Two trees make a forest
Chapter 2 Going to School
Since my mother left, I have deeply understood that my crying will not arouse everyone's concern, but it will be counterproductive, so I put away my tears.I will do whatever grandma asks me to do.A whole day without saying a word.Sometimes Zhang Xiaoman would come to my house to play with me, but I always shook my head, because I really had to take care of my younger brother who lost his mother when he was young.The reason my dad told me was: "Duodu, grandma is getting old now, and my mother is gone. You should take care of your younger brother and be a good sister at home." So, as long as my dad is away and my grandma is at home, I will not Reasons to go out and play.Fortunately, my grandma didn't confiscate my small bench. As long as I sit obediently on the balcony, grandma will be there whenever she is called, so she won't bother me too much.I developed the habit of watching them play on the balcony.It was as if I was playing with them, they laughed, I laughed too, and they scattered, but I didn't want to move, and continued to look at the empty yard.
In order to take care of the workers' children, the factory specially set up a school for their children.There was no kindergarten at that time, but a one-year preschool was opened.Zhang Xiaoman is one year older than me, and she can go to preschool at the age of 6.Seeing her carrying the small schoolbag her father prepared for her and running happily in the yard like a bird, I cried silently.There is a voice in my heart calling: I also want to go to school, and I also want to carry a small schoolbag.Until it was dark, I was still sitting on the balcony, waiting for my dad.
When my dad came up from the stairs, I stood in front of him and told him solemnly: "Dad, I want to go to school." My dad looked blank at first, and then happily hugged me.How long has it been since I was picked up by my dad like this?I hugged my dad's neck excitedly, thinking to myself: So my dad still likes me.
At the dinner table that day, my dad told my grandma about my idea of going to school.I held the bowl and lowered my head, not daring to look at grandma, my heart was like a small drum beating, thumping.Grandma didn't say anything, just put down the bowl and chopsticks and looked at me.I felt the hairs all over my body trembling, afraid that my grandma would scold me or even beat me.
Unexpectedly, what grandma said was: "Duo Duo is so small, can you accept it?" My hanging heart gave a little thud, and I landed on the ground. Holding the bowl, I dared to raise my head slightly to look at the serious grandma.
My dad said with a smile: "It's a small matter, I just go and talk about it." I looked at my dad happily, only to see that he was the same as usual.I turned to grandma again, and she only cared about eating her own.Suddenly, I felt that a thing that should be joyously became so bleak.I held my own bowl again, how to eat, how to eat.
Within a few days, my dad bought me a small schoolbag and told me that I could go to school with Zhang Xiaoman.I was so excited that I took my schoolbag and rushed to the first floor like an arrow. I couldn't wait to share this good news with Zhang Xiaoman.Unexpectedly, Li Shuang was also there.
Li Shuang shot me a glance, and then said to Zhang Xiaoman: "My dad said that being a petty official is a big deal, and everything is special."
I don't know what "special" is, I only know that Zhang Xiaoman looked at me with some embarrassment.My enthusiasm disappeared in an instant, so I had to take my small schoolbag and dragged upstairs.That night, I couldn't sleep with my small schoolbag in my arms.Even the grandma next to me was singing songs to coax Tianen, but it didn't make me fall asleep.
Before, I was always scolded by my grandma for wetting the bed. I had no sleep all night. I went to the toilet and felt even less sleepy. I quietly moved out of the small bench and sat on the balcony, looking at the dark yard and the dark night sky. The cold wind made me shiver , but I don’t want to enter the house, I just want to say a few words to my mother in the sky: Mom, I’m going to school.I have my own small schoolbag.Mom, I miss you.I put my head on my knees, my eyes were a little sore, but I held back, sucked in my nose, took in a few mouthfuls of cold air, and the soreness at the tip of my nose disappeared instantly.I just moved the stool back to the house.
On the day of enrollment, my dad had to go to work, and my grandma had to take care of Tianen at home, so I asked Zhang Ziman's mother to take me to school together.Zhang Ziman's mother held me with one hand and Zhang Ziman with the other.Along the way, she talked and laughed with other adults who sent their children to school, but I felt ashamed all the way.When they arrived at the school gate, Zhang Ziman's mother squatted in front of her, and kept telling her: "Today you are a primary school student. When you enter the school gate, you have to listen to the teacher's instructions. If you have anything to ask the teacher..." These words, along the way I've heard a lot from her mother's mouth, from other people's mouths.
Zhang Ziman's mother stood up. I didn't expect Zhang Ziman to hug her mother's leg and not let her go.I looked around and found that many children have done this.There was a burst of crying.The parents kept comforting the children, but the children balked and refused to let go, and the teachers also came out to persuade them, and then just dragged and dragged, everyone entered the classroom.After the children were pushed on the bench, the parents walked out step by step.
Since my grade is relatively small and I am relatively short, I climbed a few times before I sat on the long bench safely.There were more than 30 children sitting in the classroom, and everyone locked the door and windows with sobbing eyes, because there were full of parents who came to send their children off on the first day.Since none of the crowd of adults came to see me off, I didn't look outside the door either.Zhang Ziman next to her was sobbing and looking at her mother.I saw that many parents were wiping their tears just like children.I picture my mother in my mind.I don’t know if it’s the same when my mother comes to send me to school.At this time, my heart was filled with a sour feeling.But I squinted my eyes and gritted my teeth to keep the tears from welling up.
On the first day of school, the teacher kept communicating with us in order to get closer to us.During the communication, some parents left quietly.When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Li Shuang from the next class came to hang out with Zhang Xiaoman.Zhang Xiaoman, who didn't want me to be alone, naturally pulled me out to play together.But Li Shuang turned her head away as soon as she saw me, and I didn't want to be with her either.Seeing that there were several people standing beside Li Shuang, I left Zhang Xiaoman and went back to class by myself.Li Shuang took Zhang Xiaoman to play together.
After several twists and turns, I finally sat on the bench and lay down on the table, with noisy voices in my ears, and a big blackboard in front of me. I remembered that the teacher asked everyone to introduce my name just now, and some children would write on the blackboard. Nothing, and a lot of uneasiness surged in my heart.
Finally when school was over, Zhang Xiaoman took my hand and said to me solemnly: "My mother told you to follow me after school. She is waiting for us at the school gate." I nodded to her.If there is no Zhang Xiaoman, I think, this course, I will regret it very much.On the way home from school, Zhang Xiaoman's mother was still holding me with one hand and her with the other.But he met Li Shuang on the road.Li Shuang and Zhang Xiaoman were having fun, Zhang Xiaoman let go of her mother's hand and went after Li Shuang.I felt Zhang Xiaoman's mother pulling me tighter.I looked up at her, thinking, maybe she was afraid of losing me.
At dinner time, my dad asked me how my first day at school was. I nodded and said, "Very happy."
My dad advised me: "Don't think about playing after class, learn more. Knowledge is power."
My grandma also said: "Duo Duo, your father is right. I didn't send you to school for fun. You must get good grades in the exam." I nodded silently. What are "good grades"?I really don't know yet.
Until our first dictation, I saw the duck eggs on the notebook, and knew that this was not a good grade, and I was a little flustered.When I got home, I didn't dare to take out the book, and secretly hid it in the innermost part of my schoolbag, but it was still discovered by the sharp-eyed grandma.Grandma was so angry that she picked up the feather duster and waved it at me. I was in pain and ran all over the room.I didn't expect the thin grandma to be so strong.I cried and cried, but grandma didn't stop the situation.A meal of bamboo fried pork made me deeply understand the importance of good grades at home, so I endured the pain and copied the wrong pinyin again and again.The next day, I handed the [-]-point notebook to grandma, who nodded in satisfaction and continued to bring Tianen.
The few months since I started school let me know how much my dad and grandma attach importance to my studies, so whether I am at home or at school, I always focus on my studies. In addition, my only good friend Zhang Ziman doesn't care about my studies as much as I do. So caring, so our relationship broke down successfully under Li Shuang's instigation.It was mainly reflected in the fact that she took the initiative to propose to the teacher to change seats, and I knew there was a rift between the two of us.Every time I saw Zhang Ziman's envious eyes after I was praised, I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
Sure enough, the bell rang after school, Zhang Ziman put away his schoolbag and passed me directly without waiting for me.Seeing her leave without looking back made me feel a little sad.Seeing Li Shuang walking happily with her again, I felt even more abandoned in my heart, and the speed of packing my schoolbag was even slower.When I walked to the school gate with a sense of loss, Zhang Ziman's mother quickly pulled me over: "Why is Duoduo so slow today? Why didn't you come out with Ziman?"
I looked at Ziman, and unexpectedly Ziman said coldly: "I told her to hurry up, but she was slow." I felt instantly cold.Zhang Ziman's icy eyes and icy tone made my heart also turn cold.I shut my mouth and said nothing.Zhang Ziman's mother said a few words to her, Zhang Ziman glared at me even more angrily, and then walked forward angrily.I was so wronged that I lowered my head and was led away by her mother.
In the next few days, Zhang Ziman ignored me, especially at school, and treated me differently. I could see from her eyes that she hated me.When school was over, Zhang Ziman stood in front of me and waited for me with his schoolbag on his back. Seeing that I cleaned up slowly, he said displeasedly: "It's all about you, and I asked my mother to wait for you. It's all about you, which made me always I was told by my mother that I didn’t like studying and didn’t do well in the exam. It’s all about you, and my mother doesn’t praise me anymore...” I listened silently with my head down, feeling very uncomfortable.
At dinner that day, I said to my dad: "I want to go to and from school by myself." My dad agreed.I felt empty in my heart.It was almost the end of the first term of preschool, and I started to learn to go to and from school alone.
As soon as my fourth birthday passed, my grandfather collapsed again and left after a short stay in the hospital.That day, I saw my mother's eyes were red, and she walked out of the ward as soon as she turned around.My dad didn't move, I followed out quietly.Xiao Pao finally caught up with my mother, but I saw her leaning on an uncle's shoulder at a corner with few people.I have never seen that uncle.I didn't move forward, and suddenly a pair of warm hands grabbed me.I looked back and saw that it was my brother.My brother grabbed me and walked to my grandfather's ward. On the way, he said to me firmly: "Sister, don't be afraid, you will be protected by my brother in the future." I watched my little hand being held tightly by my brother, With a sense of happiness in my heart, I replied with a heavy "hmm".After my grandfather's funeral, my mother was often away again.Sometimes even my brother is not at home.Grandma is also not feeling well, my dad told me to stay at home obediently, so I stayed at home obediently.I thought that as long as I behaved, everyone would be fine.
The author has something to say:
so much awesome
The rhythm is very slow and not updated regularly
In order to take care of the workers' children, the factory specially set up a school for their children.There was no kindergarten at that time, but a one-year preschool was opened.Zhang Xiaoman is one year older than me, and she can go to preschool at the age of 6.Seeing her carrying the small schoolbag her father prepared for her and running happily in the yard like a bird, I cried silently.There is a voice in my heart calling: I also want to go to school, and I also want to carry a small schoolbag.Until it was dark, I was still sitting on the balcony, waiting for my dad.
When my dad came up from the stairs, I stood in front of him and told him solemnly: "Dad, I want to go to school." My dad looked blank at first, and then happily hugged me.How long has it been since I was picked up by my dad like this?I hugged my dad's neck excitedly, thinking to myself: So my dad still likes me.
At the dinner table that day, my dad told my grandma about my idea of going to school.I held the bowl and lowered my head, not daring to look at grandma, my heart was like a small drum beating, thumping.Grandma didn't say anything, just put down the bowl and chopsticks and looked at me.I felt the hairs all over my body trembling, afraid that my grandma would scold me or even beat me.
Unexpectedly, what grandma said was: "Duo Duo is so small, can you accept it?" My hanging heart gave a little thud, and I landed on the ground. Holding the bowl, I dared to raise my head slightly to look at the serious grandma.
My dad said with a smile: "It's a small matter, I just go and talk about it." I looked at my dad happily, only to see that he was the same as usual.I turned to grandma again, and she only cared about eating her own.Suddenly, I felt that a thing that should be joyously became so bleak.I held my own bowl again, how to eat, how to eat.
Within a few days, my dad bought me a small schoolbag and told me that I could go to school with Zhang Xiaoman.I was so excited that I took my schoolbag and rushed to the first floor like an arrow. I couldn't wait to share this good news with Zhang Xiaoman.Unexpectedly, Li Shuang was also there.
Li Shuang shot me a glance, and then said to Zhang Xiaoman: "My dad said that being a petty official is a big deal, and everything is special."
I don't know what "special" is, I only know that Zhang Xiaoman looked at me with some embarrassment.My enthusiasm disappeared in an instant, so I had to take my small schoolbag and dragged upstairs.That night, I couldn't sleep with my small schoolbag in my arms.Even the grandma next to me was singing songs to coax Tianen, but it didn't make me fall asleep.
Before, I was always scolded by my grandma for wetting the bed. I had no sleep all night. I went to the toilet and felt even less sleepy. I quietly moved out of the small bench and sat on the balcony, looking at the dark yard and the dark night sky. The cold wind made me shiver , but I don’t want to enter the house, I just want to say a few words to my mother in the sky: Mom, I’m going to school.I have my own small schoolbag.Mom, I miss you.I put my head on my knees, my eyes were a little sore, but I held back, sucked in my nose, took in a few mouthfuls of cold air, and the soreness at the tip of my nose disappeared instantly.I just moved the stool back to the house.
On the day of enrollment, my dad had to go to work, and my grandma had to take care of Tianen at home, so I asked Zhang Ziman's mother to take me to school together.Zhang Ziman's mother held me with one hand and Zhang Ziman with the other.Along the way, she talked and laughed with other adults who sent their children to school, but I felt ashamed all the way.When they arrived at the school gate, Zhang Ziman's mother squatted in front of her, and kept telling her: "Today you are a primary school student. When you enter the school gate, you have to listen to the teacher's instructions. If you have anything to ask the teacher..." These words, along the way I've heard a lot from her mother's mouth, from other people's mouths.
Zhang Ziman's mother stood up. I didn't expect Zhang Ziman to hug her mother's leg and not let her go.I looked around and found that many children have done this.There was a burst of crying.The parents kept comforting the children, but the children balked and refused to let go, and the teachers also came out to persuade them, and then just dragged and dragged, everyone entered the classroom.After the children were pushed on the bench, the parents walked out step by step.
Since my grade is relatively small and I am relatively short, I climbed a few times before I sat on the long bench safely.There were more than 30 children sitting in the classroom, and everyone locked the door and windows with sobbing eyes, because there were full of parents who came to send their children off on the first day.Since none of the crowd of adults came to see me off, I didn't look outside the door either.Zhang Ziman next to her was sobbing and looking at her mother.I saw that many parents were wiping their tears just like children.I picture my mother in my mind.I don’t know if it’s the same when my mother comes to send me to school.At this time, my heart was filled with a sour feeling.But I squinted my eyes and gritted my teeth to keep the tears from welling up.
On the first day of school, the teacher kept communicating with us in order to get closer to us.During the communication, some parents left quietly.When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Li Shuang from the next class came to hang out with Zhang Xiaoman.Zhang Xiaoman, who didn't want me to be alone, naturally pulled me out to play together.But Li Shuang turned her head away as soon as she saw me, and I didn't want to be with her either.Seeing that there were several people standing beside Li Shuang, I left Zhang Xiaoman and went back to class by myself.Li Shuang took Zhang Xiaoman to play together.
After several twists and turns, I finally sat on the bench and lay down on the table, with noisy voices in my ears, and a big blackboard in front of me. I remembered that the teacher asked everyone to introduce my name just now, and some children would write on the blackboard. Nothing, and a lot of uneasiness surged in my heart.
Finally when school was over, Zhang Xiaoman took my hand and said to me solemnly: "My mother told you to follow me after school. She is waiting for us at the school gate." I nodded to her.If there is no Zhang Xiaoman, I think, this course, I will regret it very much.On the way home from school, Zhang Xiaoman's mother was still holding me with one hand and her with the other.But he met Li Shuang on the road.Li Shuang and Zhang Xiaoman were having fun, Zhang Xiaoman let go of her mother's hand and went after Li Shuang.I felt Zhang Xiaoman's mother pulling me tighter.I looked up at her, thinking, maybe she was afraid of losing me.
At dinner time, my dad asked me how my first day at school was. I nodded and said, "Very happy."
My dad advised me: "Don't think about playing after class, learn more. Knowledge is power."
My grandma also said: "Duo Duo, your father is right. I didn't send you to school for fun. You must get good grades in the exam." I nodded silently. What are "good grades"?I really don't know yet.
Until our first dictation, I saw the duck eggs on the notebook, and knew that this was not a good grade, and I was a little flustered.When I got home, I didn't dare to take out the book, and secretly hid it in the innermost part of my schoolbag, but it was still discovered by the sharp-eyed grandma.Grandma was so angry that she picked up the feather duster and waved it at me. I was in pain and ran all over the room.I didn't expect the thin grandma to be so strong.I cried and cried, but grandma didn't stop the situation.A meal of bamboo fried pork made me deeply understand the importance of good grades at home, so I endured the pain and copied the wrong pinyin again and again.The next day, I handed the [-]-point notebook to grandma, who nodded in satisfaction and continued to bring Tianen.
The few months since I started school let me know how much my dad and grandma attach importance to my studies, so whether I am at home or at school, I always focus on my studies. In addition, my only good friend Zhang Ziman doesn't care about my studies as much as I do. So caring, so our relationship broke down successfully under Li Shuang's instigation.It was mainly reflected in the fact that she took the initiative to propose to the teacher to change seats, and I knew there was a rift between the two of us.Every time I saw Zhang Ziman's envious eyes after I was praised, I felt a little uneasy in my heart.
Sure enough, the bell rang after school, Zhang Ziman put away his schoolbag and passed me directly without waiting for me.Seeing her leave without looking back made me feel a little sad.Seeing Li Shuang walking happily with her again, I felt even more abandoned in my heart, and the speed of packing my schoolbag was even slower.When I walked to the school gate with a sense of loss, Zhang Ziman's mother quickly pulled me over: "Why is Duoduo so slow today? Why didn't you come out with Ziman?"
I looked at Ziman, and unexpectedly Ziman said coldly: "I told her to hurry up, but she was slow." I felt instantly cold.Zhang Ziman's icy eyes and icy tone made my heart also turn cold.I shut my mouth and said nothing.Zhang Ziman's mother said a few words to her, Zhang Ziman glared at me even more angrily, and then walked forward angrily.I was so wronged that I lowered my head and was led away by her mother.
In the next few days, Zhang Ziman ignored me, especially at school, and treated me differently. I could see from her eyes that she hated me.When school was over, Zhang Ziman stood in front of me and waited for me with his schoolbag on his back. Seeing that I cleaned up slowly, he said displeasedly: "It's all about you, and I asked my mother to wait for you. It's all about you, which made me always I was told by my mother that I didn’t like studying and didn’t do well in the exam. It’s all about you, and my mother doesn’t praise me anymore...” I listened silently with my head down, feeling very uncomfortable.
At dinner that day, I said to my dad: "I want to go to and from school by myself." My dad agreed.I felt empty in my heart.It was almost the end of the first term of preschool, and I started to learn to go to and from school alone.
As soon as my fourth birthday passed, my grandfather collapsed again and left after a short stay in the hospital.That day, I saw my mother's eyes were red, and she walked out of the ward as soon as she turned around.My dad didn't move, I followed out quietly.Xiao Pao finally caught up with my mother, but I saw her leaning on an uncle's shoulder at a corner with few people.I have never seen that uncle.I didn't move forward, and suddenly a pair of warm hands grabbed me.I looked back and saw that it was my brother.My brother grabbed me and walked to my grandfather's ward. On the way, he said to me firmly: "Sister, don't be afraid, you will be protected by my brother in the future." I watched my little hand being held tightly by my brother, With a sense of happiness in my heart, I replied with a heavy "hmm".After my grandfather's funeral, my mother was often away again.Sometimes even my brother is not at home.Grandma is also not feeling well, my dad told me to stay at home obediently, so I stayed at home obediently.I thought that as long as I behaved, everyone would be fine.
The author has something to say:
so much awesome
The rhythm is very slow and not updated regularly
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