my school boy

Shen Shucheng woke up from the dream about Tian Yu in a daze, glanced at the empty pillow beside him, and laughed at himself.

Mingming Tianyu only lived in this house for one night, but it seemed like he had stayed by his side for many years. After leaving, he couldn't adapt at all.

In his pajamas, he walked around the living room at home several times, casually kicking away the beer cans at his feet, and took out another can of beer from the refrigerator.

The text message alert sounded, and he was looking forward to it.

But Shen Shucheng didn't know what he was expecting, fearing that his heart would soften, he had already blacklisted all of Tian Yu's contact information.

A text message from the bank reminded him to pay off his credit card, rubbed his eyes, and checked his balance.

Very little left.

He took a deep breath, and was even more convinced that the useless self would only become Tian Yu's burden. He tried to convince himself that it was a good thing to separate.

Turn on the computer, log in to the school's homepage habitually, and the notice of the selection of overseas students comes into view.

"I'm leaving at the end of December." Shen Shucheng muttered to himself.

"Mr. Shen, are you feeling better? There are still some things in the office, do you want to come and move them?"

Tang Dong sent a message to Shen Shucheng.

Shen Shucheng rubbed his hair and replied: "Okay."

The Academic Affairs Office is on the second floor, and the third floor is Shen Wanjun's office. Shen Shucheng finished packing his things and was just about to go back when he saw Tian Yu walking behind Shen Wanjun with his head down.

Shen Shucheng suddenly felt his heart beat a beat slower, he looked around in a daze, hid in the bathroom, and waited for the footsteps on the stairs to subside, before leaning against the wall and gasping for breath.

Shen Shucheng could leave directly, but he couldn't help but quietly climbed upstairs.

He still wanted to hear Tian Yu's voice, even if it wasn't for himself.

"I..." Tian Yu saw that Shen Wanjun's expression was a little more serious than usual, and there was no disturbance.

"It's about you and the book." Shen Wanjun covered his mouth and coughed softly twice, "I see."

"Then," Tian Yu felt aggrieved, and originally wanted to ask Shen Shucheng why he was about to break up with him suddenly, but changed his words, "Then, has something happened to Mr. Shen recently?"

Seeing Tian Yu's panicked eyes, Shen Wanjun sighed, turned his gaze to the plane tree outside the window that had started to shed its leaves, and spoke slowly after a long time.

"Shucheng is my son. I know his character best. He is timid and cowardly, and everything is hot in 3 minutes."

not like this.

Tian Yu frowned, her eyelashes hung on her eyes, stained with tears, and opened like a fan.His lips were tightly closed, and he really wanted to refute Shen Wanjun's conclusion, and really wanted to tell Shen Wanjun that his son was not as bad as he said.

But in front of such a person who has accompanied Shen Shucheng for more than 20 years, his explanation seemed pale and powerless.

Shen Wanjun looked at Tian Yu's stubborn expression, knowing that he would definitely not listen to his evaluation of Shen Shucheng: "I know you don't believe it, but you will know sooner or later that he is just playing around with this relationship, and you must be the one who will be hurt in the future. "

Tian Yu lowered his head and remained silent. He really wanted to tell Shen Wanjun that the relationship between him and Shen Shucheng was not a game. He really wanted to be with Shen Shucheng for a lifetime, but when he thought of Cao Kefan calling Shen Shucheng that day, when said.

He suddenly felt that Shen Shucheng might be real, and he didn't love himself anymore.

"Although he is my son, you are also my student." Shen Wanjun patted Tian Yu's shoulder, "I don't want you to be hurt either."

In Shen Wanjun's eyes, the best way to prevent both of them from being hurt is not to be together from the beginning.

"I..." Tian Yu still wanted to say something, but he could only take a deep breath and managed to squeeze out a few words, "Thank you."

"This is because Shucheng is sorry for you." Shen Wanjun said in a deep voice, "We have an exchange program with Japan recently, and we can go to Japan to study for two years. I can recommend you to go with a scholarship."

Tian Yu suddenly raised his head and looked at Shen Wanjun in shock.

It's not that he doesn't know about this project, and it's not that he doesn't know how important Shen Wanjun's recommendation letter is. It's just that knowing this at this moment, Tian Yu suddenly feels that this exchange opportunity is like the breakup fee that Shen Shucheng asked his father to give him. .

Thinking about it this way, Shen Shucheng should really not love himself.

Tian Yu smiled miserably.

Seeing Tian Yu's distraught look, Shen Wanjun suddenly felt distressed: "Take this opportunity to see the wider world outside and relax your mind."

Also, in every corner of this school, there are shadows of Shen Shucheng and memories about them.

Accepting the fact that Shen Shucheng was really determined to separate from him, Tian Yu took a deep breath and bowed to Shen Wanjun: "Thank you."

"Tian Yu, you are a very promising student, I can see your talent."

Tian Yu bit her lip: "No, it's not."

"My personal suggestion is, don't be trapped by temporary feelings." Shen Wanjun persuaded, "You are still young, young people should focus on their own studies and careers, emotional matters will come naturally in the future. "

It's a matter of course.

Tian Yu knew that this was impossible, and the premise that it would come to fruition was that there was a clear spring in his heart that could pour out love, but all his emotions were given to Shen Shucheng.

He couldn't take it back, so there was only a bitter chill in his heart from now on.

"Go back first, fill out the application form and hand it in." Shen Wanjun patted him on the shoulder.

Tian Yu, who walked out of the office, didn't notice at all that Shen Shucheng was staring at him in the corner of the stairs.

Shen Shucheng spontaneously felt a kind of despair, obviously the person he loved was right in front of his eyes, and obviously the distance between them could be crossed as long as he took a step forward, but he could only look at him secretly, without making a sound.

When Tian Yu returned to the dormitory, Cao Kefan and Liu Lusheng were afraid that Shen Wanjun would say that he would collude with Shen Shu and make Tian Yu difficult, so they asked with concern, "Professor Shen, he didn't make things difficult for you, did he?"

Tian Yu didn't speak, just sat down and shook his head.

Liu Lu breathed a sigh of relief: "Professor Shen is not such a generous person."

The bedroom suddenly fell into awkward silence, Liu Lu and Cao Kefan looked at each other, not knowing what to say.

"I think." Tian Yu's voice was the calm before the storm, "Maybe Teacher Shen really doesn't like me anymore."

"But I'm real, and I still like him very much." Tian Yu continued.

"This..." Cao Kefan scratched his head. He has no experience in dating, so he could only bite the bullet and continue: "Tian God, don't think too much, what, love at first sight is all dopamine at work, after a while It stopped after a while."

"But," Tian Yu asked, "what if he is the source of my dopamine?"

Seeing that Cao Kefan couldn't answer, Liu Lu quickly persuaded him: "It's okay, it's okay, first love is hard to forget, but there are very few people who can get together with first love in the end, time will heal everything."

"Really?" Tian Yu asked blankly.

Liu Lu patted his chest: "Yes!"

Tian Yu looked at his desktop with absent-minded eyes, on which was the computer Shen Shucheng gave him.

Tian Yu lay on the table, and after a long time, she suddenly got up, which surprised Cao Kefan and Liu Lu.

"Why, what's the matter?" Cao Kefan asked cautiously.

Tian Yu opened the door of the closet, turned out the couple shirt Shen Shucheng bought for herself, tore off the book next to the pillow and the cup on the bed, and finally took off the Mobius ring pendant around her neck.

Shen Shucheng was half drunk and half awake when he heard the doorbell again.

It must be Tian Yu.

As he staggered to the door, he whispered Tian Yu's name in his mouth.

"Xiaoyu...Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

He couldn't restrain himself anymore, he no longer wanted to be separated from Tian Yu by a door, he just wanted to open the door and hold the person outside the door tightly in his arms.

Never be separated again, no matter what the reason is, he told himself, never to be separated from Tian Yu again.

The moment he opened the door, there was no one there except for the bleak cold wind that woke him up suddenly.

At the door are the things I bought for Tian Yu once, and the top one is the sparkling Mobius ring pendant.

He froze for a moment, and suddenly understood something, and rushed towards the balcony desperately, but fell several times in a row, and finally staggered to the edge of the balcony. "Xiaoyu" was stuck in his throat, unable to speak out.

Since he had let go of everything, what reason did he have to pester him?

In the floor-to-ceiling mirror on the balcony, he had thick dark circles under his eyes, and the messy stubble on his face was like weeds after he hadn't shaved for a long time. When Shen Shucheng sniffed his arms, he smelled of alcohol.

Why ask Tian Yu to give up her bright future and be with such a down and out person?

Shen Shucheng was sitting on the balcony, stroking the ring of the attractor on his ring finger, staring blankly at that figure, who disappeared at the end of the road.

The matter of Tian Yu's going abroad was quickly settled. Tian Yu, who was busy with various travel procedures, seemed to be able to understand Liu Lu's words.

Time is indeed a good medicine.

He even felt that this person seemed to have never appeared in his life.

When it was the final exam week, Cao Kefan took Tian Yu to the library for self-study early in the morning. Tian Yu was concentrating on his class notes when he suddenly heard the sound of even breathing around him. He turned his head and saw that he was sleeping next to him. s face.

It was Shen Shucheng's sleeping face.

He frowned, and there seemed to be peach blossoms in his half-closed eyes. The sun fell on the eyelashes, trembling slightly, and a pool of spring water poured out. His side face was as white as paper, and there was hot pink on his cheeks, like The color ink drops on the brush accidentally landed on the rice paper, making it smudged. His lips were slightly pursed, as if he was reading his own name.

In principle, time will not let you forget, it will only bury that name deeper in your heart.

It will only make you feel overwhelmed when you see him again.

The author has something to say: Sorry again, I will keep updating on time in the future.

Thank you.