healer love letter

For some reason, I suddenly thought of In the Mood for Love.

The lights and silhouettes in the film are Wong Kar Wai's usual style, the chess and card room is filled with smoke, and Su Lizhen, who is wearing a cheongsam, sits on one side and crosses her legs, looking like a quiet time.Zhou Muyun asked at the end, if I had an extra ticket, would you come with me?

Many years later, Zhou Muyun stood in Cambodia, telling his secret to the cave entrance, then sealed it with mud grass, turned and left.

The twilight covers the years with a layer of soft golden yarn, and there is always a layer of dusty glass between two lovers, hazy and blurred.

The eternal back, the smoke from burning tobacco, the sealed tree hole, the night full of regrets.

That was the first time that Li Ying clearly understood that not all people who love each other can reap the sweetness of being together day and night, they will be separated because of the real world, and will go further and further away from reunion.

Some people say that life is a journey with no way to turn back, and everyone is a one-way ticket.But what about feelings? Some people are destined to never meet again after they miss it.

What's more, Gao Le is going to the United States.

So far away, there is a vast and boundless Pacific Ocean between China and China, and there is a time difference of thirteen hours.

There he will meet a new person, he can register for marriage, he can adopt a child, and he can form a new family.

He can……

He would forget himself, and wait until he was an octogenarian to mention the name Li Ying, but it was just a lonely and ridiculous experience when he was young.

He will forget about me.

The watch on the table and Li Ying looked at each other quietly, and the pointer moved mechanically.He reached out and touched the smooth dial.

"Will he forget me?"

The tone became more and more sad.

"He will."

……

When Li Ying ran out, Jiajia was startled. She was about to give him the information of the visitor who had made an appointment today, but before she knocked on the door, she saw him break through the door, her steps were chaotic, and she ran out in a panic.

"Jiajia, I'm sorry, cancel today's appointment for me." Li Ying ran out with her coat, and didn't even have time to take off her white coat.

He wants to chase Gao Le, even if he wants to leave, he still has to chase him.

He wanted to tell him, tell him in person.

I like you.

It doesn't matter even if he has to leave in the future, if he said it and persuaded him to stay, at least he won't have any regrets in the future.

Li Ying ran out, and as soon as he stepped out of the gate of the consultation center, he was plunged into a bright daylight. The sun in the sky poured down on his head, covering the ground with dazzling lights. He took out his phone and prepared to call a car while running.

I can't drive by myself, and now my emotional state does not make it safe to drive.

Li Ying ran on the side of the road in a panic.

"Looking for me?"

Li Ying raised her head suddenly and saw Gao Le leaning against her black jeep, standing lazily, with her back slightly arched, her arms folded together, her eyes were not very clear, a little blurred.

My heart was pulled up all of a sudden, and I was thrown ten meters above the ground with a bang. I was so frightened that I was numb and couldn't say anything.

Gao Le still looked at him, smiling slightly, and his stubble beard added a bit of sexiness to him.

Li Ying bit her lower lip and walked over slowly.

There was an empty parking space next to him, and he walked in, which happened to be a private space that was covered.

His mind was still in a mess, turning into a pot of boiled porridge, but his footsteps seemed to be bewitched by Ren Sai's singing, and he slowly approached Gao Le disobediently. The distance between the two became smaller and smaller, and finally there was only one footstep left When Li Ying stretched out her hand, she could get a familiar but long-awaited hug.

"You, why are you here..." The words came out trembling.

Gao Le still leaned against the car, showing a tired smile. "I didn't have time to hear Dr. Li say goodbye just now. I want to hear this goodbye so I can go on the road with peace of mind."

Gao Le's voice was obviously very soft, but in Li Ying's ears it sounded like a big drum beating wildly. Every syllable carried violent vibrations in the air, and the sound waves were like lines that could be seen with the naked eye.

Li Ying's heartbeat was also like drumming, the drumbeats were dense, and one heartbeat was too fast, as if she wanted to break free from the shackles of her muscles and jump out directly, jumping freely in a wider world.

He quickly clenched his hands into fists, and exerted force suddenly where Gao Le could not see.Pushing hard on the soles of his feet to stand firm, he took a deep breath and spoke slowly.

"I exercise regularly, and my heart rate is slower than that of ordinary people. The average person's heartbeat is 1 times a minute, and my heartbeat is about 1 times a minute. It is slower at night when I lie flat on the bed and wait for sleep The heartbeat is only more than 60 times a minute. But when I saw you, the heartbeat can fly to 1 times a minute. I think, excluding nervousness, fear, surprise, shame and other emotions that can stimulate the heartbeat, there is only one answer left.”

Li Ying paused.

"I like you."

"I know you're leaving, and I know you might think I'm hypocritical, but I think this is my last chance, and I don't want to just give up. I've never liked anyone seriously before, and I don't know how to seriously like someone What it should be like, but now I can be sure. Boss Gao, you are very good, and I like you very much."

Such a straightforward and frank confession took Dr. Li a lot of courage.His whole body began to tremble slightly, and there were clearly visible red marks and shaking tears in his eyes.

"Can you say it again?" Gao Le's stubble is too foul, and it's too foul for a serious and casual person to wear leather jackets and Martin boots. Looking at Dr. Li with such a malicious smile is even more foul.

Li Ying's heart felt like boiling hot water, bubbling and bubbling.

"I, I like you." In a low voice, he repeated it with a voice that could hardly be heard by the third person.But the person who should hear heard every word, because the next moment Li Ying was dragged into a warm embrace.

Boss Gao today has a fruity scent, his new shampoo, and it smells like summer.It's like two people sitting in an air-conditioned room in midsummer, sharing a bowl of fruit platter, and the sweetness spreads from the fingertips to the tongue.

"I like you very much, too." Gao Le hugged him tightly in his arms.

Li Ying was so strangled that she couldn't breathe, but she continued. "Although the next words may be a bit thick-skinned and a little hypocritical, I still want to ask you, if you can, can you not leave."

Gao Le chuckled, kissed his ear sideways, and then let him go.The distance between the two of them was pulled apart, and Li Ying could see Gao Le's eyes, clear brows and curved mouth.

"Are you still going?" he asked softly.

"I'm not leaving. It's inconvenient to drag my family with me."

It took too much energy for Li Ying to spit out her heartfelt words just now, and she was dizzy from being warmed by Gao Le's arms. She didn't understand the specific connotation of the word dragging the family for a while.

"Can you come to my place tonight?" Gao Le asked him.

If it weren't for Boss Gao's kindness and softness, thinking that Dr. Li has a serious job no matter what, and he can't delay the patient, he would definitely stuff him into the car and take him away at this moment, and he doesn't want to wait for a moment.

"...Okay." Before the words fell to the ground, a fiery kiss blocked her lips, followed by biting and caressing. Li Ying's face turned red like a unique red apple in winter.

Before Gao Le left, he hugged Li Ying and kissed again and again until he felt that if he continued to kiss, he would definitely go off the rails and become a madman. He wanted to tie Dr. Li back, so he had to forcefully use his willpower to overcome his physical reaction, with a sullen face. Say goodbye to Li Ying, let him go back to the counseling center to continue working, get into the car and start binge eating mints.

It took a lot of effort to calm down, Gao Le took out his mobile phone, found Lao Xu's number and played it.

"Old Xu, leave me two places for New Year's Eve, and I'll take Dr. Li there."

The old Xu's voice raised a few pitches, it sounded like he was in the gym, and the old Xu was running out of breath. "Fuck, what's going on, Goubi, are you finding your second spring?"

"You fucking don't know how to use allusions, so don't use them indiscriminately, and show off your shallow literary literacy with a calm face. I bid farewell to being single today." It gets bigger and bigger, and it can't go down no matter what.

"Lebi, are you serious this time?" Old Xu's tone suddenly became serious.

"Seriously, the thief is serious."

"Before that..." Old Xu thought for a while and stopped speaking, and his tone became light again. "Okay, don't talk about the past, and don't think about it, people always have to look forward, don't they. I will reserve two great seats for you. You can watch the show and kiss me. I guarantee that everyone will watch it Can't see you two, okay?"

Gao Le broke off the mirror above his head and pulled it down, and was startled when he saw his own appearance.Where did this despondent ghost with low energy and blood come from? He touched his sexy stubble and decided to shave his beard after going back for a while.

"You can do it yourself, anyway, I will bring Dr. Li there for New Year's Eve."

"OK, no problem."

It was customary for the two of them to scold each other a few words before hanging up the phone.

Gao Le was in such a good mood, he could step on the accelerator pedal out of rhythm while driving the car, and he just stepped on the "Shoumai Divine Comedy" on the live broadcast software.

Move every time, move every time.

Just now, on a whim, I felt that the atmosphere was here, and a kiss would not be enough to stimulate the development of the storyline, so I couldn't help but kissed her.Counting it as Dr. Li's first kiss, I didn't feel anything when I kissed just now, but my heart was burning and the nerves in my temples were beating wildly.Now that I am driving back home and regretting it, I should be shameless. Dr. Li has already taken the initiative to do this, and he is still fucking reserved, so he should cling to him so that he will not let him go, even crying and begging. People get back to their own home.

Gao Le remembered how Dr. Li blushed when he was kissed just now, and his heartbeat started clamoring again.Boss Gao couldn't control his reaction, so he had no choice but to stop by the side of the road, opened the iron pipe of mints and poured them into his mouth frantically.

Hold.

Gale leaned over the steering wheel.

Finger joints tightened violently.

I want to kiss Dr. Lee.

Li Ying has always been serious about her work, but today she suddenly wants to cancel all the appointments in the morning, Jiajia finds it inconceivable.She walked to Li Mengyue with the materials in her arms, and asked nervously whether the sun rose from the east today.

Li Mengyue knocked on her forehead and said, "Did you stay up late last night to make your Oppa's list?"

Jiajia sticks out her tongue and laughs.

Before the call was made, Li Ying came back with red eyes and red lips. Seeing Jiajia, she lowered her head even lower and was about to go to the consultation room in a blink of an eye.

"What's wrong with you, Dr. Li?" Jiajia grabbed Li Ying's sleeve with sharp eyes and quick hands. "What are you..." Without saying a word, Li Mengyue forcibly separated her, and she dragged the little girl Jiajia back.

"Doctor Li, go to work quickly, it's okay."

If Li Ying was granted an amnesty, she ran away quickly.

"Hey, Doctor Li." Jia Jia wanted to call out to Li Ying's back, but Li Mengyue pulled her arm hard.Jiajia didn't know why, and felt wronged. "Why are you dragging me? Ah, do you think Dr. Li was bullied outside? Why are his eyes so red and his mouth so red?" Jiajia was really worried about Li Ying, and she still looked at Li Ying when she spoke. The direction Ying left.

"Hurry up and work!" Li Mengyue didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"Aren't you worried about Dr. Li?"

Li Mengyue continued to laugh. "If you keep talking so much, I'm worried about your assistant's job."

After speaking, he patted Jia Jia on the shoulder. "Doctor Li is fine, go to work quickly."

The morning appointment was not canceled after all, but Li Ying was a little half-hearted at work and said sorry countless times a day.

It's all because of Gao Le's impatient kiss today.

Li Ying hadn't left the consultation center after get off work in the evening when she saw Gao Le, who was the same as the one in the morning, pushing the door open.Jia Jia hasn't seen Gao Le for a long time, and thought that Gao Leban had given up halfway and was about to give up his family, Dr. Li.

"Boss Gao!" Jiajia rushed over excitedly. "You're here!"

After standing still, his tone was still flying. "You haven't been here for a long time, I thought so." He stopped talking halfway, and looked at Li Ying behind him stealthily.

"Miss me." Gao Le stroked his head and helped her smooth his hair.

"I miss you, but what I miss most is the cake from your restaurant."

Gao Le burst out laughing. "I treat you as a fan girl, but you only treat me as a free meal pick-up machine!"

Jiajia jumped a bit, and when she landed, her backpack dropped suddenly. "I'm your fan girl! I'm also your restaurant fan girl!"

"Okay, if I'm free tomorrow, I'll bring it for you."

Jiajia smiled and showed a row of neat teeth.

"Then I'll go first. You're here to pick up Dr. Li."

Gao Le nodded.

Jiajia said goodbye and left with a jump.

Only Gao Le and Li Ying were left in the front hall looking at each other.

"I wanted to bring a bouquet of flowers, but I was afraid that Dr. Li would think it was too tacky. I didn't think of any suitable gift for a while, so I brought it myself."

Li Ying looked at Gao Le's unchanging chatter, and she was full of admiration in her heart.If he said those words, his cheeks would turn red into Fuji crystal apples.

"Doctor Li, do you have time to sleep together?" Gao Le approached slowly, with eager flames burning in his eyes.

"Say what's on my mind right now, I want to sleep with you."

"Not only do I want to sleep with you, but I also want to sleep with you legally within the scope of the law. It depends on whether Dr. Li will give me this chance." After speaking, he licked a row of teeth, his eyes seemed to burn Li Ying through .

Doctor Li's heart skipped a beat.

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It seems that my sister's head press team is very useful!

Probably tomorrow, let's drive!