GL on the tip of the tongue

In the end, Xia Weiyang pushed Chen Muhan away, almost fleeing in despair.Still angry?It should not be born, so why don't you forgive me?Maybe I dare not.

Without Chen Muhan, she really couldn't live. That night in the wind and snow, she died once.The reborn Xia Weiyang doesn't want to do that anymore...or rather, she doesn't dare to rely on Chen Muhan like that anymore, even though her pain is no less than Chen Muhan's.

Love you, pain, not love, more pain, want to love but dare not love.Xia Weiyang's pain, perhaps, was more intense than that of Chen Muhan, she was wandering in the maze.When she came back, the road was gone, and the exit was in the illusory distance. She still couldn't go out, because without the existence of that person, she lost her way.

"Oh, I still expect you and her to help me torture that scumbag Lin Weiyue." Mo An sighed, sure enough, Lin Weiyue's family has scumbag genes.Xia Weiyang bit the straw, and said in a meaningless tone, "What's so cruel, if you can get along with it, if you can't get along, divide it up quickly, is it interesting to toss like this?"

"You said it so lightly."

"That's what."

"Yes, I don't know who is the person who hides in bed and cries every day~"

"I didn't cry!" Xia Weiyang was annoyed.She was crying, but she didn't want to admit it, what's wrong with crying?She has nothing, doesn't she even have the right to cry?Leaving tears behind others is the strength she has only just begun to learn.

"Yes yes yes, I am the one who goes out with rabbit eyes now." Mo An smiled lightly, with pity.

Xia Weiyang covered her eyes, and exhaled, "I am blinded by the wind." The eye sockets were about to become moist again, Xia Weiyang covered her face, refusing to let go.Thinking of her will hurt, isn't it good if you don't think about her?But, I can't do it, I think about it all the time, and I can't control it at all.People are self-abuse, but they can't escape.

Mo An sighed and sighed, "Why bother, as you said, why bother." If letting go is so easy, the once deep love has really become a lie.Be cruel, be cruel, Mo An doesn't want to persuade, the right person doesn't need her to persuade, if it's not suitable, it's better to separate early, true gold is not afraid of fire, true love is also not afraid of wind and rain.

It's hard for Xia Weiyang not to know about Chen Muhan's grade decline, first of all she has paid attention to this matter, and Chen Mu asked her out for dinner today, Xia Weiyang can probably guess what the topic is.Wearing a mask is very tiring, but you have to wear it. The real Xia Weiyang is such a cheap bone, she can't help but want to throw herself on Chen Muhan.

It's been like this since childhood, and I can't change it for the rest of my life. It's like being thirsty, hungry, wanting to drink water, wanting to eat, thinking of that person, seeing that person, I want to kiss and hug her, and I want to be tired of being around her for the rest of my life.However, she is really afraid now, afraid... When she was drowning, Chen Muhan was far away from her, she said not to be too far away from herself, Chen Muhan said yes, she would never leave again, but she lied to herself, She left and went to find her by herself, but lost herself in the snowy night... Chen Muhan, I hate you so much, why can't you treat me well?My requirements are really low.

"Wei Young, how are you doing recently?"

"kindness."

"I see that your academic performance is also good."

"That's it."

"Mu Han's grades have plummeted. Let's not talk about famous universities now, even the common college is going to be a problem." Chen's mother sighed for a long time.Xia Weiyang is also worried about this matter recently, no matter what, she doesn't want Chen Muhan's future to be ruined, "So, Aunt Chen, what do you want me to do?" After Xia Weiyang adjusted her mentality, she was not so afraid of Chen Muhan mother.

"Auntie hopes, will you do it?"

Xia Weiyang poked with a fork and smashed the pizza on the plate, Chen's mother said: "You are still young, everything is a big deal, you and Mu Han's matter, don't think it is well hidden, I know you two have been dating." Chen Mu was so straightforward, Xia Weiyang couldn't hold back her face, and argued: "We have no relationship now."

"I know, haven't you two been in a cold war for a long time?" Mother Chen's tone was so relaxed, it didn't feel like she was talking about homosexuality, Xia Weiyang asked curiously: "Auntie, you treat girls and girls..."

"As long as it's true love, it doesn't matter gender." Mother Chen smiled lightly, "Actually, my aunt also liked girls when she was young."

Xia Weiyang's mouth was open, probably able to stuff an egg, Chen's mother said clearly, "Want to hear a story?" Xia Weiyang nodded.

"She and I are a bit like you and Mu Han, we both grew up together, but she is not as brave as me, nor as brave as you." Chen's mother was disappointed, "She got married first, and I got married too. "

"Then have you been together before?" At this moment, Xia Weiyang is the child Chen's mother is familiar with, very curious, with bright eyes, no hostility, and no intentional distance.

"Been dealt with." Mother Chen smiled, and said softly: "We both gave each other the first time." Xia Weiyang's face flushed, Aunt Chen was so straightforward, Mother Chen pursed her lips and smiled Said: "At that time, it was not as good as you are now. She didn't dare to stand up. I understand her. Although I love her, I can't be selfish."

Xia Weiyang nodded, that's the reason.

"It's not like you guys, you started dating so early, where are you and Mu Han?" Mother Chen suddenly gossiped, Xia Weiyang blushed, waved her hands and said: "We just kiss and hug each other."

Chen's mother was deliberately surprised, "You haven't done it yet?" Xia Weiyang felt that she was about to ignite spontaneously. Is this still the old-fashioned and rigid Aunt Chen?Have you been possessed by something, "That... how did you do it?" Xia Weiyang's curiosity was aroused.

"That kind of thing, you will become addicted after doing it, so I don't want to tell you." Chen's mother shook her head and said helplessly, "I saw Mu Han search for that kind of thing on his tablet more than once, this kid Ah..." Chen's mother sighed, "What's the use of searching for those stupid people, they don't even have any targets."

Xia Weiyang's mouth was bitter, and when Chen Muhan was mentioned, she was also in a bad mood, her head was depressed and she didn't speak.On the first day of waking up in the hospital bed, I missed her, on the second day I pretended to be indifferent, I missed her, on the third day I pretended to sleep, I missed her...I think about her every day.

"Auntie doesn't know exactly what happened to you, but I probably understand." Mother Chen took a sip of water, "It's because you love too much, but don't know how to communicate." Mother Chen started to pull out her phone, " I'll show you a few photos, take a look at Mu Han's appearance at home." It was not only a picture that made Chen's mother feel distressed, but also made Xia Weiyang feel distressed.

The angles of the photos are all from the side, which are obviously candid shots. Although the people in the pictures are not crying, they exude decadence, sadness, and loneliness.In one of them, Chen Muhan is holding a book in her hand, and the book is spread on her legs. She is bent over, as if unable to support her body, her chin is slightly raised, and she squints and looks in one direction, like a decadent figure. Like, without any vitality, "I didn't even know that Mu Han had such a melancholy side. Every time she came back from school, she would stay in her room and not come out. She would not express anything deliberately, but I knew that she was sad, she Ever since I was a child, I have been sad like this, without saying a word.”

In the last picture, there are obvious tear stains. Mother Chen put away her phone, "Auntie doesn't want to encourage you to be together, you should know that normal parents, knowing that you are separated, will be happy to death, I will not be happy, but, I also Not sad, my only worry is that Mu Han could go to a better university, but now, her future will be ruined, I asked her, if she doesn't want to pass the university entrance examination, guess what she said?" Mother Chen At this time, the eye circles were slightly red.

Xia Weiyang's tears rolled in her eyes, she held back her tears for too long, she was always uncomfortable, "What did she say?"

"She said, I want to go. Now even if I become a monk, I have to graduate from graduate school. She wants to take an entrance examination for a better graduate student. For undergraduate..." Mother Chen's tone trembled, "She said, for undergraduate, Mom, I'm sorry, I I promise you to be a good graduate student." At that moment, Mother Chen knew that Chen Muhan had given up studying completely, or would not be able to learn at all.She initially wanted to stop Chen Muhan and Xia Weiyang, largely due to this reason, the child's temperament and mood swings are big, but how can the power of love be artificially resisted?

Chen's mother lowered her head slightly, "I don't want to force her, I know she is doing her best, I saw the word "death" more than once on her scrapbook, I dare not ask for more, since I was a child, I have given her very little. , I'm very fortunate to have you by her side, making her look complete, but, I didn't expect..." I didn't expect that you were so weak that you wouldn't be able to go on without my obstruction. If it wasn't for Chen Muhan's despair, Chen Muhan Even the mother would not take this step, Xia Weiyang's temper... She has always been worried about it, her temper is too weak to bear the wind and rain, but the child running in the snowy night is Xia Weiyang again, just awakened on the line of life and death The first person who wanted to find her daughter was Xia Weiyang, Mother Chen thought, maybe she was biased, maybe Xia Weiyang was the most suitable for her daughter.

"Auntie..." Xia Weiyang's tears fell, "Woo~" She took off her icy coat, her softest heart remained the same as before.

"Wei Young, Auntie hopes that you can think about it carefully, and don't disappoint each other for the rest of your life because of a momentary anger." Chen Mu's eyes were red, "Do you know how difficult it is to find someone who is pleasing to each other in a lifetime? Me and Mu Han's father , Chen Shu, we pretended to be husband and wife for half our life, but we couldn’t pretend in the end because we really don’t love each other, my favorite is still that girl who sleeps next to me and secretly kisses me on the cheek.”

"Auntie, didn't you ever think about looking for her?"

"You don't need to look for her. I always know where she is, but now she has her own happiness, and I don't want to break it. If one day, she is alone, I will never turn back."

"Wow, it's touching ~ woo~" Xia Weiyang cried out, Mother Chen sat next to her and hugged Xia Weiyang in her arms, "So, Weiyang, promise Auntie, okay? En?"

"Woo~ That beast always bullies me, and still doesn't believe me. I was so desperate at that time, I really wanted to die~" Xia Weiyang began to vent her negative emotions accumulated for a long time, tears streaming down her face, she wiped her hands back and forth, Vision is still blurred.When I think of her, my heart still beats, when I think of her, my heart still hurts, and it never changes.

"Stupid child, Mu Han has never cared about anything since she was a child, and she doesn't want anything. The only thing she wants is you." Mother Chen gently stroked Xia Weiyang's shoulder, "I know too well that her kind In my heart, the jealousy, monopoly, selfishness, narrow-mindedness born out of love..."

"She is not selfish and narrow-minded." Xia Weiyang wiped her tears, and did not forget to defend Chen Muhan, Chen's mother secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "Let's put it this way, Chen Muhan, who doesn't love Xia Weiyang, is a perfect and impeccable person, If she falls in love with you, she will have a fatal weakness."

"Weakness?"

"Yes, that weakness is you." Chen's mother seemed to be God, swearing something, "She may not care about anything, but when it comes to you, she will not be like her original self. Think about yourself, Why not?"

That day, after Mother Chen left, Xia Weiyang thought about it for a long time.After a long time, she nodded, what Chen's mother said was right.Going on like this is not an option, the most important thing is not to delay the future of the beast.