Monkey and Feather

Xiaobai has indeed become much stronger, but compared with the monster monkey, he is still far behind.

The result can be imagined, after Xiaobai hit the monster monkey's first punch, he was crushed by the opponent and started punching and kicking.

If it wasn't for the fact that I stubbornly stopped him and Xiaobai looked like a monkey brother, I am sure that in less than a minute, Xiaobai would have to bid farewell to this world again.

"Smelly monkey! Give me a break!" I said, kicking the stubborn monkey away.This kick, I didn't hold back, he flew out and hit several big trees before stopping.

But I know, with his body, it's nothing.

"Stinky bitch! He did it first! Why are you beating me?" The monster monkey yelled fiercely at me, clutching its buttocks.

I ignored him, but pulled up Xiaobai who was on the ground with a bruised nose and swollen face, and left angrily.

"It's really sick! I'm sicker than me! I'm also a bitch, and I was worried about this white-eyed wolf before!"

As I walked, I scolded the monster monkey: "And you, it's true, why are you messing around if you can't beat him!?"

"Cough cough" Xiaobai coughed twice, and smiled awkwardly at me.

After a while he asked me in a low voice: "Xiao Yu, that...you..."

Xiaobai spoke hesitantly, with a look of embarrassment on his face.

"If you have something to say directly, we are not outsiders." I let go of his hand, hugged my arms, and looked to the side angrily, still harboring a grudge against the monster monkey in my heart.

"That..." Xiaobai frowned, sucked his lips a few times, and asked, "You really had that kind of relationship with that monkey?!"

"That kind of relationship?" I was confused for a while, but I didn't react to the question he wanted to ask.But it was only for a while, and then I understood it from his expression.

At that time, my face turned red with embarrassment.Xiaobai was too embarrassed to look at me.

But in the end I admitted it, it's not that I'm thick-skinned.Rather, I want Xiaobai to completely give up on me.No matter what he thinks of me after this.

"He forced you?!" Xiaobai's expression changed, some were shocked, some were angry, some were distressed.

I didn't dare to look into his eyes, but gritted my teeth tightly: "I am willing!"

"What!!? Xiaoyu...you...why..." Xiaobai's face twisted, he held my arm in disbelief, his voice trembling.

I interrupted him directly: "No reason, that's what I did." Then I shook his hand vigorously.

"Why are you so ignorant of self-love?!! Don't you know that we all have true feelings?! You just gave it to him? You gave it to a demon?!"

He was hoarse and a little crazy, but I felt extremely annoyed when I heard it.

"What's wrong with the demon?! Must be so clearly distinguished?! I can do whatever I like, this is my freedom!" I glared at him and yelled.

"Are you crazy? He's just a character in a game!? Why..."

I felt like I was completely out of control: "What happened to the gamer? At least he lived a real life!"

Xiaobai's voice suddenly became trembling, and he looked at me with a strange look: "He is the reason why you rejected me, isn't he?!"

"Yes!"

Xiaobai was not talking, but looked at me, gritted his teeth tightly, swallowed his throat for a while, and tried his best to calmly say: "If I don't mind, would you like to date me in reality? "

I must have been possessed, this time I didn't leave any room for it. It should be said that I didn't have a brain when I spoke, and I didn't care about the other person's feelings.

I turned him down again and said some heavy words.It wasn't until he left silently in a daze that I suddenly realized that I had really gone too far this time.

I don't like to make excuses for myself. If it was to make him give up at the beginning, then later, it would be because I was heartless.

After all, Xiaobai cares about me and cares about me, so how can I be so cold-blooded.

I really want to slap myself.

I searched for Xiaobai for a long time, until the moon came out, and I found him by a stream, where he was grilling fish.

The fish was charred, pitch-black, and had been roasted for an unknown amount of time.

And Xiaobai hugged his knees, staring at the fish, in a daze.

He put on that mask again, and I couldn't see his face clearly, only the tears that hadn't fallen in his eyes.

I hesitated again and again, but walked over slowly.

Seeing me, he hurriedly wiped away his tears, then forced a smile and said: "You are here, Xiaoyu, come, eat fish..."

He seemed to have just seen the black fish at this moment, and scratched his head with a wry smile: "Oh~ it's muddled, it's okay, I'll catch it for you again." He rolled up his trouser legs as he spoke.

"sorry!"

I hung my head down, weeping uncontrollably, tears poured out hysterically for some reason.I don't care about the surprise in Xiaobai's eyes and his comfort.I just want to cry like this, and keep crying.

"Cry, feel bad, just cry!"

......

In the next few days, I started a cold war with the monster monkey. I didn't talk to him, and he ignored me.This made me very disappointed and unwilling.

And Xiaobai also accepted my choice.To me, he was as gentle as ever.But the more I do this, the more guilty I feel.

I remember this saying: There is a kind of love called letting go.

Because I hope that the person I love can be happy, so let him choose the happiness he pursues, and he is willing to endure loneliness and pain by himself.

Although I don't have much love experience.But if I love someone, I will definitely do everything possible to fight for this love.

There is a kind of love called letting go, and to me, that's a coward's choice.

But I want Xiaobai to understand the principle of "letting go".

Yes, people always have such contradictions.I hurt him, but I want him to be happy.It's ridiculous.However, it can only be ridiculous.

The monster monkey and I keep appearing in front of each other every day.Many times I do this on purpose, but he doesn't look at me at all.

As for whether he appeared in front of me intentionally or unintentionally, I don't know, but I deliberately pretended to ignore him.

"This bastard grandson!" I plucked the next plant angrily, and kept pulling.

"Heh~ Since you like it, why do you pretend you don't care?" It was Xiaobai who spoke, and he was looking at me with a smile, holding a jug of wine in his hand.

These few days the monster monkey ignored me, Xiaobai always chatted with me and listened to my complaints.But, I really don't want him to get involved in my affairs with the monster monkey.I don't want him to suffer anymore.

The calmness on his face made me feel a lot more relieved.

I sighed and complained: "What do you think I can do? After all, I am a girl, so do you want girls to take the initiative?"

"Hey~ what time is it, Xiaoyu, if the other party likes to be passive, of course you have to be more active."

With that said, Xiaobai sat down next to me, poured a glass of wine, and handed it to me: "I know you are cowardly, so I prepared this for you, drink this, and go talk to him in a big way, it's fine if you don't .”

I looked at the glass of wine suspiciously, then at Xiaobai, and burst into laughter.

Has this guy completely given up on me?Let the person you love chase after your rival?Xiaobai, you are such a man.

But what he said later completely collapsed the hard-core image he had just established in my heart.

"To be continued"