healer love letter

Gao Le really doesn't have time to contact Li Ying these days. There are many things at the end of the year, such as reconciliation in the restaurant and year-end bonus for employees.The money borrowed from others needs to be exchanged. The money owed by others is more or less meaningless, and the debtor should also know that I will keep this account in mind, so just pay it back.Boss Gao is so busy that he gets dizzy every day, one after another, drinking wine is like drinking boiled water, and he drank it one by one, which is typical of old people who refuse to accept the old.

Gao Le accompanied the client to drink at night, fell asleep when he got drunk, slept until noon the next day, made himself a bowl of porridge to sober up his stomach and drink, took a bath and changed his clothes to prepare for another night wine bureau.

He and Li Ying have not had any contact for more than a week.

No electricity, no SMS, no news.

It's like the two don't know each other at all.

Gao Le occasionally stared at his phone in a daze, thinking that Dr. Li was a psychological counselor, and he really held his breath.His begging SMS, WeChat and phone calls just started bombarding him indiscriminately and without interruption, and they didn't even respond.Now Gao Le is also tired. It seems that Dr. Li really wants to leave him alone. If someone gives you a cold face, you hold a hot heart and stick it to him, thinking about when you can warm him up. Looking at him There is still hope in his face.Now people don't even look at you, it's really a long and indefinite wait.

A few days ago, Gao Le sent a message every night did you sleep, and after half an hour, he sent a good night message. These days, the drinking situation has been going on and on, and he even forgot to post the word good night.

But Dr. Li remained indifferent.

Hold.

This is probably the first time in Boss Gao's life that he has been completely defeated. In the past, every little boy who didn't chase after each other, and offered some sweets, all of them couldn't find their way.

Boss Gao was very disappointed, and when he was disappointed, he looked at himself in the mirror in a daze.

Could it be that I am an old man, and I am not welcomed by others?

I remembered Lao Xu's mean face.

Gao Le shook his head in denial.

No, it's not said that mature men are the most attractive, but I can still fight with my good looks.

After such a wasted week, another week passed, and there were only a few days left in December.

This day, Gao Le woke up at [-]:[-], which was very accurate, accurate to the minute and second every day. In the future, he would have to find a scientist to study his biological clock to see if someone had wound up the clock.

The heating in the house is very good. Originally, the new house bought by Gao Le hadn’t been heated yet, but because money is not an issue, enjoyment is the most important principle. Boss Gao installed floor heating for the house during the renovation. Installed a wall-hung furnace, if the heating was not too high and the house was too dry, the wall-hung furnace could burn continuously 24 hours a day, and natural gas seemed to be free.

Gao Le sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, his mind still full of feasting and feasting, and he was scolded by Lao Xu last night, saying that sooner or later his old man would end up alone all his life, and no one would hold a funeral for him when he died.

Damn it, Gao Le is rubbing his brain, and he will seize the opportunity to kill Lao Xu in the future, his mouth is too small.

At this time the phone rang, and Gao Le answered it without looking at the caller ID.

"Hey."

"Hi, Beibi."

Gao Le made a smart move.

"do you miss me?"

"I miss you fart, not at all."

In Gao Le's life, the only one who can be more aggressive than him is his own mother.Gao Le's mother suddenly wanted to go to the United States to relax, and fell in love with a white American at first sight. The two got married quickly and secretly registered for marriage without Gao Le's consent.Originally, Gao Le was so angry that he couldn't do it, but people said that people are now protected by American laws, and Gao Le people have no way to govern in the country, so they had to let his mother run amok.Since then, she has settled in the United States and has never returned.

Her mother has always advertised that the white American is an artist, with gray shawl hair, tied in a pigtail and dangling every day.Gao Le is annoyed by these artists, talking about them. In his opinion, everyone needs to be tied up and sent to Dr. Yang for electricity. Once the direct current is connected, he will be refreshed. It is more respectable to keep his awe of art for the rest of his life. .

Gao Le had a thin quilt covering his thighs, and he only wore a white cotton long t-shirt on his upper body. After sleeping for too long, his throat was dry and itchy. hair.

"Have you had a bad life recently, and finally found out that the old American man is an old pervert who cheats money and sex?"

Gao Le's mother was so impatient at the other end, no one could blame her for love, not even her own son.

"If you say that again, be careful I'll tear your mouth apart." The constant threat formula seems to have had no positive impact in the United States.

Gao Le didn't pay attention to this threat at all, he yawned casually, looked up at the wall clock hanging on the wall, it was already lunch time.Last night, I just drank and didn't eat a few bites, and now I'm really hungry.

"If you have nothing to do, hang up first. I drank too much last night and didn't eat much. Now I'm starving to death. If you call to improve your relationship, I don't think it's necessary. Why don't you let me eat a branch? Much more interesting than chatting with you."

Gao Le's mother also knows her son's unscrupulous temper. Although she usually doesn't say it, there is no reason for a mother not to feel sorry for her son. Li, the son is so old, it is more useful to say a few witty words with him to relax the mood than verbal concern.

"Baby, do you want to immigrate to live with mom?" Gao Le's mother solemnly suggested. "You see you are so far away from your mother. I can't see you even if I want to see you. It's even more sad through the video. I want to touch your face."

Gao Le touched his chin. "Is this handsome face of mine, could you just touch it?"

Gao Le's mother sighed, her eyes were lonely, she sat on the chair, resting her cheek with one hand.

"Look, I'm getting older now, maybe someday something will happen to my body, and then you won't even have the chance to see me off for the last time." His eyebrows drooped slightly, his appearance was pitiful, and he looked very sad.

Seeing her mother getting more and more outrageous, Gao Le quickly stopped her.He waved his hand and interrupted her impatiently.

"Please, please stop talking."

I haven't spoken to Dr. Li for several weeks, my heart is empty, and I always feel that something is missing.If you immigrate, you can indeed be closer to his mother, and it is really worrying to leave your mother in the United States alone.But things like immigration are not something that can be done with a feverish mind, it is a big deal.

"Let me think about it." Gao Le comforted his mother first.

"Really?" Gao Le's mother was overjoyed, her voice was as high-pitched as a lark's.

"If you have made up your mind, tell your mother immediately, and your mother will help you prepare for immigration."

"Okay, let's just say that first."

After Gao Le hung up the phone, he opened the last WeChat with Dr. Li, which said that I would give you a good thing tonight.

I remember one time when Li Ying praised his watch for its beauty. Although he didn't know whether it was true or false, he accepted the casual flattery. Originally, Dr. Li didn't have a watch on his wrist, so Boss Gao thought he should give him a watch.After running through several specialty stores, I found a piece of the same style as myself, which looked the same when I put it together. After I bought it, Gao Le secretly enjoyed it for several days.He thought that when Dr. Li saw the watch, he would say seriously, Boss Gao, the gift is fine, I can't accept it because it's too expensive.

My favorite is a serious little cutie.

Gao Le held the watch that hadn't been unpacked yet, feeling a kind of sadness that people were right and wrong, and tears were shed first when he wanted to speak.

The brain was in sudden pain again, and he threw the watch into the bedside table, turned over and lay down under the bed again.

Gao Le said that considering the fucking suggestion is really reconsidering. I checked the weather and employment prospects in Seattle, and I don’t know if I can open a Chinese restaurant when I go to New York.

Gao Le received another call from the psychological counseling center, and it was Director Kang.Director Kang said Xiaole, if you have time, let's have a cup of tea together.

Gale was confused.

As usual, Li Ying came home from get off work and bought a piece of shredded coconut and a piece of meat floss bread. When she got home, she took out a carton of milk from the refrigerator, poured it into a cup, put it in the microwave, and ate the bread with the hot milk.

Without vegetables and fruits, he began to live a lazy life without considering nutritional balance.

After washing, Li Ying took her mobile phone and looked through Moments. He didn’t like to read Moments before. He didn’t have this habit, but since the appearance of Gao Le, he has become more and more down-to-earth. Circle of friends likes.

In the past few days, Gao Le didn't even send a good night message. The last sentence he said to him was good. That day, Gao Le said that he needed a title, and sent him the address of the bar at night.Boss Gao said that I had a land house to give to Dr. Li, and he said ok, usually he would never use such a cute particle.

Should I give him a chance to explain?

Li Ying looked at the phone and sighed.

But it's been more than half a month since he hasn't contacted him. He probably has forgotten himself. Boss Gao's kind of sociable butterfly must be very popular when he goes out.

He is still so handsome.

Why don't you call anymore.

Li Ying lay on the bed after washing, raised her mobile phone high in her arm, clicked on Gao Le's circle of friends, and suddenly saw an updated message.Gao Le's last message still said that he was too drunk and his stomach was uncomfortable, and whoever asked him to drink at night would be a dog.Li Ying was a little worried when she saw it. If she drank like this, sooner or later she would have a stomach perforation.

I couldn't say anything I cared about.

Gao Lexin's updated circle of friends is very simple. He wrote: What to do, my mother asked me to immigrate to find her.

The accompanying picture is a route map with a direct flight to the United States in the background.

Li Ying looked at the white flight line on the picture, her fingers trembling.

How could it be, how could he suddenly want to go abroad.

I thought that even if I didn't contact him for a month, he would take the initiative to find him after a month. If he didn't forget himself, he would start again.Li Ying had never been in a serious relationship before, and she didn't know how to deal with this situation. When he saw the boy sticking to Gao Le, his first thought was to get angry and angry, and then he was afraid.If he had allowed his self-defense mechanism to activate at that time, he would have wanted to go up and hold the boy down for a fight, but he held back with his strong willpower.

Li Ying was very scared, afraid that she would be burnt out by Gao Le before she got close to him, so she wanted to give herself a period of time to sort out her mood.He wasn't sure what his feelings for Gao Le were, the sudden throbbing, the anticipation and nervousness for no reason.Seeing this route map until now, all the previous things that should have been taken for granted suddenly lost their meaning, and there was only one thought left in his mind, that he was leaving.

I can't let him go.

The phone vibrated, and a message popped up, which was sent by Gao Le.

-Will you work tomorrow?

-superior.

- I'll see you tomorrow morning.

-it is good.

There are tens of thousands of words that I want to say in my heart, but when I hit the dialog box, it becomes a simple one-word reply.Li Ying typed every word extremely piously, hoping that the other party could see her pious appearance.

He barely slept all night, and sleeping pills didn't help.

Gao Le came the next day, earlier than his working hours.I haven't seen him for more than three weeks, and Gao Le has obviously lost weight.He has had irregular work and rest in the past few weeks. He only drank and didn't eat at night, and slept until noon the next day. He didn't have a serious meal all day, and the tip of his chin was exposed, and he looked listless.

Gao Le got out of his car when he saw Li Ying. Today he was wearing a dark green leather jacket, tight pants, Martin boots, and an unshaven blue beard. decadent glamour.

"Didn't you eat well in the past few days?" Gao Le saw that Li Ying had lost weight when he saw Li Ying, not because he was tired and thin, but obviously thinner, the flesh on his cheeks was sunken, and his skin was pale.

"Why have you lost so much weight?" Gao Le originally wanted to reach out and touch him. He used to like to touch Li Ying's face. Li Ying's skin is good, and it feels soft and smooth to the touch, especially soft.But when he thought of the relationship between the two of them now, he pressed his hand down again.

"Well, I didn't give you the gift I said last time. I thought that if I don't give it to you today, I won't have a chance in the future." He held the gift in one hand and put the other in his pocket.

Li Ying heard the meaning of his words, combined with the circle of friends she saw last night, her eyes widened in an instant.

"I bought you a watch. If you really don't like it, throw it away. This watch was originally bought for you, and it's useless to put it in my place. If you don't mind it, you can take it with you first. This watch is not bad. It's the same brand as mine, and the model is the same." Gao Le handed over the velvet box, which was tied with a dark blue ribbon.

Li Ying took it and held it in her hand, holding it so tightly that the edges and corners of the box hurt her hand.

"You, are you going abroad?"

Gao Le didn't seem to be surprised that Li Ying knew about this, but instead shrugged his shoulders with an expression of indifference. "My mother wants me to accompany him. As you know, people are prone to nostalgia when they get old. They think about endless things all day long. If I pass by, he can feel at ease. This is not tomorrow night but peace At night, I bought the morning flight, and I can spend Christmas with her after landing. She learned from those Yankees, and she regards Christmas as grand."

"And." Gao Le snorted, mocking himself.With one hand in his trouser pocket, he nodded at Li Ying with his chin with blue stubble. "Didn't I miss you after chasing you? I also want to change my mood in a different place."

Li Ying's hand tightened a little, and the corners of the box left a white mark on his palm.His heart twitched and bled, and his sad emotions were about to annihilate him, and he blocked his chest with a mountain, giving him a taste of suffocating despair.

"I'm on the plane tomorrow morning, and I have to pack my things when I get back. You can go back without delaying your work." Gao Le waved his hand coolly, opened the car door and sat in.

Gao Le seems to have always been so chic. When they met for the first time, Gao Le, who was drunk, took his hand and said not to go. He was a stranger who met by chance, but he was hugged, cried and made trouble for a long time.After waking up the next day, I didn't feel ashamed, so I rushed to the consultation center and asked with a naughty smile, Dr. Li, are you single? If so, I want to chase you.

There was no room for rejection at all.

He has always given the best to Li Ying, giving him all his care and all his enthusiasm.

Up to now, it has given him all the despair.

The roar of the jeep engine, followed by the sound of tires rubbing against the ground.

He's gone, really gone.

Holding the watch, Li Ying lost her mind.

He was thus abandoned.

Again.

Was abandoned.

Li Ying didn't know how she got back to the counseling center. Seeing his embarrassed face, Jiajia came up to ask a question, but he didn't understand anything, so she shook her head and sat in her own counseling room.

Put the dark blue velvet box on the table, and when you open it, you can see the shiny wristwatch. It turns out that what Gao Le wanted to give himself that day was a couple watch.

It is really cruel to use a couple watch as a farewell gift.

Almost instantly, Li Ying's nose sore, hot tears fell down.

He never liked a person.

In 28 years, he has never liked someone as much as he does now.

He was always so lonely and lonely, walking alone, as quiet as if he was the only one in the world.But Gao Le squeezed in, he didn't knock on the door and didn't say hello, he just broke into the door in a hurry, he was noisy and noisy, but every joke was appropriate, absolutely not making people feel uncomfortable.He is literary and gangster, a magical mixture.

Li Ying saw her feelings for Gao Le clearly from her tears.

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My sister said she was the captain of the head-pressing unit.