sick white moonlight

"Have you come out? I'll wait for you outside." He An, who was dragging his suitcase, listened with his mobile phone, and asked Sun Qun who was opposite.

"It's coming out."

It was still early, and the crowd had almost dispersed, so He An came out.

On his head was a big khaki-colored canvas cap, covering most of his face.

Loose jeans, a high collar with black and white stripes, and a large coat on the outside, he deliberately restrained his momentum, like an ordinary person, so he didn't get too much attention.Of course, the main reason was that his original itinerary was not on this flight. Except for being asked for his signature in the first class cabin, everything went smoothly.

After putting the suitcase into the trunk and getting into the car, He An asked.

"Is the company not busy? I thought you would just call an assistant over."

Sun Qun in the front seat held the steering wheel with his hands and looked at the vehicle in front of him, feeling a little helpless.

"You left your assistant and Xu Zhou there, and just ran back, so I had no choice but to come and pick you up."

"Also, I want to talk to you about something alone."

"Last night..." Sun Qun glanced at He An in the rearview mirror, saw the black and white high-necked long sleeves, and said hesitantly, "I called you two several times."

"No one picked me up." Sun Qun turned the steering wheel and looked at the vehicle ahead.

He An didn't respond. He lay on the back seat with his eyes closed, only tired.

Sun Qun glanced at the obvious fatigue in front of his eyes, thought for a while, and then changed the subject and asked, "Are you really planning to go out directly?"

"En." He An responded.

"And never come back."

"At least in the past few years, they probably won't come back."

"You are so cruel." Sun Qun said suddenly.

"Sometimes it's good to be cruel." He An's voice was a little tired, and he just spoke so lightly, as if everything was so simple.

"What about Luo Shaohui?"

"I think I can work this out."

After hearing this, Sun Qun suddenly smiled and said, "You are getting calmer and calmer."

"When are you planning to announce your retirement?"

After a pause, Sun Qun continued, "Actually, I thought you would never leave this circle. After all, you were so..."

"No matter how much you like, there will be a day when you will be worn out."

He An answered very simply.

"What was announced, I will announce it on Weibo when I go out and settle down."

"Since you have considered everything, I don't have much to say." Sun Qun's voice lowered slowly, "I will call your family regularly for the money you left before."

"Thank you."

After hearing this, Sun Qun shook his head.

"Thank you for what we say, we have been friends for so many years."

When getting off the car, Sun Qun helped He An carry the suitcase.

He looked at He An, who was standing there with his head tilted slightly, his coat was blown by the wind, his hair was a little disheveled, and he was extremely thin, looking extremely cold and lonely, and stopped him.

"Li Ke, you have to take good care of yourself outside. After all, you are alone and there is no one to take care of you. If there is anything, you can call me."

He An smiled lightly at him and said.

"Don't worry about me too much, I'm much stronger than you think."

"I hope so. The company still has something to do. I'm leaving first." Sun Qun waved his hand.

Before leaving, he still asked one more sentence.

"Have a good rest, Li Ke."

At this moment, Xu Zhou was sitting by the bed in the hotel room, with some clothes and daily necessities spread out on the bed.

The assistant made a phone call and said.

"Brother Xu, how are you? It's almost time to leave."

"I'll be right there." After Xu Zhou replied, he hung up the phone.

He held a piece of paper tightly in his hand, and there were two lines of handsome and upright handwriting on it.

【All I can give you is this brief moment of joy. 】

[As for the others, I'm sorry, I can't give them. 】

He looked down at the note, his expression slowly turning from empty to firm.

When the dust settled, he carefully put the note away.

Pulling back the heavy curtains that covered the room, the dazzling sunlight from outside the window just came in. Xu Zhou couldn't help closing his eyes because of the sunlight.

You always say that you can't give me anything, you always say that what I like is your skin, but you are wrong.

What you have given me is enough, how can it be possible that what I like is just your skin.

I know that I am not strong enough, not strong enough.

Since you want to leave, I...

Li Ke has a home that he hasn't returned to for a long time, and a younger brother who is in junior high school.

His mother was a housewife and his father was a junior high school teacher.

Many years ago, his father had a serious illness.

Many years ago, he was just a young man who wasted his time and acted recklessly. With his good looks, he was sought after by girls on campus.

If it weren't for his father's serious illness, he would never know how cruel and powerful the world is, and how naive and ridiculous he is.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

During that vacation, he went out to work in order to make money, but he was cheated just like that, and was locked in that house for three days and three nights.

That night, he lay on the ground, sticking out his tongue to lick the water that could make him feel better. He begged again and again to let them let him out, but all he got was ridicule and sarcasm.

Then he just crawled out like a dead dog, exhausting all his strength.

Later, he discovered that only acting, and only acting can make him forget reality and his humble and self-respecting self.

He finally decided to chase his dream no matter what.

Apart from acting, he doesn't know what else is left in his life.

……

Inside the house, He An was lying on the bed, just wanting to fall asleep like this, never wanting to wake up again.

"system."

"Yes, the host is great." System 007 said.

"Tell me, how long can this body last?"

System 007 fell silent.

"I know."

"Hopefully everything goes as I planned."

He An, who was curled up on the bed, stroked his legs. These were a pair of legs that could walk, and they could support him alone, and he could go wherever he wanted.

He still has enough time to allow himself to achieve what he wants to do.

And this time, he only needs himself and doesn't need anyone else's help.

He An smiled lightly and closed his eyes again.

……

When he woke up again, for some reason, He An only felt that his stomach was empty, his whole body had no strength, and even his vision became somewhat blurred.

At this time, the sky was already very dark, completely dark, and the man was standing in front of the window sill, his back was facing him.

"You just came in like this?" He An said coldly after he realized it.

After the man heard the voice, he turned around hastily and looked at himself with worry in his eyes.

"You finally woke up." He said in a deep voice.

"You've been asleep all day."

He An was stunned, and asked, "This is the second day."

"Yes."

"System, did I really sleep all day?" He An asked in his mind.

"Yes. But this sleep is a good rest for you, so I didn't disturb you." System 007 replied.

Luo Shaohui looked at He An who was in a daze, and said aloud.

"I called several times before, but you didn't answer. So I came here."

"There is porridge in the kitchen, do you want to eat some first?"

He An got up, feeling dizzy.

His footsteps were a little unsteady, the man moved closer and helped him up.

After drinking a bowl of porridge, He An took a shower.

After coming out, he was wearing light gray long-sleeved home pajamas, looked at the man still sitting in the living room, and asked.

"Aren't you going?"

Luo Shaohui smiled bleakly after hearing this.

"I want to apologize to you about my mother."

"I don't know, she did so many things."

"And these things hurt you too much. I don't even know how to make up for it. I even dare not come to see you because I think I may not be qualified."

After He An heard this, he just spoke lightly.

"I know, but you don't need to tell me about the apology, just tell Li Ke."

Luo Shaohui glanced at him from a distance, the black hair on his head was slightly wet with water, even the corners of his eyes were covered with drops of water that hadn't been wiped off.

He looked deeply, at his smooth and lustrous skin, at his always calm eyes, and his eyes became piercing and deep.

"Did you know? Xu Zhou is actually my uncle's child who lives outside."

He An walked closer, he knew that Luo Shaohui would not lie to him casually.

Although I am not very clear about this matter, there are all kinds of wonders in the vast world.

I sighed in my heart, some things in the system were really over-made.

"I like you." Luo Shaohui said suddenly.

He An looked at the half-empty wine bottle on the coffee table next to the sofa, and looked at the redness of his ears.

"you're drunk."

"I'm not drunk, I'm just jealous." Luo Shaohui's eyes dimmed.

"Why, I'm always that one step late, always that one step late."

Luo Shaohui felt bitter when he thought of the facts he discovered before.

"I'm always the one left behind."

"What I want, what I long for, will never come true."

"You've got enough." He An sat on the single sofa and said to Luo Shaohui who was sitting on the side.

"But those are not what I really want."

"You know? I haven't felt this way for a long time. The moment I saw you, after I went back, I even felt like I was going crazy. Obviously I used to, but I actually looked down on you, or maybe you should be pitiful."

"However, I can't help but think of you again and again. I thought that there is no such thing as love at first sight in this world. I don't even dare to say it because of my family, but I can't control it."

"You know? Every free night, I always take my mobile phone and dial your number again and again, but I dare not call you. Sometimes I really feel like a primary school student, eager to You can send me a text message and give me a reply."

"However, there is nothing." Luo Shaohui said lightly, "There is nothing."

"But……"

Luo Shaohui got up and came behind He An.

He looked at He An and didn't say anything, just kept silent.

"Xu Zhou is my uncle's child, and he is my younger brother. I haven't had time to tell him yet."

"You reject me, I think I can accept it."

"But you accepted him."

Luo Shaohui grabbed the small sofa with all his strength, veins burst out in his palms, and he almost uttered a hoarse voice.

"Why did you accept him?"