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Ji Chenfeng hesitated for a moment, but still said, "It's so late, why are you still out drinking?"

Shen Nanyan turned to look at him, with a half-smile in his eyes, "I'm in a bad mood."

"Uh, what happened to you?"

Ji Chenfeng can clearly see that something is wrong with Shen Nanyan now, very wrong.

He is very different from the person he met before, I don't know how many times the difference is.

In the past, he didn't think there was anything wrong, but now, looking at Shen Nanyan in front of him, he suddenly felt that too many things happened recently.

"It's nothing, do you think I'm a good person?"

Shen Nanyan didn't know why he asked such a question, but he didn't have any special thoughts about the current situation.

It's just that he wants to get an answer. After walking for so many years, he seems to have lost the ability to think about many things.

What to do, what not to say, for a while, he was a little unclear.

"I think you are a very good person, why do you say that all of a sudden?"

Ji Chenfeng felt that Shen Nanyan might have really been stimulated by something, and no one would have such doubts.

What's more, I don't know where to start with these things.

He felt that Shen Nanyan's question had nothing to do with it.

No matter what, you can't doubt yourself like this.

"Let me tell you the truth, I'm not a good person. If you really knew me, maybe you wouldn't say that."

When Shen Nanyan thought of the things that happened to him, he immediately felt that any other issues were not worth mentioning in front of feelings.

In Shen Nanyan's emotional world, it couldn't be more chaotic.

He is a bad person, so his feelings are also bad.

So why should there be feelings in his world? Obviously he can't give anyone happiness, so why bother to torture each other.

Shen Nanyan didn't understand, and didn't want to understand.

After living for so many years, not only did he get nothing, but he caused a lot of trouble for himself.

Countless, endless, are all memories.

He knew that it was meaningless to say these now, but he didn't know, besides these, what other U-shaped Anze could he have.

Obviously everything was out of his control, and he didn't want to become like this, but Shen Nanyan lost in the face of love.

After losing a complete defeat, he didn't even know what other meaning his existence had. He only knew that if he chose to give up as before, he wouldn't know what was left in his world.

Ji Chenfeng saw that several wine bottles were placed in front of Shen Nanyan, it seemed that Shen Nanyan had already drunk a lot before he arrived.

So now he is unconscious.

Ji Chenfeng can only comfort himself in this way, otherwise, he has no way to explain, Shen Nanyan's preface does not match the latter.

What a good guy, what a bad guy.

Ji Chenfeng has never recognized it so clearly, and he has never listened to how others describe it.

In his world, few people will treat him well.

Like an orphan who was abandoned, he was always alone.

Shen Nanyan's appearance was like an accident, even if he was a bad guy, so what, it didn't matter to me anymore.

Ji Chenfeng's thoughts are always so simple.

He didn't want to get so much, and he never cared about it.

Just because in his eyes, a lot of things happened, enough to change his life.

He doesn't want to trust others anymore, he would rather live in his own world than deal with people.

People are unpredictable, and no one knows what will happen in the next second.

And this person in front of him was the only one he wanted to trust.

Even if everyone accuses him of being a bad person, so what?

Ji Chenfeng suddenly smiled, "You don't need to humiliate yourself like this, you are not a bad person, you should believe it."

"Since you appeared in front of me, you have saved me."

"No matter how big things happen, I will stand by your side. You have to believe that there will always be a place in this world where you can see the warmth of spring."

No matter how many things there are, he can survive, not to mention this little difficulty in front of him.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know what happened to Shen Nanyan, but no matter how you look at it, it's not like getting drunk late at night.

"What you said was just to comfort me."

Shen Nanyan's eyes were a little blurred, maybe even he himself didn't know what he was talking about.

For some unknown reason, Ji Chenfeng was called out.

Shen Nanyan didn't know why it wasn't Lin Yufeng, whether it was because he was the person involved, or whether he had other ideas.

Probably in his heart he really longed for someone to warm him up and tell him how to do everything.

But now, not only things are different from what he thought.

There are still many problems, Shen Nanyan really feels that he has failed extremely.

From childhood to adulthood, it seems that nothing has been accomplished, but instead a lot of people have been implicated.

He also hated himself for being helpless, if he could find a solution, maybe he wouldn't be so embarrassed.

"Do you look at me as if I'm comforting you? I'm so serious, is it just perfunctory in your eyes?"

Ji Chenfeng stretched out his hand to support Shen Nanyan's shoulder, forcing him to look at himself.

Shen Nanyan shook his head, tilted his head, and looked at Ji Chenfeng.

"Perfunctory, maybe even perfunctory is a luxury for me."

When Qin Zhifeng left, he said everything to death, perfunctory or something, it really took advantage of him.

Anyone but him.

In this way, he can say it, and there is nothing else he can't.

Shen Nanyan drank some wine, and for some reason he suddenly remembered what happened at that time. He never knew why his world became like this.

But the feeling in my heart is just uncomfortable.

He was very entangled, and it seemed that no matter what he did, he couldn't make himself more balanced.

What he did was not to be hated, it was fine if he was not understood, and he had to face such an ending.

Shen Nanyan was shaken by Ji Chenfeng, and his whole eyes fell into Ji Chenfeng's.

The eyes in front of him were all clear.

Even after going through so many things, I can still keep my original heart from being polluted.

Even though Shen Nanyan drank a little too much, he could still clearly tell who the person standing in front of him was. He hadn't observed it carefully before.

Looking at it now, Ji Chenfeng looks very good-looking.

No matter how you look at it, the appearance is already one of the best.

You said that a person like him has such a rough life experience.

"Shen Nanyan, did I perfunctory you, can't you see it? Who do you think would pretend to be so similar, and would come here to perfuse you at night."

Even people who write stories, there will still be times when they are short of words.

Ji Chenfeng was facing Shen Nanyan, and he got stuck in an instant, not knowing how to continue his words.

"If the person sitting here is not you, do you think I will make a special trip here?"

"Are you naive or stupid?"

Ji Chenfeng was really about to be pissed off by him. Before that, there were many things he couldn't say.

Now that it is said, the people who listened to it didn't pay attention to it at all.

His alcohol capacity is really not very good.

At least after these few bottles of wine, he was already drunk.

"I'm not naive, I'm not stupid, but I've been hurt and I'm scared."

"You don't understand how I feel. The person you miss tells you in front of your face that he doesn't have any feelings for you. Because I can't help him, and I can't provide any for his ambition." help, so he wants to break up with me. Tell me, am I ridiculous? Even so, I still really liked him. No matter how scumbag he is, my feelings for him have not changed. I I don't have any women around me, I feel that I am involved in scandals, I am afraid that he will be angry, and I am also afraid that he will be jealous."

"I think I've done enough, but he still left without looking back, and turned around resolutely. My world also collapsed at that moment."

"I really don't want much, but I just can't get it. What can I do? I can't let me give up on myself."

Shen Nanyan laughed while talking, he has really made himself a joke in the past few years.

No matter who mentions it, they will laugh out loud.

"It's okay to like a man, but I actually want to die because of him."

Shen Nanyan took his gaze away from Ji Chenfeng, he had said enough.

If it wasn't for being drunk, he might have kept some words in his heart for the rest of his life, without any clues leaking out.

But right now, after everything has been said, if you want to take it back, it will not be that simple.

The movements of Ji Chenfeng's hands were a little stiff, as if he had heard some secret, which made people unbelievable, but he was a little secretly happy in his heart.

He likes men?

This cognition made Ji Chenfeng a little puzzled. It stands to reason that Shen Nanyan is an elite and also very good.

But is his sexuality actually a man's?

This was indeed beyond his expectation, it was not the first time he had met, but he had never noticed anything from his face.

He can hide his sadness, but this is not a long-term solution after all.

After a long time, it is just a kind of self-torture.

There is nothing wrong with saying it today.

At least he can also understand that letting go of the past will lead to a better development for him.

In this kind of matter, Ji Chenfeng can understand him.

"It's okay, you are good enough, but he doesn't know how to cherish, one day, you will meet someone who suits you."

Ji Chenfeng thought for a long time, and it seemed that this was the only way to comfort him.

Otherwise, he wouldn't do anything.

He can't let him make up for Shen Nanyan's lost love with his own body, that's impossible.

The two of them are not that familiar yet, so familiar that they don't care about everything.

Even if it is consolation, drinking some wine with him and listening to him tell these stories may still be a good material, maybe.

Shen Nanyan seemed to recall something, and the expression on his face became a little painful. He picked up the cup and drank it.

In his opinion, wine is really a good thing, it can make him forget a lot of things, he no longer has to think of so many things, and he doesn't have to think of so many memories, so he doesn't have to think of Qin Zhifeng.

Ji Chenfeng tried to snatch the cup from his hand, but in the end, he failed.

He did come to drink, and he was holding on to his cup tightly without letting go.

The strength makes people feel helpless, and Ji Chenfeng has nothing to do.

Apart from letting him do whatever he wants, there is no effective way to stop it.

A person who has been hurt emotionally can only truly let go when starting the next relationship.

Otherwise, he would never know what he really wanted.

For him, the past time, no matter how beautiful it was, has become the past.

People who are intoxicated in memories are the most stupid.

A smart person like Shen Nanyan will be able to understand it sooner or later.

Ji Chenfeng didn't know how to comfort him, after all, many things really happened.

It is impossible for him to deny that Ji Chenfeng came here today to relieve his worries.

"No matter what happens, it's not your fault. You don't need to blame yourself. Besides, he doesn't know how to cherish you. Someone from the Federation of Trade Unions will cherish you. Why do you torture yourself for him? It's not worth it ?”

I have seen a lot of scenes of love and hatred, so I don't think it's strange.

Ji Chenfeng is such a smart person, he should have understood from the very beginning that there are not so many right and wrong in his world, and he also wants to live a simpler life, but his things can no longer be done by her up.

After all that has happened, how is it possible that nothing has changed.

He doesn't believe it, and he won't admit it.

But Shen Nanyan didn't want to let himself go, he always felt that many things were more complicated than he seemed.

He knew that these things had happened, but none of this had anything to do with him.

But what has already happened cannot be changed.

He didn't know what kind of attitude he should use to face the problems that had happened, especially her feelings, and he couldn't tell Ji Chenfeng all of them in a short time.

But if he always pretended not to care, that would be the most heartbreaking.

Only in this way can he make his heart feel happier, otherwise, what should he do to change his views, and even change his direction.

How could Shen Nanyan's obsession be explained so easily?

To be able to persist until now and learn to let go, in his eyes, is already a very difficult thing.

For a long time to come, he didn't know what to do to get out.

In his eyes, believing is one thing, how to do it is another.

Shen Nanyan's world can no longer experience too many turmoil, and those who have been injured will become very fragile.