sick white moonlight

Opening the door, the man was leaning against the door frame, leaning his body, lowering his head, his footsteps were a little flimsy, and he was standing completely against the door frame.

He asked with a struggle.

"Brother Li, are you leaving?"

After finishing speaking, he suddenly looked up at himself, and there were tears shining in those thick black eyes.

His whole body is like a bubble, so illusory that it will burst at the touch of a button.

After seeing He An, he just thought that he was indeed cruel enough.

He didn't say any extra words.

He just looked at him like that, and then simply replied to him.

"Yes."

Xu Zhou suddenly laughed, a bit disappointed and panicked.

"Brother Li." He called out again, murmuring to himself.

The shallow light in the corridor is floating, but the clouds under the feet are empty.

He didn't seem to want to say anything more, but barely left the door frame supporting him, struggled to straighten himself up, and slowly took a few steps back.

He looked at himself deeply, his handsome face was no longer the youthfulness of the past, but the vigor of those young people had all disappeared, leaving only the desolate dots of starlight in the half-darkness, like fireflies. The light of the fire, that beam of light is shallow and shallow, is being extinguished little by little, like a half-burned red candle, soft, roasting in the blazing flame, about to turn into a pool of blood.

His heart was weeping.

He An suddenly realized.

However, he didn't say anything, just looked at himself, and slowly backed away.

His footsteps were floating, as if he couldn't support his body.

He An stretched out his hand, then withdrew it.

For so many years, even that person has been by his side.

But there are still quite a few suitors who tell themselves about their fiery hot feelings.

He just refused again and again.

Seeing the loss of others, he didn't care at all.

But this time, He An finally shouted that sentence.

"Xu Zhou."

The man was startled, stopped his steps, and looked at him standing inside the door.

"Come in, I have something to tell you."

What should I say, Xu Zhou didn't know, at this moment, his heart seemed to fly far, far away, as if in the sky, without boundaries.

In fact, he really wanted to escape far away and forget everything in this world.

Sometimes he even wished he had never seen him, so that he would not have to be obsessed with him, happy or disappointed by his every move.

However, he was still reluctant after all, reluctant to leave like this.

"Brother Li." He sat at the foot of the bed in the room, looked at He An who was sitting on the edge of the bed, and called out again.

However, He An lowered his head slightly, leaned his body, didn't look at him, and just said in a low voice.

"You always call me Brother Li, but it's not necessary."

"Xu Zhou, forget me, just pretend I never showed up."

Xu Zhou smiled miserably, looked at the floor, and answered.

"really?"

"But, I can't forget."

"I like you, I have liked you for a long time." Xu Zhou said in a daze, losing his sight.

"I have nothing worthy of your liking."

"I know you will say this." Xu Zhou raised his head and looked at He An who was sitting next to him.

"But liking may be out of control. I don't know how long this relationship can last, and I don't know why I like you."

The voice was too deep and played slowly in this silent night.

"But." He paused, his voice became heavier and more intense.

But then the voice became softer and softer, and the tone became weaker and weaker.

"I just want to tell you the feelings in my heart, sincerely, without adding any embellishments."

After He An heard this, his hands on the side of the bed trembled slightly, and he spoke after a while, this time his tone was lightly persuasive.

"Xu Zhou, I'm actually not as good as you think, and I'm not worthy of your liking."

"This world is very big, and there are many, many people worthy of your love and liking. If you have matured, I don't think I will stop you. In terms of my personality, just now I will just let you go directly .It's just that you are still young, and you always remind me of those children who are studying on campus."

"I know I hurt you."

"However, I don't know what I should do to make you feel better."

Xu Zhou stared blankly ahead, and said after listening.

"Brother Li, this is not your fault, nor should you bear it."

"It's my problem, it's my problem alone."

"When you like someone, you always hope to get a response from the other person. I hope that person just likes him. But in reality, this is often not the case. I know you don't like me."

"But I still have some expectations and some fantasies."

"Don't call me Brother Li." He An replied lightly.

"I can't give you anything, and I haven't helped you with anything."

……

At this moment, Li Ke's fan base has almost exploded.

"It's finished."

"The movie is finally done."

"It's not easy. It's been four months."

As a white-collar worker, Jiang Wan just got off work, stayed in her rented house, and just cooked a simple meal.

Sitting on the small table where I usually eat, I ate my meal in one bite, holding my mobile phone in one hand, and looking at the messages I received.

In fact, she is relatively restrained. She works hard when she is at work, and only relaxes when she has free time.

She is not the kind of girl who is still in school at a young age and is keen on chasing stars every day. She has a lot of free time and pays so much attention when she has time.

In recent months, because of the popularity of "Luan Palace", Li Ke's popularity has soared and his fans have increased dramatically.

However, with the sudden switch to filming, Shenyin, there is very little news, the exposure has been greatly reduced, and the popularity has dropped by more than half.

However, there are still quite a few good-looking fans who are obsessed with his good looks, licking the screen every day.

There are also quite a few big hands who cut a lot of video collections, just because there are not a few people who have entered the pit because of the video.

There was even a CP article, which brought another wave of enthusiasm.

Because of the good ratings, "Luan Palace" was rebroadcast on local channels. I have to say that "Luan Palace" was the big winner this year, with the highest ratings and the most discussions. And heat.

The fan group is discussing which drama Li Ke will take on next and which endorsement he will take on.

However, this time the studio has not given a new schedule and development for a long time.

Jiang Wan saw an old friend on the phone sent him a message, and hastily clicked on it.

[Xiaozhen, I don’t know why, I always feel something is wrong recently.The movie was finished, but there was no activity on Li Ke's Weibo. 】

Jiang Wan thought for a while and replied with a message.

[Maybe I want to take a good rest, after all, the movie has just finished shooting. 】

[But... I don't know what to say, so I feel flustered, it's been a long time.It seems that since the group disengagement last year, he never replied to fans on Weibo.Weibo has always been full of work news and some daily photos that the studio asked to forward.Obviously, a long time ago, he would still reply to fans. 】

Jiang Wan looked at it, put down the spoon in her hand, and the delicious fried rice with corn and peas was still there. She was obviously in a good mood just now, but now, she lost her appetite.

She didn't know what the old friend on the other side was thinking, and if she replied to the fans, the former Li Ke did.

But Jiang Wan is actually used to the desertedness now, Jiang Wan sometimes thinks that maybe she doesn't care as much as her old friends.

After all, she is not as good as her old friend, and she doesn't have a superior family like her, so she doesn't have to worry about too many trivial things in life.

She is very busy, busy with work, busy with study, busy with taking the subway to work every day, and going home to cook and rest.

[As long as we know that he is doing well and having a good time, that's enough.After all, Weibo is just a way to express his emotions and cover himself up. Real life is his real life. 】Jiang Wan replied this sentence.

[Xiaozhen, maybe your mentality is the best, I can't calm down, I really like him.I just hope that he can be so good forever, standing on the stage, I am still waiting for his movie to be released to see him at the opening ceremony. 】

[Didn't someone edit Li Bin and Li Ke's video before?The playback volume is quite high, but it pissed me off, really.Then I spent several days in a hurry to cut a narcissus profile, and the playback volume was higher than that video, hum.Li Bin is an actor, I just don't like it or not.Someone actually cut the cp direction of the two of them. After seeing it at the time, I was really angry. 】

After seeing Jiang Wan, she smiled and replied.

[I remember that there should be a lot of complaints under that video, and it was quite serious. 】

[Yeah, the cult is terrible, but maybe the video was edited really well, and someone really knocked it out.It's terrible, I haven't eaten for a long time, I was busy cutting personal licking scenes. 】

[A few days ago, a certain gossip account broke the news that a certain male star was gentle and hard-working on the surface, he is a good guy, he has worked hard for many years to manage the character design, and this year it finally exploded.In fact, it is extremely difficult to speak in private, he is very bad at assistants, and he loves dating.I saw that this Weibo almost didn’t mention Li Bin by name, isn’t it just him who works hard to set up people? 】

Jiang Wan smiled, and continued to gossip while eating.

……

"Do you like him?" Xu Zhou asked suddenly.

He An paused and replied.

"I don't think so."

"Then can you kiss me once? At least before leaving." Xu Zhou lowered his head, a little worried.

He An was silent, and it took a while before he replied.

"I can't give you hope, you'll be hurt even more."

"Then before I leave, can I ask you one thing?" Xu Zhou said in a daze, with a few traces of rare fear.

"Speak." He An said out loud.

Xu Zhou got up, staring at the person on the bed, his eyes seemed to be burning with fire, hot and hot.

He An was suddenly a little scared, what would he say.

"Who is Lu Chen?" Xu Zhou stood there, like a sculpture, motionless.

After He An looked up at him, he fell silent.

"You like it, or you love him, don't you?"

After all, He An just replied.

"enough."

"I want to know, I really want to know, who is the person you like." Xu Zhou's voice was a little sobbing, "You don't even want to give me a kiss, but you always kiss me when you fall asleep." Read his name."

"Just thinking about it makes me jealous."

"I'm really jealous, I can't even stand by your side like President Luo Shaohuiluo. I used to be your assistant, but now you call me junior. From now on I will be nothing, I will always be just your life Passengers in the middle."

"You tell me, what should I do? I tell myself time and time again not to be extravagant or longing, but I can't help it."

He An just glanced at him coldly, and said with a bit of sarcasm.

"You must insist on me telling you directly that I am not Li Ke at all."

"That will satisfy you."

He An smiled, stood up, and looked at Xu Zhou who stopped talking.

"You said you only want a little bit." He An reached out to hold his chin, and slid his fingers lightly over his lips.

"Don't I understand?"

"You're lying."

"When I was on the set, I didn't want to argue with you."

He An looked into his eyes and said softly.

He leaned closer and kissed lightly where his fingers had touched before.

"All right."

Xu Zhou held his hand tightly, seeing the tears in his eyes unconsciously, his heart was cold.

Leaning against him, bowing her head on his shoulder, she cried.

"I was wrong."