Monkey and Feather

Heartbroken is who I am now, but I don't think I deserve to use these four words.

There is no news of Xiaobai, I know, maybe I will never see him again.

But the monster monkey found me, and he was finally willing to talk to me.It's just that what he said was all crazy.

He grimaced and cursed at me, almost tearing me apart. He asked me why I let Xiaobai leave.

I laughed, I laughed at myself.

In his heart, I am not as good as a person he has only known for a few days.

I couldn't help but get angry, although I know that I have no right to be angry now.Sinner, what are you talking about getting angry?

I don't want to be entangled with the monster monkey anymore, because our artificiality makes a simple person become miserable.

In that case, let's be direct.

The monster monkey was really angry, saying the same hurtful things as those angry people.My heart was cut again by him.

And I told him that I love him.However, this love is too complicated and tiring.

So, I had to leave.

So, once again, I came back to reality.

Also the last time.

......

I was walking on the street, and there were few people on the road, and a lot of people were sitting there with that gaming headset on their heads.They are also playing that game, but they don't know whether they have experienced sorrow, joy, love and hatred like me.

But the further I walked, the more flustered I became.The wide streets became quiet and deserted.There are many shops on both sides of the road, full of people, all wearing helmets.

I've been walking, all the time, men, women, children, all.

I was a little scared. A man and a woman were snuggling together on a bench by the park. I couldn't help but went up to talk to them. After shouting for a long time but no one answered, I reached out to touch them.

But the moment their fingers touched them, their bodies suddenly fell to one side.

Grunt... that's when the helmets rolled off their heads.

But my whole back suddenly felt cold, because I saw their exposed heads!Rotten and covered in colorful maggots!

"Ahh!!" I screamed in fear and ran away.But no matter where they fled, it was always like this, with heads rolling down one by one.Blood flowed all over the floor!

"Ah!" I sat up suddenly, sweating profusely, panting heavily.

Fortunately, I saw my room, and underneath me was my favorite little bed.

"Oh~ it turned out to be a dream~" I let out a long breath, falsely alarmed.At this time, I found that the alarm clock had been ringing for a long time, and the time was 07:30.

"By the way, I made an appointment with Dr. Chen to see a doctor today." Thinking, I put on my clothes in a panic and ran out of the house.

It didn't take long for me to arrive at the hospital.

There are very few people in the hospital.I turn on the elevator and prepare to go upstairs.Just as he was about to close the elevator door, the door was suddenly blocked by an outstretched hand.

A hand of a woman in a white coat, a white hat and a white mask, and eyes with black silk rims.It is tighter than the usual doctor's wrap.I guess she should be the doctor here too.

"Are you looking for Dr. Chen?" After she came in, she stared at me and asked leisurely.

"Eh? How did he know that I was looking for Dr. Chen?" I was very puzzled, but I nodded instinctively.

"He's not here today, come with me first." He pressed the elevator as he spoke. -3 layers.

"Oh~" I replied.I thought maybe Dr. Chen had explained me to him, and he should have seen my photo.

I didn't pay much attention.

The elevator was slow and it was just the two of us and no one was talking, which made me feel uneasy.

I want to chat with her like a normal person, but I don't know what to say. Facing strangers, an autistic person like me must always feel this way.

Finally, the elevator doors opened.

She went out first, and I followed behind.

"Are you a heart doctor too? Have I met you somewhere?" I still spoke, because seeing his back, I had a feeling of déjà vu for a moment.

She didn't answer me, just led the way.

I secretly glanced at her, thinking.

Her eyes are beautiful, but there are some wrinkles around the corners, and I guess the age is over 40 years old.I have very little contact with people of this age.

"Maybe obsessive thinking makes me too sensitive. Damn it!" Thinking about it, I shook my head vigorously, trying to get rid of these random thoughts.

There is a very long corridor in front of me. There should be wards on both sides of the corridor, but there are no walls outside each ward.It was a large piece of glass, and the inside of the glass was blocked by a white curtain.

I looked inside curiously, but the curtains were too tight to see anything.

When I was about to reach the end, I found a gap in the curtains of a room, so I stopped, quietly leaned closer and looked up.

It seemed to be very dark inside, and someone could be vaguely seen lying on the bed. It should be a patient, but the patient's head seemed to be covered by something, and that thing emitted colorful flashes from time to time.

"What did you see?" A cold voice came from the ear.

I was taken aback, and looked back quickly, only to see the female doctor staring at me with a pair of cold eyes.

"Ahem...seems to be patients? What's wrong with them?" I timidly answered her, but didn't dare to look into her eyes.

For some reason, I suddenly feel that this place is terrible.

She didn't answer me, but said lightly: "You come." Then she continued to walk until she reached a room at the end, and she opened the door and went in.

After thinking about it, I followed, and opened the door sheepishly.

This room, like the others, was blocked by white curtains.

The room is very simple, a dim lamp, a bed, a chair, and a strange instrument half a person's height beside the bed.

And there was a man lying on the bed.A scrawny man.

His skin was as white as a dead man's.And I also felt a familiar atmosphere from him. (Hehe~ That's it, the whole fucking smell is familiar!)

"Do you recognize him?" The female doctor looked at the patient in front of her with a calm tone, and then sat down slowly.

"Him?" I frowned puzzledly, walked forward slowly, and observed the lying man with tubes all over his body and a strange helmet on his head.

"He's..." I racked my brains thinking back.

Sudden!I was shocked there.The mouth opened wide unconsciously.

"Yes...it's him!?"

I can't believe this is real, although I haven't seen him in a long time.But it doesn't seem to have changed much, except for a little thinner.

"That's right, it's him! It's Bailin!"

My head was buzzing and confused.Only then did he suddenly realize that something seemed wrong.

I hurriedly turned back to look at the doctor, she was also looking at me, her eyes were still cold.

"Am I still dreaming?!" I patted my head vigorously.What he got in exchange was clear dizziness, followed by a burst of severe pain.

This is not a dream!

"Why is he here!? Who are you?? You're not a psychiatrist!" I yelled at her instinctively, and then took two steps back.

at this time.Bai Lin on the bed suddenly let out a low growl of "Oh~", and then his body trembled slightly.

And a yellow light on that strange instrument also flickered, and at the same time it issued an alarm sound of "Dididi".

The sudden situation stretched my nerves to the extreme in an instant. I panicked and lay down beside Bailin's bed. Seeing his strange appearance, I almost burst into tears:

"This...what the hell is going on!?"

"Heh~ After so much, you are still so timid." The doctor actually laughed, turned his head, walked to the instrument, and skillfully input something on it.

"What are you doing!?" Instinct also told me that this doctor is dangerous, no matter for me or Xiaobai.

"Right away." She manipulated skillfully, and finally pressed the two green buttons.Then he saw the tube inserted into Bai Lin's body, and milky yellow liquid appeared.

Then the tube was filled little by little, and finally reached the place where it connected to Whitescale's body, his throat!

"Okay." The doctor looked at me and smiled faintly: "Don't be nervous, he's just hungry, I just fed him just now."

"Feed!?" Suddenly, the image of people feeding chickens, ducks and geese flashed through my mind, and I couldn't help shivering.

She seemed to see what I was thinking, and sighed helplessly: "Can't you see that he is a vegetable?"