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Shen Zhizhou's birthday is in midsummer, one week before the college entrance examination.Jiang Wancheng and Li Fengming were urged to leave after delivering presents in their busy schedule. Li Sinian and Chen Nuoyan saw that he was not very interested, so they found a reason to leave after dinner.At the end of his birthday, only Yang Qingze was still sitting upright on the table waiting for him to eat that bowl of longevity noodles.

Shen Zhizhou felt that he was probably crazy, and he felt abandoned by everyone while eating.He scratched his face, raised his head and asked Yang Qingze foolishly: "He graduated, why do you think I'm being hypocritical?"

Yang Qingze looked at him quietly without saying a word.After a long time, he said slowly: "Shen Zhizhou, shall we take the exam for Z University together?"

Shen Zhizhou didn't speak, just continued to eat noodles in a daze.Just when Yang Qingze thought he would not answer, Shen Zhizhou said: "Then will you spend my birthday with me every year?"

Yang Qingze opened his mouth, not knowing why.He suddenly understood the other meaning of his words, the uncertainty of the future in his teens, the sense of panic about his own inadequacy and responsibility.He didn't know how many layers of uncertainty he had in his future, but at this moment, he wanted to give him an answer.Even if the future is uncertain, even if the promise is as pale as paper.

"Hmm..." Yang Qingze heard his own voice squeezed out of his throat, and he said, "Shen Zhizhou, what are you afraid of?"

Shen Zhizhou shook his head, and continued to scrape the noodles that were about to bottom out in the bowl.

"If you want, I will spend every birthday with you." Yang Qingze cleared his throat, trying to make himself clear but not so straightforward: "I can face it with you, as long as you want."

Shen Zhizhou seemed to have regained his sanity at this time, he looked at Yang Qingze and asked a very realistic question: "Then what if I fail the exam?"

"I'll go wherever you go." Yang Qingze didn't hesitate this time. He twitched the corners of his mouth and said with a smile, "You seem to have taken explosives recently. Everyone has to say a few words. In the end, you even messed with yourself." As if abandoned by the whole world, Shen Zhizhou, are you out of your mind or do you think I'm incompetent?"

Shen Zhizhou clicked his tongue and woke up from self-deception. He thought about it and said, "They deserve it".

Don't you deserve it?

It all started a month ago when Jiang Wancheng invited a group of friends for a breakup meal.The people haven't left yet, Shen Zhizhou is a little annoyed by eating one meal a day.But he couldn't stand Jiang Wancheng's soft and hard palate, so Shen Zhizhou followed suit.After eating, I ordered some wine naturally.A few people drank a lot when you talked to me, and finally the topic naturally changed to Shen Zhizhou and Yang Qingze.Originally, the two of them got together under the help of their group of friends, but now everyone is betting on how they will break up after the college entrance examination.

"Did Shen Zhizhou mention it?" Jiang Wancheng said with a look of knowing Shen Zhizhou very well: "He felt that after the college entrance examination, he was not worthy of Yang Qingze, a top student in a prestigious school, so he voluntarily quit and let each other find a better one."

Shen Zhizhou didn't pay attention to him, just thought he was drunk and was talking nonsense.But he didn't expect to tell the truth after drinking. Before Jiang Wancheng finished speaking, Chen Nuoyan spoke again: "Actually, I'm still very worried. Although as a buddy, I have to accept it with a smile. But there are so many bad guys out there." , what will you do if you are treated unfairly in the future?"

For a while, everyone stopped talking.Chen Nuoyan drank a little too much, completely unaware of what he said.Since then, those things that have been hidden in my heart and avoided on purpose have finally surfaced.Shen Zhizhou took a sip of his drink, and the teenager suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

"How about you... um..." Jiang Wancheng's ready-to-say words were covered by Li Fengming's hand, and Shen Zhizhou looked at him with a smile on his face and said, "Let him go, let him say .You tell me?"

Jiang Wancheng took a few breaths of air, and said earnestly, "You two should break up after the college entrance examination."

Yang Qingze froze, and suddenly remembered that he was the passive side from the beginning to the end.Even together, not together, it seems.He held his breath and waited for Shen Zhizhou's answer.

Shen Zhizhou glanced at Jiang Wancheng, his tone was already chilling: "Jiang Wancheng, you are looking for death today, aren't you?"

As the saying goes, wine can strengthen one's courage, and Jiang Wancheng's words are simply enacted.Jiang Wancheng took advantage of his strength to stand up, and cursed at Shen Zhizhou: "Are you a fucking idiot? A group of labor and management are accustomed to you and want you to try liking men and women to see if you can change it. You Do you think it is to let you be with a man from now on?"

Standing aside, Yang Qingze felt that what the drunk Jiang Wancheng said made sense.He was like a bystander, watching all this with cold eyes, as if the man was not himself.If you really want to talk about it, in fact, he has no right to say anything.He was offered, but he did not refuse.If people want it, he rushes to give it.But in the end, I still want to hear Shen Zhizhou's answer, as if to prove that the only piece of driftwood I am willing to grab can support my weight.

"What if it is?" Shen Zhizhou swung the beer bottle in front of him and smashed it to the ground, and Jiang Wancheng who was roaring sobered up instantly.Shen Zhizhou yelled at him: "Take back what you said, quick!"

Jiang Wancheng swallowed, only then did he notice Yang Qingze who was always beside him.He hurriedly bent down to apologize, blushing like something.Li Fengming sighed secretly, pulled him away.Seeing this, the rest of the people made excuses and left, leaving only Shen Zhizhou scolding one after another without stopping.

Yang Qingze didn't hear the answer, but felt that Shen Zhizhou had a characteristic of Zouyi when he cursed.

After that party, Jiang Wancheng avoided Shen Zhizhou every day, and even blocked Shen Zhizhou from WeChat.He sent a lot of messages to Yang Qingze, all of which were words of apology.Yang Qingze didn't reply, it wasn't hypocritical or anything else.He just felt that what he said was not unreasonable, after all, he was really thinking of Shen Zhizhou.After much deliberation, he didn't know what to reply.

After more than a month, Shen Zhizhou's friends finally recognized their relationship.But whether it was an illusion or not, Yang Qingze always felt that there was color in their eyes.I don't know if it's a pity or something else, but it's not a blessing.But this is nothing, as long as Shen Zhizhou is around, he can still be fearless.It's just that he has always been brooding about it. Shen Zhizhou didn't know when he would be classified as the weaker side, and he alone bore the pressure on the future.

"Where's the gift?" Shen Zhizhou took apart the watch Jiang Wancheng gave him and threw it aside, asking Yang Qingze for a gift with both hands.

Yang Qingze smiled and said, "Let me support you."

"What?" Shen Zhizhou's eyes widened: "You don't want to avoid giving gifts, do you?"

"Are you unprepared?" Shen Zhizhou couldn't accept it anymore, he had been implying that it was his since a month ago, ah.

Yang Qingze smiled, and threw a bag to him from behind.Shen Zhizhou caught it, showing his teeth with a smile: "You also wear perfume, this fragrance is too sweet...Yang Qingze!"

Shen Zhizhou shouted loudly: "This is my birthday, a coming-of-age ceremony!"

Yang Qingze looked at his watch and said, "I know, don't you just like perfume?" He deliberately emphasized the word perfume, and then said casually as if recalling something: "Besides, this perfume complements your temperament. It's called Sunshine Amber."

"Auntie told us to hurry over to eat after eating here, have you finished eating here?" Yang Qingze looked at his staring eyes, holding back a smile to change the subject.

Shen Zhizhou hugged the perfume bag, threw the watch Jiang Wancheng sent into the bag, and followed Yang Qingze out.

Every year for Shen Zhizhou's birthday, he eats two meals, one with his friends outside and one with his parents at home.This year, my friend had a very unpleasant meal, and now he is in a hurry to go home to seek comfort.As soon as the door opened, his face was covered in fireworks ribbons.He squinted and saw that everyone who had been indifferent before was standing behind his door.Jiang Wancheng was even more exaggerated, dressed in a suit and leather shoes and said that he would dance the little apple for him.

Zou Yi brought out the freshly made soup from the kitchen, and complained to Shen Zhizhou with a smile: "I just came back now? Didn't I say that we came to the house together this year? Where have you been?"

Shen Zhizhou was silent for a while, then shouted at everyone: "Where's the gift?"

Chen Nuoyan hurriedly opened the shoe box on the sofa as if offering a treasure, nodded and bowed to Shen Zhizhou: "Happy birthday, friendship will last forever."

Shen Zhizhou snorted, and turned to look at Li Sinian.Li Sinian understood immediately, and immediately opened the gift he gave - a gold ingot.

Holding it in his hand, Shen Zhizhou bit his teeth, and decided to use the most primitive method to inspect the goods.Li Sinian opened his hand: "You have never seen the world, can you save some face?"

Everyone laughed, Li Sinian is famous for his love of gold.Sending out such a large one at once, it is right to doubt whether it is true or not.

"Long live a hundred years, be safe every year, worry-free for a hundred years, and a happy marriage for a hundred years." Li Fengming handed over the gift he had prepared by hand, and finally said what Shen Zhizhou wanted to hear the most in a sentence that was wrong in the preface and the postscript. manner.Perhaps, now also includes everyone's attitude.

Zou Yi threw a new computer in front of Shen Zhizhou: "Everyone gave it away, so I'll express it too."

Shen Zhizhou pouted and rushed over, but Zou Yi pushed him away before kissing him: "Oh, do me a favor, I put on makeup today."

Shen Zhizhou clicked his tongue and turned to look at Shen Fang.Shen Fang was very embarrassed by being stared at, and quickly threw him a card: "When you grow up, you will keep the money for yourself. From today on, you will be an adult. Well, the small treasury is richer than your father. Occasionally Do you know how to help the old man?"

Shen Zhizhou grabbed the card as if he had never seen money in eight lifetimes, then grinned at everyone.Zou Yi glanced at Shen Fang inexplicably, and finally couldn't help asking him: "The pocket money we usually give is not enough?"

Shen Fang shook his head, expressing that he was also confused.Shen Zhizhou was so happy, Jiang Wancheng looked at the cake he brought and another gift on the table, silently thinking about giving money directly next time.

In fact, Shen Zhizhou was really happy.All his uneasiness was relieved by Shen Fang's words "My lord" and this card, and he felt that he suddenly had the courage to face the uncertainty of the future.

Yang Qingze glanced at him, touched the envelope in his trouser pocket lightly, and laughed too.

With the blessings of a group of friends, Shen Zhizhou's birthday felt complete and happy.Of course, everyone didn't expose the fact that he was holding a bank card the whole time. Only the corner of the bank card exposed to the air in the group photo in the camera knew what happened.

After sending everyone away, Zou Yi yawned and wanted to go out to sleep with Shen Fang.Because the house is too messy, she will not come back until her aunt has cleaned it tomorrow.Shen Zhizhou wished she would leave quickly, and sent them out with the bank card in his hand.

Jiang Wancheng got into the elevator and ran back, hurriedly telling him to unwrap the gift he put in the box tonight.Shen Zhizhou let go of his heart, secretly thinking that it might be a box of RMB, and his attitude towards Jiang Wancheng became better.

Shen Zhizhou carried Jiang Wancheng's gift box into the bedroom, opened it, first smashed the box angrily, then laughed out of breath, like a fool.When Yang Qingze saw it, he couldn't help being speechless.The box contained a row of TT and lube, and a stack of discs, which were colored without even thinking about it.

"No..." Yang Qingze took out the hot envelope from his trouser pocket and handed it to Shen Zhizhou, then quietly kicked the box in front of Shen Zhizhou into the table.

"What?" Shen Zhizhou's hand holding the envelope trembled slightly, and he heard Yang Qingze say with confusion: "If money can give you a sense of security, I will give it to you."

Shen Zhizhou hugged his waist and buried his head deeply in his arms.After a while he said: "No, my sense of security is you, and money is a tool." But I have to have it, there is no comparison.