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Xia Weiyang spends more time at home, another important reason is Xia's mother.Xia's mother's body is not as good as before, Xia Weiyang began to realize how unfilial she used to be.

Chen Muhan's departure made her have to jump out of the world that she used to be attached to, jumped out of that circle, and only then did she realize that she is a selfish person who only cares about herself, and doesn't even care about her own mother. What is the difference between her and a beast? ?Oh, it's not as good as a beast. The mother and child of a beast are also deeply affectionate.

The white hair on Father Xia's sideburns made Xia Weiyang grow up quite a bit all of a sudden, she began to realize that her parents are getting old, they won't be young forever, Father Xia said to her: "Your way It's still a long time, mom and dad can't accompany you to the end, when mom and dad are still there, you'll be fine, if one day, mom and dad are gone, you have to learn to take care of yourself, dad knows you don't want to I don't want to force you to get married, but, what do you plan to do about your future, you have to tell daddy, so that mommy and daddy can close their eyes when they leave."

Father Xia would never say this, but after going through so many things, Father Xia had to admit that their education method was a failure, and they loved Xia Weiyang too much, making her have to go through the ups and downs He hid her in the greenhouse.

No one can finish the child's journey for her, and he has to let the child know.Xia Weiyang felt very sad when she heard Xia's father's words, "Dad, I'm sorry." Xia's father said dotingly, "Silly boy, what are you sorry for? Mom and Dad just hope that in the future you can live the life you want. life.” I don’t want to specifically refer to any kind of life, whether it is stable or unstable, as long as you like it.

The life she wants?I can't live anymore, all her dreams have been planned by Chen Muhan, and they occupy an important position.Now, the dream is incomplete, Xia Weiyang is unable and unable to make up for that loophole.

"Dad, I will be filial to my mother in the future." Xia Weiyang said, Xia's father stroked her head, "You, do whatever you like, your mother can't be really angry with you, she is just stubborn Temperament, it will take a while." Father Xia sighed, "However, your mother is really not in good health recently, if possible, try to spend time with her as much as possible, you know how much your mother loves you."

Of course Xia Weiyang knows, so she stays at home longer and longer. In the past, after class, she would still paint at Mu Zihe's place, but now, Xia Weiyang will choose to go home, and when she comes back, she must report to Mother Xia, "Mom, I'm back , I’ll just draw in the living room, and call me if I need anything.” Mother Xia never called her.

Xia Weiyang suddenly became an obedient child, she went out every day to report to Xia's mother, and when she came home on time at night, she would also enter the room to say that I was back.If there is something that delays her return, Xia Weiyang will call Xia's mother in advance, and Xia's mother will answer, but will not say anything.

After connecting, Xia Weiyang will say to herself: "Mom, Teacher Mu didn't bring the key when she went out, and she came back late. I'll go back when she comes back. Don't wait for me before you eat." After finishing speaking, she will hang up by herself, I don't expect my mother to say anything.

Xia Weiyang in front of people is not abnormal, she eats normally, talks normally, lives normally... It is because everything is so normal that it appears abnormal.

Xia's father and Xia's mother were actually worried that Xia Weiyang would cry and even give up on herself, but Xia Weiyang did not.Although she would cry secretly, she never made a fuss.

Everyday life has returned to the pattern again, Mu Zihe is similar, Jiang Xiaofei has returned to Beijing, and the contact between the two is less, as long as Mu Zihe doesn't take the initiative, don't expect Jiang Xiaofei to take the initiative to make a phone call, even if it is just a few words, Jiang Xiaofei is stingy of.

Most of the people are like this, they wish they could give everything to the person they like.But on the other hand, he was extremely stingy with people he didn't like.

Xia Weiyang's obedience still played a role, she didn't make a fuss to find Chen Muhan, she obediently studied and went to class, and returned home on time every day, Xia's mother's condition was obviously better.

Although Xia Weiyang still ignored Xia Weiyang, her attitude has already loosened. This is specifically reflected in that Xia Weiyang sometimes concentrates on painting, and when she suddenly turns around, there will be a cup of hot milk she wants to drink on the table behind her, and the time and temperature will be different every time. Just right.At home, if dad is not around, then there is only mom.

Xia Weiyang drank the milk, put down the paintbrush, got up and entered the room, Xia Mu was lying down again, as if she had never gotten up, "Mom~" Xia Weiyang sat on the bed, "Thank you mom~" Xia Weiyang stared at Xia Mu's Said from the back, Long Jiu poked Mother Xia's back with her fingertips, "Mom, don't be angry with me, okay?"

Xia Weiyang's voice was pitiful, and Xia's mother felt sad when she heard it, "I used to be bad, I was too childish, and always made you angry, I know I was wrong, it's okay if mother ignores me, but don't be angry, okay? Okay?" Mother Xia didn't turn around, but her heart had already softened.In fact, there is no way to be really angry, that is her treasure, Mother Xia loves Xia Weiyang unconditionally.

"Mom~" Xia Weiyang lay on Xia's mother, and after calling her mother, there was no movement for a long time.After a while, Xia's mother heard the movement of breathing disorderly, she just wanted to turn over, but Xia Weiyang turned her back to her even faster.

Mother Xia turned over and sat up, Xia Weiyang immediately stood up and wanted to go out, "Weiyang." Mother Xia called out to stop her.

Xia Weiyang walked a few steps, then stopped, Xia's mother stared at her back, saw her take a deep breath, and then said: "Mom, I'm going to the bathroom first, and I'll be back later." Xia's mother said: "Weiyang, Come here." Xia Weiyang's tears became more turbulent, she stood there with her head lowered, and her tears hit the ground.

Xia's mother got out of bed, walked around to Xia Weiyang's front, did not look at her teary eyes, but hugged Xia Weiyang directly, "What a silly child." The warm embrace and soft words made Xia Weiyang's gate shut Can't hold it.

Xia Weiyang burst into tears in Xia's mother's arms, causing Xia's mother to cry too. When Xia's father came back, he was taken aback, but seeing the posture of the two mothers, it didn't look like they were arguing, he secretly Exit the bedroom and go to the kitchen to cook.

Xia's mother coaxed Xia Weiyang until she stopped crying, Xia Weiyang called "Mom~" with a hoarse voice, and did not forget to cover her face, not wanting to be seen crying.

Xia's mother wiped her tears, teasingly said: "Since I was a child, how many times have I cried in front of my mother. When I was a child, I could cry so much because of a small wound. Are you embarrassed now?" Xia Weiyang hugged Looking at Mother Xia, she acted coquettishly, "Mom is not allowed to say that."

It seemed that she had returned to the original place all of a sudden. Mother Xia felt pain in her heart, but she was much happier. "If you don't want mommy to talk about it, baby, then I won't talk about it."

The relationship between mother and daughter eased, and the happiest thing was father Xia, "Tonight, I must have a drink." Father Xia almost wanted to cry with joy, home, it finally looks like home, the three of them sat around the table, " I'll have a drink with dad."

When the child grows up, drink less red wine, and the parents don't stop him, "Baba... Well, Dad." Every time, I need to remind myself, when I call Dad, don't think of being bully, but I really can't do it. Every time I call my father, I always think of Chen Muhan, "Can I change your name in the future?"

"What's the name?" Father Xia looked surprised, "Are you going to call me Big Brother?"

"Dad..." Xia Weiyang didn't even know that his father was so humorous, but he was still humorous, "Calling you daddy, okay?"

"Can you remove the old characters?" Father Xia asked after serious thinking.Xia Weiyang smiled, "Okay, Dad, I will listen to you."

This dinner was very successful, talking and laughing, having fun, as if I really went back to the past.Back in the bedroom, Xia Weiyang stood under the shower, stood in a daze for a long time, and then slowly began to take a shower.

The water seems to flow into my heart, too much, it turns into tears, overflowing.Xia Weiyang was taking a bath, crying, heart aching, Chen Muhan, I hate you.Whenever the longing is unstoppable, Xia Weiyang tells herself that she hates Chen Muhan.

Hate, what is it like?Xia Weiyang didn't know either.At least, in her case, hatred made her feel uncomfortable, like a big stone was pressing on her heart, making her breathless.

When she is asleep, which is the most beautiful time, her pain will be relieved.But recently, it was difficult to even fall asleep. Even when I fell asleep, I was still dreaming. Without exception, I woke up crying.In the dream, she lost Chen Muhan countless times, her heart was severely torn countless times, and she woke up in pain.Having a nightmare is not the scariest thing, the scariest thing is when you finally wake up, only to find that the nightmare is not a dream, but a reality.

For such a self, Xia Weiyang is very angry, angry at herself for not being up to date, but it's not that she doesn't want to do it, but she can't do it, so, she is not only angry, but also angry.Anger attacks the heart, vicious circle, there will be negative reactions, such as: throat inflammation.

"Do you really plan to learn painting from me all the time?" Today, Mu Zihe took Xia Weiyang out to sketch, and after a whole day, the two of them ate bread and milk.

"En, doesn't Teacher Mu not want to teach me?" Xia Weiyang took a small bite of bread, and swallowed with difficulty.

"That's not true, I always feel that you should go back to school." Mu Zihe poured some warm water for Xia Weiyang, "Do you have tonsil inflammation?"

Xia Weiyang was stunned for a moment, and said with difficulty: "It's a bit, I don't know why, but I got an inflammation." Why else, when I got angry, Mu Zihe didn't say much about her, "Eat more bland food, less fire. Thinking wildly." Xia Weiyang took a sip of water and frowned when she swallowed, but she still obediently agreed, "En."

"What's your opinion?"

"They take my opinion first."

After a moment of silence, "Do you still want to go back to Yangmei?" Mu Zihe asked suddenly.