sick white moonlight

"Li Ke, tell me, is that fake?" Luo Shaohui stroked his black hair and said softly.

"You know, I like you so much now, I can't help myself, as if I have lost myself."

Luo Shaohui wrapped his arms around the shoulders of the person in front of him, and whispered in his ear.

"Li Ke, do you know? There is a devil living in my heart, I want you to be with me forever, never leave my sight, only look at me, love me forever."

Being hugged suddenly by someone, He An felt very tired. Who did they love, this body, this appearance, or he loved his true self.

He doesn't understand, doesn't understand, and doesn't understand.

"You're drunk." He An pulled his arm away and said coldly.

"I'm not drunk, I know it in my heart." Luo Shaohui said in a low voice.

"I just want to take this opportunity, do you understand? I have buried too much in my heart, and I have never told anyone else."

"I'm not a good person, let alone a kind person."

"I pretended to be so good in front of others, and I also pretended to be so good in front of you, but only I know that I am very bad, and what I think in my heart..."

He rested his head on his shoulder and hugged him tightly, lowering his voice lower and lower.

"I want you, Li Ke."

After hearing this, He An just pulled him away, turned to face him, and replied indifferently.

"But I'm not Li Ke."

It's just that these words seem to be extremely tired.

The him in front of him looked at himself, the clear face, the messy black hair, and the shallow mark on the collarbone, the him in front of him repeated it again.

"I'm not Rico."

Luo Shaohui was stunned, he lowered his head and spoke softly.

"You're joking."

"I never deceive people about this kind of thing."

"It's just that you may not believe it."

He was too sure, without the slightest hesitation.

Luo Shaohui raised his head and looked at him with confusion in his eyes.

"Then who are you?" Thinking of some things the person in front of him had told him, he joked.

"I'm much older than you, I'm an old man." After He An narrowed his eyes, he stepped back a few steps and kept a certain distance from him.

"Old man." Looking at his expression, Luo Shaohui was a little surprised, but still asked calmly, "Li Ke, are you getting too involved with the so-called role?"

"I'm not from this world." He An replied in a low voice.

Luo Shaohui was a little shocked, but he remembered that his younger brother had told him that Li Ke could not be persecuted.

I was a little annoyed that I still pushed him too hard.

After a pause, Luo Shaohui said, "Li Ke, don't push yourself too hard."

"Li Ke, after breaking up with your brother last year, he committed suicide." He An looked at Luo Shaohui and said frankly.

"I'm not him, I'm not Li Ke, and I'm not the one you like."

"As for me, I come from another world and have my own life."

"I am old and frail, and I have been in a wheelchair all my life and cannot stand up by myself."

After hearing this, Luo Shaohui fell silent, and after a while he spoke in a deep voice.

"I don't care who you are, but I like you."

"It's you now."

"I've always been a selfish person."

He An just said, "You only like this body."

"As you said before, you want me, but you want this body."

"No, I..." Luo Shaohui hesitated, with a rare flustered look on his face. He was sure that he wanted to have the person in front of him, but if it was true as he said, whether he loved the skin or the soul, was the question. It's too difficult to answer.

Love is desire, and the desire to possess him is so strong that he can't distinguish too much at all.

Luo Shaohui felt a little unbelievable about everything the man in front of him said, but he really felt that the man in front of him didn't lie to him.

He An sneered.

"You have to know that the real body of the person standing in front of you is a frail old man with wrinkled skin. He can't even move, can't walk, and has been trapped in a wheelchair for a lifetime. He even has a lover. His lover who has been with him for more than 40 years in another world."

"Maybe I can't say lover, because I don't love him, I'm not a person who can love..."

He An wanted to continue, but the person in front of him had already sealed his mouth. This kiss was so crazy and intense that He An even felt that he couldn't breathe, and was completely robbed by this person.

This is someone else's body, he suddenly thought, what he wants to achieve is to have his own body, he doesn't want to always hold other people's things...

"Don't talk too much about other things." Luo Shaohui hugged He An tightly, with a bit of crying.

"I don't care who you are or what your past is."

"I just want to love you, love you well."

"As for the rest, it doesn't matter at all."

He An pushed him away, looked at him quietly, and said.

"I'm not worthy of your liking, do you understand?"

"I don't know how to love, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to satisfy you."

"So, give up."

"I'm very tired, really."

"Tell me your name." Luo Shaohui said in a daze.

"You said you're not Li Ke, so let me call you by your real name."

He An turned his body sideways and stopped looking at him.

"He An, what's the why, An An of stability."

Luo Shaohui walked in, stood behind him, and said softly: "He An, I like you."

"Or, I love you."

"I don't care who you are, or what your past is, I just want to stand by your side and give you something to rely on."

"Let you fall asleep with peace of mind, and wake up happily every day without worrying about other things."

Luo Shaohui leaned against him, hugged him gently from behind, and lowered his head against his shoulder.

"You don't have to think so much, you just need to make yourself happy and that's enough."

"He An."

He said the name slowly, several times in a low voice.

Then kissed him, kissed for a long time.

……

On November 11 of that year, Li Ke's Weibo exploded.

Just because of that simple and not cumbersome resignation statement.

For a while, many fans couldn't believe it was real.

Obviously he has just finished filming a movie with a great director, and his career is in full swing, and there are still so many fans supporting him, paying attention to him, eager for his works to appear, hoping to see his figure reappear on this stage.

However, he said that he was leaving.

Never going back to this stage again.

Even though the statement was indeed confirmed, forwarded one by one by the brokerage company and the juniors who had just worked together, and sent blessings, some fans still couldn't believe it.

For a while, some people said that he was afraid of failing again at the box office and being ridiculed, so he simply quit the circle, and he made enough money anyway.

Some people also said that he was just doing it for hype, saying that Xiying does not mean that he cannot make TV dramas. It is probably because there were too few exposures a while ago, so the popularity was high and there was a wave of hype.

[Some people say that he became famous at a young age because of his smooth journey.But after he won the Best Actor, he failed again and again. He is no longer the same as before. He is a typical person who beats a good hand.Some people laughed at him for having the title of Best Actor for nothing, but he couldn't bear the title of Best Actor.Some people laughed at him for the sake of his popularity, he lowered his status and starred in TV series as a supporting role for others.No matter what they say, in my mind, he will always be Li Ke who pursues movies, pursues his own dreams, and acts seriously.Over the years, I have seen all his scandals, his faults, and his failures.I looked at him, paid attention to him, and liked him, from when he was just a sideshow.Now that he is leaving, I don't want to say anything else, the only thing left is a blessing-I wish you well! 】

Jiang Wan looked at this popular comment, swipe her hand lightly, and gave it a thumbs up.

In fact, I have a bit of a premonition. From the fact that he has almost no interaction on Weibo, he silently took over the TV series, and when his popularity is overwhelming, he abandons the popularity and spends four months of prime time acting in literary movies. Everything proves that it is unusual.

It's just that he didn't expect that the decision he made was to quit the circle directly.

After a beep, an old friend's QQ call came.

As soon as the connection was made, there was a clear cry from her.

"Xiaozhen, he really left and never came back."

"I got the exact news that he will not come back, and he is not even in the country anymore."

"I'm still thinking, I can look at him well, and it's getting better and better." The girl on the other end of the phone stopped crying and said bitterly, "But he doesn't need us anymore, he's leaving, and he won't be here anymore. Not coming back."

"This is retribution, retribution for me."

"I believe that Li Ke's decision was made after careful consideration. Since he doesn't want to come back, we have no way to change it. The only thing we can do is not to disturb his life and silently wish him well. Just As in the statement he sent, I hope fans will not disturb him too much." Jiang Wan replied in a low voice.

"Xiaozhen, thank you, I have always been quite immature, and I come to trouble you every time..."

"I think in the next period of time, I will focus more on my studies and life."

"I told you last time, I resigned, and I really can't stand that boss. I plan to improve my education, and if I have the opportunity, I might go abroad for gold plating."

……

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Wan secretly shook her head.

Immaturity, how much she envied her friend's immaturity, it was the performance of someone who was well protected and didn't suffer too much.

Do what you want, and say what you want boldly.

They will never be afraid too much, because they have enough confidence to support them to do it.

The world is very big, rich and poor,

She does not have a good and wealthy family background, and no one can give her enough support. All she can do is struggle.

She also wants to be as reckless and presumptuous as her old friend, and bravely pursue what she wants.

She knew that her old friend had spent a lot of money in order to support Li Ke's movie to arrange cutscenes.

For her, however, that was impossible.

In fact, she didn't want to believe that Li Ke was going to quit the circle.

The person she always liked will never appear on the screen again, which means that she has no chance to know more about him.

However, what can she do, she just lives her own life well.

All she could do was silently offer a blessing in her heart.

【Li Ke, you have to live well in your life. 】

Lying in the small house she rented, she read softly.

A tear slowly fell in his eyes.