clean moonlight

This year's autumn is a bit unexpected. Shen Zhizhou often remembers that the autumn is full of sweet-scented osmanthus, which is very annoying.Now, they have changed classrooms.Looking down from the window, there are patches of sycamore trees and their fallen leaves that have not been damaged by the wind.Shen Zhizhou was lying by the window, looking at the fallen leaves of the sycamore tree piled up together, and couldn't help wondering if it would be soft to jump off.He didn't want to understand it here, but his eyes found a tree with lush branches and leaves, and he wondered if he could jump over it and hang on it.This thought made him feel novel, and slightly squeezed out some of the restlessness and uneasiness that had been in him for several days.

The noise in the classroom continued intermittently, and Shen Zhizhou knew that the results of the monthly exam had come out without looking back.Since I entered the third year of high school, there was only such noise in the class when the scores came out.Whether it's complaints, surprises, or self-encouragement, it is much better than the usual mood of being depressed and only focusing on learning.

Shen Zhizhou turned around and lay down on the table, eyes still closed, a deliberately low voice came from the front row: "A few more people have retreated, what's going on?"

"I don't know?" Chen Dong also said with a suppressed voice: "He does the questions very late every night, and he works harder than before."

"Could it be that you suffer from pre-exam anxiety?" Wang Xin said, "A colleague's child in my mother's work unit is like this. He usually ranks first and second in exams, and retreats to the middle when it comes to large exams."

"I don't think so." Chen Dong said, "I think he's quite calm."

"That can't be falling in love?" Wang Xin continued to whisper to Chen Dong: "I heard that falling in love also affects study."

"Pull it down." Chen Dong leaned closer to Wang Xin and said in an almost breathless voice, "He has only been a close friend of Shen Zhizhou in the past year, and he has had a fart relationship."

"You don't know that, don't you?" Wang Xin quietly glanced around and said, "It's not just about being in love with women...ahem..."

Shen Zhizhou covered his mouth and coughed. Before Wang Xin finished speaking, he quickly turned around and said: "I want to fall in love recently. If you don't talk about it this year, what will I remember in the future?"

Shen Zhizhou glanced at her, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw Yang Qingze walking in through the back door.He sighed inwardly, it has become Yang Qingze's routine to be invited into the office after every exam.During the monthly exams, the teachers rushed to talk to him. Usually, the teachers had to move a stool and sit in the last row for one subject a day during self-study.Apparently, he was looking at the discipline of the whole class, and secretly, he was observing Yang Qingze's exam status.

Shen Zhizhou never worked hard, nor did he work hard.Every time I take the exam, I stop at the top five in the class and the top twenty in my age, without exception.On the contrary, Yang Qingze's grades fell again and again and slipped to ninth in the class, and he was over 30 years old.He even passed 90 points in his best math test, which made Yang Qingze's Chang Chuan math teacher Lao Xiang unacceptable.This time it was Yang Qingze's turn to invigilate the exam, and he stared at Yang Qingze's paper almost every step of the way, and finally found out the problem for him.But the teacher had the teacher's considerations, so he asked Yang Qingze for a question and then turned to talk to Shen Zhizhou.

"Old Xiang told you to go to the office?" Yang Qingze said to Shen Zhizhou before he sat down, "Maybe it's because of me, just say you don't know."

Shen Zhizhou glanced at him displeasedly, pulled the teacup on the table and left.When he was in class, he heard from the old Xiang that he got a new pack of good tea, and he was going to go to the office to drink some.

"Yo, here we come." Lao Xiang has a tea set in his office and likes to drink tea after class.

Shen Zhizhou ignored him, picked up the tea he had just made and poured it into his cup.

"Hey, save some for me, you're pouring it like water." Lao Xiang hurriedly stopped him, but it was too late to save his pot of tea.

"Did something happen to your tablemate at home recently?" Lao Xiang spoke very directly, and he didn't need to be cautious when facing Shen Zhizhou.According to him, anyway, this person is heartless and hates trouble and beating around the bush, so just order it.

"What did you say?" Shen Zhizhou thought to his heart for a moment: "It turns out that the problem lies here, no wonder..."

"I asked if something happened to his family." Lao Xiang poured himself some tea from the residue and said, "I think he's been a little distracted recently. He wrote 0 on the draft paper and filled in the answer sheet. 2."

"I don't know." Shen Zhizhou took a sip of the tea in the cup calmly, and his tone was also tepid.

"I don't think you look like you don't know." The math teacher muttered, "Why do I think you were distracted looking at him in class?"

Shen Zhizhou's heart trembled, wondering if Lao Xiang knew something.Who knows that the math teacher just said casually: "It looks like you know something, otherwise why are you looking at him with a worried face."

Shen Zhizhou breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that you observed carefully.On the surface, he pretended to be calm, and after a while he pretended to be embarrassed and said: "Teacher, this is a family matter. We can only try to enlighten him, and we can't make it known to everyone."

This is cleverly said, it is obvious that I know, but I just won't tell you.Lao Xiang coughed a few times, said a few words of comfort, and told him to leave quickly, don't stay here to irritate people.

As soon as Shen Zhizhou stepped out of Lao Xiang's office, he ran into Zhang Yang.Zhang Yang waved to him, and Shen Zhizhou secretly sighed that he was unlucky, and went to the office twice in one class break.

Compared with Lao Xiang, Shen Zhizhou is much more respectful to Zhang Yang.Perhaps it was because of the class teacher or because he was a woman. Of course, the most likely reason was his poor Chinese performance.In short, when he entered the office, he stood with his head bowed, neither dancing nor singing nor making jokes.

Zhang Yang signaled him to sit down, and Shen Zhizhou walked over with small steps and sat upright on the stool opposite Zhang Yang.Zhang Yang glanced at him, then rummaged on the desk for a long time, finally found a paper and put it in front of him.

Shen Zhizhou thought that he might have filled in the ancient poems wrong again, Zhang Yang finally couldn't bear it and wanted to punish himself.He sneaked a glance at the paper with anxiety and indifference, but fortunately it was not his own handwriting.In the next second, his whole body froze.His mind seemed to be occupied by these neat and tidy handwriting, and what hovered in his mind were Yang Qingze's notes.

Zhang Yang got up to pour water, Shen Zhizhou's hand that picked up the paper couldn't stop trembling slightly.In addition to the black answer notes in front of him, there are also comments circled with red pens.There is no doubt that black is Yang Qingze's answer, and red is Zhang Yang's correction.Shen Zhizhou pointed his fingers at the red circle in the middle, and inside the red circle were Zhou Zhengti's three words "Shen Zhizhou".

"I don't know if you've noticed, but he never revises his previous compositions. There are almost zero typos, and the recent papers are painted with black dots..." Shen Zhizhou couldn't help but think of the previous exam , when the paper was handed out, it passed through his hand first.At that time, he still took the paper and laughed at Yang Qingze's smearing like a briquette.Thinking about it now, it's really shameful.

Shen Zhizhou felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, but smiled faintly on his face.He said, "Teacher, what then?"

Zhang Yang froze for a moment, not understanding what Shen Zhizhou meant.This was not her original intention, but Shen Zhizhou's calmness also exceeded her expectations.It took her a long time to regain her sanity, and then she said in an almost silent voice: "He recently had a younger brother."

Shen Zhizhou's hands holding the paper tightened, and all the questions surfaced.He felt distressed and helpless in his heart. At this moment, he just wanted to go back to the classroom quickly, and he didn't care what Zhang Yang knew.

Zhang Yang watched the door of the office open and close, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses.The conjecture in her heart was gradually confirmed, and suddenly she lost the courage to explore the truth.

When Shen Zhizhou returned to the classroom, he spread out the paper on the table, rubbing his fingers in the marked red circle.Yang Qingze raised his eyes and looked over, and the words came out of his mouth thousands of words and finally merged into one sentence: "I'm sorry."

Shen Zhizhou touched the handwriting that was about to penetrate the paper, and said after a long time, "I'm sorry."

Yang Qingze glanced at the paper, turned around and was about to leave for the office.Shen Zhizhou grabbed his arm and dragged him onto the stool.Then he bent down and flipped through the previous papers in his desk. He randomly opened one and pointed to the place blackened by ink blots and asked, "Is this Shen or Zhi?"

"I think it's Zhou," Shen Zhizhou said to himself, and even picked up a pen to trace his name on the black mark.

"When did it happen?" Shen Zhizhou seemingly casually scribbled dots on the test paper, but in a tone that insisted on asking for an answer.

Yang Qingze was stunned for a moment, then asked him in a low voice: "What?"

"What did you say?" Shen Zhizhou said, "You told me last week that you went home."

Yang Qingze moved his lips, and said in a softer voice: "Yujingyuan".

Shen Zhizhou stared at him like I knew it.

It's not that Yang Qingze didn't want to tell Shen Zhizhou, but he just didn't think it was clear.There are many things in the world that cannot be explained clearly with words.For example, his younger brother who appeared suddenly, the longevity lock his grandmother hung on the child, and the warm and harmonious family seen from the yard, he couldn't tell Shen Zhizhou about it.

This is how people are, no matter how proud they are, once they feel that they have nowhere to go, they will trap themselves as if they want to be humbled into the dust.This is the feeling he would not have had these years even if he was not with his parents, but the only home he could return to had a little life related to him by blood.He, Yang Qingze, asked himself that he didn't hate anyone, but at this moment, he couldn't help but resent how unfair his fate was.Some people have grown up in the sunshine from birth, even if it is a moment of haze, someone will block it for him, such as Shen Zhizhou.Some people have been hiding in the darkness since birth, justifying themselves with a little warmth, like myself.He thought about the unfairness of this relationship countless times, and he felt that he was not worthy of Shen Zhizhou.There is no clean place around him for him to stand, but he pulls him into the sunlight everywhere, trying not to flow with the darkness.

"Let's go." Shen Zhizhou hurriedly packed his schoolbag and looked at Yang Qingze: "Take you somewhere."