Joker Xue

If there was anything unusual about Joker Xue the morning I got home, it was that he was too normal.Normal is like a child who has just entered elementary school, sitting there to eat honestly, for fear of affecting the discipline of the class.

He didn't even have any neurotic temperament at all~ I don't know if he will be angry, but I bet at least not now.The current him, how should I put it... dull, like a dummy... I don't know, maybe I think he traveled through time last night...

But, let's talk about last night.I still have one more thing to do.I haven't got the file yet~

After I finished drinking the cup of soy milk, I wiped my mouth and said, "Well... I'll go to Xu Zeyang's to get something, and I'll be right back, so I won't bring my card. Don't close the door."

After I finished speaking, I threw the paper into the trash can and left.As a result, Yu Guang accidentally saw Xue Zhiqian's eyes.My heart shuddered, and my hairs stood on end.As a result, when I looked away, I saw Zhang Mingming's gloomy eyes again... Both of them were holding bowls, staring at me as if in a daze, and stared at me in a daze.

"You two...do you have anything...to explain?"

"No. Let's go." Xue Zhiqian reacted first, without looking at me, he said to me while eating with his head down.

"Oh."

I walked towards Xu Zeyang's room in a daze.

You must want to ask me what happened last night, why Xue Zhiqian, who promised to help me get the documents, broke his promise, right?

Well, let me tell you, when Xue Zhiqian came out last night, he was very aggressive, and there was no expression on his face.If I hadn't heard his footsteps with the tips of my ears, this guy might have left me and left.Besides, how could my thin legs and high heels walk past him who stepped on hot wheels, so it was actually quite hard for me to chase after him to ask for documents.

"Hey, hey! What are you doing so fast, where is the document?"

When I got to our room, I asked him out of breath. When I woke up, I realized that he was sitting by the radiator with his knees hugged, like a little girl who is afraid of the dark.

"If you don't get it, go yourself!"

"You man!!!" Although I knew it was impolite, I couldn't help but point my finger at him, as if I had eaten shit, what kind of character is this guy?

But when you think about it, it’s actually not a big deal, anyway, you have to take it by yourself~

Of course, I know that I can think this way not because I am tolerant, but purely because Xue Zhiqian's influence in my heart has actually improved more than a little in the past few days.

After all, where could you hate someone who gave you sympathy in your worst moments?

I put my finger down. "Forget it, then I'll go by myself." I was surprised by my easy-going attitude.

"……do not go!"

This time, I really can't stand my temper.

"What's the matter? If you don't help me get it, I have to get it myself!"

"...don't go! Tonight...don't go...you don't leave until tomorrow, don't you?" This time, Xue Zhiqian's eyes were full of pleading.Have you ever seen the kind of cautious person who wants to beg you very much, but is worried that you will not agree?It's like a trafficked child telling you not to let me beg, which makes me feel sore.

"Oh." I replied blankly. "But...can you tell me what's wrong with you?" I don't know why I asked him like that.

Who knew that as soon as these words were spoken, that guy would immediately return to his original form, as if he had taken gunpowder.

"Of course I didn't do anything? You think I'm you, and you lose so much playing cards!" Maybe it's because I heard that losing at cards is too easy to blow up, but I didn't see Xue Zhiqian holding back at that time. Tears.

"You!!! Okay, then I'll go win it for you now! Just wait for me!!!"

After finishing speaking, I rushed to the mahjong table in a flash, and walked away with people at the table~

But if you ask me why Xue Zhiqian became like this, I can only answer you: "Ghost knows why he is like this!"

That's all for what happened last night. I came to Xu Zeyang's room alone. Xu Zeyang was fine, but Xu Zeyang's assistant manager was so nervous that he looked like he had seen a ghost.In fact, it is understandable when you think about it. After all, Xue Zhiqian’s external image is that of a prince of bitterness. If there is something wrong between me and Xu Zeyang, the influence of Xu Zeyang’s fresh meat will not be guaranteed.

Xu Zeyang didn't even say hello, he went directly to the bed and took a folder and threw it to me. "What you want." Very arrogant.After throwing it away, I went back to eat.Then no one in the whole room paid any attention to me.I was already in awe of him, but since he had this attitude, I naturally held back my words about asking Xue Zhiqian what's wrong.

Then, set foot on the return journey.

Out of politeness, Xue Zhiqian wants to show me to them.

He said very little that morning and showed no expression.

But I'm not angry, I even feel that maybe if he really pretends to be a couple now and flirts with me like that, I will feel disgusted instead.

I know, this should be the end of our last little intersection.After all, it is enough for Zhang Mingming to terminate the contract.So we, normally speaking, will never see each other again.

I don't have much to say either.This period of time has really experienced too much.Also lost too much.Think carefully if I hadn’t been greedy at the beginning, if I went to help Sister Wu’s birthday party, I would not know Xue Zhiqian, nor would I save Wu Jialei, and, is it possible that Xiao Ming would not be so anxious to help me Will I be with Xiao Ming, will I be friends forever like this, will I never lose him, will I never know that he lied to me for so many years...

Well, I don't want to think about it anymore, now I just want to go back to work, live a simple, ordinary life, and protect everything I have.

I took the suitcase from Xue Zhiqian's hand, simply and decisively.

"I'm going back, I wish... you and Ming Ming are happy!" As an old fan who has no energy to go crazy for him, this may be my last blessing to Xue Zhiqian.

Speechless, Xue Zhiqian directly raised his hand and hugged me.

The two of us, who should have nothing to do with each other, bid farewell like this, neither hot nor cold, just right.

When I was about to get in the car, I kept waving to him, as if saying goodbye to my last passionate youth.

Of course, I wouldn't be so stupid as to tell him that that day, when I heard that the high-speed train was about to leave, I couldn't help but ran to the window to look for his figure, wanting to take another look at him.

Not because he is Joker Xue.

Just because... I want to see him again.

Even though my mother's attitude towards me often makes me feel that I am not my own.However, every time when I first came home, I would feel from the bottom of my heart when I saw my mother’s surprise eyes that were about to cry, and her busy figure in the living room and kitchen. There is a large pot of my favorite blueberries, and the kitchen is already fragrant.Both my dad and I ate it, and she suddenly took out the freshly baked cake from the oven~~

I haven't seen you for a few months, but the old lady's dim sum is getting better and better.As far as the things she makes, they can really be sold in a package.So now I finally understand why my dad hasn't lost weight since he retired~

Of course, you should also be able to imagine that the good times don't last long.I just pushed myself to death, and was about to pick up another biscuit to eat, when these two people quietly walked up to me.

"Girl, is this artist usually very busy!"

I pretended I didn't hear it, and kept chewing on the biscuits, trying to laugh with them.

As a result, after a while, my dad couldn't bear it any longer, and grabbed the biscuit from my hand, "Let's be honest with you, we just want to ask you about you and that Xue... Xue Xueqian!"

"Oh... Xue Zhiqian... can't even remember this, he must be demented!" My mother muttered to the side.My dad was a little embarrassed, but he still asked me sternly: "Don't worry about me, tell me quickly, how did you know each other? How far are you now?"

I knew I couldn't escape this catastrophe, so I still had to confess to my family.However, this feeling of not relaxing at home is really annoying.

"I have nothing to say to him."

"There's nothing to say. You brat! It seems like we're all going to kill you. Just tell us how you're doing. Has he told you about his future plans? Let us let it go." Don't worry!" My mother is like me, she can't see people making a fuss, and it's easy to get angry when she sees it.

I still feel that there is nothing to say, so I simply ignore them.Just keep your head down and eat.

In the end, my dad couldn't sit still: "Son, that kid didn't just want to play with you. If it's true, tell Dad, Dad will vent his anger on you!"

I put my hand on my forehead, this old man and old lady really think a lot, when his girl is acting in a movie~

"As I said, I don't know him well. We have nothing to do with each other. That's it." I spoke righteously, and then went into the room and locked the door behind me.

Then, for the next few days, at home, I lived a wild life.

I know my parents always want to ask me this and that, but I really don't want to tell them anything.So I express every time I eat, and then take all the snacks to the house to eat.Then occasionally go out for a wave.Anyway, try to avoid spending time with them.

If anything major happened this time when I went home, it would be that I met Wu Jialei when I went out to play.

It was an old classmate who was a little familiar, but not very familiar.In fact, when I was in school, I just knew each other.

Suddenly asked me to eat something that day.Anyway, I don't like staying at home, so I went.As a result... Although I still kept a smile on my face, my heart was filled with a capitalized wretch, fuck him, friends are gone! ! !

Yes, that's right, my sister just turned her head away and gave him a graceful roll of the eyes without even saying goodbye.

Then a scene similar to that of that night happened again.Wu Jialei started chasing me again.I walked away with no expression on my face.

But this time, do you know that people are very confident in their own home~ I have walked the road in my home for more than [-] years, how could Wu Jialei, who is not familiar with the place, be my opponent?I flung him off in a frenzied manner, and went home gracefully.

But ~ the sky is unpredictable.After all the calculations, I didn't count, when I went home.Wu Jialei actually sat at my house chatting with my father.

"Susu, come and get acquainted, this is your Uncle Xu's nephew, a young talent!"

I……

Uncle Xu was my dad's comrade-in-arms back then, and they had a very good relationship at that time.Later, after retiring from the army, he entered politics, and because of family reasons, he was promoted very quickly.Later, he went to Jiangsu to take up a job, and the two families gradually lost contact.But my dad's affection for Uncle Xu is obvious every day. Every time he talks about his service in the army, he will show a spring-like smile and say something like this: "It was so hard to train every day back then. I know each other, but I still can't keep in touch with my family, and I can't eat well, but fortunately, I have you as a companion, Uncle Xu..."

In fact, if people from Uncle Xu's family came, I would definitely treat them with respect and enthusiasm.But Wu Jialei... Let's save it, I have a grudge against him!

"Hello, my name is Wu Jialei!"

The bastard also pretended to reach out to shake my hand.The big-tailed wolf outfit is right!

"What are you doing here!" I said bluntly.

"How do you talk! You are such a big man, do you have any manners!" Got it!My dad will quit now.

"It's okay, Uncle. They're all outsiders!"

"Dad, you don't know..."

"I don't know what? Xiao Wu is entrusted by your Uncle Xu to come to see me, what a guy. You are lucky, with this attitude, you are not ashamed of yourself!"

"I..." I choked back with a stomach full of anger, so fucking upset.

Then, naturally, when he left, my dad got drunk and asked me to drive him to the station...drunk!How much my dad trusts this bastard!Are you afraid of what he will do to his daughter!

I hesitated for a long time whether to tell my parents what the grandson did, but I still reluctantly got into the car.Anyway, I'm the one driving the car, so it's a big deal!

As soon as I went up, I started in a mess, trying to scare him.As a result, I was scared to death for a moment, but he didn't move.It pissed me off... Thinking that my parents couldn't see me now, I slammed on the brakes, "Go down!"

He smiled slightly, the corner of his mouth full of disdain.

"Why, don't you plan to explain to Dad?"

"you!!!"

Seeing that I was speechless, he smiled even more proudly.Then suddenly lost expression again, looked ahead, and whispered: "I apologize to you...I'm sorry!"

His sharp eyebrows looked extremely thick against the night sky.

To be honest, I am a very timid person, but it is only with a combination of stupidity and stubbornness that I can support my usual appearance of being fearless.

But now, facing Wu Jialei who is getting serious in front of me, I am really scared from the bottom of my heart.

Watching his eyes slowly turn to me, as if hoping I would respond to my apology.

And I don't fucking want to respond!Once the strength is strong, no one can pull it back!I gritted my teeth and turned my head away with blank eyes.

Just when I was so frightened that I heard a voice, I couldn't help but close my eyes, thinking what this guy was going to do again.When I woke up, a folder fell on my lap.

I looked at him embarrassingly, he was staring out the window with his chin on his hands.

I slowly opened the folder, and there was a medical record inside.Of course, the above things are too complicated, and I can't understand them.Then there is some information about the MOMA gene, probably a violent gene, the experiments done by the scientists to prove it or something.Then there are some strange accounts on the next few pages.

"So, what do you want to say?"

"Are those accounts in the back familiar?"

"Familiar ass, I can't even understand it!"

"But it's in your computer. Ah! Not only in your computer, but also in your mobile phone"

"You fart!"

"36a2b72, sounds familiar!"

Suddenly, I froze and couldn't say a word.

"You are really lazy~ You don't even set too many passwords!"

"... so what? It's not mine."

"Of course I don't think it's yours. But do you know what it is? It's my sister's black account. Do you think my sister will believe you? Will my father believe you? To tell you the truth, originally My sister asked you to come just because she wanted you to do him a favor and let me go and kill you. It was only after she saw this thing that she decided. If I hadn’t seen that scene that morning, you might not have time to help me My sister's job was done away with."

"Don't fucking talk nonsense! You're just here to set me up, aren't you? I don't believe you!"

"You don't have to believe it! Then don't blame me for not reminding you. After you return to the company, you will understand."

Thinking about what Wu Jialei said carefully, I found it funny and ridiculous.If this is the case, my life can be filmed in a spy war drama, besides, he treats me like a fool and is played around by them~

Just as he was thinking, Wu Jialei had already taken off his seat belt.When he was about to get out of the car, he stopped again.

"I haven't read many books. I basically can't understand the information about that disease. But many years ago, the doctor said that I sometimes couldn't control myself. It might have something to do with it... What happened that day... I'm sorry."

His voice was extremely low, and he got out of the car before he finished speaking.It is estimated that I should have never apologized to others seriously.

But so what?Anyway, I am sure that this kind of person will be far away in this life.

But when it comes to sister Wu asking me to help, I'm a little puzzled.The only time Sister Wu contacted me was when she asked me to get the documents.But to be honest, I also secretly read that document afterwards, and it was nothing very important at all, at least not something that must be obtained immediately.And after that, Sister Wu never contacted me to ask for this document.It's really weird.

But to say that the strangest thing that day should not be this, it should be Xue Zhiqian.He promised to help me get it, and he broke his promise.And that kind of virtue is really incomprehensible.

go home.I dug out Xue Zhiqian's number, after thinking about it, I decided to ask what happened.

Find out Xue Zhiqian's number, after the broadcast, there was a beep and he answered it.This guy is probably playing with his mobile phone, I think so.But he didn't know that Xue Zhiqian was also looking at me in the address book in a daze.

"what's wrong?"

He spoke so fast that I froze for a moment.

"Well...it's nothing...it's just that I saw you a little strangely the night before I left! I want...to ask you...are you okay?" I tried to sound indifferent with every tone, after all, people also have their own owners .

He was silent for two seconds, so I thought he hung up the phone.

"...Me! I'm fine! I'm normal! I just had a psychotic attack that day, and there's nothing! Then, it's okay for you to let me have an attack now, believe it or not!"

I……

"You're already having an attack, okay! If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have asked you."

"Hahaha! Yes, you even called me specifically to ask me how it is, it's interesting to me!"

I... who will help me accept this bitch!

My face was red all the way to my neck, and now I don't feel comfortable holding my phone.

"You're fucking crazy!" I yelled into the microphone, and fell onto the bed as soon as I hung up the phone.

Xue Zhiqian heard the sound of "beep beep" on the phone, but he didn't want to put down the phone for a while.

After being suppressed for three days, I finally took a breath, but it was so short.

I don't want to go back to my miserable life.I don't want to face the love that is riddled with holes.

These days, he had a particularly long time.

How long ago did he start to suspect Ming Ming and Xu Zeyang? He didn't quite remember.At that time, he overheard Mingming mentioning Xu Zeyang when contacting him about work.

After that, there are, many more.

Why didn't you ask Ming Ming?

Why are you willing to let yourself live in ignorance?

Everyone has secrets.Everyone has truths that they cannot face.

Only when all the ugliness is unreservedly exposed before the eyes, will people really understand what they want.

Just like now, Xue Zhiqian clearly knows that what he is most afraid of is that Mingming will leave him.Just like when I was afraid of my mother leaving me, afraid of Xinxin leaving, afraid of grandma leaving, afraid of violent leaving, afraid of grandma leaving...

Even at the age of forty, even if he was already scarred and scarred, that kind of fear is still unable to deal with it...

Zhang Mingming opened the door.

In front of him, his eyes were full of tears.

Without words, the warm embrace roasted her like a raging fire.His soft hair was still rubbing against her skin, and he even bit her shoulder desperately with his teeth, like a wild beast, using the most instinctive and lowest way to keep her.

This is him.

Only he can be as delicate and deep as a girl's mind.

He is the only one who has so little sense of security that he will be simpler and more humble than a child.

However, distress with disgust is the deadliest.

In Mingming's eyes, he is now like a little boy who got separated from his mother in the park.She will sympathize and feel distressed.

However, she is not his mother, she can comfort him like a normal person, but she can't give him shoulders like a mother every time.

What she needs is a man.

She can lie to him for a day or two out of morality and kindness, even in the past few years.

However, once the layer of window paper is pierced, it is really impossible for her to continue to accept him and endure him against her heart.

She pushed his face away with all her strength.Don't care about the haze buried deep under his long bangs.Continue to pack your bags.

"Mingming, don't go... stay with me..."

"You let go... I've had enough!"

At this moment, Wu Jiaqian vigorously washed her face in the women's toilet of a high-end club in Shanghai.

It's been a long time since she saw herself without makeup, and when she saw herself in the mirror, it was as if she saw another person, so pure, so strange, so strange.It's not at all like the enchanting beauty who was able to do a job in front of the old pervert just now.

"Qianqian, why don't we go back. Don't serve this grandson anymore!"

Wu Jiaqian looked at Wu Jialei's anxious face, but she calmed down.

Her mind suddenly went blank, and she walked in the direction of Wu Jialei.

It was the first time that the siblings hugged each other.

Wu Jialei touched his sister's hair.My heart is full of distress.

No matter how capable she is, no matter how ruthless she is, he is still just a woman.The elder sister is born beautiful, should have a beautiful family, should have a lovely child, should have enjoyed the best love in the world.But let alone the divorce of the parents, and the pressure and pain that my sister has endured these days, I am afraid that others will not be able to bear it in a few lifetimes.

He also complained about his uncle, why he was so obsessed with power, why he had to be the biggest person.

When he grows up, he understands what is greed and what is involuntary.For himself, he accepts his fate, and he can go all out without reservation.

However, seeing his sister suffering so much with him, he really couldn't do it.

Why did they have to be born in this abnormal family and do so many difficult things?Why is it so difficult to imagine living like an ordinary person?

Wu Jialei hugged his sister as tightly as possible. He knew that in this world, there was probably no one else who could warm his sister like this.

"Leilei, call me sister."

Wu Jialei was stunned.Unexpectedly, at this time, she would think of this.

Back then, my father and mother divorced, almost to the point of life and death.After the two separated, the two were still rivals, and even their parents refused to let their siblings recognize each other in order to prevent leaks.Until the father completely defeated the mother, the grievances in the shopping malls and the road finally disappeared.But what was left to this family was an eternal imprint.

There is a deep bond of flesh and blood, and for the sake of my sister's development, my father still tried every means to find my sister to recognize each other.

Wu Jialei also quietly recognized his mother through his sister.Although the shortcomings of so many years cannot be made up, they are already satisfied.

But the two parents, but still can not let go, still can not forgive each other.

Wu Jialei vaguely remembers, especially very early memories, that her sister was also a little princess playing with dolls.I will tell myself fairy tales and act like a baby with my father.

My sister never said what she has experienced. Since we met, she has always looked strong, like a little gangster growing wildly on the street, and her heart is as impenetrable as steel.

However, when his sister asked him to call her sister, he really was, and his heart was about to break.

"Sister... let's go... let's go home..." Wu Jialei even thought that it would be better for the whole family to retreat, move to Nepal, move to India, anyway, wherever is fine, as long as there is no place related to their family, the family will be safe good.

Wu Jiaqian couldn't help smiling when she heard this.She patted Wu Jialei on the shoulder, just like when she was a child.Then suddenly became expressionless again.She carefully put on her makeup again.Turning around in front of the mirror three times, after confirming that he was safe, he went back to the private room without looking back.

When Wu Jialei went back, he saw the old man's hand looming on his sister's skirt.He gritted his teeth and yelled angrily: "Mr. Hong!" He was ready to beat him up.

Unsurprisingly, the old man was taken aback.Looking at Wu Jialei, he looked sanctimonious.

"Oh, brother Hong, my younger brother just said that my uncle has something urgent to do with him, and he may be asked to go back first. Judging by the posture, I think he will be punished if he goes!"

The old man had a step, so naturally he went down happily.Besides, without this man, it would be easier to do things.

Wu Jiaqian winked at Wu Jialei for a while, seeing that he still wouldn't leave, she simply went up and pushed him out.The moment she heard the door locked, she knew that she had no way out.However, she seemed to be braver and walked towards the old man coquettishly.

The road that night was very long for Wu Jialei.

And I, a few days later, when the vacation was over, I immediately and honestly returned to Shanghai from home.To be honest, the later I felt, the more uncertain I was, and I always felt that what Wu Jialei said that day seemed to be true.And when this month's salary came to my account, I found that there was no commission at all. This is not normal, and it also disturbs me the most.

However, I am still NAIVE, and there are far more moths waiting for me in Shanghai than this.Now that I got off the plane, there were reporters blocking me.I thought about it, didn't I make a fucking reality show?That's not the case, is it?I was half-hearted and didn't listen to his question carefully.

As a result... when leaving the airport, a bunch of reporters rushed up.I was squeezed into a pile of microphones, listening to them chatting non-stop.At first, I was so bored that I even wanted to snatch their machine off and throw it away.Until I heard one of the lines clearly: "Ms. Lu, may I ask Xue Zhiqian to commit suicide because of you? Did you come here specially for him this time? Will you visit him later?"

My mind went blank.Immediately stupid.

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