Carpe Diem

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At the beginning, Lele could hardly share the bed with Lin Xuan, she always felt that she was not clean enough, and kissing was fine, but when Lin Xuan's hand touched down, she would wrap herself tightly in fright, curl up and shiver She was ashamed to expose her body in front of her husband. She was afraid that Lin Xuan would dislike her, and she was even more afraid that there would be some traces left on her body. Until she found out that Kuroro liked Lin Xuan, who was also a man, was also very useful. She was very happy and redoubled her efforts to please the man, but it backfired. The next day, Lin Xuan didn't come home all night. After the passion, Lin Xuan thought about it a little bit, and knew what kind of prostitution his wife had done with other men. 'What a mess.

Lin Xuan's life was also difficult. The decent business elite was depressed all day long, and he didn't think about eating and drinking in the office all day. He grabbed his coat and paced out. As soon as he got home, he pushed Lele who greeted him against the wall, "You all What did you do?" Lele has told him many, many times what he asked.But Lin Xuan had doubts a long time ago, "In fact, the person you love has always been Kuroro, hasn't he? Did he really force you? Why don't you have any scars on your body? You did it voluntarily, yes no?"

"No! No!"

At first Lele would explain emotionally.

But Lin Xuan intensified.

"Since I knew you, you have been full of lies and hypocrisy! Could it be that Kuroro didn't want you when he knew you were pregnant, and once he left, you had no choice but to come back with me?"

"You said he kidnapped you? How could he come to the real world casually? You are free to come and go, Lele, are you unwilling to marry me? Why did you secretly go to him behind my back? You sent it to the door Don't you? You know I don't like him! But you insisted on inviting him to our wedding! You still said you don't like him?!"

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Tired of talking, Lin Xuan calmed down and asked her one last question:

"Lele, are you resisting?"

Lele looked at her husband hurt. He asked her if she had tried to resist an adult man with extraordinary physical strength. He cared about her attitude more than her safety. He would rather her be beaten, at least that would show that her heart is loyal of.But their fragile relationship cannot tolerate lies, "No, because..." Lele wants to explain that she understands Kuroro - let him get what he wants, or let him torture you, and then get what he wants .It's always been like this, she just wants to save the rival scene in the clumsy idol drama!

But Lin Xuan didn't want to hear it anymore, Lele hugged him: "Lin Xuan! Lin Xuan! Don't go, please, I love you, I love you!"

"I'm not leaving, I seem to be a little wrong, I'm going to fix myself and think about it again." It sounded like another trial was about to take place, Lele, who was worried about gains and losses, raised her head, her eyes were full of uneasiness, Lin Xuan gently touched his wife's face, "I'm sorry, give me a little more time, I love you, Lele."

At night, Lin Xuan patted Lele awake, her eyes were red when she turned around, and the pillow towel was wet from her crying, "I'm very scared." Lele explained the reason for her misbehavior, "I couldn't fall asleep..." Lin Xuan pulled She passed her hand, pressed it on the bed, and fell on it, "Don't be afraid." He kissed the frightened little animal, touched his lips and teeth, and then kissed deeply.Lin Xuan treated her very gently.

Lin Xuan asked Sasuke to help get rid of Lele's bracelet.

"They said this metal was very strange. They thought it was ordinary iron, but the chainsaw couldn't cut it through." Lin Xuan asked Sasuke if there was anything he could do.

Ninja-san, who has become a professional in solving difficult and miscellaneous diseases, sneered, and impatiently pointed his finger up, and the bracelet instantly vaporized.

Voldexiao asked the couple in a strange way: "What kind of play are you guys playing? Take it easy, don't go to the hospital next time, what's the matter with bowling... Oh, it's a shame not to play golf gone."

The speaker had no intention, but the listener had intention, Lin Xuan's expression was ugly.

After returning home, the atmosphere dropped to zero. No matter how cautious Lele was, he would do wrong things. Lin Xuan's suspiciousness was like explosives, and the fuse would be ignited if he didn't say a word well or just a normal behavior.

While cleaning, Lele put the collection of Hunter's comics into a shelf, but Lin Xuan, who saw this behavior, took it as a guilty conscience.

One night, Lin Xuan put his arms around Lele on the bed and said, "Why is Ku Luoluo so obsessed with you? Why did he come here to take you away? Are you a treasure to him? Isn't it because he came to rob you? Were the two of you ambiguous before? Did you send him some signal that made him misunderstand that you wanted to go with him? "

Going round and round, like entering a terrible cycle, everything is wrong, everything she does is wrong, what she says, her explanations, all provide more novel materials for her husband's imagination, and fill him with his own thoughts. bullet.

When it was hard to argue, Lele even thought that it would be great if Lin Xuan found her earlier. At that time, she was still trapped in the old city of "Kaputi", and the living environment there might be more convincing, and maybe she could Help her get some sympathy points.

"Does Kurolo love you?" Lin Xuan asked her.

"do not love……"

"Then why did he rob you?"

Why……

At the wedding, the groom stretched out his hand, took the girl's hand, and brazenly took the immaculate bride as his own...

This dazzling scene...

Attracted vicious thieves.

"That's right! Why! I don't know! Please don't ask me any more!" At this point, what's the point of pursuing responsibility, Lele wanted to cover his ears.

"Did you send it to the door? From the beginning, you chose me because he refused to want you, didn't you! In my heart, you have always been pure and inviolable. Do you know how hard I endured? I can’t bear to touch you, I think that would defile you, but what about you! What will I get in return? Being pregnant?!”

"I didn't...no! Didn't you say you were willing to accept me? I told you! You said you wanted me..."

"You looked like that at the time! It seemed like you were going to die at any moment! What can I say?!"

"No...I didn't force you...you don't have to..."

"I've been thinking, if I hadn't been looking for you, would that bastard have been born to you now!"

"Will not!"

"No? Should I say sorry to you for disrupting the plans of the two of you! Did my appearance ruin your happy life? It's been two months! You know what you have done! So Long enough for him to play you all over and get tired of sleeping! Look at your obscene body now, how well he has trained you! When you are with me, you either call it softer or slower, or it hurts, it hurts It hurts! Do you demand so much under him?! Huh? For such a long time...you can only say that you can’t do anything! Are you struggling? Don’t you just show your delicate body to me?! He won’t Kill you, why do you still obey him?"

Suddenly, Lele sat up and broke down and said: "You don't know him!! What you said is what he expects to happen! He just wants you to fight with him, hope you lose control of your emotions! Don't you want me to accompany you? He sleeps with him and has sadomasochism? Like acting, ask me every day why you abducted me? How can you let me go? Do you like me? Improve interaction? Act out the bitter drama of 'I am the worst in the world' In the end... are you satisfied with this?"

She actually yelled at Lin Xuan, how could she yell at Lin Xuan?Lele was very regretful. She looked at her husband humbly, with tears in her eyes, hoping that he could understand herself. She really just didn't want to make trouble with Ku Luoluo, "I... I... I'm sorry... I don't want to anger him... I...my reaction...has a cost...a price to pay...I'm not as confident as you think...how he treats me depends entirely on my performance...I...I want to minimize the damage At least... come back to see you... I... not..."

Lin Xuan smiled coldly and said, "I don't understand him, but you understand him."

"...No...I didn't mean that..."

"It's such a pitiful look again, go to sleep, I have to catch a plane tomorrow."

"Where are you going? How many days? The luggage hasn't been packed..."

Lin Xuan didn't answer, and left early the next morning, and didn't come back for half a month. Lele stayed at home alone, and the time passed bit by bit. She felt that this place was more difficult than the old city of "Kaputti" , or that city never left, as if it moved with her, it enveloped her head, covering this house, and the people inside would become desperate, irritable, jealous, and then quarrel endlessly.

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