Monkey and Feather

"But Xiao Yu, have you ever thought about it, if he can only exist in the game world forever. I mean if!"

Xiaobai took another sip of wine while talking: "If I waited for you all the time, would you be willing to associate with me?"

I stared at the wine in my hand motionlessly, lost in thought.

What if the monster monkey can't leave this world?At the beginning, I didn't care about this problem, I just wanted to try my best to help him, to help this poor monkey.

But gradually, this problem no longer belonged to him, but became my problem.Until now, I have not dared to think about this problem anymore.

I shook my head and drank the wine in the glass.

"I believe that he will definitely be able to leave this world!"

"What if he can't leave forever?!" Xiao Bai's voice was not loud, but he paused every word.

His eyes were a little red, and I knew he was a little drunk.

"Thank you, Xiaobai." I took the wine jug in his hand, poured myself another glass, and drank it down.

"If he can't get out, I will stay here with him all the time."

Xiaobai was startled, and opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't say it. After a while, he murmured: "Really? I understand."

Then he smiled wryly: "Maybe the demon king is just like you, just pretending not to care about you."

"I hope so, but I'm not a six-eared macaque, so I can't see through his heart." Feeling the familiar breath not far away, I just felt empty in my heart.

"By the way~ Don't you women like testing men the most? You can test him too."

"Test?" I scratched my cheek and said thoughtfully, "But how to test? I don't have much experience in this area."

Xiaobai spread his hands: "Don't look at me, I'm even inexperienced, but I've seen pigs run before eating pork, you can learn from the plots of those TV dramas."

"It seems like I can try~" Xiaobai's words enlightened me, and I followed what he said, recalling the TV and novels I had watched, and thinking about those men and women who tortured each other because they were idle.

Needless to say, I really have an idea.

"Hey, Xiaoyu, why are you looking at me so sinisterly?"

"hey-hey..."

In the next few days, I asked Xiaobai to accompany me every day, and I also purposely ate and drank with Xiaobai not far from the monster monkey.

Of course what we eat is the elixir I made.Occasionally playing games, singing and dancing, it is a joy.

Xiaobai was completely confused, and asked me why I was so kind to him all of a sudden, I told him this was my repayment to him, and thanked him for everything he did for me.And I made a promise to him earlier.

But he just smiled wryly, I know what he thinks in his heart: the purpose of taking the elixir is to improve his strength and find the one he loves, since the one he loves is gone, what's the use of eating the elixir?

But, apart from these, I really don't know how else to make up for him.

Of course, what I do now, fools know that I have other purposes.That's the idea that came to my mind.

If the monster monkey cares about me, how can he not mind me being so close to other men?

Hehe~ I'm such a bad woman.

So I quickly tasted the consequences.

During this period of time, the demon monkey, as usual, never looked at me.

I think I'm really going crazy.I started having insomnia again and started waking up.

There are no nightmares, but the heart is not at ease.My temper has also become a little irritable, and I occasionally lose my temper to Xiaobai for no reason.After waking up, I will apologize to the other party again.

I forced and kept hypnotizing myself to find justification for what I thought and did.

But that kind of pain still sneaks out intentionally or unintentionally.I'm familiar with it, this is where the obsessions and depression come in.

That night, I was awakened again.Then I couldn't sleep for a long time.

I sat beside the extinguished fire, holding my head, but I wanted to cry but had no tears.

Suddenly, the fire of the fire was rekindled.I opened my blurred eyes and saw a person.

"Monkey Monkey!"

"It's me," it was Xiaobai who spoke, he shook his head helplessly, and handed me a jug of wine.

I smiled at him helplessly, opened the jug, and drank it down.I don't know when, I also fell in love with drinking.

"You said you like the truth, but why do you always pretend to be happy in front of him?" Xiaobai also opened a pot of wine and drank leisurely.

"Heh~ I'm so ridiculous, aren't I?"

"Ah~ Is it happiness to pretend to be happy? If it can make people feel better, it might not be a bad thing to pretend to be happy." Xiao Bai smiled, and started to drink heavily.

"Hehe!" I also laughed.

Two happy people, drinking wine, laughing, there is no bright moon in the sky, we live in peace.

But then I became one of those idle pigs on TV.

Just when I suddenly saw that familiar figure flashing by not far away, I had to start pretending.

It's just that it was made this time, and it was a bit too contrived.

The monster monkey was a little stunned, and stopped three or four meters away from me.

He looked at Xiaobai and I hugging and kissing passionately and entangled with each other, his expression became extremely unnatural and unusually weird.But my heart is full of joy.

I know what his expression means.

"Hmph! Brazen woman!" He squeezed out the words through his teeth angrily, then turned his head and left.

I also let go of Xiaobai, but I saw that he was frozen there like a numb chicken.

My face just turned red.He lowered his head, not daring to look into Xiaobai's eyes.

That's right, maybe I drank too much. When I saw the monster monkey, I thought of such a ghost idea to test him.

"Xiaoyu...you..." Xiaobai hesitated, tears streaming down his face, and put his hand on my cheek.

I immediately felt extremely guilty. Obviously, Xiaobai may have misunderstood this time.

I stretched out my hand to hold Xiaobai's hand, smiled wryly, and said in a low voice: "Yes...I'm sorry, Xiaobai, just now...you saw it too, I just..." The more I said it, the more I felt that I was too I was too impulsive, and I scolded all those scenes on TV by the way.

But this time, I'm afraid, I can no longer be forgiven by anyone.

He withdrew his hand stiffly from mine.Then, he got up to leave.I could feel, this time, his soul was crying.

His back was undulating in pain, and his voice was hoarse like a dying patient.

"I'm only worthy of being a tool for you to use, am I?"

His words shook my heart, and only then did I realize what a stupid thing I did, perhaps the thing that made me regret the most in my life.

I ran towards him frantically, grabbed his arm, trying to keep him: "Xiaobai, I..."

"Shut up!" Xiaobai's voice was not loud, but with a terrifying viciousness, he forcefully separated my fingers holding his arm, bit by bit.

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop him.

I know he is leaving me too.And all of this is what I deserve.

The fire went out again, the jug was empty, and in the dark night, nothing could be seen, only a fool was left there sobbing blankly.