pig like age

I followed behind her, dragging my heavy steps, as if I was walking towards the execution ground step by step. It was an execution ground where I was tortured mentally and emotionally, and she was the judge.

In fact, I don't need my sister to remind me, I can probably imagine her reaction after knowing this.Because I know it, I keep avoiding to face it.She is a person who attaches great importance to emotions, has a strong sense of morality, and has a strong sense of responsibility.No, it's not just a matter of each other's personalities, it seems to be the crux of our relationship.

We came to a lounge, and after closing the door, the atmosphere was in vain.

She said: "Xiaochen, what else are you hiding from me?" Then she said: "Is it that hard for you to trust me?"

I couldn't help panicking, and denied it flatly: "No, you misunderstood."

She came over, stared at me for a moment, then lifted up my sleeves, and stared at——

Suddenly, she opened her eyes wide, and stretched out her fingers to touch the scar lightly.She closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling violently, she was silent for a moment, and said, "You still say you didn't hide it from me?"

I grabbed her hand and anxiously explained: "This is really a misunderstanding. I thought you were dead, and I didn't want to live anymore, so... I took my life lightly..."

After hearing this, she didn't know whether it was shock or fear, her whole body seemed to be trembling: "You, commit suicide?" She stared at my wrist.

I quickly tucked the damned wrist into the sleeve, feeling my throat was blocked, my heart beating faster, and it was difficult to breathe.Yes, I have a bad feeling, her reaction is more violent than I imagined.I'm afraid she'll get into a dead end.

"Listen to me, I just thought you were dead, so I wanted to go with you. But there are too many people in the underworld, and they can't let me go, so I didn't die. Fortunately, I didn't die, otherwise it would be the biggest problem. What does this mean? It means that God can't bear to separate us, and wants us to live in this world for a long time and be happy."

I said so much, but she seemed to turn a deaf ear to it, and she was still stubborn on my wrist, stroking the red scar over and over again with some trembling, delicate and deep.The eyes are full of the fear and cherishment that was almost lost.

She raised her eyes again, but she saw that tears had fallen all over her face, and her slender eyelashes were trembling, which made my heart flustered and painful. I didn't know what to do. All of a sudden, she comforted her affectionately: "Don't cry, Nanyin, don't cry. I will never do stupid things again, I swear. Don't blame me."

She shook her head, tears welled up in her eyes. : "How can I blame you? You don't even want to die for me. However, in those martial arts novels, there are two people who are united in one mind, and die at the hands of the enemy. But there is no book that talks about one People kill themselves because their relationship with another person is too deep. Even Yang Guo jumped off the cliff after 16 years of agreement and did not see Xiaolongnv."

Her voice was a little hoarse than usual, revealing obvious disappointment and fatigue, I could only hear my heart clenched, and hurriedly said: "I'm impulsive, I'm stupid..."

Jian Nanyin reached out and touched my lips, and interrupted: "It makes you feel insecure, and even makes you lose yourself. After all, it's all my fault. In this relationship, I have always been negligent. So, you I can't trust me. I don't blame you. I just blame myself and feel sad, and I don't know what to do. I agreed to get back together before because I wanted to give myself a chance to reform. But now, I feel that I will only hurt you... ..."

A red-hot soldering iron fell into my heart, and the pain made my eyes burst into tears. "What did you say...what do you mean that you will harm me? Why do you think so?" I put my hands on her shoulders and said solemnly: " Don't belittle yourself anymore, don't push me away again, I tell you, I will chase you to the ends of the earth!"

I saw her face was pale, her voice was weak, and tears were streaming down her eyes: "I said, I have nothing else to ask but your well-being. If you are not good, I would rather you not be with me."

I was so anxious that my hands and feet were cold, and I said in a trembling voice: "Nonsense, nonsense...how can I be better without you? Without you..." My heart ached and I couldn't speak anymore.

I knew very well in my heart that since she said such a thing, she had made some kind of decision in her heart.She has made a decision, and it is generally difficult to shake it.This is a particularly stubborn and stubborn part of her character.I know, so after saying these words, I let her go.

That day, finally broke up unhappy.

Thinking about it afterwards, it was really the most heart-wrenching conversation in my first half of my life.Until the past many days, my heart is still aching.Even, many years have passed, when I think about it again, I still have the feeling of distress and palpitations as before.

However, the strange thing is that although the mood is hurt this time, it is not sad; although it is helpless, it is not hopeless.There was no such deep sense of powerlessness and frustration, but my heart was full of hope.

I think, the estrangement and obstacle between me and her is really only one thing.

When I said the word "suicide", my heart seemed to be untied, and what I got was relief and relaxation.If this is the most difficult road to a goddess in history, then this time, it is the last section before the finish line.

Because I have time, I have plenty of time, and time can wear water through stone, so that there is always hope in the world;

Because I have beliefs, and I have the courage to fulfill my beliefs.My belief is that no matter how many difficulties and obstacles may arise in the future, I, Xi Xiaochen, will face them bravely, never be a coward again, and never let go of her hand!

Because I have love, I have her love.She loves me and I love her too.I believe in the intimacy implanted in the flesh and blood, and the indifference of forgetting each other cannot be achieved.Two people who love each other will give each other a kind of "certainty".

Time, Faith, and Determination.

She will belong to me.

But I am determined, and some people are not calm.For a moment, the people around me seemed to be unable to see it, and joined the ranks of "chasing" one after another.

"You little bastard, there is no signal in the mountains, so you should come out and call me! Lao Xiao's family held a birthday party, and Xiao Zuo organized a trip to Hainan. It's inconvenient for me to take the children... Let me tell you, did you catch up with me?" Is there a little fairy? You won’t lie to me here to play. The two of you have gone on a tour? Let me tell you, tadpoles can run away now. I can’t stand alone. If you can’t come back, you have to let him Grandma and grandpa also come to share the burden..."

I really convinced my mother and returned to my grandparents. Does this define the goddess as a "son" daughter-in-law?So impatient to marry her into Xi's family?I'm quite willing, but I don't know if the Goddess family is willing.

……

"...I've said so much, did you listen?" Father Jian asked me.

My ears couldn't reach the receiver, so I didn't hear a few words clearly: "But Nanyin is different from her mother, she is more stubborn than auntie."

"At that time, I also worked very hard to catch up. Of course, I am giving you some guidance, the key is still up to you."

"Didn't you say that if you have perseverance, things will come true?" I was holding a water bottle, holding the phone on my shoulder and typing.In this place, water is only released once at [-] o'clock in the evening.Can't miss it.

"Perseverance is not enough, but also efficiency. There was an earthquake recently, wind and hail, and it was still so cold. Nannan is weak and can't last long. You can bring her out of the temple. I believe this time you can also."

"Don't put a high hat on me." I thought to myself, don't you know what kind of temper your daughter is?

Before Jian's father could finish speaking, Nanyin's mother picked up the phone and said nervously: "Xiaochen, I heard that there were wind buds in the past two days, please check the roof and avoid going out... and there are..."

I listened to her reminding me of the precautions, and I thought to myself: I am so pitiful to the parents of the world!

Speaking of it, it was the old professor who was doing bad things, teaching the goddess well, doing theoretical research by the Daming Lake, and insisting on being a charity foundation.I heard that he has donated to the education cause of Menyuan County, Xining for a long time through the foundation.Due to the earthquake and hailstorm last month, the only school building in the county collapsed.He was old, weak, sick and disabled, so he pushed this arduous task to his beloved apprentice.

As soon as the goddess encountered charity, she seemed to have found her ideal in life again, her eyes lit up, and she quickly devoted herself to it.

But this place is no better than Tianzhu Temple, it is a place of bitter cold in the true sense, and the environment is harsh.Compared with it, Tianzhu Temple is simply a paradise on earth, not to mention that there are chickens in the paradise, but there is no grass growing here.

I picked up the water, carried it into the room, and saw a little girl blinking at me: "Did Sister Yunu ignore you today?"

The little girl who asked me is called Zhuoma Qiongzang, and they call beautiful and desirable women Yunu.

Sister Yunu is determined to keep her distance from me this time, and she will not be moved by how I make jokes.I feel more and more that the hope of the two elderly people may be far away.

"Hey, sister Yu Nu gave me a cake." She held a hair cake in both hands and handed it to me, but I didn't pick it up, coaxing her: "My sister is full, you eat."

She retracted her hand with a smile, and began to eat slowly.I couldn't help feeling sour in my heart.When I came here, I realized how lucky and happy I was in my original life.

Xining's Menyuan County is located in the southwest of Qinghai Province, with underdeveloped transportation. After the disaster, even the government's relief materials were difficult to distribute in time.Most of the children who attend this school live in mountainous areas. They have to walk five kilometers to come to school, and ten kilometers to and fro.But these children are still rain or shine, and they lined up in a long line early in the morning to study through mountains and rivers.

Zhuoma Qiongzang is a child of nearby refugees and lives in the school building.In fact, the so-called school building is also a temporary tent set up by the mountain people. Now that the reconstruction work has encountered obstacles, the goddess is not thinking of ways to eat and drink every day.She was worried about the children, and I felt the same way, wishing I had grown wings and flew out to bring the lumber.

Dolma saw that I was frowning, so she took me outside to look at the stars.The starry sky under the moonlight is shining with phosphorescence, shining like overwhelming, this is the most beautiful starry sky I have ever seen.But no matter how beautiful it is, it is not as beautiful as the tent over there, which attracted all my eyes.Dolma asked with a smile: "Sister, do you want to see Sister Yunu?" I walked with her holding both hands, and said listlessly: "I don't dare to bother her anymore."

Recently, she was so busy that she even forgot to eat, so I started to supervise her eating.As a result, just as we were about to eat at noon today, someone reported that a landslide blocked the way into the mountain and injured several mountain residents.This makes the already inconvenient transportation situation even more difficult.She started calling and contacting people, and she couldn't be idle for a moment. I couldn't stand it, and asked her to stop and eat, and she got angry.

Her anger performance has always been neither loud nor noisy, that is, she insists on going her own way indifferently and stubbornly, which can irritate people to death.

So I didn't go to her place at night, I fetched water alone, and went back to the room where Zhuomaqiongzang and I lived.Now being pulled out by the little girl, her heart started to itch again, wondering if she had eaten well, and if she was so busy that she forgot to fetch water?

Dolma said: "Sister can go if she wants to, sister Yunu likes you to go."

I was overjoyed, but then I became depressed: "Don't make my sister happy, she doesn't like the way I go." This time was different from the last time in the temple, she hardly paid me much attention.I think she can't let go of my wrist cutting for a long time, no, she is brooding!Speaking of it, I should be satisfied, she is unfeeling towards Liao Fan and Jane Xiangbei!Not only blocked the social software, but also blocked the address book.Jane Xiangbei went to her school to ask her to apologize, but she was turned away no matter how much she begged.As a result, Liao Fan and Jian Xiangbei had no choice but to complain to me and ask me to intercede for them.I said in my heart, I can't protect myself...

So, I am ready to fight the long game.

Dolma said: "Sister Yunu often asks me if you use hot water or not. The quilt you sleep on is made by Sister Yunu asking Ah Can to add a few layers of cotton. She always secretly looks at you, and when you look over, she again Pretending not to look, hee hee." After speaking, he covered his mouth and chuckled.

I felt extremely relieved when I heard it, and pinched her nose: "You are the ghost." So I took Dolma for a couple of absent-minded strolls outside, sent her to sleep in the tent, and sneaked away again. Come out and stop outside the goddess' tent for a long time.Later, I didn't know which string was wrong, so I picked up a corner of the curtain and looked inside...

Under normal circumstances, she is at her desk to deal with things, or on the phone.Today is different from the past, the light inside is dim, and there are occasional noises.Listen carefully, but it sounds like someone is splashing water.

Curious, I opened the curtain a little wider, and looked in through the moonlight... only to see that the sky full of stars could not compare to the beautiful scenery at this moment.The drenched black hair was quietly scattered on the chest and front along the delicate and slender neck, and one hand was as clear as jade, stroking the warm water, and even the water droplets on the skin seemed to glisten with charm. (Jinjiang’s urine can’t write too much about this place. For a detailed version, please refer to Zhuyang’s personal blog. There is a pre-sale channel at the top of Weibo. There are two extra episodes in this article. Unfortunately, there are undescribable plots, and they will all be in the personal blog. In addition, if there is any follow-up episode, it will be released in Gong Zhonghao. Gong Chonghao, please search for more attention)

I just felt that my heart was beating faster and faster, and the roots of my ears were getting warm gradually.Then my breathing was really messy, so I withdrew my hand blushing and beating heartbeat. Just as I was about to turn around and leave, I heard a "hiss—" inside... My heart suddenly jumped wildly!I didn't care too much, lifted the curtain and went in, "What's wrong with you?"

This is the most desolate place in Qinghai. It is located in a mountainous area, and occasionally non-hibernating snakes break in.I met someone not long ago, so that my first reaction was that she was bitten by a snake.

When I stood in front of her, she was stunned for a moment and turned around in shame.

That snowy jade-like skin revealed a layer of faint crimson, straight naked, back as smooth as jade, as soft as silk, the senses were so strong that they hit my heart, hitting my chest one after another!

"You..." She said angrily, "Aren't you leaving yet?"

"Oh, oh..." I turned around, my chest heaving, but I refused to leave.

"Xiaochen?"

My breathing was broken in vain, my body seemed to be nailed there and could not move, I bit the tip of my tongue tightly, and finally stabilized my mind.I thought, can this woman react so strongly to women?

"You, no, are you okay?" I still asked my worries.

"It's okay. Just now I mistook cold water for warm water and poured it on my hair."

"Oh, then..." I clenched my left hand tightly and said sadly, "Then I'll go back."

"Yeah." She said lightly.

Do you want to keep like this all the time, keep such a distance from her, not be able to hug her, not be able to have her?I couldn't help feeling anxious, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

As a result, I got up late the next day, and when I got out of the tent, I saw people coming and going.

Dolma jumped over and said, "There is a handsome uncle who led people to dig through the road."

The goddess's reinforcements have arrived, I thought happily, but when I saw someone coming, I couldn't be happy anymore.

What a lingering ghost, Fu Siyan.