my school boy

Cao Kefan put down the phone and looked at Tian Yu who looked dazed in front of him. Perhaps because of the exhaustion during the drive, his fair face was a little more blue, and there were deep dark circles under his eyes.

"Tian Shen..." Cao Kefan scratched his head, and for a moment didn't know how to comfort the person in front of him, "Don't be too sad, young people, breakups are common, although..."

Although Shen Shucheng found such a reason, it seemed that it couldn't be worse.

"I'm going to find him." Tian Yu gritted her teeth, trying not to let her tears fall, "Something must have happened to him, I, I'm going to find him."

"You!" Cao Kefan hurriedly persuaded Tian Yu, "God Tian, ​​what do you think? He has already said so, but he just doesn't want to see you."

"No, Mr. Shen is not such a person." Tian Yu couldn't believe it. Shen Shucheng's sworn words were still in his ears before he left. Why did he escape from home with great difficulty? He didn't love himself anymore.

It is said that the heart of the old man is changeable, but Shen Shucheng's change of heart is so fast that it is not normal.

Tian Yu didn't care about the tiredness of tossing back and forth without sleep, turned around and went out to run to Shen Shucheng's house.

On the street, a young man wearing thin clothes for shopping ran past madly, attracting the sideways eyes of the square dancing aunt on the side of the road.With one step, he accidentally bumped into an uncle and fell to the ground. The uncle cursed, "Why are you running, you are in a hurry to die!"

Tian Yu muttered a few words to say sorry, got up and continued running to Shen Shucheng's house.The wind whistled past his ears, and the sweat on his forehead dripped into his eyes bit by bit, causing his eyes to sting.He casually touched his eyes with his sleeve, and the sleeve was wet, and he didn't know whether it was tears or sweat.

Shen Shucheng, who stayed at home, leaned on the sofa and sat on the ground in a state of embarrassment. A few beer bottles that had just been drunk were scattered on the floor alone, and the ghost movie he watched with Tian Yu that night was playing on the TV. distracted by the fear of the ghost.

But the more he watched the scary scenes in the movie, the more he remembered how soft and gentle Tian Yu's hug was that night, the breathing of Tian Yu in his ear, and the way he was telling himself ghost stories seriously.

The female ghost on the TV bared her teeth and claws. This was the scene he was most afraid of that night, but now he suddenly wasn't afraid at all.

There is nothing more terrifying than knowing that you love each other but not being able to be together.

He staggered to the edge of the sink, looked at his red eyes in the vanity mirror, smiled self-deprecatingly, pointed at the sad-faced bearded man in the mirror and cursed.

"It's fucking useless! Are you still a man?! You can't even protect the person you like!"

Before he finished speaking, he picked up a cup at hand and threw it at the mirror.

But when the cup was raised in front of his eyes, his waving movement stopped suddenly - this cup was used by Tian Yu and himself.

He couldn't bear it, everything about Tian Yu in this room was slowly dissipating, but he couldn't bear it.

He couldn't bear any trace of Tian Yu's residual smell, even if it was slight.

Shen Shucheng gently touched the edge of the cup with his lips. Tian Yu's soft lips had rolled over it. Shen Shucheng could even feel the sweetness of Tian Yu's kiss from the cold temperature of the cup.

He still clearly remembers that when kissing Tian Yu, Tian Yu always liked to lick his teeth with his tongue, and he liked to hold his waist to prevent himself from leaning back, so as to enjoy the pleasure of conquering the city, and he even I remember, when the tips of Tian Yu's little tiger teeth scratched the inside of his mouth intentionally or unintentionally, he felt a numbness.

"He won't come back." Shen Shucheng said softly, then put his head under the faucet, turned on the faucet, and let the cold water pour down from his head.The tingling pain made him temporarily relieved from his sadness, and the water droplets fell on his cheeks along the ends of his hair, and fell into his mouth along his face.

is salty.

The doorbell rang without knowing how to measure, Shen Shucheng exhaled, looked at the white steam rising above his head, and patted his face.At this time, the only ones who can come to him are probably Tang Dong or his father.

No matter who they are, Shen Shu does not want others to see his embarrassed appearance at the moment.

Shen Shucheng saw Tian Yu's face through the cat's eyes.

He couldn't believe it, rubbed his eyes, and looked at the young man with a bad complexion and swollen eyes several times before he was sure it was really him.

He really wanted to open the door immediately, let Tian Yu in, then hug him, rub his hair, pat his shoulder, and then dry the tears still hanging on his face.

But the next second, he knew he couldn't do it.

Shen Wanjun is right, Tian Yu has a bright future and a bright future.I have nothing, and I can't give anything—not even the simplest promise of a marriage contract.

At least, give him the sea to jump in and the sky to let the birds fly.

Tian Yu outside the door knocked on the door desperately: "Mr. Shen, I know you are inside, please let me in, please! Let's talk!"

no response.

"I know you must have difficulties, don't you! Tell me if there is anything, can we bear it together? Didn't we agree that the two of us will face the difficulties in the future?"

Tian Yu's hand fell heavily on the anti-theft door, and his palm turned red after a while, but he still didn't give up, crying and asking: "What's wrong with me, tell me, can I fix it, you Can you leave me..."

Surprised eyes appeared in the eyes of the passing neighbors, and after standing there for a while, Tian Yu was still just facing the door hysterically, and walked away in embarrassment.

Tian Yu's throat was hoarse, and she had no strength left, so she could only sit slumped at the door: "Mr. Shen...do you really, really dislike me?"

Shen Shucheng inside the door sat on the floor leaning against the door, his lips trembling: "Xiaoyu, I like you, I really like you..."

"sorry Sorry."

Shen Shucheng leaned his head against the door, like a wild animal imprisoned in a cage.

He pressed his hand tightly against the door, which was the closest way to Tian Yu at this moment.

"Tian God!" Cao Kefan looked at Tian Yu who was lying on the ground weakly and in pain, his heart was cold, and he hurried over to help him up, "You, what are you doing?!"

Dong Yan followed behind her, and when she heard Cao Kefan calling for help, she inquired about Shen Shucheng's current address from her father, and brought Cao Kefan to find someone.

"What should I do, God Dong?" Cao Kefan asked anxiously.

"What else can I do?" Dong Yan frowned, looking at the motionless iron gate, "Take him back to sleep, he won't sleep for several nights, and he won't be afraid of sudden death."

Cao Kefan was startled when he heard the word "sudden death", and quickly dragged the person in front of him back to the dormitory.

It's been a long time since she had a good night's sleep, and she suffered a huge blow when she came back. Not long after Tian Yu lay on the bed, she fell asleep while staring at the pale ceiling.

It's just that he didn't sleep well, and he would wake up from the dream after a while, and he kept repeating the same dream.

He dreamed that Shen Shucheng was smiling and wanted to take him to see Dou Enze, but he brought him to the Biling River. Before he could speak, a hurricane blew up on the river, and he tightly held Shen Shucheng's hand He refused to let go, but he didn't expect Shen Shucheng to slip his hand out of his palm lightly and deftly.

Then Shen Shucheng disappeared.

When he woke up, Tian Yu was dripping with sweat. He pulled up the quilt, remembering that his silk quilt was also given to him by Shen Shucheng.

Next to the pillow is Jimmy Dovich brought from Shen Shucheng's home, and he remembers every graceful or wild handwriting of Shen Shucheng on it.

He touched his chest, the pendant Shen Shucheng gave him - it was a Mobius ring, Shen Shucheng once told him that he and he were like two people standing on the Mobius ring, even if The two were on both sides at first, but in the end they were able to meet and find each other.

But now, he doesn't have Teacher Shen anymore.

Thinking of this, Tian Yu's tears couldn't stop flowing out again, he bit the quilt to keep himself from making a sound, only his body was twitching under the quilt.

When she was exhausted from crying, Tian Yu fell into a drowsy sleep again, and was finally awakened by the nightmare again.

This cycle went on and on, and I lay in bed for two full days.

On Monday morning, Cao Kefan and Liu Lu quietly got up to go to class, not wanting to disturb Tian Yu, but unexpectedly, Tian Yu straightened up on the bed and sat there blankly.

"You," Cao Kefan was afraid that he would irritate Tian Yu by saying something wrong, "are you okay?"

"Take a rest, these two days... are quite tiring." Liu Lu learned the ins and outs of the matter from Cao Kefan, and was full of sympathy for Tian Yu who was suddenly broken up.

"No need." Tian Yu said coldly, got out of bed, washed and dressed, if not for the shock in Liu Lu's eyes, Cao Kefan almost thought that everything that happened a few days ago was a dream.

Tian Yu took her schoolbag, still expressionless: "I'm going first, do you want me to reserve a seat for you two?"

The two quickly waved their hands: "No, no, no."

The first class was Shen Wanjun's professional class. Tian Yu came early and sat in the first row facing the podium.

Shen Wanjun walked up to Tian Yu, as if nothing happened before: "Have you read all the papers I gave you before?"

Tian Yu nodded, and said nothing tacitly: "It's almost finished, there are some things I don't understand, I want to ask my brothers and sisters."

Shen Wanjun: "Okay, after collecting the basic documents, we can start working on new topics."

Seeing that Shen Wanjun was about to leave, Tian Yu still couldn't hold back: "Professor Shen, I..."

"what happened?"

Tian Yu bit her lip: "Mr. Shen, is he okay?"

As if recalling some bad memory, Shen Wanjun's indifferent expression became a little more dissatisfied. He thought about it carefully, but he still said: "You stay after class, I will chat with you alone."

The author has something to say: The three-dimensional dimension has been severely damaged, resulting in no update in the past two days. I am very sorry. Two chapters will be updated today.

Thank you for your lovely support, and thank you for remembering me as a floating little transparent.

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