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"I've already drafted a paper, and I plan to go to a professor in my school tomorrow and ask him to look it up for me. Do you want to go with me, anyway, it's pretty close." He An moved his wheelchair , a bit of a smile.

"You should have been to my school, after all, it's so close."

University Q and University B are indeed very close. These two well-known schools are located in the same area, but Lu Chen seldom goes there.

"I didn't go there many times, I was just taken by my classmates for a stroll." Lu Chen said gently.

"That's right, you can go with me. There is a cafeteria where the food tastes good and the price is quite cheap." He An added based on the information he had received.

"I think you should introduce your school to me and take me around." Lu Chen smiled.

"I don't think it will work tomorrow, and I may stay with the professor for a long time."

"A few days ago I had a conversation with the professor on the phone, and he appreciated my thesis very much. It is estimated that tomorrow will pass, and we should have a long chat." He An narrowed his eyes slightly, with a faint light in his eyes.

"Then I wish you good luck." After seeing it, Lu Chen lowered his head and congratulated.

His voice is full-bodied, with a little bit of magnetism, just listening to his voice is very mature and stable.

But at the moment the smile on his face was cheerful, like a fool, He An couldn't help but roll his eyes several times after seeing it.

At night, He An was lying on the bed, leaning against a comfortable cushion that was neither too soft nor too hard, and under the bright light, instead of just reading a book in the past, this time he was reading, and he was reading an English book .

His voice is gentle and clear, and his pronunciation is standard. It is a more formal RP, which is a standard English accent.Even his voice slowly fluctuated with the content of the book, and his emotional tone was soft and delicate, with some personal characteristics, very tasteful.

Lu Chen, who was sitting by the bed and helping him massage his thighs, listened with rapt attention. After he paused for a while, he couldn't help asking, "Did you practice it specially? It's a special standard."

"Have you ever listened to a tape of reading poetry at the corner of the table?" He An thought for a while and replied, "I played it for a while a few days ago, and I learned from it."

"By the way, are you interested in taking the TOEFL test with me this month?" He An asked.

"I'm afraid I'm not very good at it. After all, I haven't studied for too long." Lu Chen rubbed his head in frustration and replied.

"It's okay, just go to the exam with me. I'll cover the exam fee, and it will be your reward for sending me there." He An flipped over the book in his hand and continued without looking up.

"It would be a waste of money for me to go." Lu Chen replied while meticulously massaging the slender, fair, but thin and weak legs under his hands.

"I think your English level has improved a lot now, so it should be fine."

"Really? I don't feel much, especially when you're around." Lu Chen joked.

"Learn more and practice more, and you can always improve a lot." He An flipped the hair between the foreheads that blocked his vision.

"You can ask your classmates how your English is doing. I personally think that you can pass it."

After He An thought for a few seconds, he still added a little bit.

But Lu Chen didn't listen carefully. He looked at the serious-looking man holding the book, and his thin, unconscious legs under his hands. He pressed lightly, feeling deep pity in his heart.

He had asked for a massage for the man under him some time ago. In life, this man is lazy in everything except for being clean.

He heard that it is better for a person who loses feeling in his legs to get more massages, but this person usually concentrates on reading or taking notes, so he can't spend half his attention on his legs.

Therefore, he deliberately went to inquire about where the massage skills of the shop are better, and he went to study specifically. Of course, he also asked some students in the school who were studying medicine.

Sometimes he even wondered if he had gained too much, so that fate would make the person in front of him suffer such a painful blow.

However, I am afraid that apart from material enjoyment, this person did not get too many other things.

For example, his parents lived in two places all year round, and they were very busy with work, so that he had reached such a point that there were very few opportunities to come and see him.

"At the beginning, were you afraid? When you just woke up."

Thinking of this, he felt a little uneasy, and carefully organized his words to ask.

"You mean these legs. When I think about it, it actually feels a little complicated. Of course, I was really disappointed at first, but after a while, I think I should accept it." He An frowned slightly, and soon It stretched out again, but in the end it was with a faint smile.

"After all, I only have this body. I don't accept what I can do." He An smiled self-deprecatingly, "Besides, not being able to walk doesn't mean that you can't live, it's just a little inconvenient."

"I have been lucky enough to be born into a better family. What happened to me is nothing compared to what happened to many people in this country. Even you, the responsibility is not enough. More than me too, no?"

He looked at Lu Chen who was sitting next to him, his tone was very sincere, even a little humble.

The black hair on the forehead was scattered, and the intact, white and slender hand with no blemishes rested on the head, the index finger gently pressed the corner of the eye, and the corner of the mouth showed a slight curvature.

"If I was born in your family, I think I might not even be as good as you?"

Sitting beside him, Lu Chen was stunned for a moment.

"How is that possible?" he retorted involuntarily.

Having known each other for so long, he knew very well that the brain of the person in front of him seemed like a bottomless pit.

He never refuses knowledge, and his quick thinking is outstanding. Especially sometimes, the ideas can be said to be unconstrained, but it is not impossible that it will not happen.

In Lu Chen's view, if there were no other accidents, this person's academic achievements should be beyond his reach.

He has many excellent classmates and knows many well-known seniors in the school, but this person in front of him can definitely be said to be the best among them.

"I mean, maybe I don't have the sense of responsibility that you have." He An explained, "I can't bear as much as you, but I can still move towards my goal."

This has always been what He An appreciates about the person in front of him. Not everyone can bear so much, and they are still full of hope and enthusiasm for life.

Even if he got a bad experience, he didn't complain too much, but silently did his own thing, pushed aside the thorns on the way forward, didn't care about his injured hand that was bleeding bright red, and desperately supported the people behind him. Get up a piece of sky.

Even if he was misunderstood and disappointed by others, he thought that this person would not explain too much, but proceeded to explore earnestly.

He believed that the person in front of him was such a fool.

All the sufferings are carried by themselves and buried silently in the bottom of my heart.

……

The days are slowly approaching, summer is coming, and the weather has already gradually become hotter.

The light emitted by the sun above the head is no longer as warm and comfortable as in the cold winter. The sun at this moment is dazzling and dazzling, with a trace of scorching heat.

Lu Chen, who was wearing cotton short-sleeves, was waiting outside the office building. The man had been inside for a long time.

He was waiting in the building at first, but he rarely came here, and there were many teachers coming in and out. After thinking about it and feeling a little uncomfortable, he decided to come out for a walk.

It's just that the sun is approaching noon, and the sun is getting stronger and stronger, and the back is slightly hot from the sun.

He stood in the shade of the tree and sat on the public seat beside the tree, thinking about what had happened during this period of time with some confusion.

It's really strange to say that I haven't known him for long.

But it did make him feel that he would never meet another friend who could match him in this life.

This friend is smart and rich, not only materially rich, but more spiritually.

But at this moment, the only thing he thinks about is to hope that this short time can stop, and he can stay by his side well.

Even if, just as an ordinary friend.

But that's enough for him.

In this life, it is not easy to meet what you like, do what you love, and what you want.

If you can't get it, you can hide it silently in your heart, and it's not unbearable.

It's just a little cruel to him.

But no matter how he thinks about it, the only thing he can do is to cherish the only time he has.

This person is what he loves, what he thinks about, and the only light in his life at the moment.

Let him watch, think, read, and chase all the time.

Even if he never knew.

He An, who came out of the office building, was obviously quite happy.

When Lu Chen saw it, he hurried over and asked.

"How is it? It should be going well."

"Very good, and the professor has decided to write a recommendation letter for me. He has studied in a well-known foreign university before, and he knows a lot of people." He An smiled and frowned, with a look of rare spontaneity. Inner joy.

For a moment, Lu Chen was a little fascinated.

It didn't take long before he realized a question that he had been trying his best to avoid, but this time he asked it with a hint of melancholy.

"You're going abroad, aren't you?"