GL on the tip of the tongue

Xia Weiyang tore the slice of bread into pieces, "I've been away for so long, I don't know if I can go back."

"You're just dropping out of school. If you want to go back, I'll find someone for you." Mu Zihe still felt that Xia Weiyang should go back to school again, "Not to mention anything else, it's more convenient for you to go back to Yangmei and study further than here , I am alone, very casual, I can’t say, I will suddenly go abroad one day, it is impossible to take you around.”

Most people who love to paint have a wild mind. The former Mu Zihe also wanted to see all the beautiful scenery in the world, and wanted all the beautiful scenery to be included in her pen.Until the drifting bottle of the heart meets its destination, it will willingly stop wandering. Jiang Xiaofei's repeated refusal will sometimes frustrate Mu Zihe, and sometimes he will want to escape. This is a common problem of human beings.

"Ah..." Xia Weiyang said slowly, "Then I know, I will discuss it with my family when I get home."

Xia Weiyang took the bus home, the night had already fallen, the windows of the car were open, unexpectedly there was a tinge of coldness.What season is it now?Xia Weiyang has already passed an unknown season, how long has Chen Muhan been away?

Can't remember, it seems a long time ago.

Every second without her is like a year.

Even just thinking of her name makes my heart sour.

Xia Weiyang's hand stretched out the window, there was a cool breeze blowing through her fingers, with a touch of softness and coolness, which made her heart feel slightly chilled.

Chen Muhan, where are you?is it going well?I won't miss you, let alone go to you, Xia Weiyang told herself, even if you come to me, I won't bother you.

Xia Weiyang thought like this, but there was a voice in her heart that said: Xia Weiyang, don't think about it, it is impossible for Chen Muhan to come back to you on her own initiative, don't you know her yet?Just looking at her mother, one should know how heartless Chen Muhan is.

Heh, Xia Weiyang fell into memories, laughed, laughing at herself, said she didn't want her, why is she still thinking?Xia Weiyang shook her head, took a deep breath, the memories stopped, it doesn't matter to me where you love.

On the way back, Xia Weiyang also thought about it, if it is possible to go back to school, it is not impossible, learning is everywhere.Compared with the one taught by Mu Zihe, the school will be more systematic, and as Mu Zihe said, she has more opportunities for further studies.Love is gone, life has been almost ruined, but she can't break the pot, she still has family members, parents who are getting old, and she will be their support in the future.

Following Mu Zihe, Xia Weiyang felt indebted. She always felt that she had shouldered too many favors. She didn't want to take advantage of Mu Zihe's fame, and she didn't want to hug her thigh. Therefore, Mu Zihe repeatedly provided her with opportunities to participate in art exhibitions. Taking her abroad... Xia Weiyang even refused.How could Mu Zihe not know her thoughts, fearing that Xia Weiyang's repeated rejection would delay her development, that's why she wanted Xia Weiyang to return to Yangmei.

"If you want to go back to Yangmei, you don't need to bother Mr. Mu, your father can find someone." Xia's mother also changed her name, not your father, but your father.Father Xia nodded, "Yes, do you want to go back?"

"Think." Xia Weiyang blurted out, but she hadn't actually thought about it, but this word came out by herself, she seemed to have been lost for too long, and she couldn't find the way back, so when an exit appeared, she would Panicked.Life has to go on, doesn't it?

Xia Weiyang's process of going back to school was smooth, because Professor Lian was there, but he didn't want Xia Weiyang to think it was so easy, and even the professor wanted to see if Xia Weiyang's painting skills had declined after so long, He left homework for Xia Weiyang.There are not many, two sketches, one figure, one landscape, plus 5 sketching exercises.

Obviously different from the previous youthful painting style, the pen is sophisticated, and Professor Lian sighed, is this a drop-out?This is obviously a study.You only need to wait until the start of school to go back. Calculated normally, Xia Weiyang should be studying in the second semester of her senior year. However, the previous course was delayed. She plans to retake it from her third year. Self-study.

Before returning to school, Xia Weiyang was still studying with Mu Zihe, the Xia family decided that when Xia Weiyang went to Beijing to study, the whole family would move there together.Mu Zihe was entrusted by Xia's father to try to keep Xia Weiyang as busy as possible so that she would have less time to think wildly.

Mu Zihe seldom accepts private work, of course, unless he has a good relationship, "Weiyang, I have a friend who is a translator. This year, I will publish a translation book. I plan to ask me to draw illustrations. Look, can you help me? I want I'm busy with the country f oil painting exhibition at the end of the year, as well as the upcoming speeches at colleges and universities..."

"Teacher Mu is so busy, and you have to do private work, you don't look like someone who is short of money." Xia Weiyang kept a serious face, and Mu Zihe scolded, "You're dead, I want you to help, where did you get so many?" The reason, my friend is a big touch, it would be your honor to help her do illustrations." Of course Xia Weiyang knew, so she wanted to refuse, "I'm afraid the drawing won't work well."

"I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Mu Zihe said in a deliberately difficult tone, "You may have misunderstood me. Even if I recommend you, it depends on how my friends review you. He is a famous person, and he treats his own works very well." Seriously, she won't be extra tolerant just because I recommended it, as long as it involves publishing works, she is serious enough to be harsh, and she may not be satisfied with my paintings." These words, on the contrary, aroused Xia Weiyang's rebellion, " It’s so hard to serve, I’m willing to give it a try.”

First draw a foreign figure painting, Xia Weiyang prepared for it for a whole week, painted and painted, revised and revised, and finally handed it over to Mu Zihe.After waiting for a whole day, there was no response. At night, when she got home, Xia Weiyang couldn't bear it, and sent a message to Mu Zihe to ask about the situation. Mu Zihe replied: She is very busy and has no time to read.

Xia Weiyang: Is she a writer?Can't you tell me what it's called?

Xia Weiyang originally wanted to know the name of the other party, search for the works, and see what style he likes, maybe he can match him up, not because he wants to make more money, but because he wants to be recognized.Mu Zihe's friends can't be too bad, just look at Mu Zihe's reputation.Mu Zihe: Not for the time being, I can tell you if your painting passes the review.

Xia Weiyang: Can't you even tell me if you are a writer?

Mu Zihe: You kid is not a writer, she is a slash youth who can do everything, but she is mainly engaged in simultaneous translation and text work. It seems that she has published a lot of translations, and she has also written English publications. I don’t know how much. I don't know, there are too many, and I don't bother to ask.

It really is very powerful, simultaneous translation, just listen to it, it's amazing, Xia Weiyang: Is she a simultaneous English translation?Really great.

Mu Zihe: A simultaneous English translation is very good?Are you serious?A language idiot like me can speak three foreign languages, English, French and German. Last time I saw her, she knew eight. Now I don’t know if she’s so perverted that she has learned a new language.

Xia Weiyang: No way...you are actually hiding something, I thought you were the best at painting, but I didn't expect it, your friend and you haven't seen each other for a long time?

Mu Zihe: That's right, we don't keep in touch if we have nothing to do, and we just talk to each other when we have something to do.After careful calculation, it seems that we haven't seen each other for more than a year. I can't remember the last time we contacted. She is always busy flying around. This contact is because she suddenly sent me a message saying that she would publish and asked me. Drawing illustrations, I checked the time, we last contacted half a year ago.

Xia Weiyang: ...don't you feel strange?

Mu Zihe: No, no matter when and where we meet, we will never feel unfamiliar. Well, you kid, you have a lot of questions today. Regarding your homework, we will talk about it after she reads it.

Xia Weiyang: Could she be too busy to read?

Mu Zihe: No, she is very serious in her work, she has read it, and she will definitely have an answer to whether it is OK or not.

Oh, Xia Weiyang can only wait, it's been a long time since she felt restless.Xia Weiyang is lying on the bed at home, rolling back and forth, translating at the same time, or a writer, who could it be?Xia Weiyang can't think of it at all, forget it.

The answer was given seven days later, Mu Zihe directly sent Xia Weiyang a screenshot of the conversation, of course, the name was erased.It reads: Painting skills are not as good as yours, so give me a recommendation?Want to smash your brand?

Mu Zihe: I personally think that her current painting style is very real because she is a little immature, which is rare. When she passes through this period, if you want it, you may not be able to find it.This kid, as long as he doesn't waste his time painting, he will surpass me in the future, so you should be more polite when you speak, lest people will become angry and ignore you in the future.

The other party wrote: Have you taken a fancy to other children?It's rare to see you speak well for someone.

Mu Zihe: When you write a book, your head is broken. She is much younger than me, okay?

The other party wrote: Don't you just love to eat tender grass?

Mu Zihe: Pooh, you have grown old from tender grass, how dare you talk about me?

The other party wrote: In my life, I have been content with whatever happens, and I feel that I may be emotionally indifferent, and I can't like anyone.

Mu Zihe: It’s useless not to tell you, kid, don’t you really want to give it a try?

The other party wrote: Well, I don’t want to.

It's so straightforward, Xia Weiyang is not arrogant, and she never thought of comparing herself with Mu Zihe, but what this friend said made Xia Weiyang feel a little bit competitive, what's wrong with her not being able to catch up with Mu Zihe now?She still has a lot of room for improvement, why look down on people so much?

"Don't think about it too much, she has always had a high vision." Mu Zihe comforted Xia Weiyang, "I think you should review your freshman and sophomore courses at home recently." Xia Weiyang said vigorously, "Wait for your friend The book is out, can you tell me? I want to buy a copy." She wanted to see how much better the illustrations would be after publication than her own.

"Well, let's talk about it when the time comes." Mu Zihe stretched his waist and yawned, "I'm going abroad next week, I don't have time to take care of you, you go home and study, our teacher-student relationship is temporarily over That's it."

After dinner, Mu Zihe invited Xia Weiyang to sing, the dinner was eaten by Xia family and Mu Zihe, after the meal, there were only Muzihe and Xia Weiyang in ktv.Xia Weiyang was not in the mood to sing, sitting in the dark private room, a face popped out of her mind, Chen Muhan.

Mu Zihe was singing, "I believe, we will meet again, I believe, I will always miss, I believe that we will be fine..." A song made two people cry.In the end, only the original singer was left, Xia Weiyang walked over and hugged Mu Zihe.

Jiang Xiaofei, I will be absent from your life for a while, I am too tired and need healing.

Chen Muhan, is it okay not to say goodbye?It's just so useless, in countless late nights, imagining, if it wasn't like this and that at the beginning, what would it be like now?After a while, this idea will pop up.

But there are no assumptions in life, if you lose, you lose.What kind of mood should it be when you lose it and find it again?She doesn't want to admit it, she really wants to experience the great joy of regaining what was lost, even if it's a bubble, let me experience it in my dream, okay?

I have already lost you in reality, can you not be so cruel?At least let me have you in my dream?