GL on the tip of the tongue

"This smoothie is delicious." Ye Yueming recommended, Xia Weiyang nodded, "Order whatever you want, I'll treat you today."

"Hey, it's agreed that I'll treat you to dinner, don't compete with my sister." Ye Yueming was joking, Xia Weiyang forced a smile, "Don't take advantage of me."

"I'm really older than you." Ye Yueming winked, deliberately teasing Xia Weiyang.Xia Weiyang actually didn't have the strength to laugh, the stools around her were empty, it reminded her of Chen Muhan, they always sat in a row to eat, no matter what they ate, they felt delicious.Looking back carefully, Xia Weiyang couldn't remember the last time they ate together.

In the end, it was Ye Yueming who paid the bill, and after the waiter left, Xia Weiyang sighed, "If you do this again, I won't dare to eat your food in the future, I agreed last time that I will treat you to dinner."

Ye Yueming put away her wallet, "You really want to treat me to dinner that much?" She took the cup in front of Xia Weiyang and rinsed it with water.Xia Weiyang thought of the person who never disappeared again, Chen Muhan would do the same, and would wipe her chopsticks with a paper towel every time, "Yeah, I don't want to be in debt forever." Ye Yueming had already started to wipe her chopsticks, "This way If so, why don't you promise me one thing."

"What's the matter?" Xia Weiyang asked absent-mindedly, the animal still misses her, woo, I feel like I'm really worthless, why do I want to miss someone so much.

"I have my birthday this Sunday, can you celebrate my birthday with me?" Ye Yueming's eyes were bright, Xia Weiyang took a look, and his eyes drifted out of the window, "I can buy you a gift." For things like birthdays, In Xia Weiyang's heart, it has always been something that can only be done with close people, just like she and Chen Muhan in the past, maybe they will never be able to celebrate each other's birthday in the future.Xia Weiyang felt sore, what are the beasts doing?Nine out of ten she is studying, she doesn't seem to love anything other than studying, Xia Weiyang wants to change her name to Xia Xuexue.

"Ah..." Ye Yueming couldn't hide her disappointment, "It's fine if you don't want to, you don't need the gift." Disappointed, the person in front of me at this moment is as disappointed as her, "I'll celebrate my birthday with you, so you won't be disappointed Is it?" Xia Weiyang asked, if she could make a person happy with just a little effort, why not?

"It's okay, it's okay." Ye Yueming shook her head uncomfortably, "It's okay for me to live alone, I'm used to it, just, just...well, it's okay." Ye Yueming hesitated, arousing Xia Weiyang's curiosity , "You celebrate your birthday alone?" Can a child live alone?Xia Weiyang has no such concept at all.

"Well, I live by myself now." Ye Yueming smiled bitterly.How did that happen?In Xia Weiyang's impression, birthdays require a lot of people, and it's interesting to have a lively one, "Where are your family and friends?"

"My parents...they are divorced." Ye Yueming lowered her head, "My friend, I am not from here. My friends are all in the same place. I don't know many people here."

So pitiful?Xia Weiyang felt sympathetic, "I'll accompany you that Sunday." Ye Yueming hurriedly waved her hands, "It's okay, I have a nanny at home, hehe, she will cook longevity noodles and prepare cakes for me." The more she said, the more pitiful she became. , Xia Weiyang thinks of her and Chen Muhan in the past, and in the future, she may be alone, Xia Weiyang's eyes are red at the thought, "Yueming, I'm serious, I want to celebrate your birthday, do you really want to celebrate your birthday?" Are you rejecting me like this?"

Ye Yueming raised her head slowly, her eye circles were also red, "I, I just don't want to force you, so you can do whatever you want."

"I'll celebrate your birthday, so it's decided." Xia Weiyang said solemnly, the waiter brought the food and drink at this time, Xia Weiyang let out a breath, showing a happy face on purpose, "Oh, the delicious food is here, Eat fast, I'm going to starve to death." In the following time, she and Ye Yueming talked and laughed, looking so happy.

After separating from Ye Yueming, Xia Weiyang was walking home alone, her facial expression was already stiff, and she was tired from laughing.Arriving downstairs at the door of the house, Xia Weiyang took out the small mirror in her bag and took a look at it. The person in the mirror made her feel strange, and the expression could be described as indifference. She hated this expression the most. When, That's what she's made of herself.Xia Weiyang squeezed out a smile to make herself look happy, smiling can also be practiced, after a long time, maybe she can deceive herself, I was very happy.

Xia Weiyang squatted on the side of the road, talking to the flowers and plants beside her, "Actually, I'm not sad at all, really."

"If you know you will be abandoned sooner or later, wouldn't it be better to be abandoned sooner?"

"I don't lack friends. A lot of friends surround me. On the contrary, that beast always likes to be alone."

"Speaking of which, it's her loss to abandon me. Without me, she only has that silly and cute tablemate."

"I used to play with her because I thought she was always too pitiful to be alone. Now that she has grown up, she feels that she doesn't need me anymore."

"That's okay, since this is what she wants, then I will fulfill her, and stay away from her in the future, so as not to keep saying that I touch her."

"Oh, if I knew she would abandon me so early, I might as well give up studying and go abroad." Xia Weiyang's eyes finally began to moisten, "My parents have said that I hope I can go abroad and I can study art. In school, when I was a child, someone told me fortune-telling, saying that I was not suitable for studying, and I should have gone astray."

"I have lots of friends, I'm not lonely at all, and I don't miss that beast at all."

"I really don't want to, really don't want to... really don't..." Tears hit the ground, Xia Weiyang cried out, "I miss you so much~" I see you every day, but it's still so far away, I miss you every day Overflowing, "I miss you, Chen Muhan, do you miss me?"

Xia Weiyang wiped away her tears, "You definitely won't miss me, study is probably the whole of your life, you and study for the rest of your life."

Xia Weiyang laughed, cried, stood up, patted the dirt on her buttocks, "It's no big deal." Xia Weiyang stood up abruptly, a little dizzy, but there was no one around for her to hold on to.Xia Weiyang squatted down again, holding her head with her hands, making sure she wasn't so dizzy, the little stars in front of her eyes were scattered, she slowly stood up and walked home.

Xia Weiyang went upstairs, threw away her schoolbag feebly, and lay down in front of the window, thinking cheaply, with luck, maybe she could see Chen Muhan.Chen Muhan goes out to exercise every night, she knows it, she has been watching it for several days.As soon as Xia Weiyang passed by, she saw Chen Muhan standing downstairs, she was standing not far from where she was squatting on the streetlight just now, she was holding a schoolbag in her hand, she lowered her head, I don't know how long she stood in that position.

Xia Weiyang lay down in front of the window, looking at Chen Muhan, tears were about to flow out again.Xia Weiyang lowered her head and wiped her tears, telling herself that she can't cry so much all the time, she must be strong.

"Wei Young, come over for dinner." Mother Xia shouted.

"Mom, I'll eat later." Chen Muhan hadn't left yet, Xia Weiyang was reluctant to leave.

But something was wrong with Chen Muhan today, she just stood there, motionless.Chen Muhan used to go home directly, what are you doing standing there today?Chen Muhan was the last person squatting on the side of the road.What is this person going to do if he hasn't returned home yet?Later, Xia Weiyang saw Chen Muhan take out his mobile phone, Xia Weiyang was lying there, staring eagerly, and soon heard the mobile phone ringing.Xia Weiyang didn't bother to look at it, anyway, it couldn't be a beast looking for her.

Chen Muhan suddenly looked up, Xia Weiyang was so frightened that she quickly turned over and rolled aside.Almost found, Xia Weiyang was lying on the furry floor, pulled out the phone, it was fine if he didn't read the message, but after seeing the content of the message, the phone fell off and hit his face, causing Xia Weiyang to groan in pain.

Chen Muhan: Have you seen enough?

Chen Muhan: The day after tomorrow is Sunday. Tomorrow we will go shopping together and eat when we go to your house to play.

Xia Weiyang felt that she might be hallucinating, but the text message did exist, and her nose still hurts.What the hell is Chen Muhan doing?Although surprised, she couldn't hide the surprise in her heart. She never dreamed that Chen Muhan, who was expressionless, would take the initiative to find her.Xia Weiyang was almost about to agree, but suddenly remembered that she had promised to celebrate Ye Yueming's birthday, and besides, didn't she also agree?Keep a good distance, why did she become so unprincipled when the beast took the initiative?

No, no, no, Xia Weiyang deleted the three words that were well written, "good, good, good", and after pondering for a long time, she replied: I have something to do on Sunday, if you want to come to my house, you can talk about it when I come back, otherwise, don't come .

This is probably the first time that Xia Weiyang spoke so forcefully to Chen Muhan, no, it should be a message, to Chen Muhan, she can't help but want to act like a baby.After sending out the message, Xia Weiyang's heart beat faster, somewhat looking forward to it, but also a little scared, after repeated, Xia Weiyang felt a little regretful, what if Chen Muhan really didn't come?Can the information be withdrawn?The answer, of course, is no.When Xia Weiyang regretted endlessly, she received a message from Chen Muhan, and her heart instantly turned cold. Chen Muhan: Oh, forget it.

Xia Weiyang's tears flowed down the ground, and she was doing it on her own, probably this is how she felt.After getting annoyed with herself, Xia Weiyang really reconsidered the relationship between her and Chen Muhan. She couldn't deny that Chen Muhan didn't care about her at all, or that she didn't care about her as much as she cared about her. In this case, Xia Weiyang made up her mind. Made a decision.Xia Weiyang deleted all the contact information and previous communication content about Chen Muhan, but she was still reluctant to delete the photos, she exported them and put them on the computer, planning not to look at them again.

Before deleting the message, Xia Weiyang wrote a long message, which can also be called a farewell letter.