my school boy

Shen Shucheng's heart twitched suddenly.

It turns out that the idiotic men and women in this world are all exactly the same.

He replied below: "He may just have his own difficulties and cannot tell you."

Shen Shucheng didn't know why he explained for his boyfriend who changed his mind under the answer of an anonymous user.

He might just be making the final excuse for himself, even though Shen Shucheng knew that his words would not be seen by him.

Cao Kefan's name suddenly appeared on the phone screen, which startled Shen Shucheng. He remembered that the last time Cao Kefan called him was when Tian Yu was hospitalized.

Shen Shucheng suddenly panicked. He hesitated for a long time before pressing the answer button.

"Mr. Shen..." A drunken voice came from the other side, and it was Tian Yu without distinguishing it. Hearing Tian Yu calling his name in a voice full of alcohol, Shen Shucheng bit his index finger joint unconsciously.

"Mr. Shen," Cao Kefan answered the phone, "I don't want to bother with your nonsense, but Tian Yu is here drunk and keeps calling your name. Are you really not coming out to see me?"

"..." Shen Shucheng opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

"Mr. Shen, why don't you want me anymore..." Tian Yu's voice over there was aggrieved and helpless.

"Hey! Tian God, don't go there, it's a fucking river!" Cao Kefan stopped Tian Yu who was about to dive into the river.

Shen Shucheng's heart suddenly rose to his throat: "Where are you, I'll come right away."

When Shen Shucheng arrived, Cao Kefan was sitting with Tian Yu on the grass by the river, Tian Yu was looking at the river with blank eyes, talking to himself.

"The last time I walked this road with him, it was so dark. I was wrong. I shouldn't tell him ghost stories to scare him, but I really like the feeling of holding him."

"He said he likes the Huainan beef soup in the cafeteria very much. Now I go there every Friday, but I have never met him again."

"On New Year's Day, I watched him play in the snow. I stood behind him and wanted to hug him, but I didn't. Now that I think about it, I wish I had been braver."

"When Principal Dou passed away, I was as sad as him. I really wanted to accompany him through this difficult time, but I couldn't do anything."

"Mr. Shen thought he saw me in the office for the first time. No, no, it was the first day I came to this school. He stopped me and didn't let others cheat me of money."

"He has been protecting me and helping me, but I am useless. It may be because of this reason that he doesn't like me."

Tian Yu threw a stone into the river in frustration: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault."

Cao Kefan was annoyed that Liu Lu was about to send Dong Yan back to the dormitory, and left the stall for himself, when he suddenly heard footsteps behind him, and when he looked back, he was stunned.

"But, I really miss him." Tian Yu cried out with a "wow".

"Xiaoyu." Shen Shucheng's voice was choked with sobs. He hesitated for a moment, walked forward, hugged Tian Yu from behind, and put his chin on Tian Yu's forehead: "Xiaoyu, I miss you too..."

Tian Yu's body froze, and she struggled out of Shen Shucheng's embrace, turned her head away, and shook her head: "Impossible, it must be my own hallucination, why am I hallucinating again."

Tian Yu took a few steps back, and the effect of alcohol made his steps stagger: "He doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't love me anymore."

Shen Shucheng's heart ached to death, he just wanted to hold Tian Yu in front of him into his arms and take a step forward, but it made Tian Yu back again and again.

"Xiaoyu, it's me, really..."

Before he finished speaking, Tian Yu fell into the river with a "plop".

"It's a big mess..." Cao Kefan patted his forehead, "What the hell is going on!"

After finishing speaking, he began to take off his coat and T-shirt, his head was still stuck in the T-shirt, and he heard another "plop".

Cao Kefan quickly put on his clothes and saw that Shen Shucheng had plunged into the river.

Shen Shucheng held Tian Yu who was struggling in the river on his arm, and it took a lot of effort to pull Tian Yu out of the icy river.

Tian Yu murmured twice softly, shivered twice, and stopped making a sound.

"Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu!" Looking at Tian Yu who was still shaking, Shen Shucheng quickly shook his shoulder.

"He's probably drunk." Cao Kefan patted Shen Shucheng's shoulder, "What do you think this is now? What should we do?"

Shen Shucheng snatched the coat that Cao Kefan was about to put on, and put it on Tian Yu: "It must be too late to go back to the dormitory now.

"Let's find a place to live first."

It was already ten forty in the evening when I dragged the wet Tian Yu to the hotel room.

"Teacher Shen, this..."

Cao Kefan was a little confused about the man in front of him - according to Tian Yu, he already had a new love, so there was no need to take care of his ex so late; but Shen Shucheng's behavior just now was completely different.

"You go back first, otherwise you won't be able to explain why the bedroom is locked." Shen Shucheng urged, "Leave this to me first."

"Isn't that bad?" Cao Kefan scratched his head, always feeling that throwing the two of them in the hotel was not justified.

Shen Shucheng glared at Cao Kefan, as if he would be killed if he didn't go back, so scared that Cao Kefan quickly took off Tian Yu's coat: "I'm leaving now, brother, I'm leaving, you... take good care of God Tian .”

After Cao Kefan left, the room finally became quiet, only the breathing of the two could be heard.

Seeing Tian Yu lying on the bed frowning, eyes closed and full of grievances, Shen Shucheng rubbed his temples, hugged him in his arms, and took off his wet clothes for him.

Tian Yu was still muttering something to himself, Shen Shucheng put his ear against Tian Yu's lips, and only then could he hear those words clearly from the drunken words.

He said, "I have returned everything to you, and I don't owe you anything."

"Fool..." Shen Shucheng threw the dirty clothes aside, put one hand on the back of Tian Yu's neck, and the other around his knees, picked him up, and put him into the bathtub in the bathroom.

Tian Yu, who was soaked in hot water, fell asleep comfortably. Shen Shucheng leaned over and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

The soft towel swam over Tian Yu's body, and the warm water made Tian Yu murmur comfortably.

Tian Yu opened his dim drunken eyes, looked at Shen Shucheng mistyly, bit his lips and asked him: "Mr. Shen, do you really want me?"

Shen Shucheng's heart trembled, he kissed Tian Yu's tightly clenched lips, and whispered in his ear: "Yes, I want, I want you."

As if hearing a satisfactory promise, Tian Yu pursed her lips and laughed, leaning on Shen Shucheng's shoulder, and fell asleep again.

Tian Yu had a dream. In the dream, he was sealed in a huge ice block, his whole body was cold and unable to move, but suddenly someone smashed the ice block that restrained him, picked him up from the cold water, and took him to A hot spring with lush peach blossoms.

He turned into a cheerful koi and swam around in the water. He wanted to look up to see who rescued him, but he found a person standing by the hot spring wearing a pink shirt with a smile on his mouth and eyes wide open. Shen Shucheng, who is giving off glances.

In the dream, the koi that Tian Yu turned into fawned on her tail, spitting bubbles, and asked the person in front of her, "Do you like me?"

The tall figure in front of him squatted down, Tian Yu saw his slender fingers pointing into the water, touched his forehead, and smiled like a flower: "I don't like you anymore."

Then the big hand suddenly grabbed him and lifted him out of the water. The Tianyu koi who left the water felt difficult to breathe, and the surrounding water vapor evaporated inch by inch on his skin. He barely opened his eyes and looked at Shen Shucheng holding the water. By myself, walk over to a grill.

The fire under the barbecue grill was very hot, and Tianyu koi struggled to escape, watching itself getting closer and closer to the fire.

Tian Yu, who woke up from the nightmare, suddenly coughed twice, opened her eyes and saw the pale ceiling, opened her mouth wide and took a few breaths.

Tian Yu rubbed his temples, trying to recall what happened last night—he only remembered drinking alone last night, and promised Dong Yan to bring her cosmetics from Japan, and then what?

He couldn't remember what happened afterwards.He couldn't remember where he went or who sent him here.

He checked the time—ten o'clock in the morning.

Tian Yu's mind instantly cleared up. His flight was at one o'clock in the afternoon. Tian Yu patted his forehead, got up immediately, took his backpack and was ready to go out.

But when checking out at the front desk, Tian Yu still couldn't help asking: "Hello, I would like to ask, last night... who brought me back."

The lady at the front desk greeted you with a smile: "Two gentlemen sent you here last night. One of them left last night, and the other left at seven o'clock this morning."

The only remaining fantasy was also shattered, and Tian Yu felt lost: there is no third person, and those two people can only be Liu Lu and Cao Kefan.

"Thank you." Tian Yu said politely.

Back in the dormitory, Liu Lu and Cao Kefan who had gone to class hadn't come back yet, Tian Yu put the room fee on Cao Kefan's desk, checked the time, and went straight to the airport.

The billboard outside the subway shone with light, reflected in Tian Yu's eyes, rippling with despair.

Last night's nightmare was taken out of his heart and recalled over and over again.

The billboard reads: The latest real estate, shocking prices, a warm home for you and your loved ones.

When he saw this billboard before, even though the price on it was a fantasy to him, he still had expectations in his heart, looking forward to the warm home that he and Shen Shucheng could have in this city.

Nothing left, now.

Tian Yu took out her mobile phone and turned to Shen Shucheng's contact information.

One last time, he thought, try calling him one last time.

"The user you dialed is busy..."

Tian Yu took a deep breath, sure enough.

Then he pressed the delete button, even though he could already memorize the phone number.

In WeChat, Shen Shucheng was still at the top of his post, but the last message he sent was two weeks ago.

Tian Yu's hand hesitated for a moment, and he clicked cancel to top, and the dialogue between him and Shen Shucheng quickly sank.

Tian Yu swipe down, click on Shen Shucheng's message, and click delete.

A prompt pops up on the phone: Are you sure you want to delete the friend "The Best Teacher Shen in the World"?

Tian Yu took a deep breath and clicked "OK" with her cold fingertips.

Many people think that in this information-advanced society, it is easy to find a person, but in fact, breaking all contact with a person is just a delete button.

Tian Yu felt a little out of breath, and her forehead ached.

Have you ever had a tooth nerve removed?The doctor takes a sharp drill, puts it into your mouth, hooks out the pink nerves in your teeth, and grinds them off with the drill, one by one, from your teeth to your skull, they are all sharp feeling of pain.

Pain until the whole world is distorted.

After all the dental nerves are removed, everything will be fine, and you no longer have to perceive the hot, cold, sweet, and sour of the outside world.

Tian Yu took a scalpel and cut off all the nerves one by one by himself.

All contact information is gone.

No more pain, no more pain.

Tian Yu told himself.

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