GL on the tip of the tongue

Xia Weiyang was hospitalized, and Chen Muhan was watching her every step. Xia's mother had already guessed that the child's accident this time was very likely to be related to Chen Muhan. Sure enough, every time the child had an accident, he couldn't run away from Chen Muhan.

Xia's mother disliked Chen Muhan more and more, and tried to drive him away with harsh words several times, but Chen Muhan didn't move at all. Xia's father persuaded him, and Xia's mother held back her anger.

High fever, coma, raving, crying... Xia Weiyang burned for three days and three nights, and when she woke up, she was stunned.Chen Muhan happened to be next to him, "Scumbag~" Xia Weiyang didn't respond, "Weiyang~" Chen Muhan wanted to hold Xia Weiyang's hand, but Xia Weiyang seemed to sense someone, turned her head slightly to look at her, and silently withdrew her hand .

"Weiyang, you are right to be angry with me, you can beat me and scold me..."

Xia Weiyang struggled to turn over, Chen Muhan wanted to help her, Xia Weiyang hoarse voice, said in a low voice: "Don't touch me." Chen Muhan retracted as if his hands were burned, "Okay, I, I'll call the doctor."

Xia Weiyang was hospitalized for a week and received injections every day, Chen Muhan still stayed close to each other, but Xia Weiyang seemed to be a different person, turning a blind eye to Chen Muhan.Mengmeng also came every day, seeing Chen Muhan getting thinner, she also knew that it was Xia Weiyang's reason.Mengmeng intentionally said good things in the middle, Xia Weiyang looked up at her expressionlessly, "If you say more, you go out." That is not the Xia Weiyang Mengmeng is familiar with, that one who is a bit childish, looks fierce but is very kind people.

Xia Weiyang was very angry, maybe it was because she was too desperate at the time.Chen Muhan doesn't blame Xia Weiyang, only blames himself, torturing himself can make him feel better, Mengmeng can't stand it anymore, "At the same table, you want to reconcile with Weiyang now, not so depressed." Mengmeng is anxious , as an outsider, I wish I could pinch these two together and never separate them again.

Chen Muhan never dreamed that there would be such a day, the person who has always been proactive to her, not only did not take the initiative anymore, but also did not allow himself to approach.

It is an exaggeration to say that she washes her face with tears every day, but except for Chen Muhan in front of Xia Weiyang, there is no smile at all.More directly, Chen Muhan's grades plummeted, not only the teacher, but even the principal went crazy.It was useless to talk to Chen Muhan. Mother Chen talked to Chen Muhan, "Why did you promise mom? You said it would never affect your grades." Seeing that the college entrance examination is getting closer, the grades will drop at this time, which is too likely to delay your future.Chen Muhan was expressionless and didn't say a word, Chen's mother knew that the crux was Xia Weiyang.Chen's mother planned to find Xia Weiyang, but she secretly found Mengmeng in advance and learned about the situation.

After Xia Weiyang was discharged from the hospital, she returned to the campus to start classes again, and her residence became a home. The happiest thing was Mother Xia, finally the child was no longer attached to Chen Muhan.But Xia's mother was not long after she was happy, and she also began to feel sad. The child seemed to be a completely different person. She was taciturn, expressionless, her appetite dropped sharply, her weight dropped, and her whole body was unbearably thin.Xia's mother was distressed, but she didn't dare to say it deeply. Xia's father also saw that the crux of the child's problem lay with Chen Muhan.

Xia Weiyang's things are in Chen Muhan's residence, on Sunday, Xia Weiyang knocked on the door of the rented house.Mengmeng who opened the door was overjoyed, thinking that Xia Weiyang finally stopped being angry, "Weiyang, come in quickly! At the same table, Weiyang is here!" Mengmeng yelled, and Chen Muhan rushed out.Xia Weiyang said blankly: "I'm sorry to bother you, I'll pack my things." After falling out, Xia Weiyang never had lunch with Chen Muhan again, although Chen Muhan went to look for it every time. She, but Xia Weiyang never walked with her.

Not only that, after getting sick, Xia Weiyang treated everyone the same, especially indifferent, she was alone every day, and she ignored anyone who approached her.Chen Muhan followed Xia Weiyang every day, but Xia Weiyang never looked back.To hide from one person, so, shield the whole world.

"Oh..." Chen Muhan was a little cautious, "I haven't packed your things yet." Because of thinking, one day Xia Weiyang will come back.

"Oh." Xia Weiyang said indifferently, she entered the bedroom, Chen Muhan followed in, Mengmeng winked at Chen Muhan, meaning she must stay.

Xia Weiyang stood in the rented room without moving for a few seconds, while Chen Muhan was standing next to her, her voice was suddenly hoarse, but she tried her best to say: "Weiyang, we..."

"Sorry, I'm just here to pack things." Xia Weiyang turned to go to the drawer, rummaged for a few minutes, didn't know what she took, and stuffed it into her pocket, "Okay." Chen Muhan stood at the door, "Other things ?”

"Please lose it."

"My portrait..." Xia Weiyang drew a lot of portraits of Chen Muhan, Chen Muhan felt sour in his heart, "Don't you want them all?" She felt that she was abandoned, and the person who had put her on top of her heart didn't want her anymore.

"En." Xia Weiyang wanted to go out, but Chen Muhan stood at the door, Xia Weiyang was expressionless, "Please let me go."

Chen Muhan knew that if she got out of the way, there might be no intersection.Chen Muhan didn't know how to persuade her to stay, she always thought that the person who played an asshole in the future would belong to Xia Weiyang, but she didn't expect it to be herself.Xia Weiyang lost her patience and wanted to squeeze past her, but Chen Muhan suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist, "Weiyang..." The cold hand made Chen Muhan startled, "Why are your hands so cold?" Hands are the warmest, and she likes holding her in winter the most.

"Thank you." Xia Weiyang waved her hand away, "Please get out of the way."

"Weiyang..." Facing Xia Weiyang's indifference, Chen Muhan was at a loss, "I was wrong, please forgive me, okay?" Apart from begging, I don't know what method to use.

"What's wrong with you, I'm the one who was wrong." Xia Weiyang sneered, "If what you want is an apology, I can apologize to you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pestered you before." Chen Muhan grabbed Xia Weiyang tightly wrist, "You know I don't mean that, all I want is you."

"You hurt me." Xia Weiyang frowned, Chen Muhan hurriedly moved his hand away to rub her, Xia Weiyang wanted to avoid it, took a step back, and Chen Muhan followed.Xia Weiyang frowned, looking at Chen Muhan with displeasure, Chen Muhan approached step by step, she retreated step by step, finally, she reached the bedside.Chen Muhan held Xia Weiyang's face in both hands, and kissed it suddenly, Xia Weiyang dodged, and fell backwards, Chen Muhan pressed on her and kissed her fiercely, "You don't know, how many times, I can't help thinking I want you, but, I want to wait until college, I want to wait until we do it in my own house..." Chen Muhan's tears rolled down, "But, you won't give me a chance." Life, is it really not worth waiting for?

Xia Weiyang didn't respond, Chen Muhan's deep kisses were futile, Chen Muhan rode on Xia Weiyang's body, and said painfully, "I regret it..." If I did it earlier, would it be different, "I will regret it for the rest of my life ,could not……"

Under Xia Weiyang's restrained emotions, there was tearing pain, she raised her hand to touch her button, "Really? Then I can give it to you, if you want, I will give you my first time." Xia Weiyang As Wei Young said, she also unbuttoned her pants, she held Chen Muhan's hand, and poked inside, "Come on." Chen Muhan looked at Xia Weiyang tearfully, she has changed, has she really changed?Chen Muhan has always been unwilling to believe that her scum will not change, she loves herself, but she is still angry, she is very angry.But Xia Weiyang at this moment was unfamiliar to Chen Muhan, she suddenly withdrew her hand and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You misunderstood me again."

"Oh, so you don't want me." Xia Weiyang smiled sarcastically, "Then please get up from me."

Chen Muhan grabbed Xia Weiyang's hand and directly reached into her loose pajama pants to press the softest part. She blushed and said stubbornly: "What I regret is that I didn't become your person." Xia Weiyang clenched her teeth tightly Bite, stiff all over, Chen Muhan held her hand and stood up, "Your first time, leave it to the person you love the most." Chen Muhan smiled sadly.

"Your first time, don't give it to me, give it to the person you want." Xia Weiyang wanted to withdraw her hand, her voice began to tremble.Chen Muhan closed his eyes and sighed, "Xia Weiyang, I will never love anyone else in this life, maybe you don't believe me, but since I decided to be with you, I have thought about it, I will not marry a man, If there is a lover, it must be you, if not, then I am alone, so take my first time away." At least, let me have less regrets and make my life more complete, if you take away Lost my body, at least I can still deceive myself, I once belonged to you?

Chen Muhan's tears fell on Xia Weiyang's face, Xia Weiyang tried her best to restrain herself, her body was still trembling, she opened her mouth, wanted to speak several times, but couldn't say anything.

Pain, only pain, how long will the pain be over?