healer love letter

The energy and enthusiasm of children seem to be inexhaustible, but as people grow older people become more and more lazy and conformist.At the age of three, you can study a whole afternoon with a toy car and play it seriously.At the age of seven, you ran across half the field in order to catch a butterfly, tirelessly. At the age of 15, because you had a crush on a certain classmate, you passed by his classroom door tirelessly during class breaks, just to catch a glimpse of that figure from a distance. At the age of 20, in order to meet a person, you would not hesitate to sit on the train for ten hours all night, tossing and turning, as long as you see that person, all your exhaustion will disappear in an instant.Then at the age of 25, you don’t want to celebrate your birthday, you don’t want to go to a party, you don’t want to go shopping. At the age of 28, you see a flower branch on the ground and just kick it aside lazily. At the age of 30, you fall in love with someone, and you just drink a glass of wine and chat for a while. , the other party is not interested, just say goodbye politely, and fall asleep when you get home.

The 32-year-old Boss Gao feels that this enthusiasm has tortured him and he no longer has the strength to call the unreachable phone calls over and over again, chasing after the one who doesn’t speak at all. Ask for forgiveness later.

He felt very tired. Adults shouldn't be so tired when interacting with each other. They shouldn't be thinking about each other in everything.

Seeing that Christmas is coming, in the past, on Christmas Eve, Lao Xu would invite everyone to drink. This Christmas Eve, Fang Li has not yet set a comeback date. I don’t know if the Christmas Eve party of older single men will still take shape.

The coffee machine in Gao Le’s restaurant broke down. Yu Lei opened a coffee shop. He has researched on coffee machines, so he asked the supplier to bring one to Gao Le and put it in his shop. Let's take it away.Gao Le drove to Yu Lei Hotel, and found that Lao Xu was also there. The two sat down by the window, and a cup of coffee that no longer smoked was placed in front of one of them.

"Okay, you guys." Gao Le walked over with a key chain on his finger. There were not many people in the coffee shop, only customers in twos and threes whispering over a cup of coffee. "Old Xu, you sit in other people's shops eating and drinking all day long, so you don't have to worry about your own bar?"

Old Xu is crossing his legs. Today he is wearing a gray suit and a short earth-colored cashmere coat. If there is a pair of elegant glasses on the bridge of his nose, he will look like a living animal in gorgeous clothes.

"Have you ever seen a bar open early in the morning?"

Gao Le ignored him, pulled out a chair and sat down, looking at the photos on the table, his eyebrows frowned.In the photo was a handsome boy who looked to be in his early 20s, with a handsome appearance.

"Who is this?" Gao Le asked, pointing to the photo.

"I'm new." Old Xu raised his eyebrows.

"You fucking." If Gao Le remembers correctly, Lao Xu has only been back for a week, and the speed at which he finds a new love can break a certain world record.

"You've got to be a fucking nerd, you've got to wait for your retribution every day, and one day you'll be all nerdy and die on your new lover's bed."

Old Xu Lanhua pointed at Gao Le, pretending to be pale on purpose, raised her eyebrows, and spoke in a hurry. "Listen, listen, this dog doesn't have a word to listen to."

Then he changed his voice and returned to his sarcastic tone. "You're fucking virtuous and upright, and you're so damn virtuous that you lost your partner in the end."

"Damn." Gao Le slapped the table, his eyes widened, and he glared at Old Xu. "Don't forget which pot you don't open and lift."

Old Xu snorted coldly. "Damn you tell me which pot is open, I'll see if I can mention it."

Gao Le took a deep breath, raised his shoulders and lowered them slowly, apparently out of breath.

Originally, he had lingering fears about Li Ying's affairs, he was unwilling and at a loss what to do, he couldn't think of a way out, all the roads were blocked in traffic, now he is really at his wit's end.

Seeing that Gao Le didn't speak, Lao Xu groaned and chirped, folded his arms, and squinted at Gao Le.

"Okay, stop arguing." Yu Lei had to intervene as a third party. "Why are you two like dogs you don't know well? You bite each other when you meet, and you don't get bored."

When the photo on the table was picked up, a resume was covered under it, and the ID photo on the resume was the boy in the photo.

"My coffee shop is about to recruit people. Lao Xu introduced me to the part-time job in their bar, and showed me his photo and resume."

"Then you fucking pay it back." Gao Le looked at Lao Xu unconvinced.

"You don't care about me, I like to say who is my new love, and whoever is, do you care?"

"Too lazy to care about you."

Yu Lei sighed and put away the resume on the table. "He looks pretty good. Let him have time to try his job. I'll let Xiaohua teach him how to do simple latte art and see if he can learn it." Xiaohua is the barista in Yu Lei Cafe and can do various things. patterns of latte art.

"Okay, I'll ask him to call you."

"Let's go." Yu Lei looked at Gao Le. "Go and pull the coffee machine away."

Gao Le followed Yu Lei to the warehouse room, took out the coffee machine, went downstairs and put it in the car.Yu Lei and Lao Xu came out to see him off together, and the three of them stood behind the car and talked.

"Gao Le, I think Dr. Li is good. If you two are okay, get along with each other. Don't quarrel like children." Yu Lei is five years older than Gao Le. , looked at Gao Le like his young and ignorant younger brother who went astray, and was particularly worried that he would go the wrong way.

"It can't be helped. He doesn't even answer my phone now, and I don't know what to do."

Old Xu stood aside, smiling very meanly. "It deserves it."

Gao Le glared at him, too lazy to talk to him again.

"It doesn't matter what we say anyway, as long as it's what you think." Yu Lei patted him on the shoulder.

Old Xu didn't feel back pain when he stood up and talked, and he was better at making sarcastic remarks than anyone else.Seeing that Gao Le was already feeling very uncomfortable, he must grab a handful of salt and sprinkle it hard. "What are you thinking about? Thinking about everything is useless. I don't think you are looking for any true love. If you are really empty and lonely, come to my shop and I will find you a little boy with a soft waist. What do you want? There are all of them." The pimp Lao Xu's eyes were like a poisonous tongue, and he spit out a blood-red letter without moving.

"Fuck you." Gao Le closed the trunk with all his strength, and swallowed up all the next words of Lao Xu with a bang.

"Thank you, Brother Lei." Gao Le clapped his hands. When he put the machine in the trunk just now, his hands touched the dust on one side, and his hands were covered with dirt.

"It's okay, you go back and try, if it doesn't work, call me."

"Well, okay."

After saying goodbye, Gao Le took the coffee machine and left.

Jiajia found that Dr. Li was not in the mood recently, as long as he was not working, he would be alone in a daze, staring blankly at a point of nothingness in the air, his eyes were empty and his expression was lonely.Dr. Li looks very tired. He has lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye in the past few days.

When getting the materials for Dr. Li, Jiajia asked him insinuatingly, "Dr. Li, why hasn't Boss Gao been here recently?" She actually wanted to ask Dr. Li if he had a fight with Boss Gao, but she didn't dare to ask directly.

"Well, I won't be coming." Li Ying took over the materials Jia Jia brought and flipped through them by herself. "I won't come here again." He said in a low, almost light voice.

Although Jia Jia is usually silly and cute, she immediately understood Li Ying's state and his words. Although he really wanted to persuade Li Ying not to miss Boss Gao, it seemed that being an assistant was nothing Stand firm on your feet.

She hesitated, stood in Li Ying's consulting room and did not leave.He lifted his foot up and put it down again, turned around and looked at Li Ying who was flipping through the documents with downcast eyes.

"Doctor Li, in fact, Boss Gao, Boss Gao is quite nice." Jiajia grabbed the lower edge of Li Ying's desk with one hand, gently picked a piece of peeling paint with her index finger, and secretly observed Li Ying's reaction with her eyes. .

Li Ying didn't react too much, she still looked at the information in her hand without squinting.

"I know."

After waiting for a long time, Jia Jia, who was about to leave, heard what Li Ying would say.

He said I know.

That's why I avoid it.

Jiajia thought that Li Ying was about to say something, so she stopped and held her breath.Le Ke, Dr. Li just quietly flipped through the materials he had taken, without any sign of continuing the conversation.Jia Jia sighed softly, thinking why Boss Gao didn't come anymore, and now looking back, she really hasn't seen Boss Gao for more than half a month.

Christmas is approaching, and the Christmas atmosphere on the street is getting stronger and stronger.Even the community supermarkets in the community play ginglebell on a loop.

After get off work, Li Ying went to the supermarket to buy a few simple vegetables, and when she was going to check out, she saw the egg shelf and bought a dozen eggs on the spur of the moment.I haven't eaten fried eggs for many days, and I don't know if I can make a heart shape if I fry it myself.Li Ying lacks knowledge of cooking, so she didn't know that there is a small frying pan that can be made in various shapes, as long as you beat eggs into it, you can get the shape you want.

I bought a dozen eggs and brought them home. After trying three of them, I couldn’t make a heart-shaped pattern. Looking at the egg whites and yolks splashing on the stove, Li Ying had to give up her plan of frying eggs.

Thinking about it this way, Boss Gao's cooking skills are beyond doubt. The steak and scones that day were delicious.

Li Ying put the eggs on a plate, poured ketchup on it as a dipping sauce, turned on the music player, and sat on the carpet to eat fried eggs.Outside the window is today's dusk, and inside the window is the same solitude.

After Li Ying washed and lay on the sofa, she clicked on Moments and sneaked into Gao Le's homepage.Gao Le has really disappeared since he said that night that the road is facing the sky and that I will disappear from your life from now on.He never came to the counseling center again, and never stopped Li Ying on the way to and from get off work.

Dr. Li felt abandoned.

Gao Le is a person who is diligent in updating the status of his circle of friends, and unlike most young people, his circle of friends is not only visible for three days.When Li Ying couldn't sleep at night, she started to browse Gao Le's circle of friends. He never thought that he would use this method to learn about Boss Gao's past.

It's just that Gao Le's circle of friends was only updated to 15 years at the earliest, and it will disappear after that.

Gao Le was probably quite busy a few days ago. He went out to drink with clients every day in his circle of friends, and his stomach was overwhelmed by drinking.Li Ying was distressed, but she didn't know how to express this distress.

It seemed that since that night, even caring seemed superfluous to him.

After washing up tonight, Li Ying clicked on Gao Le's circle of friends as usual, and saw Gao Lexin updated a message.

The picture came into sight before the text. It was a flight map, and Li Ying didn't understand what it meant.After clicking on the text and carefully reading it three times, I suddenly felt lost, put down the phone in despair, fell on the bed and slowly curled up with my whole body.

This is a common human, self-protective posture.

Gao Le wrote in Moments:

My mother asked me to immigrate to the United States to find her, what should I do?

He is leaving.

This was the only clear thought in Li Ying's confused mind.

The author has something to say:

Crying and chirping.