sick white moonlight

Lu Chen didn't speak for a long time, and He An felt a little puzzled.

Obviously this person is not a man of few words, and there are always things to talk about on the way back.

This time, it was good, since he said that sentence, he didn't speak.

Could it be that this person really wanted to pursue Zeng Xiaozhu.

He An thought about it, and felt that the only reasonable guess was this, or else, it could be because of something that made this person a little angry.

Apart from the fact that the woman he wanted to chase was taken first, there was no other reason for him to be angry.

No matter, no matter, He An was a little tired.

Thinking about these things too much is a headache, why not think about his previous problem?

Much more interesting than these.

The see-through system 007 thought to himself: I won't tell you why, my stupid host.Sure enough, the host's IQ was too high, and his EQ couldn't keep up.

As for Lu Chen, he didn't know why he was so angry.

As if in the shopping mall, when he realized the slight awkward atmosphere between the two of them, something was wrong with him, and he wanted to express his anger.

But he could only endure, try his best.

Until that sentence was said, he felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.

He couldn't laugh, and he couldn't be happy.

It can even be said that he was very depressed, and he couldn't sleep after returning to the campus so depressed.

Even he didn't understand why he was so uncomfortable this time.

At night, the classmates on the upper bunk watched him toss and turn on the bed, and couldn't help asking.

"Comrade, have you lost your love?"

"What kind of love is lost? I've never been in love at all." Lu Chen, who was lying on the bed, replied casually.

"I see you like this, don't you look like you were rejected by the girl you like?"

"Could it be that I guessed wrong, it's impossible. You are a veteran in the field of love. I don't know how many comrades have done emotional analysis, so it's unlikely to be wrong." The man on the upper bunk was a little puzzled, and murmured leisurely.

After Lu Chen heard this, he laughed a little in his heart. He was still a veteran in the field of love, and it was obviously a matter between two men.

He was just angry with that man, why was he broken in love.

The more he thought about it, the more excited he became, and the more he couldn't control it, Lu Chen decided to think about why he was so angry.

He was never so angry even when his parents prevented him from going to high school, did not give him any hope of entering college, and even persuaded him not to waste money.

Could it be that he really likes Zeng Xiaozhu as the man said?

No, it's not possible.

As a man, Lu Chen admitted that Zeng Xiaozhu was very beautiful, the style that many men liked.

But he didn't have that kind of thought for her, the kind of eagerness to try, want to show off in front of her, want to show his advantages in front of her, even because her heart beats faster.

These, Lu Chen can be sure, he did not, he did not have that kind of affection for Zeng Xiaozhu.

But, what is the reason?

Thinking about it, Lu Chen couldn't help but feel more sleepy.

In a daze, he couldn't help but think of the scenes he had seen several times before.

The man was lying on the bed with his upper body naked, revealing most of his chest. He could see the thin and delicate collarbone, the fair skin with slight sensuality, and the lightly pursed lips.

He wanted to lean over, put his arms around the man's thin shoulders, slowly caress the tight and moist back, and gently kiss the man's moist and confused eyes.

He wanted the man to cry for him.

Just who is that person?He couldn't see the man's face clearly.

He kissed the man's lips forcefully, as if exhausting every bit of his strength.

Hold on to that person tightly, imprison that person by her side, and not let him leave.

He searched over and over again until he exhausted all his strength.

This time, he saw the man's face.

Smiling eyebrows, gentle and handsome facial features, wise and slightly deep eyes.

That's Lin Xiu.

He was so frightened that he woke up suddenly in the middle of the night.

Hot sweat wetted his thin white cotton vest, he got up and poured himself a big mouthful of cold water, then sat on the edge of the bed, thinking quietly for a long, long time.

He was a little overwhelmed, his expression changed from surprise to confusion, and finally calmed down.

Then he lay down with his back against the wall.

In the dead of night, he closed his eyes, the sound of his heart beating was so obvious, he pursed his lips slightly, dry, as if he had tasted a bitter taste, he thought he would not be able to sleep tonight.

After class the next day, he nestled in the psychology section of the library and read a long, long book.

Until he turned to that page and got the answer he wanted.

The three big characters of "mental illness" made him at a loss, and even became confused about it.

That night, he wandered outside for a long time.

The night was very deep and dark, with only a few stars hanging in the sky.

Along the road in the school, he slowly walked to the lake near the somewhat famous lake in the school.

Looking at the deep and bottomless lake by the lake through the quiet green trees.

His expression was slightly lonely, and there was even a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth.

The handsome features stand out especially in the shadow cast by the leaves.

No one knew what happened that night. They only knew that Lu Chen changed after that night. He became more active and energetic than before. He didn't waste any time and seemed to put all his energy on his studies.

And all of this, He An didn't know.

At this time, he was busy writing his thesis and was preparing to contact the original school teacher.

He still has a lot of things to do, he needs to discuss and communicate with his busy parents.

Time is very urgent, it is already the end of April, and the closer the summer vacation is, the more things he has to do.

Preparing for graduation, applying for a visa, looking for a great teacher to find someone to recommend, applying for a school, contacting a tutor, all kinds of things are almost piled up together.

His plan is to go there a month in advance, by the way, he still has to find a good place to live.

……

No one knows that fate should not have gone this way.

That autumn, because the original owner lost the ability to walk, he refused to accept outsiders, and even faced his parents, he was taciturn and gloomy.

The original owner's mother, who really had no other choice, found the mother of the heroine Zeng Xiaozhu.

Soon, the original owner and Zeng Xiaozhu were planning to get married with the help of their parents.

In such a fate, the original owner's mother did not ask a friend to find someone to take care of the original owner.

Lu Chen didn't have a chance to get a better job. In order to adapt to school, study, and send money home, he saved money on food and expenses, and even suffered from a minor illness.

In that year, the grain harvest was not good, and there was a rare rainy day. A lot of grain was lost, and Lu Chen's family even lived very hard.

The money Lu Chen sent back was just a drop in the bucket, and his family was afraid that he, the only college student in the family, would be delayed from going to school, so they did not explain the difficulties encountered by the family, but endured it silently. In order to obtain food, the whole family went to the mountains to dig wild vegetables , growing mushrooms, chopping firewood, doing everything.

The most unfortunate thing is that Lu Chen's little sister was bitten by a poisonous snake when she went up to the mountain to pick wild vegetables with her sister because she also participated in the family's farm work.

This young girl was still young, at the age of eleven or twelve years old, due to the strong poison of the poisonous snake, it took a lot of time, resulting in the abrupt disappearance of this young life.

This incident had a great impact on Lu Chen, and even caused him to want to become rich all the time in the next few years, and he struggled and struggled for it.

This is a scar, and the scars buried on everyone in this family, even after a long time, also hurt this group of people from time to time.

Lu Chen felt that he had wronged his family members, while his eldest sister blamed him, thinking that he did not take enough responsibility at that time, which led to the death of his younger sister.

Until many years later, this incident was still the fuse that caused the distance between him and his family.

But now, it is different.

Without knowing it, Lu Chen sent all the money he got back home. This is not a small amount, and the whole family survived those few months with this money.

His little sister didn't have to go to the mountains to look for wild vegetables, so the tragedy of being bitten by a poisonous snake would not happen.

This family, which was supposed to have a huge rift, has become tighter, his parents feel enough comfort for him, and his brothers and sisters adore him even more.

And he himself is not so persistent, pursuing the so-called money too much, which leads to the farther he goes in business from the original fate line, the farther he is from his flesh and blood relatives.

In the end, he stood tall and far away, like a god.

To those who admired him, he was a legend.

To those who hated him, he was a cunning and formidable opponent who deserved respect.

To his closest family members, he is a man who is extremely cold-blooded and has no flesh and blood.

However, no one knew that he was so lonely.

……

That weekend, Lu Chen still went to He An's house.

Only this time, he really acted as if nothing had happened, with a generous and hearty smile on his face, and a bit of amiability.

He An was busy with too many things in the past few days, so he didn't care about what happened before.

So as soon as Lu Chen came over, he said with a smile that was a little bit appreciative.

"Come on, let me tell you, the problem I discussed with you last time, I have solved it these days."

The smile on his thin, delicately contoured face is so eye-catching, the corners of his eyes are slightly narrowed, and the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, all showing that this person is really happy.

He was so happy, and Lu Chen was also very happy.

He tried his best to make himself laugh, suppressing the slight bitterness that gradually rose in his heart.

Pursing his lips, looking at him who was talking to him, he said, "Really? That's really good news."