shadow lover

After the holiday, the number of customers who need to lose weight and shape has increased significantly. When I had lunch at noon, my colleagues and I gathered for dinner, and they chatted: "Did you see that girl who came this morning? It's hard to serve me this morning. Yes."

"Well, at least she bought a set of skin care products. I looked at a lot of them and didn't buy any of them. What I still did was basic items. It was a waste of time."

"Hey, this job is tiring and unpleasant. I really don't want to do it anymore. Why don't I become a waiter?"

"You think waiters are easy to do. It's not suitable to make money in this era. Hurry up and work when you're full."

When I took the lunch box into my mouth, I heard someone calling me outside. The next second, I quickly put down the lunch box and pushed the door out of the lounge to the lobby to receive customers.

"Hello, please come with me."

"Come out, I have something to tell you, I'll wait for you in the coffee shop opposite."

After the woman uttered a word, she turned around and pushed the door out of the beauty salon. The colleague who had just walked out of the front desk then came out and asked me if I offended the benefactor, "Anyang, if you offend her, the boss will not Explosion, she is our benefactor now."

"I didn't. I'll go out and order. If someone comes to me, tell the customer to wait."

"Okay, go quickly."

I didn't change my clothes and walked directly across the road into the coffee shop. She found a very hidden corner and sat down and ordered a cup of coffee. After I sat in front of her, she took out a check from her bag and pushed it in front of my eyes. After the coffee was served, she first picked up a small spoon and stirred it a few times, then stopped and said, "This money is enough for you and your adoptive mother to live on, Anyang, maybe you will hate me and blame me. But if I return it to the beginning, I will still do it." I made that choice, because I had no choice at the time, just like now, even if I have verified the blood relationship between you and me, I can only do this. I have my family and a daughter who is my life. I have I'm now maintaining what I'm protecting, so I'm sorry for you."

"This lady is just 40, are you begging for food?"

"As much as you need, I can think of a way within my tolerance."

"My adoptive mother is mentally ill, have you investigated it? The hospitalization fee, treatment fee and future living expenses are at least 200 million."

"Okay, I'm giving you 200 million, and these are yours too."

"Then I'm welcome"

The woman asked for my bank card number. Before she left, she said that the rest of the money would arrive within a week. She said that this was the only time we met in private.The coffee was still warm, and I sat facing the vacant seat for a long time before standing up with my hands on the table.

She kept her word and the money came into the account four days later. The feeling of becoming a million-dollar household overnight is really not that good, but it's not too bad. After all, I have no relationship with that woman. If you want to say the only thing involved It is estimated that it is also the percentage in the appraisal report.

As early as last week, I transferred shifts with my colleagues, and I deliberately took a shift to rest on Sunday in order to develop a relationship with Sen Miao. After returning to work after the Chinese New Year, I didn’t take a break. I often leave work after nine o’clock. Sen Miao is also extremely busy during the working day. There are several times when I get home, she still hasn't come back and says it's a company meeting.Years ago, we could still have a meal together at night and occasionally go out for a walk or watch a movie or something, but now we can go to bed at night and see people in the morning. It is understandable that everyone is busy, but think about us. It seems that the relationship has not reached a stable stage, and there seems to be a rhythm of cold dishes at the beginning. "Sen Miao, I am resting with my colleagues today"

"Um"

"Hug me, you haven't hugged me for a long time."

"okay."

After I opened my eyes in the morning, I was sticky on Sen Miao's body. She stretched out her arm and I leaned into her arms. Then I rubbed her face up and licked her chin.

"Sen Miao, it feels like we haven't hugged each other like this for a long time, and I feel like we'll see each other sooner or later, do we spend half an hour a day together?"

"Sen Miao"

I don’t know why although Sen Miao took me very well, but I always feel drifting in the conversation with her. I hugged her on the bed for a while and then got up to make her breakfast. When I was eating, I asked her if she wanted to go out for a walk. Well, she shook her head and said she didn't want to go out. After breakfast, she sat on the sofa and read a book.

"What are you looking at?"

"Oh, novel, do you want to read it?"

"Do you like reading novels, what kind?"

"It's fine. Take it to pass the time when you're bored. There are books on my bookshelf. If you feel bored, you can read one. If you don't like it, you can watch TV and play with your phone."

"okay."

Sen Miao looked down at the book and I looked at her and didn't know what to do. Seeing that she didn't speak anymore, I didn't take out my phone to watch videos or anything. At noon, she drank a bag of yogurt and ate a cake, then went back to the bedroom to take a nap.I began to find that my communication with Senmiao was extremely limited. I really wanted to find a topic but I didn't know what to talk about because of my own reasons. She has always been doing her own things in a quiet state.

I sat idly in the living room for one night and simply made a stutter. After that, Sen Miao went to take a shower. I went into the kitchen to clean up and then went downstairs to throw out the trash. After throwing out the trash, I wrapped my clothes and wandered around the buildings.

"Okay, baby, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning, go up, it's cold outside."

"To hug"

"Okay, give me a kiss, I'll see you go up and I'm going."

"Well, you are the best, love you."

"I love you too, honey."

I met a boy sending a girl home in front of a certain building. The tall boy bent down and kissed the girl on the forehead, then urged the girl to go upstairs and go home. After the girl went upstairs, he did not leave immediately. Instead, he stood downstairs and looked up and waited until he saw the girl lying on the window sill waving to him before turning around and leaving.

I walked downstairs a few times and went upstairs. After taking a shower, I entered the bedroom. Sen Miao half leaned on the bedside to watch her mobile phone. Obviously so I didn't continue then got up and continued to brush my hair.After my hair was half-dried, I climbed onto the bed, and the phone rang as soon as I lay down. I glanced at the phone number and didn't want to answer it, but I got up and went to the living room to answer the phone.

"Why aren't you here when I went to the store today?"

"Oh, I'm off today."

"Are you with your boyfriend?"

"Um"

"I have nothing to do with that line, hang up."

"Wait, are you free tomorrow? Can you come to the store? I want to ask you something. I will pay all the expenses if you come tomorrow."

"Oh, okay, I'll be there tomorrow afternoon."

Hanging up the phone, turning around and entering the room, Sen Miao had already closed his eyes and lay down. I climbed into bed and covered the quilt, and then closed my eyes. Sen Miao never asked me who was calling or why I went out to answer the call behind her back. Telephone.The next afternoon, Mohan came to the store, she said she would have a massage, and then we entered the room and closed the door.

"What's the matter?"

"How should we talk about love"

"what"

"I just want to ask how you can talk about it"

"Tell me about your current situation."

"I just can't see anyone now. I look at them in the morning and at night, and I can't say a few words even if I take a break all day. That's the same when I eat and sleep."

"Call or video when you can't see each other during the day?"

"I called her a few times before and she said she was busy, but she didn't call again afterwards."

"Have you ever had a relationship?"

"Once before the relationship, once after the relationship, and then never again."

"How long have you two been dating"

"More than three months to less than four months"

"Two possibilities. First, he uses you for his daily life. Second, he has no intention of talking to the end. Let me explain to you. The first is that he doesn't want to find a relationship like yours at all. It may be that Because when I get old, my family urges me to get married, and I finally find someone who lives at home together. The second is easy. I didn’t want to go to the end with you. This state has never passed the period of passionate love. The status of couples who have been married for more than five years is different, which means that it is either just for fun, or after a little contact, you find that you are not the type you like, and a breakup is just around the corner.”

"But she is very nice to me. Is it because I am too different from her and have no common topics to talk about?"

"Then did he find something to talk to you on purpose?"

"It doesn't seem to be, but I don't want to break up"

"If you don't want to break up, then you should try your best to see it. If it's not suitable, you should still get points. Although it's not easy to meet someone you like, it's futile if they don't accept you. A twisted melon is not sweet, even if it's a marriage. Are you afraid that one day he will have an affair outside?"

"He's not a man"

"It's not a man, a woman, you fall in love with a woman."

"Well, yes, otherwise I wouldn't be able to ask you. I think you should be more experienced in this area."

"Tell me what she does."

"Personnel manager"

"As for your character, do you adopt a high and cold style?"

"No, he is very gentle, treats friends very well, handles interpersonal relationships well, and knows many friends."

"how did you guys meet"

"I used to go out to do makeup when I was in the photo studio. I met him twice. She introduced me to come here."

"Go on, and then what do you think of her during the contact process?"

"She comes once a week, sometimes with friends and sometimes by herself. At that time, I just came here and there were few customers. Every time she came, she asked me to make her face. Later, her friends also ordered me to serve her. Later, it slowed down. You get used to it and occasionally say a few words, and sometimes she will buy me strange gadgets when she sees them outside. Then one day she said she would invite me to dinner and I agreed, and then we went to the movies together, and then we went room."

"After the relationship, you started dating"

"No, we only dated after a period of time. She hasn't come to the store since that time, and the phone was turned off when I called her. Later, I gave her phone to another colleague. When she comes again, someone else will Made a face for her. It continued like this for a while, and then one day there was not enough staff in the store, and I was the only one who was idle. She came and said no, then turned around and left. I went out to see her off, and then she looked at me and returned to the store. Li said let me make a face for her. When she got off work, she waited for me at the door of the store and said to take me home, and then I got into her car. She said she was sorry and said she didn't mean to neglect me, and then I said I like her, I like her smile, I like her warm feeling, and I started dating after that."

"Have you been so flat and without passion since dating?"

"It was alright at first, she would pick me up after get off work and take me out to eat and so on. During the Chinese New Year, I went back to her house with her. My uncles and aunts were also very kind to me. After the Chinese New Year, she was busy with me. I got off work late, and that's what it is now."

"That is to say, you didn't feel that she was dull when your heat was still there a few years ago, but now that your heat is not so high and starts to drop, you start to feel that she is dull, right?"

"more or less"

"I'll give you two suggestions, and you should think about it yourself. The first one is that you break up peacefully after your last sliver of enthusiasm is exhausted. One advantage of this kind of person is that you can still be friends after breaking up. Second, you Try to keep your heat from falling. If you like her so much that you can die, it’s fine if you love her all the time. First of all, I have never met the woman you mentioned, and I don’t know what kind of personality she is. Personality, according to the concept in my mind, I can think of such a few types of people. Let me tell you for your reference. The first type is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, similar to Sister Gao Lengyu, this type has obvious characteristics, To the outside world, if you touch her, you are looking for death. Inside, there is absolutely no saying that she can give you everything within her ability. The second type is the unity of the inside and the outside. In this case, you either fight her to the end, or you retreat quickly to avoid The third type, the scum girl, falls in love as a meal and uses other people's feelings as a talking point, and there are many people like this now. The fourth type has nothing to say, no distinctive features, in a word, food It’s a pity to discard it if it’s tasteless.”

Mo Han talked a lot, but I heard that Sen Miao is not the type that Mo Han mentioned. The advantages of Sen Miao are enough to cover her shortcomings. In terms of personality, you say she is indifferent, but she is still quite warm. But you say she is warm, but after you touch her, you feel that her warmth is not enough.In my opinion, Sen Miao is like a mountain that can be seen at a glance, but when you look at it, when you walk in that direction, you will realize that the distance in the middle is so far away.