my school boy

Tian Yu blinked, a little unbelievable, he stretched out his hand tremblingly, and lightly touched the cheek of the person beside him.

"Holy shit, I actually fell asleep." Cao Kefan was poked by Tian Yu, woke up, and patted his face, "God Tian, ​​what's wrong with you?"

It turned out to be an illusion.

Tian Yu looked at the notes on the paper, his eyes suddenly blurred, he gritted his teeth, took a few deep breaths to hold back the tears.

"It's nothing."

Pretend nothing, and then put his name deep in my heart.

When walking through the scenery along the river, Tian Yu looked up at the blue sky. It was the New Year's Eve with Shen Shucheng, and they saw the bright fireworks in the sky together.

While drinking Huainan beef soup, Tian Yu remembered that this was the dish that Shen Shucheng ate when he accompanied him to the canteen for the first time. He still remembered that Shen Shucheng gave him all the beef.

When he habitually drank a cup of coffee in the morning to refresh his mind, he thought that the first time he drank coffee was when he made it for himself during a competition at Shen Shucheng's home.

He would even touch the scar left by the operation when his stomach hurt, and think of that clumsy kiss.

It turned out that these three words of Shen Shucheng were not forgotten by him, but became his instinct.

Shen Shucheng, who had locked himself at home for several days, was finally dragged out by Tang Dong: "Mr. Shen! How did you become like this?!"

Shen Shucheng struggled to free his hand from Tang Dong's arm: "Is Xiaoyu leaving?"

Tang Dong patted his forehead: "I said Mr. Shen, why are you so in love with your brain? If you break up with Tian Yu, you don't want to live?"

Shen Shucheng thought about it. He didn't feel Tian Yu was with him before, but now that he was separated, he suddenly felt that Tian Yu was like his half-life. He walked to the edge of the sofa barefoot and shook the air. Wine bottle: "Yeah, I'm such a scumbag, why don't I die."

"Mr. Shen!" Tang Dong grabbed his shoulders, "Will you be more sober! It's not like Tian Yu won't be back!"

"So what if you come back?" Shen Shucheng laughed at himself.

"Young Master Shen, you can't do this, let me tell you!" Tang Dong stopped Shen Shucheng who was looking for wine again, "Didn't you just verify your father's idea that you are just playing around by doing this?"

Shen Shucheng gritted his teeth, turned around, clenched his fists with red eyes: "I'm not playing!"

At this time, Shen Shucheng was like a bomb that could explode at any time, Tang Dong could only soften his tone: "I know, I know, but you have to prove this to your father!"

"How can I prove it?" Shen Shucheng threw the wine bottle on the ground, "He doesn't listen to what I tell him, that's what he does!"

"Mr. Shen..." Tang Dong scratched his head, "You have to put on a show, so your father can trust you."

Shen Shucheng was taken aback: "What, what is it like, let me jump off a building and force you to die?"

"Don't, don't, don't." Tang Dong, who was afraid that Shen Shucheng would do something stupid, quickly stopped him from thinking about it, "You also hope that Tian Yu can go abroad, right? Anyway, you will be separated for two years."

"Anyway..." Shen Shucheng sneered, "Anyway, your uncle!"

"That's not what I meant." Tang Dong quickly explained, "I mean, you might as well make some career out of it while Tian Yu is abroad, and then spend time with him and you again after Tian Yu returns to China." Dad said."

Shen Shucheng was taken aback: "What do you mean?"

"When Uncle Shen sees that you have persisted for two years, maybe he will agree."

Hearing Tang Dong's suggestion, Shen Shucheng bit his finger and walked around the living room a few times.

"But," Shen Shucheng's tone was less desperate, "Will Tian Yu forgive me then?"

"Yes, yes!" Seeing that Shen Shucheng's thoughts of wanting to die were finally shaken, Tang Dong hurriedly comforted him, "He loves you so much, if you explain the matter clearly to him, he will understand you."

As if he had found a dimly lit door in the boundless night, Shen Shucheng was a little dazed: "Then me now?"

Tang Dong frowned, and was about to be scared to death by Shen Shucheng who looked like a dead man in front of him: "Didn't you say it well before? Go write books and become a writer to make money, why have you forgotten all about it now?"

"Yes, yes, yes." Shen Shucheng nodded again and again, "I'm going to check the draft letter now."

He had a few short stories that he had written in his spare time. Later, Shen Shucheng revised them carefully and submitted them to various magazines.

But a week passed and there was no news.

In the text message, the credit card repayment information was clamped on his head like a curse, and he rubbed his brows - as expected, without the help of his parents, it became difficult for him to even support himself.

In order to solve the urgent need, he posted his resume on the job search website, but received very few replies.

"Sir, this is a newly established magazine. There is an internship job here. Do you want to consider it?"

"I don't think about it." Shen Shuguo hung up the phone resolutely. He didn't believe that he, a graduate of Jiangcheng University, would be reduced to be an intern.

But it didn't take him a while to receive a rejection from the magazine.Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, he lay on the table for a while, and then called back the phone call just now.

"Excuse me, are there any shortages here?"

……

In Tian Yu's dormitory, the time to leave Japan is getting closer, and he is packing his closet.

"God Tian, ​​you're leaving tomorrow. God Dong said that we want to have dinner together tonight, okay?" Cao Kefan asked.

Tian Yu nodded: "Okay, just right, let me treat you to dinner."

Cao Kefan shook his head: "Let us treat you, you just bought a computer, and you don't have much scholarship left. There are many places to spend money abroad, so you should save it."

Tian Yu really wanted to tell Cao Kefan that he went abroad with a scholarship, so he didn't need to worry about living expenses: "...That's okay, when?"

"Tonight? I know there's a new restaurant that's opened, and the fried chicken is pretty good."

"Okay." Tian Yu zipped up the suitcase, "Then I'll go buy something to drink later."

Carrying a large bag of drinks and walking towards the address Cao Kefan sent him, Tian Yu suddenly found that the person walking in front looked familiar.

It's Shen Shucheng.

Tian Yu's breathing stagnated, and he rubbed his eyes to make sure this time it wasn't the same hallucination as last time in the library.

At this time, Shen Shucheng had his hair cut neatly, wore that pink shirt, and had a face that had just been shaved, looking energetic.

Beside Shen Shucheng was a well-dressed, thin and tall man—this man looked somewhat similar to Tian Yu, in his early twenties, but with more delicate features and a taller figure, facing Shen Shucheng A sweet smile.

Tian Yu suddenly seemed to understand why Shen Shucheng broke up with him.He almost completely believed what Shen Wanjun said to himself, the light dimmed from his eyes, leaving only anger and despair.

He turned and left without hearing the conversation between the two.

"Although this is just a job for an intern, I believe that with your talent, it will not be difficult to become a regular in the future." The handsome man said with a smile.

"Mr. Lin has won the award. It is really lucky to be appreciated by you. I hope we can cooperate happily." Shen Shucheng finally got his first job with great difficulty, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

For this interview, he specially went to get a haircut and shaved. After thinking about what to wear for a long time, he still put on the pink shirt that he lent to Tian Yu before.

This is his lucky item. Wearing this pink shirt, he seems to be able to feel the courage Tian Yu gave him.

As if aware of something, Shen Shucheng looked back, a boy who looked like Tian Yu happened to pass by the corner, Shen Shucheng was a little dazed, and blinked.

Probably an illusion, he thought.

Tian Yu, who originally only planned to buy a few bottles of drinks, went back to the store to buy a few beers.

"My day..." Cao Kefan looked at the pile of beer in shock, "God Tian, ​​we can't drink that much."

"Oh." Tian Yu didn't say a word, "I drank it myself."

"..."

When Dong Yan heard about Tian Yu and Shen Shucheng, he could only comfort him: "Don't feel too uncomfortable, it will be much better if you don't see these things after you go abroad."

Tian Yu gulped a bottle of wine into his mouth, the bitter taste of beer flowed down his mouth into his throat, and the cold liquid irritated his stomach, causing pains one after another.

"I just saw that Teacher Shen is with someone else." When Tian Yu said this, there was no expression on Tian Yu's face.

"I'll go, so fast, Teacher Shen can do it!" Liu Lu couldn't help feeling emotional, and was immediately pushed by Cao Kefan next to him.

"Brother!" Cao Kefan patted Tian Yu's shoulder, "It's okay! We'll introduce you to a new one!"

"Yes, yes, yes!" In order to make up for his slip of the tongue just now, Liu Lu quickly added, "Who do you like in this building, tell me, and I will take you to break him up."

Dong Yan rolled his eyes, thinking that the two people's way of comforting people is really unique, glanced at Tian Yu who had already drunk half of the second bottle of beer, and put aside the hair that fell in front of his eyes.

"Tian Yu, it's like this, everyone's life will move forward, no one will stay in place, so you have to look forward, you know?"

Tian Yu glanced blankly at Dong Yan, who looked like a child abandoned by the side of the road.He had been walking with Shen Shucheng on the road to the future, but not long after, Shen Shucheng suddenly left him and disappeared. He just wanted to wait for Shen Shucheng where he was, fearing that he would not find him when he came back. But in the blink of an eye, there were other people beside Shen Shucheng.

Then what are you?A plaything that comes and goes when you call it?

Thinking of this, Tian Yu drank the third bottle of wine viciously.

Shen Shucheng returned home, took off the pink shirt, hung it on the hanger carefully, turned on the phone, and the Q&A community sent him a push: Your question has a new answer.

He suddenly remembered that the last time he asked a question in the Q&A community was when he realized that he liked Tian Yu belatedly.He clicked on the question, and the only answer below was updated last night. The previous answer was completely deleted, leaving only five words.

"He doesn't want me anymore."

The author has something to say: I find that every time I feel depressed to the extreme and my emotions break down, I will learn new skills to paralyze myself and prove that I am not a waste.

For example, during this emotional breakdown, I learned to cut videos. Today, in addition to writing articles, I also cut three videos I like by myself, which is super cool.

Hhhhh, think about it this way and look forward to the next mentality explosion, what new things will I learn, 233333.

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