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Shen Zhizhou took out his mobile phone and hesitated for a while, but finally decided to skip class.Anyway, it was Zhang Yang's evening self-study at night, so he knew everything he needed to know, and there was no need to cover it up.

There was a hole under the barbed wire fence behind the school playground that could allow one person to pass through. Shen Zhizhou pushed Yang Qingze out before he bent down to follow.There are not many students on the playground at this point, but there are still family members of faculty and staff walking in twos and threes.Shen Zhizhou didn't care about other people's surprised gazes, he pulled Yang Qingze and ran to the side of the road to stop a taxi.

The taxi stopped in front of a high-end residential area, and Shen Zhizhou dragged Yang Qingze into the building on the right.The elevator rose slowly and finally stopped on the 19th floor.Shen Zhizhou pressed his fingerprints on the door a few times, and the door opened with a sound.Before Yang Qingze could react, he was dragged in by Shen Zhizhou.The sensor light at the entrance turned on, Shen Zhizhou wiped off his shoes and socks, turned around and pulled Yang Qingze up to go into the house.Yang Qingze didn't take off his shoes completely, and he dragged them for several steps before they fell on the carpet.Shen Zhizhou kicked his shoes towards the entrance, and pulled Yang Qingze into one of the rooms.

Shen Zhizhou didn't turn on the light, and the curtains in the room were closed tightly, making the room a bit dark.The coat was ripped off by Shen Zhizhou and thrown at the door of the room, while he himself sat in front of the piano.

Yang Qingze was full of doubts and didn't know how to speak. Shen Zhizhou's slender fingers were already pressing on the keys to test the sound.His voice was magnetically lazy, and he seemed a little careless: "What do you want to hear?"

"Ah..." Before Yang Qingze could react, Shen Zhizhou's fingertips were already sliding on the keys.What he played was not a romantic piece, and it was not suitable for couples, but he just played this piece.Every note pressed by the fingertips on the keys hit Yang Qingze's heart just right, just enough to make people feel uncomfortable.

In the dim room, the boy playing the piano with his shirt sleeves rolled up and the boy leaning against the piano in a daze formed a strange picture.It was obviously a peaceful time, but one brow was furrowed and the fingertips trembled slightly.If someone was in front of this picture, if someone opened the closed curtain, it must be a different scene.

Yang Qingze recognized this song as "The Street Where the Wind Lives" by Yukiko Isomura.He used to listen to this song when he was suffering from insomnia. This kind of low-pitched music can calm his heart down, and it seems that everything is like this, and it is no big deal.

The notes on Shen Zhizhou's fingertips stopped at some point, and Yang Qingze was still in his thoughts.It wasn't until he was pulled into a warm embrace that he realized that he was sitting on the piano, and Shen Zhizhou's hand was still under his ass.

Yang Qingze tried to move, and the voice from below reminded him that he might be overwhelmed and broke down.Shen Zhizhou moved his hands lightly to his waist, and pressed them on the keys, making an unpleasant sound.He raised his arms around Yang Qingze's sides, and said in a serious tone, "Shall we talk?"

Yang Qingze swallowed, stretched his legs towards the floor, trying to get away from the piano.But he didn't want to be pushed back by Shen Zhizhou's knee. His knee was between his thighs, and his tone was more serious than before: "Guess why I played this song?"

Yang Qingze's leg that was trying to move to the side was pressed by Shen Zhizhou's hand, and his tone was a little impatient: "Not honest yet?"

Yang Qingze didn't dare to move after hearing this, he moved his Adam's apple.Looking up at Shen Zhizhou's neck, he finally circled his neck and kissed him as if he had made up his mind.Shen Zhizhou's body froze for a moment, and he moved his hands to slap him away, after all, it hadn't been resolved yet.Yang Qingze didn't give him a chance, and before Shen Zhizhou could react, his lips moved to his Adam's apple and bit gently.Shen Zhizhou hissed, and then turned his defense into an offense and gnawed several mouthfuls at Yang Qingze's face.Because of their movements, the qinpan produced a not-so-pleasing sound, but it only added a lot of excitement.For the two of them now, it was undoubtedly an aphrodisiac.Shen Zhizhou's red sweater was ripped off, and Yang Qingze's bony fingers were inserted between his hair.

"Stop!" Shen Zhizhou grabbed the hands that were making trouble on him, pulled up the clothes on the ground and put them on Yang Qingze.He looked away a little and asked again: "Why do you think I played this song?"

Yang Qingze's eyes were reddish due to the discomfort of suppressing his body, and the corners of his eyes seemed to have been heavily drawn with a red pen.

"I'm sorry." Yang Qingze looked up at him and could only say this.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Shen Zhizhou tapped the keys a few times: "Have you thought about the future?"

"Is there me in your future?" Shen Zhizhou bit his collarbone viciously.

"Yes." Yang Qingze said hesitantly, "but I might..."

"what?"

"Maybe I won't be able to go where you want to go." Yang Qingze insisted, "Shen Zhizhou, I won't be able to take the first place in the exam."

His voice was rarely crying, and his acting for so long was finally broken.The unspeakable inferiority complex in his heart seemed to swallow him up, and the feeling of worrying about gains and losses was about to swallow him up.

"A few days ago, a friend of my mother's husband cheated on her. She won't divorce her life and death. Guess why?" Shen Zhizhou raised his hand and touched his collarbone, which was gnawed red by himself, and the words he said were soft and seductive. Go guess the answer he wants you to know.

"Reluctance?" Yang Qingze immediately thought of Ye Manman, and the answer he gave was a little mocking.

"No," Shen Zhizhou immediately denied it, saying, "Her husband found a mistress who gave birth to a son."

Yang Qingze thought of Yang Mingzhe, and waited silently for Shen Zhizhou to continue.

"And she only has two daughters. If she doesn't get divorced, she and her daughter will always be the heirs of the first property." Shen Zhizhou said: "The aunt told my mother that they have no relationship for a long time, but live by memories."

"Only if you can't let it go will you die or die or get divorced. Smart people have paved the way for themselves." Shen Zhizhou said: "Those two sisters live a very chic life. They change cars every year. Not long ago, they used some tricks. Forced Xiaosan away. Guess what they did?"

"What?" Yang Qingze's breath was still a little unsteady, and it was rare for him to take the initiative to seduce him once, but he didn't expect Shen Zhizhou to be able to sit still.

"Actually, I didn't do anything, I just spent the money for the car." When Shen Zhizhou talked about other people's affairs, his tone didn't fluctuate, but Yang Qingze could instantly think of what he wanted to express.

"They found someone to chat with that mistress for nearly half a year, and they talked about irrelevant things, and persisted for half a year." Shen Zhizhou said: "If you can't let go, you can do the same and take your dad back. "

"But I don't think you will either." Shen Zhizhou pressed his hand and said, "You can't be indifferent to his things, and you can't be hard-hearted and really do something, so you torture yourself, and torture yourself along the way." I."

"No..." Yang Qingze retorted subconsciously, before he finished speaking, he turned to say: "I'm sorry".

"You said sorry more than I love you recently." Shen Zhizhou squinted at him: "No, you never seem to say you love me."

"Just say it now." Shen Zhizhou pressed him down, looking quite aggressive.

Yang Qingze lowered his eyes, and he said: "Shen Zhizhou, I once read a sentence. The book said that people who have never been loved will not love others. I am always careful as if I am walking on thin ice, and I am afraid that I will not love you." Yang Qingze's voice It's too dumb, Shen Zhizhou knew that it was extreme to force him to this point, and couldn't help scolding himself in his heart.

"Then I should be so sorry to you, so sorry to myself." Yang Qingze raised his eyes and looked at Shen Zhizhou with restraint: "My messy family is a messy life, and every day I live with you is like stealing it. Speaking of it It's funny, I'm a little scared, afraid..." I'm afraid that we won't make it to that day, I'm afraid that love won't stand the time, I'm afraid that the memories in the future will be too good and I will be too downcast.

"Finally said it." Shen Zhizhou's lips pecked at the corner of his eyes, and his tone was relieved and sad: "If you don't force you today, you will never say it. Then continue to be cautious, and I will say whatever I say." , I hide whatever I have in my heart. Until one day I don’t believe me anymore, I leave. I don’t care about that idiot named Shen Zhizhou, why are you so bad?”

Yang Qingze buried his head on Shen Zhizhou's chest, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Shen Zhizhou tightened his waist, moved his sore eyes and said in a calm tone, "Guess what happened afterwards?"

Yang Qingze had long been used to the jumping speed of his topics, and lightly closed his eyes and said, "Xiao San left with the person he was chatting with."

Yang Qingze himself was in the quagmire, and he knew what people who were also in the quagmire needed.The same people, different positions and different directions.But there is one thing, all longing for redemption.

"No." Shen Zhizhou said: "The one who chatted with her was a woman. They didn't know each other, and they shared their daily life every day. That woman was portrayed too freely and glamorously, and Xiaosan finally couldn't help but dislike the long-awaited and humiliated A life of scorn. So when the two sisters offered her a sum of money and agreed to raise her child, she left without hesitation."

"You are as soft-hearted as your mother, but you hate such soft-heartedness in your bones. So you bring your own thorns, thinking that you hurt others. Actually..." Shen Zhizhou paused and said: "Actually, you hurt others." You have always been the only one. In the end, what else do you have besides the self-willedness that is getting more and more incomprehensible and the bad reputation that you have done nothing but get solid?"

"Actually, I don't hate anyone." Yang Qingze sighed lightly, as if discouraged, and he lost his vigor when he said it again.He said: "No one may believe me when I say it, but I never really hated anyone from the beginning to the end."

"I know, that's why you easily walk into the blind spot." Shen Zhizhou said: "You haven't trusted anyone. You seem to be fine. In fact, you are just enduring. Sometimes I really hate your dad. I am so precious Such a person, why did he develop such an attitude of forbearance everywhere."

"I'm sorry." Yang Qingze could only repeat these three words over and over again, and finally completely annoyed Shen Zhizhou.He pushed him away: "If you say these three words again in the future, you will go to the school's rooftop and shout you love me ten thousand times."

"By the way, let me tell you a follow-up." Shen Zhizhou said with frivolous eyebrows: "Later, that man found out the truth and thought it was Xiao San who took his money and ran away with others. In a fit of anger, he never looked for Xiao San again. I don't care about Xiaosan's son. The two sisters said they were very good to the child, but he will never know the reason why his mother left. Even if he knows one day, he will be glad that he later This is how he lived. Compared with the previous rejection by everyone, it is always better to be justified. And his mother who abandoned him, do you think he still cares more?"

"You mean..." Yang Qingze's voice trembled a little, and his heart immediately became entangled.

"I think your grandparents are kind to him because of some blood relationship. But it's more for the peace of the house, so that your father and that girl don't make trouble. The way the two sisters are doing is actually the same. It's all for Solve the trouble." Shen Zhizhou thought for a while and then said: "But if you don't go home every day like this, you will really lose your grandparents. Another reason why they love you is that you were raised by them and have time to be Emotional basis. If you continue to escape like this, don’t go home every day, and only think about things during exams and classes, you’re really screwed.”

"You are worthless, a kid who is a few months old will force you into this." Shen Zhizhou saw that Yang Qingze's knots had untied a little, he breathed a sigh of relief and suddenly remembered something and said, "By the way, your grandpa asked me out." I'm going to eat at your house this weekend, would you like to come with me by the way?"

Yang Qingze smiled and elbowed him: "I'm the one going home, and I'll take you with me by the way. You don't distinguish between host and guest."

Shen Zhizhou also laughed, and Yang Qingze finally remembered the previous question and asked him: "By the way, where is this?"

"Jiang Wancheng's family," Shen Zhizhou said, and began to pull Yang Qingze's clothes, ready to finish the unfinished business.

Yang Qingze became petrified in an instant, doing this kind of thing in others.His first reaction was whether the piano would be damaged, and he subconsciously looked at the keys.

"Don't panic, no one comes here." Seeing that Yang Qingze became stiffer, Shen Zhizhou quickly added: "No one comes to this place, he has already given me the key. This is his own house, he said it was for me For cheating."

In fact, when Jiang Wancheng left, he had a meal appointment with Shen Zhizhou alone.That day, Jiang Wancheng, who never knew how to eat spicy food, dragged Shen Zhizhou into a hot pot restaurant in Chongqing, where he ordered the crazy spicy Jiugongge.While crying, he praised to Shen Zhizhou that Chongqing hot pot is well-deserved, it really irritates the eyes.The two chatted for a long time, after saying everything that should be said and should not be said.Jiang Wancheng wasn't fooling around, but instead asked Shen Zhizhou in a serious manner: "You really don't want to break up?"

It was rare for Shen Zhizhou not to be angry, he just said to him calmly and restrainedly: "Yes".

The final result was that Jiang Wancheng forcibly gave him the key to the house, saying that he came here to take refuge when he was evicted and homeless.Shen Zhizhou and him did the renovation of this house at the beginning, but he didn't expect it to become his future refuge in the end.Shen Zhizhou regretted not changing the color of the curtains to smoky gray. He couldn't quarrel with Jiang Wancheng back then and thought he didn't live by himself, so he changed it to smoky purple according to Jiang Wancheng's wishes.

Yang Qingze relaxed his body. The two of them hadn't done anything substantive when Zou Yi called.

Shen Zhizhou pressed the answer button, and Zou Yi's teasing voice came over: "Baby, what have you been doing recently?"

Shen Zhizhou was stunned, thinking that Zhang Yang was too stingy, and he would notify his parents if he skipped a class.

"It's okay, I just skipped a class." Shen Zhizhou betrayed Jiang Wancheng without blushing: "Recently, Jiang Wancheng said that he wanted to eat Laoganma, so I'll buy some and send it to him. You know, in a foreign country I am afraid that he will be lonely and feel that he is not valued."

"Then your teacher is too busy." Zou Yi complained, "It's just skipping a class, and you still have to invite me to have dinner on the weekend. I haven't gone to a massage for a long time. I will talk to Yanyan's mother on the weekend..."

"What did you say?" Shen Zhizhou gasped for breath: "She invited you to dinner?"

"Yeah, I have something to talk about about you." Before Zou Yi could finish speaking, Shen Zhizhou hung up the phone. She muttered inexplicably and turned to call Chen Nuoyan's mother.