GL on the tip of the tongue

Xia Weiyang: Chen Muhan, after receiving this text message, you will probably be overjoyed, because I finally decided not to pester you anymore.Yes, I have said this many times, but I have never fulfilled it. I always like to pester you, and I always do things to you that you don't like.I thought about it, because I was too naive, thinking that it would be okay when I was a child, and it would be okay when I grew up, but obviously, the only person who has this idea is myself.I know, you told me not to fall in love because you wanted me to wait until college.This rule, leave it to yourself, if there is a suitable one, I will communicate.Having said so much, I still want to tell you, besides studying, take good care of your body, that's it, you don't need to give me any reply, I will never look for you again, and you don't care about me at all, goodbye.

After sending this text message, Xia Weiyang's whole body was in pain as if she had died once, crying heartbreakingly.Both Xia's mother and Xia's father were terribly frightened, Xia Weiyang just nestled in Xia's mother's arms and said, Mom, I feel bad.In fact, I want to say that I really want to die. There will be no more days of beasts, and everything will become meaningless.

When we were young, we always took everything very seriously, as if it was our own sky. Chen Muhan used to be her sky. Now, the sky has fallen, and she took the initiative to break the sky.You can't live by doing evil, Chen Muhan, do you want me to die?At night, Xia Weiyang lay upright on the bed.Chen Muhan didn't respond, and Xia Weiyang didn't have any hope, she kept her eyes open until dawn, until Mother Xia came to call her for dinner.

"Mom, I'm not hungry, I want to sleep for a while." Xia Weiyang turned over, her eyes hurt so much that she couldn't open them.Xia's mother felt distressed but couldn't say anything. She sat on the bedside and touched Xia Weiyang's head. The stroking action reminded Xia Weiyang of Chen Muhan, tears welled up again.Xia's mother said distressedly, "Girl, have you lost your love?"

Lovelorn?Xia Weiyang's mind is numb, if she doesn't have any love, where can she lose it?Lovelorn, lovelorn, lovelorn... This word has been hovering in Xia Weiyang's heart for a long time, she seems to have begun to realize one thing, she seems to Chen Muhan... not only as a friend, but not a friend all along, right?Otherwise, why is it so uncomfortable now?

It's ridiculous, that used to be a good friend she grew up with, she likes her good friend, what's the difference between this and *?Xia Weiyang realized later, did Chen Muhan realize this a long time ago, otherwise, she would not refuse again and again, indeed, this kind of thing is only suitable for lovers, they are not lovers, Chen Muhan refused It couldn't be more reasonable.It can be said that Chen Muhan should have saved face for her and did not refuse so hard.For Chen Muhan, it was a kind of relief for her to do so, right?Xia Weiyang, who has not yet experienced anything in the world, feels disgusted, actually likes her best friend, she actually likes girls?This is simply too perverted.

When Xia Weiyang thinks about it, she will retch for a while, in the world she knows, it is normal for men and women to be together.After realizing that she had unreasonable thoughts about Chen Muhan, Xia Weiyang put herself into the abnormal category, walking on the road, Xia Weiyang looked at couples and lovers, no matter their age, their Gender is all different.Xia Weiyang, who never knew what inferiority complex is, has a little bit of inferiority complex, Xia Weiyang doesn't think it's a big deal when it comes to others, but when it comes to herself, she can't think about it, why she likes women ?Can't figure it out, annoying.

According to the agreement, Xia Weiyang went to Ye Yueming's house to celebrate her birthday.

When Ye Yueming with light makeup appeared at the door, Xia Weiyang realized how sloppy she was.Ye Yueming was also a little stunned, Xia Weiyang's haggardness couldn't be concealed at all, "You didn't cry all night because you didn't want to celebrate my birthday, did you?" Ye Yueming was half joking, seeing the person at the door still in a daze, Cute and cute, "Come in." Ye Yueming took the initiative to reach out and grab Xia Weiyang.The moment the skin touched, thinking of her own sexual orientation, Xia Weiyang broke away and rubbed her sore eyes, "I'm sorry, I watched a TV series last night, it was too painful, it just happened if I didn't pay attention."

Ye Yueming didn't ask too much, "I'll find you shoes." When Ye Yueming was squatting on the ground, Xia Weiyang looked down at her head, thinking, if she likes women, would she like Ye Yueming?When the cake was placed, when Ye Yueming closed her eyes and made a wish, Xia Weiyang stared at her pink lips, feeling nothing at all.Unlike Chen Muhan, just thinking about it will make you feel tempting, and you can't help but want to take a bite. Chen Muhan's eyelashes are slender and straight, and every time you close your eyes, they are like two small fans, making you want to touch them with your hands , that real touch.How strange, when you see a person, you will feel hungry, and your mouth will secrete more saliva than usual.

"Weiyang?" Ye Yueming waved her hand in front of Xia Weiyang, "What are you thinking?" Xia Weiyang woke up suddenly, there was no possibility for her and Chen Muhan, "It's okay, I wish you a happy birthday."

"Where's my gift?" Ye Yueming smiled, tilting her head to look at Xia Weiyang.

Xia Weiyang remembered that she had forgotten to prepare a gift at all, and was immediately embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I forgot." Ye Yueming didn't show any disappointment, and said with a smile, "I knew it."

"Ah?" Know what?Xia Weiyang doesn't understand.

"Your thoughts are not with me." Ye Yueming's smile faded, "Did you quarrel?"

"Who?" Xia Weiyang always felt that Ye Yueming seemed to know something.

"Who else is there, you and that arrogant and self-righteous facial paralysis..."

"You are not allowed to say that about her!" Xia Weiyang slapped the table suddenly, making Ye Yueming jump.Chen Muhan does not allow anyone to comment, she herself is not qualified to say, "I'm leaving." Xia Weiyang was angry and wanted to leave directly, Ye Yueming quickly stopped her, "Okay okay, let's not talk about her, today Anyway, it's my birthday, you don't even give me a present, you're so fierce." Ye Yueming spoke pitifully and in a low voice, which reminded Xia Weiyang of herself, always on the passive side, "En... I'm not fierce." Xia Weiyang turned her head and explained uncomfortably, "I'm not fierce."

"You have breasts." Ye Yueming glanced at Xia Weiyang's chest with mischievous eyes, of course Xia Weiyang would be embarrassed, "Oh, that's not what I meant."

"I don't like others saying bad things about Chen Muhan." Xia Weiyang explained seriously why she was angry when she slapped the table just now.

"Hehe, okay." Ye Yueming smiled and agreed, "I really don't think that's a bad word."

The two were talking and laughing, and they were living in harmony. Xia Weiyang kept saying that she didn't want to let herself have time to relax, otherwise she would only be thinking wildly.In the evening, Ye Yueming wanted Xia Weiyang to stay, but Xia Weiyang insisted on leaving.

"Then I'll take it to you."

"No, I'll take a taxi." Xia Weiyang is not used to living in other people's homes, for so many years, except for Chen Muhan's home, she can't even sleep in relatives' homes.

Ye Yueming could only give up and sent Xia Weiyang downstairs, Ye Yueming who was standing on the steps raised her hand to touch Xia Weiyang's head.Xia Weiyang dodges, this action, she can only accept Chen Muhan to do it.When it comes to Chen Muhan, Xia Weiyang's heart will start to ache, she needs to practice, so that she can become Miejue Shitai.

Almost at the door of the house, Xia Weiyang got out of the car early, kicked the stones on the side of the road and walked home.She hasn't seen a beast for a day and a night, what is she doing?What was her reaction to her farewell letter? Was she really crazy about it?Xia Weiyang kicked a stone on the side of the road angrily, her foot hurt.

"Ahh~" Xia Weiyang yelled while running, wanting to yell out all the backlogged emotions in her heart, it's no big deal, tomorrow will be another beautiful day.Tomorrow is Monday again, at least, you can see the animals in the class.

Xia Weiyang made a mistake, Chen Muhan's seat was vacant, and people who had to go to school even when they were sick were actually absent today.Xia Weiyang was looking at Chen Muhan's seat in that class, making Mengmeng a little confused, what exactly was Xia Weiyang looking at?My deskmate didn't come today either.

When it was lunch break, Xia Weiyang fiddled with her mobile phone, should she call Qinshou and ask her what's going on?Chen Muhan will not skip class easily, there must be something wrong, she is also a little girl, what if she can't handle it alone?Xia Weiyang imagined many possibilities, but she couldn't give herself the courage. She was the one who wrote the farewell letter yesterday.

Xia Weiyang didn't go to eat, just sat on the seat in a daze, Ye Yueming called her, but she didn't move, "I'll pack it for you." Ye Yueming left.Mengmeng also came back early today, and saw Xia Weiyang in the class sadly, "Weiyang, you didn't go to eat?"

Xia Weiyang raised her head, her eyes were cold, making Mengmeng a little cold, "Why didn't Chen Muhan come today?"

"Ah... I don't know either." Mengmeng figured out the reason, "Isn't it nice for you to be at the same table with me? What's the matter with you recently? I don't think you all eat together anymore."

"You don't have to worry about it." Xia Weiyang couldn't ask, she was very annoyed, and finally couldn't bear it, and went to the office, "Teacher, I have a question."

"Oh, this is a rare visitor, come in." Xia Weiyang's family is rich and donated a lot of new equipment to the school, the teacher is also very polite to Xia Weiyang, "Teacher, I want to ask, why didn't Chen Muhan come today? "

"Ah." The head teacher put away Erlang's legs, "She said she has something to ask for leave."

"What's the matter, how many days please?"

"I didn't say that."

...Xia Weiyang was so angry that the teacher didn't even ask, "Then I also want to ask for leave!"

"What are you doing?" Seeing Baozi's face, the homeroom teacher thought it was very cute, and couldn't help laughing, "Don't make trouble with me, Mu Han won't ask for leave if she has nothing to do, she seems to have something to hide, I plan to wait for her to come back and talk about it. For a while, if she wants to ask for leave, she can ask for it." Anyway, the little girl has even started to read the freshman class, so she doesn't need to worry about it.

Xia Weiyang was even more disturbed when she came out of the office, what happened to the beast?It's so annoying, I wrote you a farewell letter, and you still come to spoil my good mood!Xia Weiyang was so annoyed, she didn't listen to much in class all afternoon, her mind was full of thoughts, should she go to Chen Muhan's house at night?

A heart fluctuated all afternoon, when they reached the door of the house, their steps suddenly became firm, and they walked directly to Chen Muhan's house.