healer love letter

Gao Le hadn't woken up yet, he was dizzy, his head was swollen, and he felt like his head weighed dozens of catties today.

Someone beside him pushed him, and asked in a very soft voice, "Gao Le, didn't you go to Mr. Liu's to install a new restaurant chef machine this morning? Are you not going today?" The voice was right next to his ear , but it seems to be floating far away in the clouds.

The eyelashes blinked slightly, and Gao Le's eyelids drooped again. His eyes seemed to be stuck with glue, and he couldn't open them no matter what.

"Sleepy." Gao Le muttered, coquettishly.Then he stretched out his hand and caressed the other person's face. "Let me squint for another 10 minutes. I drank too much yesterday, and it was very uncomfortable." Gao Le's voice was hoarse, and his mouth was dry.

"The weather doesn't look good today, so why not, you continue to sleep, I'll contact Mr. Liu, and I'll go and pull the chef machine back." The man gently brushed Gao Le's earlobe with his palm.

Gao Le grabbed his hand, pulled it to his mouth, and kissed it quickly. "Song Yan, you are so kind."

Song Yan's laughter was very soft, and one could hear sweetness and peace from it.

"Can I be okay with you, lazy pig." After speaking, he stood up and went to the cloakroom to find clothes. "That's right." Standing up, he remembered something again, and instructed Gao Le. "There is porridge in the pot. You wake up and drink some. You drank wine last night. Don't have an empty stomach this morning. It's uncomfortable."

"Yeah." Gao Le hummed and acted like a baby, but his eyes still couldn't be opened.

Song Yan made a helpless but infinitely tolerant expression, looked back at every step, and then walked out of the bedroom door.

Later, Gao Le thought many times, if he gritted his teeth and got up that day, if he didn't drink the night before.

even.

If he had opened his eyes that morning, he wouldn't have missed Song Yan's last face.

After Gao Le got up, he went to the supermarket downstairs to buy vegetables. He wanted to eat noodles in the rainy weather.Standing in the vegetable area to look at the fresh vegetables, he put his hand on the shallots and then retracted them. Song Yan doesn't like to eat shallots.

After thinking about it, it seemed that he hadn't eaten egg noodles with tomatoes for a long time. Gao Le bought three tomatoes and went home with a bag of noodles.He thought that Song Yan should have come back by now, maybe when he opened the door, he would receive a warm kiss and hug on the cheek.The corners of his mouth raised just thinking about it, the elevator reached the floor where his house was, he unlocked it, and pushed the door open.

The house is deserted.

nobody.

"Song Yan?" Gao Le called out. He didn't bring his mobile phone when he went down just now. He thought it would only take a few steps and it wouldn't take too long.Unexpectedly, it took a long time to dawdle in the supermarket and walk back slowly.

The slippers at the door were placed in the same way as Gao Le when he went out, one on the east and one on the west. Although Song Yan told him many times, he just couldn't change it.In fact, it's not that I can't change it, it's that I am lazy to change it.Anyway, Song Yan would kick the two slippers together when he saw it.

The slippers were still irregular, it seemed that Song Yan hadn't come back.

Gao Le wanted to check what time it was, but before he could remember where he kept his mobile phone, he heard the ringing of his mobile phone.He thought it was the nearest client who was looking for him, so he walked over unhurriedly. When he saw an unfamiliar number, he frowned, hesitated, and then answered.

"Hello, are you Mr. Song Yan's friend? He is in a car accident and is being rescued in the hospital..."

Later, he couldn't remember what the nurse said, or he didn't hear it at all. His first reaction was that it was a scam call, a scam call without any technical content.Gao Le also thought, this is not the year-end festivities, so why start this kind of deceitful measurement at this time.

The next call was from Chen Er. He said that the hospital called him just now and said that Song Yan was in the hospital for emergency treatment.

deceitful.Although Gao Le laughed again when he spoke, his body couldn't restrain his trembling.

It must be a lie.

Chen Er said again, Gao Le, don't worry, I'll go to the hospital now, maybe it's not serious at all.

Gao Le was like crazy, yelling and yelling at Chen Er on the other end of the phone. "It's nothing serious! He's fine at all! He just went to pull a kitchen machine back. I just went out to buy tomatoes, and I'm going to make tomato egg noodles for him."

Gao Le's mind was very confused, and he began to speak incoherently. "He doesn't like green onions, so we can't make scallion noodles and Yangchun noodles for him. Last time he said tomato noodles were delicious, so I'm going to make him another one. Just wait, I'll call him now and let him He's back for dinner."

His fingers were trembling all the time, his teeth were chattering up and down, and he couldn't hold back his voice when he spoke, and the ending was full of panic and fear.

It's definitely not.

Gao Le dug out Song Yan's cell phone number and broadcast it.

He took a deep breath and put the phone close to his ear. The normal beep sound seemed extremely long today, and each sound was like a heavy blow, hitting Gao Le's heart.

Answer the phone, he waited anxiously, his heart was almost drained.

Finally, when the phone was picked up, a female voice asked him if you are Mr. Song's friend.

Gao Le's phone fell to the ground with a snap.

He squatted down and pressed his fingers on his temples, as if he was gradually losing his breath.

At night, the moon is hazy, the temperature is low, and the wind is very cold.

Gao Le pushed open the door of the house, and what dazzled his eyes was darkness, without the sound or breath of anyone.He groped to turn on the corridor lamp by the wall, and saw everything that should have been familiar before him, but now it was extremely strange.

Li Ying did not return to this home.

For more than two weeks, the two slept in the same bed at night, listening to each other's breathing, smelling each other's smell, and sleeping in each other's arms.

But now, it seems that everything is right and wrong.

Looking at the empty living room, Gao Le seemed to be drained of strength in an instant. Holding the sofa with his hands, he sat down slowly and fell on the carpet.

Li Ying really had a dream, but instead of dreaming of his mother, he dreamed of Gao Le.He dreamed that he met Gao Le in a bar, and there was a beautiful boy sitting beside Gao Le.The boy's body was weak and his smile seemed to have honey in his eyes.

There was a lot of noise in the bar, but Li Ying looked at him and turned a deaf ear, only him in her eyes and ears, his voice and his eyes, every place where his eyes fell.

"Is it him?" Li Ying walked over and stood in front of the two of them.

Gao Le was the same as before, when he raised his eyes to look at people with a three-point smile, he was neither fake nor pretentious, polite and polite, reminiscent of a gentleman in a well-suited suit.

"What?" Gao Le didn't seem to understand, and there was doubt in his smiling eyes.

"The next substitute." Li Ying knew that her voice was cold, and she also knew that her expression must be frighteningly indifferent.He obviously should give Gao Le a chance to explain, but possessiveness makes him unable to share Gao Le with another person, even if that person has become a long-standing name.

He knew that he was playing childish temper like this. When he was a child, he had no place or opportunity to play childish temper. Instead, it seemed that since he met Boss Gao, he had become more and more domineering and arrogant.

Maybe it's really what the lyrics say, those who are favored have nothing to fear.

But I never thought that this preference would be wiped out one day.

Gao Le put down the water glass, his face changed color in an instant, he looked at Li Ying, his eyes were as bright as morning stars, "I don't blame me, think about it." Gao Le stood up and stared at him. "You never give me a chance to explain."

The Adam's apple rolled up and down, her throat was dry and smoldering, Li Ying looked at Gao Le, and saw some kind of heartlessness in his eyes.

"I'm not, I didn't..." Before he finished speaking, the next moment, Li Ying was standing on the edge of the cliff, tottering by the wind. He wanted to ask for help, but when he opened his mouth, no sound came out.

There is a figure of Gao Le in the void. He is cooking, as Li Ying has seen many times, wearing an apron, holding a spoon in his hand, staring at the casserole in a daze.

I don't know who he is going to make soup for tonight.

Li Ying suddenly felt very uncomfortable, being blown by the wind, she actually shed tears.

The wind was stronger again, and there was a long wind whizzing by beside the edge. Li Ying didn't stand still, staggered, took a step forward and stepped into the air, and fell suddenly, the sudden weightlessness made him wake up suddenly, and he clenched his hands tightly. , paused for a few seconds before regaining consciousness and pulling himself out of the environment.He took a deep breath, only to realize that his back was already dripping with sweat.

Li Ying felt that the corners of her eyes were a little wet, and when she raised her hand to touch them, there was actually a drop of tears.At first, I thought I was a person who didn't like to cry very much. In my impression, my grandma cried so much on the day my mother was buried. He seemed to be a stranger who stayed out of the matter, looking at the people coming and going around him indifferently.

It turns out that tears are left for a specific person.

It felt as if I had slept for a long time, but now that I woke up and saw the clock, I realized that I had only slept for a short ten minutes.But the heart-piercing dream in these ten minutes is so unforgettable.

Li Ying felt that her chest was stuffed with a few catties of water-filled cotton wool, and she wanted to find someone to talk to, but when she found it, she couldn't speak, so she held back.Thousands of thoughts and words are squeezed in the bottom of my heart, brewing a silent volcanic eruption.

He suddenly wanted to run in front of Gao Le, like running wildly in the last days, rushing on a rampage, until he rushed in front of him.

I want to take off all my disguises in front of him, I want him to see my tears, I want to use my tears to tell my sorrow, pain, and misery, I want to cry, I want to hug tightly.

It doesn't matter if you don't explain, I forgive you all.

I give you the little warmth I have left, the bird calls I heard in the morning, the good morning kiss before going out, the warm embrace, and the rest of my life.

Give you my all.

He picked up his phone, found Gao Le's number and broadcast it without hesitation.

After a second, he hung up hastily.

There are many things I want to say in my heart, but the person who is willing to listen to my thoughts is lost by me.Sorrow is overflowing, as if to submerge people in the boundless torrent.

Li Ying has never experienced such a depressing moment, as if sweet and attractive candies are placed on the table, and the aroma can be smelled from a distance.But you are too small to reach out, so you can only raise your head and look at it from a distance.

Perhaps, the candy will be taken by someone else at some point.

You are anxious and annoyed, but you can only scratch your head.

Gao Le is now an attractive candy, Li Ying wants it, but feels that this candy is beyond her ability and out of her reach.I want to reach out, but I can't touch it, and I want to cry anxiously, as if suddenly a child who can only cry is really at a loss in the face of this huge world.

After panicking for a long time, Li Ying got up to pour water for herself, stood in the living room near the kitchen, and just raised her head to drink half of it when she heard her cell phone ring.

Gao Le hasn't called himself since half an hour ago, thinking that he would ignore him today.

He staggered over, hit the trash can, kicked the wooden leg on the side of the sofa, the hand holding the phone trembled a little, and the finger that was about to tap it was raised again, worried, and wanted to tap it again.After doing this several times, it was finally connected.

"Hello, Dr. Li." Hearing Gao Le's voice again, it seemed that a distant century had passed.

"I'm downstairs with you."

The author has something to say:

Hurry up and make up!