Two trees make a forest

Because of my hard work, I will eventually get the best grades. My teachers like me, my parents praise me, and my grandma tells everyone that I have inherited my dad’s good genes and will be the pillar of building the motherland in the future. My dad Also look at me differently.In an instant, I felt that the report card in my hand was not only the numbers filled in red ink, but also the honor added to me, and the attention of my family returned to me.For the first time since my mother left, I felt the warmth of home.But luck and misfortune came, I got the family attention I dreamed of, and I completely lost Zhang Xiaoman, a good friend.Watching me take back the Yongyao grades from the teacher, Zhang Xiaoman no longer has any warmth towards me in his eyes, what can't be contained is slowly jealousy and hatred.Under the naked gaze, I returned to my seat trembling physically and mentally.Even with my back to her, I feel that her gaze on me can still hurt me.Of course, after school, Zhang Xiaoman was alone, without even looking at my strides out of the classroom, leaving me with infinite loneliness.

At night, while everyone was asleep, I walked to the balcony like a cat, looking at the dark sky, no stars and no moon, wondering if my mother could see me?I lay on the railing, thinking in my heart: Mom, I miss you so much, I really want to visit you, and show you my report card, so that you will feel proud of me.It's winter, it's too cold, I stayed for a few minutes and then went back to the house.

In the first winter vacation, I became a good girl in the eyes of others, helping my elderly grandmother take care of my younger brother, and never going downstairs to play.I have also become a model for those adults to teach other children. Whoever studies well, is filial, knows how to take care of grandma and younger brother, and never makes adults worry.I became a thorn in the side of other kids.Every time I sit on the balcony and look down, as soon as I meet everyone's eyes, they will stay away from my eyes and let me guard the lonely yard alone.My heart is still a little lost, after all, I am still a child, and I hope to be with everyone.After a long time, when I finally plucked up the courage to go downstairs to play, I found that they were not only unwilling to play with me, but also gathered together and pointed at me with their eyes.Everyone whispered in the silent yard: "It was she who caused me to be scolded." "Don't be with her, or you should be accused again." "My mother said she was a broom star." "Her father walked through the back door, and she also Go through the back door." . .Their immature language deeply hurt me.I withdrew from their social circle step by step, retreated to the corridor, and then ran back to my exclusive balcony.His stomach was full of anger, and he sat on it suddenly, with his back to them downstairs.In the ears, their laughter came from time to time.Throughout the winter vacation, I learned to live alone and have fun alone.

The new semester has begun. I have devoted myself to my studies and won the praise of the teachers. My father and grandma have given me infinite hope.I've successfully locked myself in my own world, and it doesn't seem so important to have friends.With my unremitting efforts, I was successfully assigned to the best class when I entered the first grade.Some people say that I am a backdoor professional, while others take me as a benchmark.No matter what people think of me, I just want to be myself and win the approval of my family.In the first semester of the first grade, I was very beautiful.

The winter vacation started again. One day when I was reading aloud on the balcony, I saw a little girl lying on my dad’s shoulders. She was wearing a white top and a plaid skirt underneath. The point is that she was wearing small leather shoes .My eyes were instantly attracted to her, not only me, but other children in the yard also surrounded my dad.I started to panic in my heart, I don't know when my dad gave me another little sister.At this time, Tian En, who was already two years old, threw herself on my lap and said, "Sister, I want to see it."

I turned around and warned him not at all tenderly: "Dad said, I can't hug you on the balcony. Go to grandma." Tian En curled his little mouth, twisted his two legs and ran into the house go.

I watched the corner closely, wondering who it was that my dad was holding in his arms.After all, my dad basically doesn't hug me now, and I feel a little bit hungry.Seeing my dad's figure, I immediately took a step forward, and saw clearly that I had tied the little one in my arms into two braids, and the tail of my hair was slightly curled.She felt my dad stop, turned her head, her big eyes were full of tears, and a small hand was on her mouth, and she saw me throwing myself into my dad's arms again.I was even more angry in my heart, and I wanted to say something.But my dad walked right past me into the house.I saw her lying on my dad's shoulder, her pair of extremely wronged eyes were very cute.

"Mom, this is the youngest daughter of the new wood factory manager. Stay at my house for a while. He will pick her up after his father's meeting." My father put the little one down, but she hugged my father's leg put.Seeing my father being robbed, Tianen staggered and hugged my father's other leg.My dad touched Tian En's little head, concerned: "Little Tian En, do you miss Dad?" Tian En received the care, and immediately raised his somewhat round head to look at my dad, and his little head kept nodding.My dad wanted to hug Tianen, but because the little boy was holding his leg, he saw me leaning against the door, and started calling me: "Duo Duo, come and take Xizi to your room to play."

I looked at that doll-like Xizi, and always felt that she came from a different time and space, and she was different from us from head to toe.Exquisite hairpins, cute faces, beautiful clothes, shiny shoes, could it be that my dad bought a live-action doll?

Xizi also looked at me, she timidly hid behind my dad.I took a few steps closer, and she hid even more.Feeling that his father had been robbed, Tianen began to cry.Grandma was in the kitchen, and when she heard the crying, she began to shout: "What are you doing to Tianen?" Then I saw grandma wearing an apron, with a spoon in her hand, coming out as if to defend Tianen.

My dad winked at me, then picked up Tianen and said to grandma, "It's okay. It's okay." I walked over and took Xizi's soft little hand and walked to my house.It's not really my house.There are two beds in the room, I sleep in one, and grandma and Tian En sleep in one.Tianen got my dad's exclusive favor, so he shut up and leaned on my dad's body a little listlessly.

After I pulled Xizi into the room, I saw that teardrops were already hanging on her long eyelashes, and I felt that they would fall with a slight sound.I sat on my bed, patted the place next to me, and motioned for her to sit, but she just stood there, wringing her fingers, a little too timid to move.I usually treat my brother well in front of adults, but when no one is around, I will show a fierce look, and Tian En will cry when he feels that I am in danger to him, and attract adults, so , I don't take care of my younger siblings very carefully.The juicy little sister in front of me really gave me a headache.I jumped out of bed and walked to her side, she moved her body slightly and didn't look at me, but the fluttering of her nose made me feel that she was a little nervous and scared.I patted my little shoulder lightly, and saw that she had no objection before opening my mouth: "I'm not a bad person."

Xizi slowly raised her head, the look of wanting to cry made people want to take care of her.I wanted to say something else, but she burst into tears.I was so startled that I immediately looked out the door. Luckily, my dad went out with Tianen in his arms. I quickly closed the door, covered her mouth with one hand, and kept telling her, "Don't cry, don't cry." What I kept thinking in my heart was that her crying should not be heard by my dad, otherwise he might think that I was bullying her, and it would inevitably be another reprimand.Not only did I speak, but I kept putting my index finger near my mouth to tell her with actions.But her teardrops were like broken pearls, crackling and falling, drawing water marks on the back of my hand.

I had no choice but to stare at her and threaten her: "If you cry again, I will throw you away." Maybe my threat worked, and she stopped crying for a moment.When I was overjoyed, her unstoppable teardrops began to fall again, and she cried even louder. I was so scared that I was at a loss and quickly apologized: "Don't cry, I'm not really going to throw you away. You cry again , I will be scolded by my dad." I kept wiping her face with my sleeves, but after wiping again and again, the sleeves were all wet, and she still didn't stop.I hugged her in another way, patted her on the back, comforted her lost heart for some reason, and kept persuading her: "Don't cry, don't cry, if you cry too much, your eyes will change." Chengda copper bell, very ugly and scary."

When I heard her crying less, my nervous mood was relieved.Looking at her delicate appearance, the snot flowed out, so he wiped her snot with his sleeve.Unexpectedly, the first word she said was: "Dirty." Then I turned my head away, leaving me alone with my hands raised and pinching my sleeves inexplicably.

After the embarrassment, I pulled her to sit on the bed: "What's your name?" She lowered her head sullenly, turning a deaf ear to my question.I was a little displeased: "The teacher said, when someone asks you a question, you have to answer it. Otherwise it's impolite."

She slowly turned her head to look at me, and said softly, "Dad said I can't answer strangers' questions casually."

"I'm not a stranger, I am," I looked at her small cheeks with a pair of watery eyes, and smiled, "I'm older than you, I'm your sister." Judging by her appearance, she is only four or five years old .

She thought about it quietly, and then called out in her soft voice: "Sister." I was elated when I heard it.We must know that Tianen relied on grandma's great favor and never put me in his eyes. Whether he calls me or not depends entirely on his happiness.More often, he would call me that when he went to sue.

It was the first time I heard someone call me so solemnly, my heart softened, and I was happy: "Well, I am no stranger now, what's your name?" Seeing her sucking her nose, pretending to be an adult Sitting upright is really funny.

She thought about it again, and seemed to have struggled a lot, her brows were furrowed together, and then loosened before she opened her mouth: "My name is Mu Xizi. My mother said it was Xizi who wanted to compare West Lake to Xizi."

Seeing her serious appearance, I also became serious: "My name is Lin Duoduo. My mother didn't say anything. But I heard people say that Duoduo has many children." It is because I am Duoduo that I have the grace of God. This annoying follower.

Xizi nodded solemnly, then sniffed and let out a runny nose: "Sister Duoduo, I want paper."

I jumped out of the bed, took her hand and went to the toilet: "You have to go to the toilet, you have to hurry, or you will be like God, you have to change your pants again." When I arrived at the toilet, I pointed to the wastebasket and said , "There. It's finished, take a spoonful of water and rinse it." After I finished talking, I found that she tore off the paper, folded it, and wiped it on her nose.I watched in amazement as she threw the paper into the trough again, and then slowly scooped up a spoonful of water with her small hands to flush the trough clean.

Then I heard her say unhurriedly: "Thank you." I was stunned, and after a long time, she didn't come to the toilet, but to wipe her nose.I still wipe my nose with the scarce paper in my house.I looked at her little one standing in front of me, wondering if I should get angry.

Not long after, my mother asked my father for divorce again, and my father agreed.In the hot summer, my mother left with that strange uncle, and also took away my elder brother who promised to protect me.I cried for several days, not for my mother, but for my brother who didn't keep his word.My grandfather has to take care of my grandmother, and my father, as my mother said, puts career first, so I am often left alone at home, like a leaf, falling alone in the pond, unable to ride the wind that comes to shore.In order to strengthen his experience, my dad took the initiative to apply for a job in the border region.My dad was afraid that grandpa would be too tired, so he took me with him like packing.It took me a long time to get here. My small body has been tortured to the point of death, but my dad didn't think about me at all. He held an emergency meeting and came to observe it in person.I was stuffed into the hands of a strange uncle and taken home by him.Fortunately, there is a little sister in his family, but she looks a bit fierce. At the beginning, I didn't dare to get close to her, I always thought she would eat me, but then I was hugged by her, and I felt very warm, like a long-lost In his arms, he loosened his guard against her.But her family is so poor, and the paper has to be found in the toilet, which made my face full of snot.

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