pig like age

The goddess said that I was her hero, but not only could I, the hero of the world, not help her solve her problems, but I even peeked at her taking a bath.Fu Siyan, on the other hand, was a soldier sent from heaven, who was ordered in danger, and came here for the goddess, with a green beard stubble on his chin, which looked particularly vicissitudes and elegance.The eyes of several female aid teachers in the school seemed to be glued to their bodies.

Seeing that I was there, he showed a surprised and perplexed expression. Out of self-cultivation, he didn't ask carefully, greeted me politely, and then plunged into the goddess' tent.

I went in and out several times, and I saw them discussing transportation.Both of them frowned and lowered their eyes, looking worried.The two kept exchanging questions and opinions, and then the goddess seemed to have a judgment and expressed her idea. Fu Siyan nodded repeatedly and said, "I think your idea is completely correct. The expansion of the permafrost will prop up the building on the ground." The roadbed and rails above; and as the temperature rises, the permafrost melts, and the raised roadbed and rails will shrink back. That’s why the rails are uneven and affect the opening to traffic. Although geological surveys say there is no frozen soil component, but from The result is completely consistent. I will set off in the afternoon and rush back to visit the Permafrost Research Institute. They have rich experience in aiding the construction of the Tibet Railway and are the guardians of the heavenly road. There must be a way to solve the transportation problem in the county!"

"Okay, I will also report to Professor Qin and ask him to cooperate with you." The goddess said.

After finding out where the root knot was, both of their faces were brightened.I was also filled with joy when I thought that the transportation problem was about to be solved, which would bring hope and earth-shaking changes to the county and the school.

But seeing the two of them complementing each other, the picture of a man and a woman still makes me jealous and crazy.He didn't eat much for lunch, so he hoped that Fu Siyan would keep his promise and leave in the afternoon.

But the sky always doesn't follow people's wishes.After lunch, the sky was dark, and it rained from afar.

The southwest of Qinghai is a very magical place. In March and April, snow and rain alternately exist.I have seen all kinds of rain and snow here, and thought that with such an amount of rain, it would soon clear up, but at some point, the sky and the earth suddenly became dark, dark clouds covered the sun, and a muffled thunder came from a distance where the sky and the earth meet. Call from a distance: "Thunderstorms and strong winds are coming!"

The purple snake-like electric light in the sky was approaching from far away, and the adults began to call the children into the tent. I haven't found any trace of Dolma, and my heart is pounding!After staying here for almost half a month, I know very well that hailstorms are often accompanied by thunderstorms and strong winds. Even animals can't stand the hailstorm, let alone humans.Thinking about it this way, I became even more anxious. The strong wind rolled up a huge energy field. I was like a small boat swaying and bumping in the waves of the river. I wobbled in tents and looked for it. I asked everyone I saw, but no one knew. Where is Dolma.Soon, I searched the entire campus, and there was nothing.I thought, she must have gone to the mountains to step on herbs to treat my diarrhea.

"Dolma!!!" The wind yelled, roared, and rushed over with a grinning grin, drowning my cries invisibly.Human beings seem too small in front of the cruel nature. Looking at the thunder under the black clouds, the lingering fear filled my chest.

Soon, several people gathered around me and called me, "Teacher Xi, don't worry, we'll look for it, you go back first."

"No, I'll go with you!" Little Dolma and I have developed a deep relationship. In my heart, she is as pure as a drop of dew in the morning.

Speaking of my days in Qinghai, other things were fine, but I often suffered from diarrhea due to unacceptable water and soil.She would go to the mountains to gather herbs for me and make soup for me.Days and nights here, because the goddess ignored me, I was so bored, so I told her that I like Sister Yunu, and I came to this place because of her.Dolma actually accepted it as a matter of course, and sincerely hoped that the two of us could be reconciled and beautiful.

She is my most important friend here, how can I leave her alone in this critical moment?

"Mr. Xi, you're still waiting for news here. It's too dangerous outside."

"No!" I said anxiously: "She may be on the mountain, let's go to the mountain to find her!"

When those people heard it, they all shook their heads.

One of them advised me: "The mountain... the mountain is too dangerous, there will be landslides at any time."

I pursed my lips tightly, my eye circles turned red with indignation amid anxiety and worry: "If you don't go, I'll go!"

"Don't go." The voice was not loud but firm, and Jian Nanyin came to my side at some point and held my hand tightly: "Dolma has more experience in the mountains than us, and knows how to avoid danger, but you, if If you act rashly, the danger may be even greater." The tone of voice was as sharp and cold as gold and jade, revealing an unquestionable sternness.

"Yes, yes, Teacher Jian is right." Everyone echoed in a few words.

"I think the wind and thunder are bigger, but until now there is no hail, maybe it's gone." An elderly mountain dweller squinted his eyes and looked at the sky, and said to us: "Wait for the strong convective clouds to pass, and the wind and sea will be calm. .”

But it doesn't look like it will pass, the wind is raging, flying sand and rocks, and even the goddess's hair is blown away.This kind of weather, who can say for sure?The wind and hail may fall at any time, and by then it will be too late!

Thinking of this, I wanted to break free from her hand, but she clenched it even harder, with a pleading look in her eyes.My heart softened, I hesitated for a moment, but I made up my mind again!Just as he was about to take action, he heard a voice from a distance: "Sister! Sister Xiaochen!"

Dolma?I can't wait to go...

I saw Dolma running from far to near, and plunged into my arms. I bent down and hugged her, and asked eagerly, "How are you, okay?"

Dolma wiped her eyes and nodded obediently: "Okay. I was trapped by the strong wind in the mountains, and it was the handsome uncle who brought me back."

Following the direction of her finger, I saw Fu Siyan approaching slowly. Under the scene where the mountain wind was howling, making people unable to stand still, he still maintained his demeanor, just like that elegant nobleman, calm and calm .

There were voices of praise from all around, but he smiled, walked up to Jian Nanyin, and said softly: "I will fulfill the task you entrust to me." The voice was extremely low, but it could be heard in my ears , but like thunder and drums, shaking my heartstrings.

Later, the wind and hail really spared these frightened people, as well as me, who was in ecstasy...

In the middle of the night, the wind and rain gradually stopped, and the moon was bright all day.

Dolma came out rubbing her eyes: "Sister, why don't you go to sleep?"

I smiled: "I can't sleep, you go to sleep, what are you doing out?"

She sat on the stone bench next to me, looked at me with her chin resting on her cheek and said, "Do you have something on your mind that you can't sleep?"

"You, you're such a big kid. Can you just stop worrying about adult affairs?" I said helplessly, but no smile could be drawn from the corners of my lips.

"By the way, sister. Can you play a little tune for me?" Dolma recalled, and said, "Just use the ball you wiped a few days ago."

I smiled "puchi", "That's not a ball, it's an xun. It was given to me by your jade sister, and I always carry it with me." Thinking of me and the goddess playing the xun and qin under the moon, the qin and the zither sang harmoniously, and I couldn't help but feel lost.The tenderness and affection that used to be, now seems like a lifetime away; the vows that were once secretly made have also been fragmented, and they will be picked up again after falling to the ground.

Everyone is different, today is not yesterday.Maybe I can resist this eternal law, but I can't resist her indifference.In particular, there are talented men and beautiful women, and the picture of a good couple is dazzling.

The tone of Xun is deep, sad, mournful, and endless, which is most suitable for my mood at the moment.So I took the xun, and under the moon, in front of little Dolma, I slowly blow it together.The ancients described the sound of Xun as the sound of the beginning of autumn, full of sadness and sentimentality.But I was full of melancholy, and with the sound of sobbing, the melodious rhythm seemed to be able to deeply grab one's breath, and everything between the heaven and the earth became a sob...

"Sister Xiaochen, I'm very sad." At the end of the song, Dolma pursed her lips.

I wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes and sighed: "Okay, let's stop blowing. Let's go back to sleep."

"Sister Xiaochen..."

"Ok?"

"Sister Yunu is here."

"You made me happy again..." Before he finished speaking, he heard a very soft and beautiful voice say: "This is "Chasing Dreams", right? It's very artistic."

Dolma jumped up and ran over to hug the goddess: "Sister Yunu, is she still asleep?"

She patted Dolma's head, looked at me and said, "The weather is bad, and some students are staying at the school."

so?

She lowered her eyelashes and asked in a low voice: "I asked, and you are the only two sharing a room, can you... let me come and stay overnight?"

"Okay, okay!" Dolma clapped her hands and said, "I've wanted to sleep with Sister Yunu for a long time."

The goddess looked at me with a faint pleading look in her eyes.I haven't recovered from the desolate mood just now, when I first heard that the goddess wanted to spend the night, I was completely dumbfounded.But when he saw her gaze, his heart softened, and he nodded.

But soon I regretted it.

It would be fine if someone else stayed overnight, but it was her.Yes, as the person in charge here, she gave up her tent for the students to live in, so it is understandable for me to let her stay for a night.But ever since I peeked at her taking a bath, her naked body, her back, and her soft feminine lines all made me fantasize, and my body always involuntarily gave birth to a trace of hunger and thirst, some desire.

It's okay if she ignores me, I can still suppress that desire.But she took the initiative to deliver it to the door. Didn't she just throw a bundle of dry wood into the raging fire?The desire to be close to her is so strong, I'm afraid that if I can't control it...

It's just that this worry is immediately replaced by depression.When tidying up the bed with little Dolma, she took the initiative to put Dolma's quilt between us, and she was still indifferent to me. Only then did I know that she came to stay for the night, and it was just a stay, not to come. give me hope.

The night is as cool as water, the stars and the moon are bright and clear.Bright moonlight shines through the tent.

Dolma writhed twice next to me and kicked the quilt.

I stretched out my hand to cover her, and she happened to think the same way, so I touched the other hand, which was like a catkin, slender and nephrite jade, and when I was about to retract it, I grabbed it with my backhand: "You haven't slept yet. ?”

"Yeah." She said quietly in the night.

After all, there is still a person, I can't really force her to withdraw her hand without any effort.I sighed in the dark night: "Nanyin, will you forget me and be with Fu Siyan?"

"You are always by my side, how can I forget you."

Many unwillingness and grievances are all because of this sentence, which disappeared, and instead gave birth to a strong obsession: "If you don't accept me for a day, I will follow you for a day. You can't get rid of me." These words are not casual , but the true thoughts in my heart.Although I have been treated indifferently by her many times, I have not changed my original intention. Although I always encounter setbacks, I will continue to move forward.Her words "how can I forget you" are like fueling me up, giving me the confidence to continue obsessing her to the end!

After a while, she said lightly: "Go to sleep."

It's amazing to say that today she was bored and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. After she said "sleep", she fell asleep very quickly as if she had been hypnotized.

The next day, the rain passed and the sky cleared, and the sun was so good that there was a rainbow.

Dolma started before us, bouncing outside to see the rainbow stepping on wild flowers.Dedicated the fresh, first bouquet of flowers after rain and dew to Sister Yunu.

The goddess was finishing her bath, and in the morning sun, her face looked like a white lotus covered with dew, surprisingly clean and delicate, but those red, yellow, and yellow wild flowers were called a bit vulgar.I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, if I could look at this face soberly every morning, then I would be willing to do whatever I want.

The goddess tidied up and said to me before leaving: "At the beginning of next month, the mountain people will come to the school for the Saga Dawa Festival. Would you like to prepare a program?"

I was in a daze: "What are you going to do?"

"Blow the xun." After finishing speaking, he went out to get busy.

That day, Fu Siyan left early in the morning, and later got in touch with the Institute of Frozen Soil Research, and a research team was sent there, also stationed in the school.

May is here in a blink of an eye, every day is getting warmer, the ice and snow are gradually melting, and everything is recovering.It's finally spring here.Under the efficient management of the goddess, the reconstruction of the classrooms has already completed several classrooms.The local people no longer call the goddess Teacher Jian, and Zhuomadao's "Jade Girl Sister" has become the local people's name for the goddess.

As soon as the research team from the research institute came, and there were more students, the small school was filled to the brim, and everything was thriving.

I have been here for a whole month and a half, and I seem to be isolated from the world and come to a paradise.Fortunately, it is the third year of research, which focuses on social practice. Sister Li also contacted me several times during the period, asking when I can host the daily work of Fanhua?I told her: Unpaid ambitions.

Unpaid ambitions...

After so long, the relationship with the goddess has not progressed at all.It seems that she is determined to keep a distance from me, unable to get over the hurdle in her heart.My strength was lacking again, and my heart was full of resentment and frustration.In this way, day by day, the unique festival of the local Tibetans - the Saga Dawa Festival came.

I don't know the origin of this festival and how it should be held. I only know that the mountain people brought a lot of home-brewed wine.I have been busy since the early days, and I have tied a few lumps of firewood in the playground, and built a simple shed full of food.

The happiest one is Zhuoma, who is crazy about playing with her friends.Later she came to me and said, "Sister, there will be a bonfire party tonight, and there will be dancing. Can you dance?"

My emotions are infected by her, and I am full of anticipation for the evening's activities.But if you say that I am good at sports, I am really not good at dancing.So he shook his head: "No."

She gave me a disgusted look and ran away again.

When the evening was approaching, there was a sudden commotion, and a person was surrounded by the crowd and entered the school gate.

When I saw it, my heart sank, it was that Fu Siyan again.It is said that under his activities and dredging, the funds and government support for road construction have been put in place.Now we are waiting for the construction plan of the Frozen Soil Research Institute.The locals regarded him as a benefactor for a while.

Fu Siyan came in and looked around. I thought he was looking for a goddess, but he came over after seeing me: "Miss Xi, are you still used to living here? I brought you some food and daily necessities. I don't know if you Do you need it?" After that, he handed me a big backpack.

I couldn't help being surprised, he smiled: "She's going to the county for a meeting, I can't sit still here, and I have to rush to the city to apply for some approval documents."

Seeing him working so hard for everyone, I feel ashamed that I only have a private relationship with my son and daughter in my heart, but when I think of him saying in front of the goddess: "I will fulfill the mission you have entrusted to me." Then I felt that I was stalking and he was trying to please, the essence was the same, they were all for the sake of chasing the goddess.

But obviously, what he did would make it easier to win the heart of the goddess.Let alone a goddess, any woman will find it hard to resist a person who silently dedicates herself to her and devotes herself to her.And this person is so good.Coupled with the Goddess's indiscreet attitude towards me, I sometimes fall into panic... Does she no longer love me?

This idea gathers in my heart every day, tormenting my heart day and night.

Fu Siyan handed the things to me and left.The expectation no longer exists, and I even resist the arrival of the night, because I want to see the picture of them together again.