how an irresponsible relationship with the other party will affect her future life? Fu Senmiao, if Sister Ke knows that you have become like this, do you think she will how to think."

"She won't know, no."

Mentioned that Sister Ke Senmiao was silent. After a long silence, I heard her say: "Anyang, I thought about it. I should let her go and live my own life. I want to come out and face new people and things. Didn't you say Will you help me, does that promise count now?"

In the end, Sen Miao mentioned the promise I made in the past. I remember that I said at that time that I would stay with her for a year. After the agreement is over, no matter what the result is, I will respect her decision and will not force her to be with me. I have lost my original hope and courage.

I am afraid because I care about it, and I shrink back because I care about it. I am even more afraid of uncovering the mystery of the story by myself because I want her to fall in love with me. I did not agree to her request, and I said: "When we broke up Didn’t I already make it clear that a one-year agreement doesn’t count.” I rejected her request, and hung up the phone decisively, Sen Miao, you know when I was lying on the operating table alone and watching the dazzling surgery above my head Light, how scared I was when I saw the surgical tools pushed in by the nurse.Do you know the joy in my heart when I opened my eyes and saw the first ray of sunshine, and the loneliness when I was suffering from illness, I missed you very much, I missed you by my side, I felt in In just a few months of being alone, your image is clearer in my mind.

Today the temperature outside is nearly [-] degrees, and the outside is like a sweltering steamer, and it doesn’t get better even when night falls. In the morning, Senmiao called me to ask me to talk about things, and I went to the store after going home to take a nap.After entering the store, the waiter said that the boss was with friends on the second floor, so I walked around the bar and went upstairs. After walking up the stairs, I could see the space and saw Xiao Zhang among Senmiao's friends.

"come"

"Well, what's the matter."

"Sit down, I'll get you a glass of water, is the watermelon juice good, wait a minute."

Sen Miao asked me to sit down among the crowd, Xiao Zhang greeted me politely when he saw me, because there were other friends of Sen Miao present, I couldn’t say anything to Xiao Zhang, so I leaned on the arm of the sofa and looked down cell phone.Sen Miao came up and handed me the freshly squeezed juice, I didn't answer and asked her directly: "What's the matter, tell me quickly."

"Don't worry, look at the sweat on your head, drink some water first, it's ice."

"Thank you, I don't drink."

"Anyang, all of you here are friends I have contacted after you left. I asked you out today to give you an explanation. I, Fu Senmiao, should not affect your life because of my unstable emotions. I'm sorry, I don't I should selfishly accept everyone's feelings for me, I'm sorry."

"Okay, Sen Miao, what are you doing? Don't be like this. Haven't you explained it clearly to us? None of us mean to blame you. We are still good friends, right? Come and sit down."

Sen Miao's intention to invite all the people who have been related to her in the recent stage is to explain something. I stood at the stairs and watched her fingers unconsciously closed and clenched. I watched her walk towards me and then said: " Anyang, I need you, I really need you, don't abandon me, don't abandon me, okay?" Her words attracted everyone's attention, they looked behind Sen Miao, their eyes were full of What, burning flames.

Fu Senmiao, do you think I can bear this blame? You let those people mistakenly think that the person you love is me and the person you are waiting for is me, but I treat you so coldly and cruelly. I become something when my eyes go out.

"Anyang"

"Fu Senmiao, you're ruthless, okay. I'll play with you for one year, don't regret it."

Senmiao, I have nothing to lose for you. I just lost a relationship in the end. After I separated from you, I would find someone to fall in love with and live my own life. But Senmiao, I want to ask you, your Principles, your benevolence and morality, your bottom line, are these all left to the one you love, and I don't deserve to have them.Sen Miao, in fact, you are not that fair, you are also biased, unbalanced, and also selfish.

When Sen Miao raised the corners of her lips slightly, I even felt that she wanted to treat me as Sister Ke and have a good love, and then say goodbye to the past, but I am afraid that if I can do it, I will turn myself into an actor to cooperate with her It's a perfect performance, but unfortunately I'm not a talented actor.

I kept a cold face and was dragged by Sen Miao to sit in the crowd. I kept silent and suppressed the anger in my heart. When Sen Miao told me softly not to be angry, I heard someone say that a good cabbage is made by a pig. Others said that the one who was favored was confident, and it made people uncomfortable to watch. Later, before the crowd dispersed, Xiao Zhangqing said to me with a pale face: "Sister An, I wish you happiness forever."

Haha, how ridiculous, how ironic, how sad, who are they talking about? Is it me, Fu Senmiao, who they are envious and jealous of.

A few days later, Sen Miao appeared at the place where I rented a house. She broke into my domain with a suitcase in her hand. She said that it would be the same if she came if I didn’t. She also said that from now on, she would not talk to anyone Girls have intimate contacts, if there is a violation, she is willing to be punished and punished, but you don't mention the punishment measures, how is this different from empty documents.

After a year and a half later, Sen Miao and I lay on the same bed again. We turned off the lights and went to sleep, and we thought about our thoughts back to back. After she went to the ground and opened her eyes, the humble room was filled with your soul and my restless soul, my restless heart.