Carpe Diem

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Lin Xuan was even better at torturing others with words than he thought. A man who didn't drink alcohol came home drunk once, collapsed on the sofa and called his wife.He looked at Lele serving him, and said, "I'm still willing to have you, bitch..." The girl paused, and continued to help him change his clothes.A gentle and sensible person was forced into this.Lele understands his distress. What's wrong with him?Just because he found me, he was forced to endure the fact that he was a receiver?

Seeing that Lele didn't respond, Lin Xuan couldn't help sneering, and lamented that he was blind: "I thought I married the best girl in the world, she was pure and flawless, shy at every turn, but in the end...she was a slut, or someone The rest of the game, the disguise is really good, it really deceived me..." Lele leaned on the back of the sofa, turned his head and asked Lele, "How is it, how is Kurolo treating you? You are together every day, right? "

The man was drunk, Lele was like treating a child, and answered his question in a coaxing tone, saying: "Fortunately, he treats others better than him, he treats others too poorly...we don't get together every day, he just Occasionally come to me...Come on, get up, take this off, go to sleep, shall we?"

After drinking so much, Lele wanted to help him feel better, but the man not only refused to cooperate, but also groped his wife messily, his breath became hot, and he bit the girl's ear and said in a serious tone that he wanted to sleep with her.

"Occasionally? He's a busy man, so what does he do?" The man's breathing became heavier and heavier. He just teased the girl just now, but now he really wants to sleep with his wife. She smells so sweet and delicious.

"Well... Actually, it's not what you think. It seems that he cares about me. No, he didn't spend so much energy on me. He came here every time, just to see my safety. He has many women. of."

"A lot of women? He has other women at the same time?!"

"It's nothing else, I don't count, those are his women."

"how do you know?!"

"He said it himself, saying that I am not as good as them, but after all, he has feelings, and he can't bear to ignore me, so he will come to see me... Ah!" Lin Xuan lost all interest in an instant, and was furious. Pushing the girl away, he scolded her and said: "Yang Lele, do you still have face? Why can't you bear to ignore you? Are you still grateful to him?! What does he think of you!? Do you still have self-esteem?"

He understood that what he was holding in his hand was not as good as a dog among others, and she still licked her face and said it out, "No wonder you say you feel inferior! You bitch! Why should I Cherish you!! Why should I cherish you so much!!!”

"Don't touch me! Dirty! Despicable!"

Lele withdrew her hand and said: "I just want to be as fair as possible, from your point of view, I think you may think this way, think that way... So you want to ask me what I think? Do you care what I think? If you cared...how could you ask...could anyone be willing to be loved by someone who doesn't love her at all..." She couldn't continue, the grievances of the past few days welled up in her heart, her emotions reached their peak, and she plucked up her courage: "You ...you all want me to apologize...that I always let you down...but what hurt you? What hurt you? Are you in a bad mood? Are you in pain? These... these psychological me Yes! But have you been trampled wantonly, have you been plucked out of your stomach... Nothing! That person is me! I am the one who was hurt! But it seems that there is no It's the same thing that people find so obvious! Shouldn't this be the strangest thing?" Lele burst into tears.

"Crying? Crying again?" The man was indifferent, the more excited the girl was, the more impatient the man became.Lin Xuan smiled and said, "Since you think you did the right thing, why bother apologizing to me? You've made trouble with others and come back to complain that I don't understand you?"

Numbly letting the tears fall, the girl opened her eyes wide, as if unconscious, how could it be right or wrong?Is it because her expressive ability is limited, and she can't express clearly?She obviously just wanted Lin Xuan to treat her as a victim a little bit after listening to her words, give her a little pity, try to forgive her, and not always hold on to the past, she didn't mean to blame Lin Xuan ...but...but why did her painful cry get a deeper misunderstanding?His vision was blurred by tears, and Lele seemed to understand what the problem was. He was disheartened for a moment, lowered his head, and tears fell on the floor, "It turns out... what you want is never an explanation, what you want What I want...is to see me in pain..."

This way he would believe that she had suffered a lot and hated Kuroro deeply.

"Yang Lele..." The girl is always so cute and pitiful, she really knows how to handle a man, Lin Xuan put his hands on his eyes, curled up his mouth and said: "Then I'll go find another woman, you probably won't either Do you mind?"

Lin Xuan wasn't just talking, even though he knew he was married, there were still many people with strange motives, trying to introduce him to someone, not to mention those female colleagues in the office who were close to the water and who were sensitive to radar.

The documents he asked for were always put on his desk right away, and the work that had just been assigned would have results the next day. At the party, the women would intentionally or unintentionally lead the topic to him and let him pick it up.There was also a female intern who did not graduate from the same school as him, and still called each other "senior".

That is to say, Lele, who is so open-minded enough to run the train, has no habit of checking her husband’s information. Opening the first page of the communication software is full of their wonderful witticisms under the guise of work. Will reject those repeated social gatherings. The whole company knows that Lin Xuan is not easy to invite, but now this big iceberg has become unrestrained. The women smell something and are all ready to move. They are laughing and laughing in some bold games Ask Lin Xuan if he had a fight with his wife, and use "go home early and don't worry your wife" to test the man, waiting for the opportunity.

After drinking a few cups, some male colleagues pushed the intern directly onto the man with the help of alcohol, and collectively booed the intern to confess his love. The girl shyly called "senior" and hesitated. Give her a place to come out and let her sit properly.

"He Qiguang... Same as the dust..." Lin Xuan lay back against the back of the sofa in the noisy background music, raised his head and covered his eyes.Eight missed calls were displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, all of which were from Lele.

The next day Lele went to his company to look for him, and wanted to apologize to Lin Xuan for the wayward words she blurted out. She knew that the man only "loved her deeply and took responsibility" for her, not that he really didn't care about her.But Lele thought too optimistically, "I don't want to see you now." Lele, who has no distinction between public and private, was driven away by Lin Xuan with a few harsh words.As soon as she walked out of the office, the capable female colleagues who were waiting outside stepped on high heels and squeezed in to discuss the revision plan with Lin Xuan.

"You..." Lin Xuan realized that the person who came was not Lele, so he restrained his bad attitude, and the female colleague couldn't help asking warmly: "That... Lin Xuan... I think your wife went out crying, otherwise you should take half a day off to coax her Right?" Obviously this is not a topic that the man wants to bring up now.Lin Xuan ignored it, turned back to work indifferently, and said, "It's okay, sit down."

Lele felt that the eyes around her were not friendly, and she knew that she had embarrassed Lin Xuan.

Everyone here is doing "business", but she comes to make everyone mess, her clothes don't fit the marble on the floor of the office building.

"Forest……"

Just got hung up on the call.

Lele sat in the coffee shop on the first floor and stared blankly for a while, Shuangmulin, she was thinking about the surname "Lin".

She thought before that, with the surname "Lin", their child's name should sound good, like a gifted scholar and beautiful woman born in a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, with her own cultural heritage.Lele dialed her husband's phone again, and when she got connected, Lele immediately said nervously: "Lin Xuan, I..."

was cut off again.

Maybe...it can't work, Lele thought.

It's all her fault, she only thinks of herself, she should leave wisely as soon as she comes back, but she has no self-knowledge, she has a fluke mentality, and drags Lin Xuan not to let go, she thinks that time can repair everything, and one day they Being able to reconcile as before, it turned out to be so painful for both of them... She was willing to endure humiliation for the rest of her life, but Lin Xuan shouldn't have to suffer this.

Lin Xuan no longer believed that she said she loved him. The more she tried to prove it, the more Lin Xuan felt hypocritical. What if she could never convince him that the person she loved was him?In that case, if they are together, Lin Xuan will have to make do with the person he believes does not love him for the rest of his life...

A person as good as him is obviously worthy of anyone's love in this world, and it's because she took this position and failed Lin Xuan... He can obviously have a simple life where he loves the other party and believes that the other party loves him Feelings, but because of her, there are so many messy things in it.Lele felt that she was congenitally deficient, and there was no way to save it.

She packed up her things, and moved some of them back to her home that day. She casually explained to her worried brother that there was going to be redecoration over there. Are you still so nervous?" The younger brother sat on the saddle hehehe, and Lele inspected each house, and the ignorant teenagers who were not harmed by him were relieved.

"I'll stay at home for a few days." Lele moved a few more times, cleared out everything, and then went to the law firm to inquire about the divorce procedures.

The lawyer told her that in her situation, she didn't want any property such as a house or a car, and just signed an agreement. There are templates on the Internet, and usually when they come to them, there is a lot of trouble. The two parties have disputes over the division of property.The lawyer saw that the little girl was so stunned, she was probably fooled into leaving the house by someone, and said, "I will send you a friendship as a template, and you want to visit me next time you get divorced." Lele curled her lips.

On the last trip back to pick up things, Lele put the signed divorce agreement on the table, then called Lin Xuan, but didn't answer...he called again, but still didn't answer.Lele sent him a message saying: I put the divorce agreement on the table. After you sign it, we will make an appointment to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the formalities.

As soon as Lele arrived at the door of his house, he received a call from Lin Xuan, and when he came up, he said, "What do you mean?"

"Have you finished signing?" So fast, Lele was slightly surprised by Lin Xuan's speed.

"What do you mean! Yang Lele! You want to divorce me? I'll go back now! Wait for me at home!"

Lele put the things in the house, and her younger brother asked her, "Sister, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, I'm going out for a while."

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