pig like age

The ethnic minorities here are mainly Tibetan and Tu.The Saga Dawa Festival is a traditional festival of the Tibetans, but gradually, this festival was improved and assimilated, and became a festival for offering sacrifices to spring, also known as the Spring Festival.

The nearby mountain people came in file, carrying, it is said that they were the first flowers they saw when they went out today.

It's a pity that I didn't see how they sacrificed later. One child was too active and broke his knee. I just treated his wound and was sent another one with a fever.

I waited on these two little ancestors all day, and everyone else went to help prepare the afternoon banquet and bonfire party.I was left pitifully forgotten in the corner.

The two children ate up my spare milk cakes, candies, etc., and finally calmed down and fell asleep one after another.I thought to myself, Dolma is really playing crazy, she has already forgotten my sister.My stomach growled with hunger.

I was going to go out to find something to eat, but as soon as I got out of the tent, someone patted my shoulder lightly. When I turned my head, I saw that it was a goddess.

Her long hair fluttered, her face was ruddy, and she had a smile in her eyes: "Where are you going?" Her words were much lighter than usual.I think today is indeed a grand and cheerful day, everyone seems to be very happy, except me.

No, the goddess is happy, and I am also happy.

"Go get something to eat. When did you come back from the county?"

With a deep smile in her eyes, she took out a food plate from behind: "I brought it to you."

I was grateful and happy in my heart, but my mouth was respectful: "Thank you for your hard work." No one remembered that I hadn't eaten yet, but she was thinking about it. This shows that she has no heart for me. Can it prove that I am still with her? Heart, has not changed?

I saw her standing there with no intention of leaving, so I asked in confusion, "Aren't you going to the front to attend the banquet?"

"I don't like too much noise, you eat, I will accompany you."

"……"What's going on today?The sudden enthusiasm towards me made me feel a little unreal.

Then we both went inside.Yes, with the efficient and orderly reconstruction of the campus, our living conditions have also improved, and we no longer need to live in tents.

I moved a stool for her next to me, and found a pair of chopsticks, and chatted with her while eating.

Only then did I know what she was happy about.It turned out that Fu Siyan had done a great deed. This time, when he returned to Beijing, he brought several huge donations to the foundation, which allowed him to build three more schools in Menyuan County.

"I met with the county magistrate in the morning. He is very supportive of our work and is willing to allocate funds to buy a school bus for the children. He also said that he will come to inspect it in person in two days..." Her face was full of joy for the bright future.In her eyes, I seem to see the children coming in brand-new school buses, studying and playing in the clean and tidy campus.

And it wasn't me, it was him that made her smile.

It was a meal as delicious as improving food, but it was already tasteless.I listened silently, with mixed feelings in my heart.

I looked at her, watched the corners of her lips rise, the long eyelashes cast dreamlike shadows on her cheeks, and her lips were moist pink.All the things that made her happy, in my heart, seemed to be transformed into praises of Fu Siyan.

"Why did you tell me?" I asked suddenly.

She slowly lowered the corners of her lips, looking at me puzzled.

"Although I am very happy to hear it, why are you so impatient to tell me?"

After she heard this, there was a little grievance in her eyes: "There are good things, I don't know why, I want to share them with you as soon as possible."

I nodded and said bitterly: "But I finally waited for you to talk to me, but it was thanks to him."

She stared at me, as if observing my reaction, and asked me in a low voice, "Are you angry?"

"What you have done is a great deed, and even more so. If I am angry, I would be too petty."

I laughed: "Yes, seeing that all the children can go to school gave me an unprecedented sense of relief and satisfaction. No wonder it is said in the Diamond Sutra that one can attain Anuttara-Samyak-Sambodhi by practicing all good practices. If you make good karma, you will be happy and at ease. Make others happy, and you will also be happy.”

"I wish you found your joy." For some reason, that helpless sense of powerlessness came to my heart again.

Maybe it was a heavy heart, and at dusk, I drank wine with a few young people.When you get to the point where you feel comfortable drinking, you will use musical instruments to add to the fun.The sobbing Xun sounds like weeping and complaining, and the vicissitudes of life are mournful, causing several young people to gradually become silent, as if immersed in their own emotions, which is quite different from the lively scene around them.

The surroundings became quiet for a moment, and someone took the lead in playing the tune, and everyone cheered enthusiastically.The bonfire party has officially begun.

The drums were beating loudly, and several Tibetan women appeared on the stage gracefully, leading everyone to dance a unique Tibetan dance.

Everyone is singing and dancing, laughing and laughing, everyone's face is full of smiles.After everyone danced a song, traditional Tibetan musical instruments such as Matouqin and bone flute joined in the performance with the long sound.

A woman in a bright dance costume walked to the center and sang the song of Altun Mountain, and those who could sing followed suit.When the song reached a high pitched and loud part, the singing stopped abruptly, and several strong men came in a crowd, elbow to elbow, forming a circle.Immediately afterwards, two people were highlighted, and they were placed in the center of the circle like stars holding the moon.

The two people in the middle of the circle were none other than the most loved and respected figures by the locals - Jian Nanyin and Fu Siyan.

Soon, there were as many as [-] or [-] children gathered around, holding flowers in their hands, or weaving flowers into garlands, one by one, dedicated to their two benefactors.

There was endless applause and cheers, and at that time, the Reba drum rang again!The crowd danced happily again, and the women winked and pushed the two together, separated a little, and were pushed back again...

A young man sighed next to me: "It's really pleasing to the eye, the love between husband and wife is deep."

"Hey, Xiaochen, why are you going?"

"bathroom."

Where do I go to the toilet, I just want to be out of sight and out of mind.I had a premonition of that scene, but when it appeared, it still managed to erode my self-confidence and make me run away like a lonely ghost!

Before I escaped far, I heard someone calling me from behind: "Sister Xiaochen!"

I turned around, and at the light, Zhuoma, who hadn't seen anyone for a day, ran towards me with a garland: "Here, here it is for you."

I took it over, looked at her rosy face, and asked softly, "Why didn't you give it to Sister Yunu?"

"There are so many people who sent her off, and I'm not bad."

"That's different. Someone else is someone else. This is your intention for her."

Dolma thought for a while, looked at me and said, "Then I want to give you my heart even more."

My nose was sour, and I touched the braid on her head: "Sister, I don't deserve your affection. I didn't help you when I came here, and I feel very ashamed of you."

Dolma shook her head violently, and said seriously: "Sister Xiaochen is very kind to us, she teaches us to read and write, shows us movies on the mobile phone, takes us to play ball, picks wild fruits after school, and buys us a lot of cakes. And candies. They always cover me with the quilt in the middle of the night..." She innocently counted all my good things with her fingers.It turned out that all my little effort was kept in the hearts of the children.

But it’s okay if she didn’t say it, and it made me feel even more ashamed: “What I did is nothing compared to your beautiful sister and handsome uncle…” I sighed in my heart, and suddenly remembered: "Oh, by the way, why do you call Sister Yunu and me sister, but you call him uncle?"

Dolma blinked with a smile, and said with a smile: "Because in Dolma's heart, you and Sister Yunu are just a couple, he is not."

Thank you, I say it from the bottom of my heart.Although these words came from the mouth of an innocent child, they injected a touch of brilliance into my gloomy mood that lasted for several days, and gave me great encouragement.

"I really didn't love you for nothing!" I picked her up and spun her around a few times!

"But Sister Xiaochen, you have to hold on tight. They privately say that Sister Yunu and Uncle Shuai are a good couple." At this point, she said indignantly: "I said no, I said you and Sister Yunu are the only couple. It's a couple, they just laughed at me, saying that two women can't be a couple..."

My heart sank, and I let her down.Ask: "What else did they say?"

"They said that they are both talented and beautiful, and that the handsome uncle is very reliable and good. In the future, sister Yunu will be very happy if she marries him."

"Yeah... I also believe that he will be very good to her." I never knew that my voice would be so sad and low, like broken ice that converged into an undercurrent, flowing through the blood and piercing the heart.

"Sister Xiaochen, don't worry about what they say, Dolma supports you!" Dolma's cold little face pressed against mine, comforting me: "Because Dolma knows that Sister Yunu likes you."

My heart moved: "You know?"

"Yeah." She pretended to be mysterious, and said in a low voice: "When I got up that day, I saw her holding your hand and sleeping. You slept like a dead, so I don't know."

My heart is pounding! "What you said is true?"

"When did Zhuoma lie to you?" Zhuoma wrinkled her nose and said unhappily.

I "snapped" and kissed her little red cheek: "I believe in you!"

I would be bright if I gave it some sunshine, and the little balloon in my heart that had been deflated after repeated blows was filled with air again by Dolma.

The bonfire party was very late that day, and everyone was tired from playing, so they spread blankets on the ground, talked and sang to the bonfire.

When I went back to the young people, perhaps because of the ups and downs of my mood, I drank very well even with the wine.Later, I drank too much unknowingly, and my heart felt like a stone was pressing on it, which made me feel heart-piercing pain.The more this is the case, the more I want to numb the pain with alcohol.It seems that only in this way can I ignore the others who keep talking about the two of them, and stop thinking about who can give her the answer to happiness...

Later, I didn't know how I wandered into the goddess' room, so I fell asleep.

Dreams are messed up.

I dreamed that the goddess looked at me, and I looked at her.

I dreamed that I said to her, do you not love me anymore?

I dreamed that she told me, no.

I dreamed that I said to her, can you forget the past and let us be together again?

I dreamed that she said to me, I don't know how to do it yet, please give me some more time...

I said, wait any longer, I won't have the courage...

……

……

A ray of light fell on my eyelids, and I opened my eyes to see some dappled sunlight pouring down from the skylight.

For a moment, I didn't know whether I was still in a dream, but I felt a kind of strong sadness and sorrow, and I sat stiff on the bed and couldn't move.

I don't know how long I sat there before I realized that the furnishings in this room, as well as the rough bookcase, are so familiar. Is it the goddess's room?

After sitting there for an unknown amount of time, there were vague footsteps outside and the sound of two people talking.

"...I don't know, Teacher Jian let Mr. Fu go."

"Why? I really don't understand. Did the two of you have a quarrel?"

"I happened to hear something when I was passing by. Teacher Jian didn't say the reason, but only told him to go. She said that she would go back when the research institute came up with a construction plan and the school bus was implemented."

"Then Mr. Fu really left?"

"Yes, Mr. Fu is catching the earliest bus back to Beijing. It can be seen that Mr. Fu is obedient to Teacher Jian."

"Oh...why am I not so lucky..." one person lamented.

"Haha, tell me, do you have a crush on Mr. Fu?"

"Dare you say you don't?"

The two entered the door happily, and were surprised when they saw me: "Why is Teacher Xi here?"

I raised my arm, feeling sore and numb: "I drank too much yesterday and went to the wrong room. Where did Teacher Jian sleep yesterday?"

One said quickly, "Is Mr. Fu in the room?" The other smiled and gave her an elbow.

My face sank, I ignored them both, and went out, and saw that the sky outside was blue and black.

It was clear that there was still sunshine just now, but the weather is really changing at will.

I went back to my room and lay on my own bed, the corners of my eyes were wet, and I was so wronged that I just wanted to cry.Of course I know that what those two said was a joke, and I can't take it seriously, but I just care, I care very much, I care to death.

Fu Siyan was chased away by the goddess, maybe the reason was to block that Youyou's mouth?

Really, what the people want...haha.

The more I think about it, the more I feel cold, the more I think about it, the more grief and indignation, I can't help but get red eyes, I don't even know that someone came in.

"Why are you back?" It was the voice of the goddess.I secretly wiped the corners of my eyes, sat up, and saw her put breakfast on the table: "Come over and have breakfast."

"Not hungry." I said angrily.

She had a good temper, brought me the meal to the bedside, and said with a sigh, "Do you want me to feed you?"

Because of this, the eye sockets couldn't help being moist again.I took the lunch box, which contained lean meat porridge and two steamed buns, which looked pleasing, but I had no appetite at all.

"I heard that you..." I asked tentatively, "I heard that Fu Siyan left?"

"Ah."

"I heard you told him to go?"

"Yes."

"why?"

"Last night, you cried and said that I was going to marry him, but you didn't listen to any explanations. I think about it this morning, let him go first."

I:"……"

"You..." I opened my mouth, breathless, "You..." I couldn't believe it, but also seemed overjoyed, I wanted to say something, but I couldn't.

She said lightly: "Eat quickly. The weather is not good today, class is in the morning, let the children leave school early."

"Hey, hey!" I finished my porridge, bit my bun, and gave her a smirk.

She also raised the corners of her lips, her eyes soft: "The row of school buildings in front is almost finished. I'll go and have a look. If you have anything to do, go find me there."

"Okay!" She turned and walked out. I really wanted to hold her hand, but I was afraid that this hard-won moment would be broken like a dream, and when I woke up, I found it was another nightmare.

I watched her leave, and my heart seemed to have grown wings, and I flew out with her.

After eating, I went to the classroom early and called on the students to start classes quickly.

During the lecture, I suddenly felt palpitations that were inexplicable.Several times to appease the heartbeat, but to no avail.

I seem to hear someone scratching the table with a carving knife, creaking, and the sound is harsh.I thought to myself that all the tables and chairs here were bought by my goddess with hard work day and night, how could I allow you to waste it like this, just when I was about to explode, suddenly, the room shook!

A buzzing and piercing sound cut my ears like a knife!

The ground underfoot trembled.I thought the blood rushed to my brain, making me dizzy, but when I saw the windows were moving left and right, the blue curtains were jumping up and down, and immediately, the cups, tables and chairs in the room jumped up...

"Run! It's an earthquake!" Someone screamed!

Everyone cheered and rushed to the door of the classroom. I was pushed and shoved by them on the podium, and I was squeezed out of the classroom.Like a gap being cut in a clay pot, everyone swarmed out from the small opening of the classroom door, and gathered in all directions to the playground...

The whole ground was trembling, and every step was like falling forward and backward.Until I calmed down a bit, I saw everyone standing in the open space in shock, crying, screaming, and making a lot of noise.

My mind was blank and my ears were buzzing.I forgot how long it had been, someone patted me and called, "Teacher Xi?"

I grabbed him: "Earthquake, is it an earthquake?!" I experienced an earthquake for the first time in my life.

"It's an earthquake," the man said.

"Are there any casualties?!" I asked anxiously.

"The magnitude of the earthquake shouldn't be too big, and if it's too big, you won't be able to escape." The man said.

At this moment, the principal ran out and shouted to everyone: "Please be quiet, the earthquake is not big and will not cause any trouble. Everyone look around, are you there?"

I saw Dolma hugging her classmates not far away, felt relieved, and squeezed to the principal again: "Principal, do you know where Teacher Jian is?"

"Ms. Jane..." The headmaster recalled when he was also at a loss of souls, "Didn't she go to the front school building to oversee the work in the morning..."

"It's all collapsed!" Someone wailed!

My heart is beating wildly, what has collapsed, where has it collapsed? ! ! !But he was so frightened that he couldn't speak half a syllable!

A man with the appearance of a disgraced worker squeezed over, crying and shouting, "The newly built school building collapsed during the earthquake!"

"What!" the principal yelled, grabbing him by the neck: "Is anyone hurt?"

"Yes, yes... Several people... didn't run out! I was still on the scaffolding outside, and I was thrown off to save my life!"

My lips were trembling, and my heart was already so painful that my mind was blurred.

goddess……